I don't own any of J.K Rowling's characters.
This is a story, with a verse/chorus added in.
It is a story though.
The song is 'Behind Blue Eyes', by Limp Bizkit. (Originally done by the
Who)
I don't own this song, or pretend I do!
This chapter is gonna have shit spelling, eg, coz i have no spell check. My
word stopped working... :(
If this sounds out of character, it probably is.
This chapter, and James's last one are basically the same, sorry... except
the points of view... so this is gonna be like reading the last one :(
If anyone has any idea when Sirius was born, could they please emial me, or
put it in a review.
Behind Blue Eyes - Songfic.
Chapter Six
Sirius
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
Like I do
And I blame you
"Sirius! Come down for dinner!" Ted yelled, "I've told you at least five times now!"
Sirius put down the book he was reading, '1000 ways to Curse your Enemy' by Andi Lane, his latest present from James. And probably my last, he thought glumly, as he walked downstairs for dinner.
Things weren't so good for Sirius. In the 3 weeks he had been at Ted and Andromeda's house, he had gotten more depressed, cut off from everyone.
"Sirius. Finally." Ted pretended to be angry, but the broad grin on his face gave him away.
"Where's Andro?" Sirius asked, helping himself to the pineapple salad, and chicken sandwich.
"Got called into work. An emergency. I'll have to go to work, as well, after dinner. You'll be ok by yourself?" Ted replied.
"Sure."
So Ted went to work, and Sirius watched TV for a few hours. He was just starting to think of sleep, when Ellen's face popped into the fireplace. "Si!" she shrieked, relieved he appeared to be alone.
"Ellen!" cried Sirus, and ran over. "How are you? How are the guys?"
"I'm good, and so are they..." she trailed off, her eyes filling with tears, "Please come back. We miss you!"
Sirius shook his head. "James hates me, Remus hates me, even Peter hates me! I just can't face them again." He thought. "I bet everyone knows about this..."
Ellen shrugged. "That's all everyone talked about, until James started hexing everyone that talked about you in the wrong way. He didn't mention your name for a day, now your all he talks about. He's not angry, just confused. We all are. James truly misses you."
"I can't! I cannot subject myself to their anger. I won't last a day at Hogwarts... I can barely live with myself."
Ellen paled considerably. "NO! Si, don't even think about it. Don't you dare!" she burst into tears.
Pop! she left. Pop. James's serious face was there.
"Hey." he said simply, his hazel eyes meeting Sirius's blue ones.
Sirius swallowed. "Hello." he said shyly.
There was an awkward silence, until James said, "I miss you. Come back to Hogwarts, brother."
Sirius's eyes filled with tears. "James, please don't ask me... Remus hates me... I know he does, i betrayed his trust, to get someone killed."
James sighed deeply. "Snape is fine. Maybe that a bad thing?" he suggested, a tiny smile breaking out on his face. He glanced behind him. "Remus wants to talk to you."
Pop! James vanished Pop! Remus's tired face was smiling at him. "Sirius. Have you slept at all this week?" he asked him, worry showing in his amber eyes.
"No. Yes. Maybe. You're talking to me! Are you angry?" Sirius exclaimed
"I was." A pause. "We all want you back, Sirius. Stop feeling sorry for yourself."
"Is that an order, Sir?" Sirius asked, raising his eyebrow.
"Yes. It is." Remus replied with a straight face.
They both started laughing at the same time.
"Yes, sir!" Sirius chuckled.
Pop! Remus disappeared. Pop! James appeared.
"So. When are you coming?" James asked eagerly.
"Tomorrow, 2:30am, Astronony tower. Tell Dumbledore to have something waiting for me at 8:00pm." Sirius had been thinking.
James clicked. "You not meaning to stay, are you?"
Sirius smiled mysteriously. "Maybe. Maybe not."
"Crap! Someone's coming. Bye Si!"
Pop! James left. Pop! Ellen came back.
"Bye Si! See ya tomorrow!"
Sirius backed up from the fireplace. He needed to think.And write a few notes. So he retreated to his room, and and packed James's invisibility cloak, and his Gringotts key into his backpack.
Afetr writing a few notes, he put all but one in his pack.
