Summary: As Ryou struggles to situate his life, he draws strength from the people around him, and those who have returned. *Reposted* *YAOI* *Mature Themes*

Reposted for the third time, I do hope that people review this. I am posting it in two parts this time. Hope you enjoy this!

Disclaimer: I do not own anything related to YGO nor do I claim to.

Bakura = Ryou

Yami Bakura = Bakura

This story contains Yaoi, don't like then don't read!

-Blah- Emphasized words

"Blah" Speaking

'Blah' Thoughts

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**** Flashback or Dream

//Bakura to Ryou//

/Ryou to Bakura/

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Fire and Phoenix

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Ryou Bakura sat on his knees in his hallway and stared at the closed front door. In his pale fist was a crumpled up paper. The piece of paper that shattered his heart and mind. The piece of paper that blurred his future. The piece of crumpled paper that bore the words,

~Ryou,

I cannot stay in your life any longer. I can't sit by and watch as your dreams are shattered because of my presence. I want you to forget about me. I want you to see that you can do things on your own, and that we were never really meant to be. Don't cry, I hate it when you do. Smile that beautiful smile and learn to live your life to the fullest. Don't let anything keep you down and always look to the stars when you need guidance.

Always,

Bakura~

Ryou let out a strangled cry and threw the paper at the wall. He pounded his fists on the floor in frustration and cursed the very second Bakura become a part of his life. He stopped pounding and leaned onto his palms, taking deep breaths. A determined smile came across his face as his tears dripped down his nose. He was not going to let this kill him. He was not going to allow his world to end because of Him leaving. Ryou Bakura was not going to let Bakura get under his skin and cause him to curl up and die. No, Ryou was going to live his life.

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Three years later found Bakura driving down the suburb streets of Domino. His little black car passed by the houses slowly as he remembered who lived where and who was who. He smiled as he turned onto the road where Ryou supposedly still lived.

Bakura drove down the street and slowed down as he came upon the moderately sized blue house. He pulled up and parked in front of the neighbor's house and turned the car off. His hand paused on it's journey to the door handle when Ryou's front door slammed open. Having his windows open, he could hear angry voices long before two people stepped out onto the porch. One person was Ryou himself, long hair tied back in a loose ponytail, who was holding a phone and waving in the other's face, screaming. The other person was Marik, who hadn't changed one bit in the three years Bakura was gone. Marik was yelling loudly too, trying to get the phone out of Ryou's hand.

Ryou paused and breathed heavily as he stared Marik down. Marik paused too, and grabbed hold of Ryou's wrist. Ryou tried to break Marik's grasp on his arm, and when he wasn't successful, screamed at Marik once more before slapping him with his free hand. Marik narrowed his eyes before raising his fist and punching Ryou on the right side of his face. He let go of Ryou's wrist and stomped down the steps. Ryou stood there, hand raised to his cheek, and stared.

Bakura shook himself out of his surprised stupor and growled as Marik drove off in a silver car. His hand continued it's journey to the handle and he opened the door. He stepped out of the car and shut the door as he walked up the lawn to stand at the bottom of Ryou's porch.

Ryou's dazed gaze met his and he let out an 'eep' before passing out cold onto the porch.

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Ryou groaned and squeezed his eyes tighter together. He kept telling himself that he did not see Bakura standing on his lawn, that he didn't hear the yami's voice speaking to him as he was carried into the livingroom, that he didn't feel the strong arms around him. When he was set gently onto his couch, Ryou allowed himself to open one eye. He caught sight of Bakura's long silver hair and the yami's back, before clenching his eyes once more.

A few seconds later, something extremely cold was pressed against his swollen cheek and he yelped in surprise. Chocolate eyes popped open and a half glare came across the hikari's face.

"Why are you here?" Ryou took the ice pack from Bakura's hands and situated it better on his face.

"Do I need a reason?" Bakura's hands folded on his lap.

Ryou glared and looked the yami in the eye. "Where the hell have you been for three years? I tried finding you, and I began to think that either you were dead, or that you didn't want to be found."

Bakura's head fell. "I didn't. I figured that without me in your life, maybe you could accomplish something."

Ryou snorted and stood up from the couch. With his back facing Bakura, he said, "Accomplish something? Let's see. What have I accomplished since you left? Ah, yes." Ryou turned back around and glared at Bakura through his tears. "I have accomplished nothing but get myself into an abusive relationship. I had to drop out of college because the beatings from Marik got so bad I couldn't move at times. You seen what happened today. He came back and tried to do it again."

Bakura's head still did not lift. Guilt was pouring itself into him, and he didn't think he could look at Ryou.

"I had to put a restraining order on him. He tried to rape me, Bakura. And you were gone of to who knows where, thinking that it was noble leaving me. Well, guess what Bakura? My life has been a complete disaster since you left. I can't believe that you...." Whatever Ryou couldn't believe was never said, because at that very moment, Ryou front door burst open and a frantic Malik came running in.

