DISCLAIMER: Again, I don't own any characters. They belong to Gosho Aoyama.
Still wishing Shinichi is mine "
Chapter 2
Ran sat on the sofa in her living room. Her father was busy at the police station, clearing up the file of the black organization. They had the gang surrounded last night. All of them. Dr. Agasa found the sample he and Haibara needed for the anti-APTX pills. Heiji and her father rescued her. She woke up in the ambulance with Kazuha sitting beside her, telling her that Conan - Kazuha still didn't know he was actually Shinichi - was shot. When she heard the news from her friend, her heart almost stopped beating. She felt her whole body trembled. She ran to him immediately after her ambulance had reached a stop. Shinichi was taken to the emergency room. She didn't stayed to see him regain his conscious. She couldn't face him. Not after she had known that she had been presenting herself as a laughingstock to him all these years. Only stayed long enough to know that he would be alright. He had enough company without her anyway. Kaito Kid and Heiji were there. His parents arrived right afterwards. He doesn't need her the way she had needed him. Well, not anymore. She will not be needing him much longer. Even if it would take her years to forget him. At this thought, she felt a rush of pain down in every bloodstream of her. Pain moving down her chest to her stomach, and then down to the tip of her toes.
So, he didn't even care about her feelings. He knew how she felt about him. He saw her cry. He had been there with her every time she cried. He must have thought she was a nuisance. A crybaby. How could he do this to her? Did he not trust her enough to handle his secret? Did he think she would betrayed him? She would never do that to him! Dr. Agasa knew his secrets, and that means that Ai-kun also knew. 'Ai-kun' She found out that from Dr. Agasa later that the little girl's real name was Shiho Miyano. She was shrunken into a kid like Shinichi. They both probably understood each other in a way she would never be able to understand. May be this is why he hadn't told her the truth. He thought that she wouldn't understand him. Not the way Shiho would. Her heart ached at the thought of them together. 'So I meant nothing to you.' That realization broke her heart completely. She collapsed down onto the sofa as tears stung her eyes. After all these waiting for him. After all these pains, only to find out that he was there all along. Probably laughing at her stupidity of mourning over him while he was standing right in her face. At this, she cried herself to sleep.
"Ran-chan!"
Ran opened her eyes moments later to find Kazuha staring down at her. "Kazuha?"
"Are you alright? Conan was worried about you. He wouldn't let me stayed with him. He insisted that I come to check on you. Such a boy!" Kazuha complain as she walked around the room, opening the curtains while she's at it. "Geez, Ran. Are you a vampire or something? What's wrong with opening curtain and feel the warmth of the sun?"
"Kazuha.." Her eyes were close to tears, once again. But she was not going to cry. Not again. Not for him.
"What's wrong?" Kazuha rushed to put her arms around her friend in comfort. At this, Ran could not hold back her tears any longer. "Wah! I'm not here to make you cry harder!"
"Shinichi.. Conan.." Ran stammered. "They're the same person. Shinichi shrunk into Conan. He lied to me all these days!"
"What? Ran. Calm down a bit. May be you should rest. You don't know what you're saying." Kazuha patted her gently.
"I know what I'm saying! He told me! It was that stupid pill the Black Organization made that shrunk him and the girl Haibara into a kid!" she cried. "He was there all the time, watching me cry over him. Listening to all my confessions about him. He was probably sneering inside."
"Ran.." Kazuha looked around for something to help her with her words of comfort. "Well. If it's something concerning that stupid organization, he wouldn't want you to be involve, would he? That's why he didn't tell you. He cares about you."
Ran continued to sob. May be Kazuha was right. But she didn't care. He had actually seen her naked as Conan. They'd taken a bath together. She treated him like a younger brother she trusted. She told him everything, especially the feelings she had for Shinichi. She had never confessed it with anyone else and had never dreamed to confess it to Shinichi himself so easily. And there he was, right there with her, and she told him how much she liked him without realizing it. That guy had to pay. By that time, she had already stopped crying, rising up to smile back at Kazuha.
"Thank you, Kazuha."
Kazuha smiled back at her. Inside, she thought of Heiji. So he knew all these times and wouldn't tell her? He'll have to pay. A/N: Another chapter down. I know it's really short I know it's moving really slowly, and I know I suck at this, but please review. I'm glad to take any reviews of any kind.. Thanks.
