I don't own any of J.K Rowling's characters.
This is a story, with a verse/chorus added in.
It is a story though.

The song is 'Behind Blue Eyes', by Limp Bizkit. (Originally done by the
Who)
I don't own this song, or pretend I do!

This chapter is gonna have shit spelling, eg, coz i have no spell check. My
word stopped working... :(

If this sounds out of character, it probably is.

Um... this chappie and Sirius's are gonna overlap... you'll see what I mean
when you read the next one...

Thanks to Silice-Black, who has reviewed every single chappie of mine, this
chapter is for you. :)

I know you've been waiting. So here it is.

Behind Blue Eyes - Songfic.
Chapter Five
James

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you...

The next day at Hogwarts, was one of the worst for James. The call, "Hey, Potter, did you boyfriend get expelled huh?", or "You and Black have a wittle fighty?" followed James everywhere. Mainly by Slytherins.

After James started hexing everyone who even said Sirius's name, they calls stopped.

After dinner, James holed up in the common room, in his favourite armchair by the fire. Someone snuck up behind him, and cried in his ear, "BOO!"

"What?" he yelped twisting in his chair.

"Just me!" Lily said innocently, "I was just trying to cheer you up!" she said, as she took a seat next to him. "Rough day huh?" she asked, looking sideways at him.

"Yeah, it kinda is when your best friend tells your enemy about your other best friend, and he goes and runs off, nearly dying, so of course you've GOT to save him, nearly dying yourself, to no thanks, and then your other best friend HAS to go running off!" James said quickly.

Lily shrugged. "I suppose. Never happened to me." Someone called out her name, and she stood, flashed a grin at James and left.

That was 3 weeks ago. The scandal had died down about Sirius, but not everyone forgot him.

Then that was when Remus had his great idea. Why not firecall him? The obvious choice was Ted and Andromeda's house, as everyone knew Sirius was there favourite. With good reason too.

Unfortunantly, they had to dungbomb the place, as there were people not excatly quick to leave. They even had a gameplan, Ellen would talk to Sirius first, to convince him James and Remus didn't hate him, then James and Remus would convince Sirius he was still there friend, then, make him come back to Hogwarts. Their plan was foolproof.

After there talk with Sirius, they thought they did pretty well, convincing him to come back to Hogwarts, arranging a time of 2:30am at the Astronomy tower.

Everyone thought Sirius was coming back, courtesy of a 4th year coming down the stairs and seeing Sirius's face in the fire. However, when he didn't turn up by 12:00pm, they all gave up hope and went to bed. Including the Marauders, Ellen and Lily.

They lay awake in bed, waiting for 2:15. When the time finally came, they snuck down to the common room, and raced to get to the Astronomy tower. When they got there at 2:30am, Sirius was waiting for them, at the top.

"Listen, James and Ellen!" he called down. Sirius sang a song, 'Behind Blue Eyes'. When he ws down he yelled, "I want you to sing that at my funeral!"

As soon as James heard those words, he began sprinting up the tower. The others followed him.

Sirius waited until they reached the top, then fell backwards off the tower. They all heard his body hit the ground with a dull thud.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" James screamed, throwing himself to the railings, and reaching over. Someone's hand yanked the back of his robes, and he was on his back, looking at the starry sky.

He heard someone screaming, and shouts, and footsteps on metal. James got to his feet, and looked around. Teachers were surrounding Sirius's body, so he couldn't get a good look, and students were standing around. Some girls were crying. Why cry? James thought to himself. Sirius is obviously fine! No one can hurt him!

He stumbled forward to the railings, and leant over, to try see his best friends body, when Professor McGonagall was standing beside him. She was talking, but James didn't seem to understand her. As long as he could see Sirius's body, he would be fine.

Suddenly, he as at the bottom of the tower, and being led through the Archway. He turned to see Sirius's body, as all the pupils had left by then. Sirius himself was being lifted onto Dumbledore's shoulder. Why? James wanted to ask. He's fine. Why do people have to keep coddling him? He can obviously walk! Why is Dumbledore carrying him?

James never got to ask those questions. He was in the Hospital Wing, and Lily gave him a piece of paper, and a cloak. James looked at both numbly, until he realized, his invisibilty cloak! he set it on the table next to hm, and read the note, but with him in shock, it didn't quite get though until he read it later. He putthat on the table with his cloak.

Someone helped him into bed, and Madam Pomfrey gave him a potion that made him sleep instantly.

When James woke, Sirius was lying on the bed next to him. James got out of bed, and walked over to him. "Sirius! My brother! Wake up!!! Why did you leave? Wake up!!!!!" he sobbed, throwing himself over Sirius's lifeless body.

James attended Sirius's funeral the next day. It was a bright blue sky, the sun shining, and a gentle breeze.

As requested, James and Ellen sang 'Behind Blue Eyes.' many people made speeches, and many them were funny, just as Sirius's would have wanted.

Sirius's body was placed in the Potter's graveyard, at the back of their Godric's Hollow home. When everyone had left, James sat beside Sirius, and said his goodbye.

"Sirius, I didn't get to say goodbye to you yesterday, so i'll say it now. I know why you asked for the rose and dove, and my brother-"

James broke off and walked the the gate of the graveyard. "That, my brother, is to show the world you died for love."