"Oh Ryou! I'm so sorry! I tried to keep him away! Are you hurt? Did he hit you? Of course he did! Why else would you be holding ice to your face?" Malik paused for breath and looked at Bakura. "Hello, Bakura. Now Ryou, let me see what he...Wait a second! BAKURA!?" Malik 'eep'ed and quickly moved behind Ryou.

Ryou laughed. "Same reaction I had, minus the fainting."

Bakura finally looked up. Malik stood with an arm gripping Ryou's shoulder, staring wide eyed at him, and Ryou's eyes were still giving his onslaught of words, silently. Bakura stood from his perch on the coffee table and moved for the door.

"Oh no you don't!" Ryou's hand grabbed his wrist and drug him away from the open door. "I've waited for three years to see you again and you are so not getting away that easily." Ryou pushed him into the couch and nodded to Malik, who walked over and shut the door, locking it as well. The three of them talked into the night and Ryou had fallen asleep by the time that Malik finished explaining what had happened to Ryou while he was gone. Bakura stared at his sleeping hikari in wonder, wondering how someone could live through what had occurred to him and still be sane.

Malik had told him that 6 months after Bakura left, Marik and Ryou got involved. Things were OK for about a year before Marik started releasing anger on the poor boy and beating him. Ryou had to drop out of college after he landed in the hospital for a week and Marik wasn't too happy that Ryou had told Malik what was going on. When Malik brought Ryou home, Marik stayed there, saying that he wanted to be with Ryou. Malik reluctantly agreed to leave them alone, but the very next day, received a phone call from Ryou who was frantically asked him to get Marik away. Malik got to the house in time to stop Marik from raping Ryou and went down to the courts with him a month later to have a restraining order placed on him.

Marik would still come around and try to either get Ryou into bed or smack him around, in today's instance. Malik said that he didn't know what else had occurred between the two, but did say that he knew Ryou was not telling him the complete truth.

Malik showed Bakura to his old room, which had remained untouched, except for the papers littering the desk. At Bakura's raised eyebrow he answered, "Ryou works for his father now. James sends him hieroglyphs and Ryou deciphers them. He works in here a lot. He said that being near something that was yours helps him work." After that, he carried the sleeping Ryou into his own bedroom down the hall. Malik ended up sleeping in Ryou's father's room.

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Sometime during the middle of the night, Bakura was awakened by Ryou's screams. He shot out of bed and ran down the hall, staring inside Ryou's room when he stood in the doorway. Ryou was screaming and crying into Malik's chest, where his head was buried, murmuring something about not letting someone come near him. Malik looked up from Ryou and mouthed, 'Marik.' Bakura nodded and stepped into the room, slowly moving over to Ryou's bed. He kneeled on the floor next to Ryou's bed and placed a hand onto Ryou's knee. Being closer now, he could hear everything that the hikari was saying. 'Please keep him away,' 'Please don't let him hurt me.' Ryou's words became unintelligible as his sobbing grew harder.

Bakura looked up at Malik and pleaded silently. The need to hold Ryou was overwhelming him. Malik nodded and whispered something to Ryou. A second later, Bakura found his arms full with a sobbing Ryou. Ryou's arms gripped at his waist and he sobbed into Bakura's chest. Malik moved over on the bed when Bakura gently lifted Ryou into his arms. Bakura set himself and Ryou on the bed and wrapped his arms tighter around Ryou. Bakura looked up at Malik again and motioned with his head to Ryou. Malik took one of Ryou's hands and smiled when it gripped his tightly.

Ryou's sobbing died down after a while, and he still occasionally hiccuped and sniffled. Bakura was rocking him gently and was whispering soft comfort words into his ear. Ryou began to feel the heaviness of sleep and snuggled deeper into Bakura's embrace. He whimpered however, when both Bakura and Malik made moves to get up.

"Please stay. Both of you. I don't wanna be alone tonight." Ryou's voice was muffled by Bakura's chest. He smiled when Bakura laid him down and went down next to him as well. Bakura's chest was against Ryou's back and he wrapped an arm protectively around his waist. Malik was still sitting next to Ryou, but laid down so he was facing Ryou after said person tugged him down. Malik wasn't surprised when Ryou grabbed his hand and brought it to his chest, and smiled when Ryou closed his eyes and mumbled a sleepy goodnight.

Malik looked up and was startled by the love radiating from Bakura's eyes as he stared at Ryou. He then smiled before gently slipping his hand out of the now sleeping Ryou's grip and whispered to Bakura.

"You two need to be alone. See ya in the morning." He got up and left the room, shutting the door behind him.

Bakura smiled as Ryou turned over in his sleep and wrapped his arms around Bakura's waist. Bakura kissed his forehead and wrapped his arms around Ryou tighter. He closed his eyes and his last thought before sleep overcame him was 'Sweet dreams, my angel.'

