Love, Friendship and Pain
Disclaimer: I own only Terri, Shirley and Tom. Everyone else is owned by the WWE.I would love to own Shane Helms, but as of yet, he won't let me!! LOL
Chapter 16 - Terri's Journals
Terri had faithfully kept a journal for years, even with their hectic travel schedule she had always found time to write every day or two.
She had told Shane he could read them if he wanted too, but he looked at them as her personal thoughts and had never even opened the cover of one.
Matt had driven over to the house and gotten the journals that were labeled in the time frame of her relationship with Tom
He felt a pang of guilt as he took the journals out of the box Matt had packed them in, but he quickly pushed it aside, reasoning that reading them may help him find her.
The first two books were from her early training in the industry so Shane flipped through them quickly. Even the site of her handwriting made him sad. They had to find her; he couldn't live without her.
Finally about half way through the third book he spotted Tom's name. The first three months of Terri's relationship with Tom seemed pretty normal to Shane. They had had dinner and movie dates, walks on the beach, the normal stuff a new couple would do. Then they had moved in together, and that is when the abuse had started.
Shane read with rage brewing in the pit of his stomach. She had described each argument and beating in detail, he knew it had been bad, but not this bad. He could see by her writing the slow dehumanizing process Tom had used to gain control over her, by using fear and the destruction of her self-esteem. By the end of the forth book it was as though Terri didn't have any thoughts of her own anymore, only what Tom told her to do, say or think.
'I will find you baby' he thought, 'and when I do I am going to kill him for ever hurting you this way.'
Shane settled himself onto Matt's bed and opened the fifth journal. He smiled when he saw the description of the cabin!
Disclaimer: I own only Terri, Shirley and Tom. Everyone else is owned by the WWE.I would love to own Shane Helms, but as of yet, he won't let me!! LOL
Chapter 16 - Terri's Journals
Terri had faithfully kept a journal for years, even with their hectic travel schedule she had always found time to write every day or two.
She had told Shane he could read them if he wanted too, but he looked at them as her personal thoughts and had never even opened the cover of one.
Matt had driven over to the house and gotten the journals that were labeled in the time frame of her relationship with Tom
He felt a pang of guilt as he took the journals out of the box Matt had packed them in, but he quickly pushed it aside, reasoning that reading them may help him find her.
The first two books were from her early training in the industry so Shane flipped through them quickly. Even the site of her handwriting made him sad. They had to find her; he couldn't live without her.
Finally about half way through the third book he spotted Tom's name. The first three months of Terri's relationship with Tom seemed pretty normal to Shane. They had had dinner and movie dates, walks on the beach, the normal stuff a new couple would do. Then they had moved in together, and that is when the abuse had started.
Shane read with rage brewing in the pit of his stomach. She had described each argument and beating in detail, he knew it had been bad, but not this bad. He could see by her writing the slow dehumanizing process Tom had used to gain control over her, by using fear and the destruction of her self-esteem. By the end of the forth book it was as though Terri didn't have any thoughts of her own anymore, only what Tom told her to do, say or think.
'I will find you baby' he thought, 'and when I do I am going to kill him for ever hurting you this way.'
Shane settled himself onto Matt's bed and opened the fifth journal. He smiled when he saw the description of the cabin!