Yes, I have finally wrote a new story, it took me a while to figure it out. Lol. That's okay. I might end up changing the title as I post new chapters, unless I really think it works, just so you know. I don't own any characters from Digimon, although I think that all Taiora fans should. Definitely. Please Read! OH! I almost forgot, this story is going to be from Sora's Point of View. I think it works great like this.
Her Favorite Color
Rainstorms always seemed to make all the bad things in my life disappear. Just sitting on my windowsill and staring out the window could fix all my problems. I'm not sure why, though. Some may say because rain is always so peaceful and the earth is refreshed because of it. But that doesn't seem right to me. I mean, people's houses have been destroyed and washed away because of rainstorms, and that most certainly is not peaceful. Other people just think I'm crazy. But I never cared what they thought about my relaxing resource. All that mattered to me is that it worked, and it always did. Up until now.
Not since he left us. Since he left me, really. None of us know where he is, not even Kari. Nobody else understands why he left except me. I don't think they want to know anyway. It's hard for me to talk to most of them now. They say that it was his fault, that he ruined his own life, but they'll never know that I was the one that ruined his life. They'll never know that I was the one that messed everything up. I'm the reason that all my supposed friends are angry at him, and they don't know.
And now as I look back on my entire life, not a moment that I can remember that he wasn't part of it, I've realized how stupid I was to let him leave, just like that. I didn't even try to stop him, my best friend, who was in love with me. I'll never be able to find another guy like him, he was the one and only person who made me feel like somebody special, instead of the plain nobody that I thought I was. But just because I was so unsure of my feelings to admit that I had fallen in love with him too, I lost him. Good going, Sora. You have officially screwed up your life. It's so screwed up now, that not even a rainstorm can get you trough this. I knew that the crest of love wasn't right for me.
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I guess it all started when I decided that Matt was the right guy for me. If I had known what was going to happen, I wouldn't have even looked at the cookie recipe. I had to look at it that day, even thought I've made about one million batches for Tai, because I was so nervous. Considering that I am the holder of love, I should have known that it wasn't true love. You aren't supposed to be so nervous that you can't even bake cookies right the first time (it took me three tries). You're not scared of true love because, hopefully, when you finally know that you've found The One, unlike in my case, you're to overcome with that true feeling of love that you can't feel anything else. It just takes over your body and you can feel as though being apart from that person would kill you. I know this feeling from experience now.
But as I stood there in front of the Famous Yamato Ishiada and his bands dressing room, all I wanted to do was run away, because, for some strange reason, being so nervous was really scaring the crap out of me. But then Tai showed up. If only I hadn't been such a naïve girl, I would have noticed that Tai was trying to tell me that he loved me. No such luck there on either of our parts.
I could feel a huge sigh on the inside when Tai showed up, however. I felt comfortable again and lost the petrified look that had found it's way to my face while standing there. All that I wanted to do was take Tai by the arm and walk away from that place with him. Maybe another day I hoped to myself. I found myself smiling at he thought that Tai was once again saving me, just like he always did. But I was brought back to reality when I noticed that Tai didn't have any intentions on helping me in the way that I wanted him to. Typical Tai, always does what he thinks is best, even if it's the worst. I personally believe that Tai was always a little too much caring, but that's one of the reasons why I now know that I will always love him. It's the little things in life that count, right? Tai figured out my "situation" right away, but Tai Kamiya never gives up, well, that's what I thought.
"So, um, Sora? Are you going to the concert with anyone, not that it matters to me or anything, I was just wondering."
"Ummm… Actually…" I had no idea what to say to him. I was so relieved that he was there but, I was in love with Matt at the time, and I guess because I was so nervous that I had no idea what to say. I saw Tai look at the cookies, and then at sadly at the door.
"I bet those cookies are for Matt, right?"
"Uh…"
"It's okay," he said after a long pause. I really didn't know what was going on, but the next thing I knew, Tai had pushed me inside "Tell Matt I said Hi."
And that was that. Some people know that day as Christmas, I know it as the Day I Ruined Both Our Lives. It has a special ring to it. I hate that day. Even though that wasn't the day he left, I still hate it. At the time, though, I couldn't be happier. Matt was finally my boyfriend, life was great. But did I even give one thought to the boy who got me there? Of course not. And that's the reason why the day formally known as Christmas is called it's name. I forgot about my best friend. It was a downward spiral for him from then on, and it was all my fault.
Thank you for reading my third Taiora! Have no fear, though, it's not finished yet. Please R&R. Next chapter up as soon as possible!
~dorkiss