Author: Lilly123 ^-*
Genre: Angst
Rated: Pg-13
Disclaimer: How many times must I say it??? Jeez I.I..I DON'T OWN INU
YASHA!!!! (Even though I wish I did! ^_* )
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Prologue..
Darkness of the heart..
There she was.again..always ruining the moment with me and Inu Yasha. She always, always does that!
Damn her.
Why does she always do this to me? Is it to torture me? Does she hate the fact that Inu Yasha and I always spend everyday (well almost everyday) together?
Is she jealous?
Ha! Kikyo jealous?
Yeah right. she's too cold hearted to have a feeling such as jealousy.
But there, Inu Yasha sensed her and saw her soul stealers. So he went off saying that he wanted to be a lone.
I'm not stupid Inu Yasha I really know what you're up too.
As I watched him get up and leave, I started to feel lonely. And it wasn't fun at all. I began to think about how all my friends here in the Feudal era has a special person for each other. Sango has Miroku, Shippo has Kirara. And as much as my heart can't bear it but...Inu Yasha has Kikyo.
And me?
I have no one.
I feel really lonely every time Inu Yasha is either talking about her, telling me how Kikyo doesn't do this, this way or Kikyo knows how to fight better and knows how too protect herself, and how she is much more skilled than me.
It makes me sick.
I know I am not like Kikyo but.at least I'm trying my best, right?
I'm doing the best I can; I mean I didn't grow up in an era where demons roamed the land. And where there were priestesses who purified demons!
Inu Yasha if only you could understand that...you hurt me every time you say her name. Yes Inu Yasha I have woken up in the middle of the night quite a few times to hear you at least whisper her name 5 times a night.
Sango told me that you did feel the same way as I did about you. But how can I believe her every time you leave the campsite to go and find her every time you know she is near. My heart can't take it anymore.
I wish I had courage to tell you how I felt..
End Prologue.
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Authors note.: Well here ya go chapter 1 well actually this is the prologue for this story.....anyway please review!!!!!!!! Tell me if its good or not so I would know whether or not I can continue this story...well I'm going to go I got some stupid midterm exam in my algebra class..I took it today and boy was I scared..you know if I fail this test I fail the whole 8th grade!!!!!! Ahhh!!!!!! 14 year olds like me shouldn't be aloud to do stuff like this..!!!!! -_- well anyway please review and tell me whatcha thought about it.. Okies???
Ja ne
~Lilly~
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Prologue..
Darkness of the heart..
There she was.again..always ruining the moment with me and Inu Yasha. She always, always does that!
Damn her.
Why does she always do this to me? Is it to torture me? Does she hate the fact that Inu Yasha and I always spend everyday (well almost everyday) together?
Is she jealous?
Ha! Kikyo jealous?
Yeah right. she's too cold hearted to have a feeling such as jealousy.
But there, Inu Yasha sensed her and saw her soul stealers. So he went off saying that he wanted to be a lone.
I'm not stupid Inu Yasha I really know what you're up too.
As I watched him get up and leave, I started to feel lonely. And it wasn't fun at all. I began to think about how all my friends here in the Feudal era has a special person for each other. Sango has Miroku, Shippo has Kirara. And as much as my heart can't bear it but...Inu Yasha has Kikyo.
And me?
I have no one.
I feel really lonely every time Inu Yasha is either talking about her, telling me how Kikyo doesn't do this, this way or Kikyo knows how to fight better and knows how too protect herself, and how she is much more skilled than me.
It makes me sick.
I know I am not like Kikyo but.at least I'm trying my best, right?
I'm doing the best I can; I mean I didn't grow up in an era where demons roamed the land. And where there were priestesses who purified demons!
Inu Yasha if only you could understand that...you hurt me every time you say her name. Yes Inu Yasha I have woken up in the middle of the night quite a few times to hear you at least whisper her name 5 times a night.
Sango told me that you did feel the same way as I did about you. But how can I believe her every time you leave the campsite to go and find her every time you know she is near. My heart can't take it anymore.
I wish I had courage to tell you how I felt..
End Prologue.
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Authors note.: Well here ya go chapter 1 well actually this is the prologue for this story.....anyway please review!!!!!!!! Tell me if its good or not so I would know whether or not I can continue this story...well I'm going to go I got some stupid midterm exam in my algebra class..I took it today and boy was I scared..you know if I fail this test I fail the whole 8th grade!!!!!! Ahhh!!!!!! 14 year olds like me shouldn't be aloud to do stuff like this..!!!!! -_- well anyway please review and tell me whatcha thought about it.. Okies???
Ja ne
~Lilly~