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Thoughts Unwillingly Shared
Chapter 3
Draco Malfoy looked at the book that was propped up on his pillow. 'Damn.' He thought, 'Pansy must have gotten here before me. Why won't she just leave me alone?' With tired arms, Draco picked up the book and opened it up in about the middle of the book. Instantly, he could tell that it was a diary. 'Why would she give me a diary?' Draco wondered. He had walked halfway over to the window to chuck it out into the sea of night before he remembered what someone had told him back at Malfoy Manor. Surprising himself, Draco lay down on his bed and took someone's advice for once.
'Usually I wouldn't write in a diary for fear of what it would do to my already sabotaged reputation but I think I can manage keeping it a secret.' He wrote in the handsome diary, 'Back at home, during the beginning of summer, my mother ordered a personal therapist to come to our house and talk to me about my father. Stupid waste of time was what I thought. I refused to speak to him but he did give me one piece of advice. He told me that I should write my feelings down in some sort of journal. Of course, I didn't pursue this advice because I was not about to ask my mother for a diary! In fact, I had completely forgotten about it until just now when I found this diary on my bed. I think that Pansy left it for me. I don't understand why the ugly pug won't just leave me alone. Sure, it was nice having a fan for my first four years here, but honestly, can't she take a hint? I've been trying to shake her off since last year and she is still sending me owls and passing me notes, which I obviously ignore.
'I don't even know why I'm so upset this year. I hated my father. Of course, I did look up to him. He was a respected man and still is by some. I respected him. But then, if I hadn't I would probably find myself on the floor screaming or if I was lucky I would just have a bruise across my face. I learned fast as a child and my mother learned fast too. I don't really know how they ever loved each other. Sometimes I think they still do. My mother cries an awful lot. I hate it! I suppose it might be because he has ruined our family and we now have the Ministry of Magic searching our home all the time. My father has put us in one hell of a position. Even though I never really felt a love for my father, I'm still going to kill Potter. He is the real reason my life has been ruined. Damned Potter gets more fame while my reputation slumps and I get dirty looks from everyone who used to respect me. Potter has taken my dignity away. I can't confront him or anyone else for that matter anymore. The only people I have are those whose parents are death eaters as well, those who are planning on joining the Dark Lord's side, and my stupid follower Pansy. Potter has the whole school on his side now. The whole school except Slytherin. Or at least most of us. Even though they may not accept me, they still won't fall into "Saint" Potter's trap. Perhaps they will begin to accept me more later when they realize that my loyalties lay with my house.'
Draco stopped writing, closed up the diary, and hid it under his mattress. He certainly did not want anyone finding out that he had a diary and he did not want anyone to read it either. Perhaps it would help him cope with the disasters that were taking place in his life. He didn't really know, but he had to admit that it felt good to express his feelings. After shaking out his hand to get rid of the writer's cramp, he climbed under his covers and lay awake, thinking about his life. There seemed to be so much that he wanted to write. Sure, his life had never been the best, but he was not used to it being this bad. For his whole life he could only remember people wanting to be his friend, wanting to be him, with the exception of Potter that is. Why did this have to happen to him? Why couldn't this just happen to someone who wasn't so important?
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Thoughts Unwillingly Shared
Chapter 3
Draco Malfoy looked at the book that was propped up on his pillow. 'Damn.' He thought, 'Pansy must have gotten here before me. Why won't she just leave me alone?' With tired arms, Draco picked up the book and opened it up in about the middle of the book. Instantly, he could tell that it was a diary. 'Why would she give me a diary?' Draco wondered. He had walked halfway over to the window to chuck it out into the sea of night before he remembered what someone had told him back at Malfoy Manor. Surprising himself, Draco lay down on his bed and took someone's advice for once.
'Usually I wouldn't write in a diary for fear of what it would do to my already sabotaged reputation but I think I can manage keeping it a secret.' He wrote in the handsome diary, 'Back at home, during the beginning of summer, my mother ordered a personal therapist to come to our house and talk to me about my father. Stupid waste of time was what I thought. I refused to speak to him but he did give me one piece of advice. He told me that I should write my feelings down in some sort of journal. Of course, I didn't pursue this advice because I was not about to ask my mother for a diary! In fact, I had completely forgotten about it until just now when I found this diary on my bed. I think that Pansy left it for me. I don't understand why the ugly pug won't just leave me alone. Sure, it was nice having a fan for my first four years here, but honestly, can't she take a hint? I've been trying to shake her off since last year and she is still sending me owls and passing me notes, which I obviously ignore.
'I don't even know why I'm so upset this year. I hated my father. Of course, I did look up to him. He was a respected man and still is by some. I respected him. But then, if I hadn't I would probably find myself on the floor screaming or if I was lucky I would just have a bruise across my face. I learned fast as a child and my mother learned fast too. I don't really know how they ever loved each other. Sometimes I think they still do. My mother cries an awful lot. I hate it! I suppose it might be because he has ruined our family and we now have the Ministry of Magic searching our home all the time. My father has put us in one hell of a position. Even though I never really felt a love for my father, I'm still going to kill Potter. He is the real reason my life has been ruined. Damned Potter gets more fame while my reputation slumps and I get dirty looks from everyone who used to respect me. Potter has taken my dignity away. I can't confront him or anyone else for that matter anymore. The only people I have are those whose parents are death eaters as well, those who are planning on joining the Dark Lord's side, and my stupid follower Pansy. Potter has the whole school on his side now. The whole school except Slytherin. Or at least most of us. Even though they may not accept me, they still won't fall into "Saint" Potter's trap. Perhaps they will begin to accept me more later when they realize that my loyalties lay with my house.'
Draco stopped writing, closed up the diary, and hid it under his mattress. He certainly did not want anyone finding out that he had a diary and he did not want anyone to read it either. Perhaps it would help him cope with the disasters that were taking place in his life. He didn't really know, but he had to admit that it felt good to express his feelings. After shaking out his hand to get rid of the writer's cramp, he climbed under his covers and lay awake, thinking about his life. There seemed to be so much that he wanted to write. Sure, his life had never been the best, but he was not used to it being this bad. For his whole life he could only remember people wanting to be his friend, wanting to be him, with the exception of Potter that is. Why did this have to happen to him? Why couldn't this just happen to someone who wasn't so important?
Thank you so much for reading. Sorry it was so short. Now, there's a little button down there that says "Go". Just press that with the little arrow on your comp. Screen and leave me a review! Thank you!
Next Chapter: Hermione!!!