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Ryou smiled when he woke to the feeling of being safe and warm. Remembering the night before, he snuggled closer to Bakura and grinned when he felt Bakura tighten his arms. He was getting ready to fall back asleep when Malik came bouncing into the room.

"Hey love birds! Time to get up!" He poked Bakura and Ryou. Both Ryou and Bakura's arms shot out to smack him away and at the same time they mumbled, "Don't wanna get up. Go 'way."

Malik laughed and poked them again. "Ah! They think alike too!" Ryou's eyes peeked out from underneath Bakura's chin and stared at him. Bakura's eyes snapped open and glared as well. "That's not as good as I thought it was..." He trailed off and backed out of the room at the mercy of Ryou and Bakura's glares.

Ryou laughed quietly and smiled when Bakura joined in. He smiled up at his yami and tucked his head back under Bakura's chin. "We work well together, don't we?"

"I'd say we do pretty well. Hey, how's your cheek?" Bakura moved so he could see the now slightly purple mark on Ryou's cheek. He gently traced it, but pulled his hand back when Ryou winced.

"It's fine. Why'd you pull back? That felt good." Ryou closed his eyes as Bakura traced it again. He was almost asleep once again when Malik's yell from downstairs startled him.

"RYOU! YAMI'S AT THE DOOR!"

Ryou grumbled quietly. Taking Bakura's hand before it fell back to the bed, Ryou kissed his palm and got up. He left the room, muttering something along the lines of, "I am so going to kill him."

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Ryou was still grumbling as he made his way to the door, where Yami stood. Yami rose an eyebrow at Ryou's muttering. "What on earth is your problem?"

Ryou stopped his mumbling. "Nothing."

Malik grinned behind him. "Oh, I think you woke them up."

Another eyebrow rose. "Them?"

Malik grinned even wider. "Yes, our little Bakura has finally returned home."

A look dawned on Yami's face. "Then that explains it."

Ryou looked away from glaring at Malik. "Explains what?"

Yami reached under his shirt and pulled out a glowing Millennium Ring. One of the seven points was pointing in the direction of Ryou's bedroom. "This. It's been going haywire since yesterday, and when Yugi and I tried to find Marik using it, it kept pointing over here."

Ryou sighed. "Before I start talking, why don't you come inside? I'm sure Malik has some coffee on." Ryou motioned for Yami to follow and moved into the kitchen. Yami sat down at the table and accepted the cup of coffee from Malik. Ryou sat down across from him. "Marik was here yesterday. He got a little rough, as you can see." He motioned to his right cheek. Yami gasped. The mark was now about the size of a baseball and was purple and blue. "After he left, Bakura popped up. Let's just say, my reaction wasn't to graceful."

A snort was heard from behind him. "You got that right. Fainting isn't always the best way to greet a person." Bakura walked up and placed his hands on Ryou's shoulders. He opened his mouth to greet Yami, but didn't get the words out.

The Millennium Ring launched itself off of Yami's neck, and onto Ryou's. Bakura's image seemed to fade and meld with Ryou's before a bright gold glow surrounded both of them. A minute later, the glow faded and the Millennium Ring glinted from Ryou's neck.

"That," Bakura panted. "Was the...weirdest thing...I have...ever felt." His hands were clenched on Ryou's shoulders.

Ryou swallowed and nodded. "Same here."

Yami laughed. "I believe you two were reconnected."

Sure enough, Ryou could feel the link that had disappeared so long ago, inside his mind. Ryou opened his end and smiled widely when he felt Bakura do the same. Pushing himself out of his chair, he jumped into Bakura's arms. With his arms around Bakura's neck, and his legs around his waist, Ryou laughed so hard he cried.

The flood of emotions that came from both ends caused the two holders of the Millennium Ring to pause for a moment. Fear, hope, love, shock, and rejoice came from Ryou. Shock, hope, love, possessiveness and happiness came from Bakura.

Yami and Malik smiled at Bakura and Ryou as they embraced and laughed. For all three, Bakura's laugh was a new sound, and Ryou decided he liked it.

/I missed you!/

Bakura's arms tightened around his waist. //And I missed you.//

For the next half hour, the yami and hikari laughed until they cried and embraced. Yami and Malik decided to excuse themselves, saying that they would be by later.

Ryou looked up from Bakura's neck and smiled, teary eyed, at Bakura. Bakura returned the smile and set Ryou down. Bending down the six inches that separated them, Bakura placed a kiss on Ryou's smiling lips. Ryou returned the kiss and wrapped his arms back around Bakura's neck. Ryou smiled after Bakura pulled away and buried his head into Bakura's chest.

"What do you think of going out and spending the day together? Then you can tell me what you've been doing for three years that have kept you away from me. "

Bakura chuckled and followed Ryou up the stairs to get dressed.

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End part one. Hope you enjoyed!

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