Sirius got ready for bed. However, sleeping was harder than he thought. He was up all noight thining. When he finally did get to sleep, it was 5 in the morning.
He awoke at 6pm. He learnt this by glancing at the Grandad Clock in the corner.
He got dressed and prepared himself. Picking up his bag, he strolled downstairs. There was a note on the table for him.
Sirius, please heat up some soup, it's in the fridge.I'll be back about 9, and Ted will be back sometime later. So vague! Love, Andro. P.s. Please do the dishes :P
Sirius picked up the note and put down his own. He stuck Andromeda's note in his pocket. After fixing himself a meal, and cleaning up, he looked at the clock. It was 7:30pm. After adding a P.s to his own note, he left, taking his bag.
Sirius walked to the fence. After glancing at the house, he waved a cab down.
When the cab reached Kings Cross Station, it was 7:55pm. He paid the driver, and got out.
He walked through the crowds to the barrier. Looking around him, he quickly walked through. he emerged on a deserted Platform 9 3/4. There was a horseless carriage waitng for him. He climbed in it. Sirius glanced at the Platform, as the carriage started moving forward.
4 hours later, the carriage arrived at Hogwarts. Sirius climbed down, and headed for the Astronomy tower. At 2:15 he was waiting up the top.
He placed the bag down. He paced the small area, waiting, and thinking.
Finally, James, Ellen, Remus, Peter and Lily were at the bottom.
"Listen, James and Ellen!" he called down. Sirius sang a song, 'Behind Blue Eyes'. When he was done he yelled, "I want you to sing that at my funeral!"
At these words, James charged up the stairs, the other 4 behind him.
Sirius seated himself on the top railing, and waited for them to reach the top. When they did, he fell backwards, whispering.
There was a thud as he hit the ground.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" James screamed, hurtling at the railings after Sirius.
"James! Get back!" yelled Ellen, pulling him back by his robes.
"Get Dumbledore!" Lily called, and Remus and Peter started racing the stairs. Dumbledore suddenly appeared by Sirius.
So were most of the school.
James pulled himself off the ground, tears flowing freely. "SIRIUS!" he howled, "NOOOOOOOO!" his voice broke, and he fell to his knees, sobbing.
There was a circle of teachers surronding Sirius's body. James got up, and leant over the ralis, desperate to see Sirius.
"GET TO BED!" Dumbledore yelled. Most of the students left. Some heartbroken girls were left.
Professor Flitwick led them away.
Professor McGonagall was at the top of the tower with the 5 teens. "Come, now, all of you," she said, not unkindly. "I think it's best of you spent the night at the hospital wing."
James was still leaning over the rails, shaking. Ellen and Remus supported him, as the group made their way down the tower. When they reached the bottom, James looked back, to see Sirius being lifted onto Dumbledores back. His body was limp and lifeless. Other teachers were using vanishing spells on the blood.
James, Ellen, Remus, Peter and Lily were shown into the hospital wing. Lily showed the others the bag she found at the top. Shepassed everyone a note, and gave James his Invisibility cloak.
They each read their note, and understood Sirius a little bit more. Madam pomfrey came in, and gave each of them a dreamless sleep potion.
Sirius was carried in, and put in the bed next to James's. James was the first to wake, and see Sirius.
When James woke, Sirius was lying on the bed next to him. James got out of bed, and walked over to him. "Sirius! My brother! Wake up!!! Why did you leave us? Wake up!!!" James cried, and lay over Sirius's dead body, bawling his eyes out.
Dumbledore strode in, and saw James. he left him in peace, and carried on his way to Madam Pomfrey's office.
The funeral was to be held the next day. Sirius was buried in James's family's graveyard. It was a quiet affair, only close friends, family and teachers attending.
James and Ellen sung 'Behind Blue Eyes' for Sirius.
Everyone said a speech, and many were funny, with a tinge of sadness. Many people cried, but bravely continued.
Sirius was buried by James's grandfather. They counted Sirius as one of the family.
On his gravestone read.
"Here lies Sirius Lance Black. 'Padfoot' A rebellious son, wonderful brother, loving boyfriend, and undying friend. A red rose and a white dove are placed on his gravestone, to show the wrold
he died for
love."