Chapter 2
Ran sat on the sofa in her living room. Her father was busy at the police station, clearing up the file of the black organization. They had the gang surrounded last night. All of them. Dr. Agasa found the sample he and Haibara needed for the anti-APTX pills. Heiji and her father rescued her. She woke up in the ambulance with Kazuha sitting beside her, telling her that Conan - Kazuha still didn't know he was actually Shinichi - was shot. When she heard the news from her friend, her heart almost stopped beating. She felt her whole body trembled. She ran to him immediately after her ambulance had reached a stop. Shinichi was taken to the emergency room. She didn't stayed to see him regain his conscious. She couldn't face him. Not after she had known that she had been presenting herself as a laughingstock to him all these years. Only stayed long enough to know that he would be alright. He had enough company without her anyway. Kaito Kid and Heiji were there. His parents arrived right afterwards. He doesn't need her the way she had needed him. Well, not anymore. She will not be needing him much longer. Even if it would take her years to forget him. At this thought, she felt a rush of pain down in every bloodstream of her. Pain moving down her chest to her stomach, and then down to the tip of her toes.
So, he didn't even care about her feelings. He knew how she felt about him. He saw her cry. He had been there with her every time she cried. He must have thought she was a nuisance. A crybaby. How could he do this to her? Did he not trust her enough to handle his secret? Did he think she would betrayed him? She would never do that to him! Dr. Agasa knew his secrets, and that means that Ai-kun also knew. 'Ai-kun' She found out that from Dr. Agasa later that the little girl's real name was Shiho Miyano. She was shrunken into a kid like Shinichi. They both probably understood each other in a way she would never be able to understand. May be this is why he hadn't told her the truth. He thought that she wouldn't understand him. Not the way Shiho would. Her heart ached at the thought of them together. 'So I meant nothing to you.' That realization broke her heart completely. She collapsed down onto the sofa as tears stung her eyes. After all these waiting for him. After all these pains, only to find out that he was there all along. Probably laughing at her stupidity of mourning over him while he was standing right in her face. At this, she cried herself to sleep.
"Ran-chan!"
Ran opened her eyes moments later to find Kazuha staring down at her. "Kazuha?"
"Are you alright? Conan was worried about you. He wouldn't let me stayed with him. He insisted that I come to check on you. Such a boy!" Kazuha complain as she walked around the room, opening the curtains while she's at it. "Geez, Ran. Are you a vampire or something? What's wrong with opening curtain and feel the warmth of the sun?"
"Kazuha.." Her eyes were close to tears, once again. But she was not going to cry. Not again. Not for him.
"What's wrong?" Kazuha rushed to put her arms around her friend in comfort. At this, Ran could not hold back her tears any longer. "Wah! I'm not here to make you cry harder!"
"Shinichi.. Conan.." Ran stammered. "They're the same person. Shinichi shrunk into Conan. He lied to me all these days!"
"What? Ran. Calm down a bit. May be you should rest. You don't know what you're saying." Kazuha patted her gently.
"I know what I'm saying! He told me! It was that stupid pill the Black Organization made that shrunk him and the girl Haibara into a kid!" she cried. "He was there all the time, watching me cry over him. Listening to all my confessions about him. He was probably sneering inside."
"Ran.." Kazuha looked around for something to help her with her words of comfort. "Well. If it's something concerning that stupid organization, he wouldn't want you to be involve, would he? That's why he didn't tell you. He cares about you."
Ran continued to sob. May be Kazuha was right. But she didn't care. He had actually seen her naked as Conan. They'd taken a bath together. She treated him like a younger brother she trusted. She told him everything, especially the feelings she had for Shinichi. She had never confessed it with anyone else and had never dreamed to confess it to Shinichi himself so easily. And there he was, right there with her, and she told him how much she liked him without realizing it. That guy had to pay. By that time, she had already stopped crying, rising up to smile back at Kazuha.
"Thank you, Kazuha."
Kazuha smiled back at her. Inside, she thought of Heiji. So he knew all these times and wouldn't tell her? He'll have to pay. A/N: Another chapter down. I know it's really short I know it's moving really slowly, and I know I suck at this, but please review. I'm glad to take any reviews of any kind.. Thanks.