AN: To Phoebe Geller, I understand that on the show Dean wouldn't act quite that way but this is a Fan Fiction and I as the author gets to decide what the characters in this story do and don't do.
From now on let's try and keep the reviews G rated. I don't care if you like my story or not and would love your feedback one way or another but let's keep the reviews clean please.
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Rory sat across from Jess at the table in the upstairs apartment, neither of them had said much of anything since they had gotten there. The silence was awkward and it was killing them both.
Rory wasn't able to take it anymore, "How have you been?" Not exactly what she wanted to say but at least the silence was broken.
Jess looked up at her, "fine." Anyone that knew him knew he was anything but alright, he missed her but he couldn't get the picture of her and Dean kissing out of his mind. At that thought he looked away, not able to show the pain in his eyes.
Rory nodded, she couldn't think of anything to say that she hadn't already tried to say many times before.
The silence was driving Jess crazy, why did he ask her here? He knew it would end up like this, with both of them not saying anything. He looked up at her, she looked sad. He sighed and looked back down at his hands, "Just been working a lot, ya know, making some extra money."
Rory had always hated small talk like this, it had always seemed pointless to her, "Is this really what you want to talk about?"
He shrugged, "I dunno."
Rory sighed, "Can we just talk about this? I mean, I don't even know if we are still together or not."
Jess forced himself to look up into her eyes, there was a mixture of sadness and love in them, "You know I love you right?" He asked.
She didn't say anything for a second, she knew that two weeks before he had loved her but she wasn't sure if he still did or not, "I know you did."
The thought of her thinking he didn't love her made him decide to talk, "When I saw you kiss him... It hurt."
She nodded, she had felt so bad about that stupid kiss. Everyone in town had been acting as if she had just married prince charming because they all loved her and Dean together and they thought they were back together. She kept telling people that it wasn't true and she was sure after the stunt in front of Doose's earlier would help banish that rumor.
"I mean, I actually saw it, not like I heard about it, that image is there every time I close my eyes." It felt good to get all that off his (sexy) chest, "It was just a lot to handle."
She felt like such an awful person, her eyes were welling up with tears at the thought of him seeing Dean kiss her, "You have to believe I didn't want that kiss." She said, a tear rolling down her cheek.
He wanted so badly to reach up and wipe her tears away and hold her in his arms and make it all better but he was hurting too. He just nodded, "I know you didn't mean for it to happen."
She was still crying, "I really didn't, I didn't even want to talk to him."
Jess stood up and walked over to her, "I believe you." he said, wrapping his arms around her. He kissed the top of her head.
Rory was now standing with his arms wrapped around her, "I'm sorry."
Jess didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say. He just stood there for a minute with her in his arms.
"I love you." Rory said after a few minutes.
Jess looked down at her, the look in his eyes had changed, he didn't look as sad or hurt, "I love you too." He bent down and kissed her softly.
AN: Well what did you think? Should I keep going or leave it alone? Let me know what you think :)
From now on let's try and keep the reviews G rated. I don't care if you like my story or not and would love your feedback one way or another but let's keep the reviews clean please.
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Rory sat across from Jess at the table in the upstairs apartment, neither of them had said much of anything since they had gotten there. The silence was awkward and it was killing them both.
Rory wasn't able to take it anymore, "How have you been?" Not exactly what she wanted to say but at least the silence was broken.
Jess looked up at her, "fine." Anyone that knew him knew he was anything but alright, he missed her but he couldn't get the picture of her and Dean kissing out of his mind. At that thought he looked away, not able to show the pain in his eyes.
Rory nodded, she couldn't think of anything to say that she hadn't already tried to say many times before.
The silence was driving Jess crazy, why did he ask her here? He knew it would end up like this, with both of them not saying anything. He looked up at her, she looked sad. He sighed and looked back down at his hands, "Just been working a lot, ya know, making some extra money."
Rory had always hated small talk like this, it had always seemed pointless to her, "Is this really what you want to talk about?"
He shrugged, "I dunno."
Rory sighed, "Can we just talk about this? I mean, I don't even know if we are still together or not."
Jess forced himself to look up into her eyes, there was a mixture of sadness and love in them, "You know I love you right?" He asked.
She didn't say anything for a second, she knew that two weeks before he had loved her but she wasn't sure if he still did or not, "I know you did."
The thought of her thinking he didn't love her made him decide to talk, "When I saw you kiss him... It hurt."
She nodded, she had felt so bad about that stupid kiss. Everyone in town had been acting as if she had just married prince charming because they all loved her and Dean together and they thought they were back together. She kept telling people that it wasn't true and she was sure after the stunt in front of Doose's earlier would help banish that rumor.
"I mean, I actually saw it, not like I heard about it, that image is there every time I close my eyes." It felt good to get all that off his (sexy) chest, "It was just a lot to handle."
She felt like such an awful person, her eyes were welling up with tears at the thought of him seeing Dean kiss her, "You have to believe I didn't want that kiss." She said, a tear rolling down her cheek.
He wanted so badly to reach up and wipe her tears away and hold her in his arms and make it all better but he was hurting too. He just nodded, "I know you didn't mean for it to happen."
She was still crying, "I really didn't, I didn't even want to talk to him."
Jess stood up and walked over to her, "I believe you." he said, wrapping his arms around her. He kissed the top of her head.
Rory was now standing with his arms wrapped around her, "I'm sorry."
Jess didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say. He just stood there for a minute with her in his arms.
"I love you." Rory said after a few minutes.
Jess looked down at her, the look in his eyes had changed, he didn't look as sad or hurt, "I love you too." He bent down and kissed her softly.
AN: Well what did you think? Should I keep going or leave it alone? Let me know what you think :)