Rest in peace, Padfoot.
This is a story, with a verse/chorus added in.
It is a story though.
The song is 'Behind Blue Eyes', by Limp Bizkit. (Originally done by the
Who)
I don't own this song, or pretend I do!
This chapter is gonna have shit spelling, eg, coz i have no spell check. My
word stopped working... :(
If this sounds out of character, it probably is.
This chapter, and James's last one are basically the same, sorry... except
the points of view... so this is gonna be like reading the last one :(
If anyone has any idea when Sirius was born, could they please emial me, or
put it in a review.
Behind Blue Eyes - Songfic.
Chapter Six
Sirius
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
Like I do
And I blame you
"Sirius! Come down for dinner!" Ted yelled, "I've told you at least five times now!"
Sirius put down the book he was reading, '1000 ways to Curse your Enemy' by Andi Lane, his latest present from James. And probably my last, he thought glumly, as he walked downstairs for dinner.
Things weren't so good for Sirius. In the 3 weeks he had been at Ted and Andromeda's house, he had gotten more depressed, cut off from everyone.
"Sirius. Finally." Ted pretended to be angry, but the broad grin on his face gave him away.
"Where's Andro?" Sirius asked, helping himself to the pineapple salad, and chicken sandwich.
"Got called into work. An emergency. I'll have to go to work, as well, after dinner. You'll be ok by yourself?" Ted replied.
"Sure."
So Ted went to work, and Sirius watched TV for a few hours. He was just starting to think of sleep, when Ellen's face popped into the fireplace. "Si!" she shrieked, relieved he appeared to be alone.
"Ellen!" cried Sirus, and ran over. "How are you? How are the guys?"
"I'm good, and so are they..." she trailed off, her eyes filling with tears, "Please come back. We miss you!"
Sirius shook his head. "James hates me, Remus hates me, even Peter hates me! I just can't face them again." He thought. "I bet everyone knows about this..."
Ellen shrugged. "That's all everyone talked about, until James started hexing everyone that talked about you in the wrong way. He didn't mention your name for a day, now your all he talks about. He's not angry, just confused. We all are. James truly misses you."
"I can't! I cannot subject myself to their anger. I won't last a day at Hogwarts... I can barely live with myself."
Ellen paled considerably. "NO! Si, don't even think about it. Don't you dare!" she burst into tears.
Pop! she left. Pop. James's serious face was there.
"Hey." he said simply, his hazel eyes meeting Sirius's blue ones.
Sirius swallowed. "Hello." he said shyly.
There was an awkward silence, until James said, "I miss you. Come back to Hogwarts, brother."
Sirius's eyes filled with tears. "James, please don't ask me... Remus hates me... I know he does, i betrayed his trust, to get someone killed."
James sighed deeply. "Snape is fine. Maybe that a bad thing?" he suggested, a tiny smile breaking out on his face. He glanced behind him. "Remus wants to talk to you."
Pop! James vanished Pop! Remus's tired face was smiling at him. "Sirius. Have you slept at all this week?" he asked him, worry showing in his amber eyes.
"No. Yes. Maybe. You're talking to me! Are you angry?" Sirius exclaimed
"I was." A pause. "We all want you back, Sirius. Stop feeling sorry for yourself."
"Is that an order, Sir?" Sirius asked, raising his eyebrow.
"Yes. It is." Remus replied with a straight face.
They both started laughing at the same time.
"Yes, sir!" Sirius chuckled.
Pop! Remus disappeared. Pop! James appeared.
"So. When are you coming?" James asked eagerly.
"Tomorrow, 2:30am, Astronony tower. Tell Dumbledore to have something waiting for me at 8:00pm." Sirius had been thinking.
James clicked. "You not meaning to stay, are you?"
Sirius smiled mysteriously. "Maybe. Maybe not."
"Crap! Someone's coming. Bye Si!"
Pop! James left. Pop! Ellen came back.
"Bye Si! See ya tomorrow!"
Sirius backed up from the fireplace. He needed to think.And write a few notes. So he retreated to his room, and and packed James's invisibility cloak, and his Gringotts key into his backpack.
Afetr writing a few notes, he put all but one in his pack.
Sirius got ready for bed. However, sleeping was harder than he thought. He was up all noight thining. When he finally did get to sleep, it was 5 in the morning.
He awoke at 6pm. He learnt this by glancing at the Grandad Clock in the corner.
He got dressed and prepared himself. Picking up his bag, he strolled downstairs. There was a note on the table for him.
Sirius, please heat up some soup, it's in the fridge.I'll be back about 9, and Ted will be back sometime later. So vague! Love, Andro. P.s. Please do the dishes :P
Sirius picked up the note and put down his own. He stuck Andromeda's note in his pocket. After fixing himself a meal, and cleaning up, he looked at the clock. It was 7:30pm. After adding a P.s to his own note, he left, taking his bag.
Sirius walked to the fence. After glancing at the house, he waved a cab down.
When the cab reached Kings Cross Station, it was 7:55pm. He paid the driver, and got out.
He walked through the crowds to the barrier. Looking around him, he quickly walked through. he emerged on a deserted Platform 9 3/4. There was a horseless carriage waitng for him. He climbed in it. Sirius glanced at the Platform, as the carriage started moving forward.
4 hours later, the carriage arrived at Hogwarts. Sirius climbed down, and headed for the Astronomy tower. At 2:15 he was waiting up the top.
He placed the bag down. He paced the small area, waiting, and thinking.
Finally, James, Ellen, Remus, Peter and Lily were at the bottom.
"Listen, James and Ellen!" he called down. Sirius sang a song, 'Behind Blue Eyes'. When he was done he yelled, "I want you to sing that at my funeral!"
At these words, James charged up the stairs, the other 4 behind him.
Sirius seated himself on the top railing, and waited for them to reach the top. When they did, he fell backwards, whispering.
There was a thud as he hit the ground.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" James screamed, hurtling at the railings after Sirius.
"James! Get back!" yelled Ellen, pulling him back by his robes.
"Get Dumbledore!" Lily called, and Remus and Peter started racing the stairs. Dumbledore suddenly appeared by Sirius.
So were most of the school.
James pulled himself off the ground, tears flowing freely. "SIRIUS!" he howled, "NOOOOOOOO!" his voice broke, and he fell to his knees, sobbing.
There was a circle of teachers surronding Sirius's body. James got up, and leant over the ralis, desperate to see Sirius.
"GET TO BED!" Dumbledore yelled. Most of the students left. Some heartbroken girls were left.
Professor Flitwick led them away.
Professor McGonagall was at the top of the tower with the 5 teens. "Come, now, all of you," she said, not unkindly. "I think it's best of you spent the night at the hospital wing."
James was still leaning over the rails, shaking. Ellen and Remus supported him, as the group made their way down the tower. When they reached the bottom, James looked back, to see Sirius being lifted onto Dumbledores back. His body was limp and lifeless. Other teachers were using vanishing spells on the blood.
James, Ellen, Remus, Peter and Lily were shown into the hospital wing. Lily showed the others the bag she found at the top. Shepassed everyone a note, and gave James his Invisibility cloak.
They each read their note, and understood Sirius a little bit more. Madam pomfrey came in, and gave each of them a dreamless sleep potion.
Sirius was carried in, and put in the bed next to James's. James was the first to wake, and see Sirius.
When James woke, Sirius was lying on the bed next to him. James got out of bed, and walked over to him. "Sirius! My brother! Wake up!!! Why did you leave us? Wake up!!!" James cried, and lay over Sirius's dead body, bawling his eyes out.
Dumbledore strode in, and saw James. he left him in peace, and carried on his way to Madam Pomfrey's office.
The funeral was to be held the next day. Sirius was buried in James's family's graveyard. It was a quiet affair, only close friends, family and teachers attending.
James and Ellen sung 'Behind Blue Eyes' for Sirius.
Everyone said a speech, and many were funny, with a tinge of sadness. Many people cried, but bravely continued.
Sirius was buried by James's grandfather. They counted Sirius as one of the family.
On his gravestone read.
"Here lies Sirius Lance Black. 'Padfoot' A rebellious son, wonderful brother, loving boyfriend, and undying friend. A red rose and a white dove are placed on his gravestone, to show the wrold
he died for
love."
Rest in peace, Padfoot.