Through the Ice.
Chapter 3: Hard Thinking.
Soon or later, not remembering how, we all retreated. Those moments of silence where let alone the longest in my time. It makes me think. Maybe a little too much. After a few minutes of that unmerciful bliss, I claimed I was tired. The friction between all of us was gone. It was now just kind of awkward. None of us knew what to say or what to do. Like childhood friends that finally met again when they had already grown up. So with my last request I told them wed settle it sometime else. I wasn't in the mood for confrontation. Nor did it seem a good thing to anyone else. Quistis left along with Seifer who, by the look in his eyes, were the pain fullest thing I've ever seen. It hurt to see him like that.but it wasn't my fault. After they left I'll have to assume that they talked for a while. They used to be really close. Me, on the other hand, I sat in the shower. Feeling that warm embracing feeling, as the warm water hit my body. I felt horrible. It seemed to be happening again. I let it get to me. This all happens way too fast like my vision suddenly gets to a blur as these thoughts come in. Then everything goes black. I can't remember the last time I was happy, sadly enough. I can't remember how ling I sat there, thinking once again to myself. I wanted to quit. I wanted all the pain and sorrow to go away. I was falling apart. For the first time in six months, I cried. I cried until I didn't have any strength left in my body. I crawled out of the shower trying off the water then wrapped a towel around my thin waist. I felt sick; I laid myself into my bed, raveling myself in the nice silk sheets leaving my head out. What's wrong with me? Why do I feel this way.?
I huddle to myself. I don't know how long I was there.I remember getting up than getting dressed slowly. To my further notice I made my way to the cafeteria, I hadn't eaten in a good 2 days. I walked down the halls after locking my door, and started to make my way to the lunch room. I shoved my hands in my pockets and walked slowly. I wonder where Seifer is? Or where was Quisty even? I sulk my head down as I keep walking. I can fell people and their stares as they pierced onto my body. I don't look at them nor do I acknowledge their existence. I was too used to that to care anymore.its been like that since 2 months ago. I shake my head. He's gone, I don't need him.I never did.nor did I need anyone else. I raised my head as I got to the sign of the cafeteria. I shake my head yet again. I wasn't hungry; thinking too much had my appetite lost. My gaze traveled around Balamb. I wasn't sure why I was here.why am I even alive? I don't see a purpose; it's as if I'm a ghost reflecting on sights of my old life, sulking in the fear of what I should have done. I sigh. This needs to stop...but how?
Long after that I finally wandered around Balamb I don't know how many times. It was like I was searching for something. But what? Clearly not answers top why all of mankind has to suffer in its own pathetic way, I've already tried that.I laughed at myself. By the time I stopped I winded up back where I started.my dorm. But I had to double glance at the door.it...it was open?!? Who the hell was in there? Or maybe who was there in there?!? I didn't know what to do, but curiosity had hit me. That didn't hit me often, but hey, so let me take the chance3 for once.
At first, I only peeked into my doorway, then I heard a thud, I thought about it and decided it was from my bed. I smirked; I had seen a blonde flash. I smirked again as I finally had figured out who it was. It was Quistis.I knew it..
I swung my door open, with an intension of seeing my imposture. But I stopped dead in my tracks, my hands still holding the door knob, my feet planted firmly onto the ground. I felt my heart race, even my temples and the palms of my hands started to sweat. My gaze was frozen. I analyzed the object that sat ion my bed, a person, yes, with blonde hair. But a man...my gaze pierces into his, I couldn't move..That man was non other than Seifer Almassy.
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Thanx again for all you all that commented on my story. ^-^ I really like it and I promise more characters will be in it but the 3 main ones in it now, the story is going to revolve around them so yeah ^-^;; Anyway thanx for your time and Chapter 4 will be updated ASAP. Reviews are always appreciated!!!
Soon or later, not remembering how, we all retreated. Those moments of silence where let alone the longest in my time. It makes me think. Maybe a little too much. After a few minutes of that unmerciful bliss, I claimed I was tired. The friction between all of us was gone. It was now just kind of awkward. None of us knew what to say or what to do. Like childhood friends that finally met again when they had already grown up. So with my last request I told them wed settle it sometime else. I wasn't in the mood for confrontation. Nor did it seem a good thing to anyone else. Quistis left along with Seifer who, by the look in his eyes, were the pain fullest thing I've ever seen. It hurt to see him like that.but it wasn't my fault. After they left I'll have to assume that they talked for a while. They used to be really close. Me, on the other hand, I sat in the shower. Feeling that warm embracing feeling, as the warm water hit my body. I felt horrible. It seemed to be happening again. I let it get to me. This all happens way too fast like my vision suddenly gets to a blur as these thoughts come in. Then everything goes black. I can't remember the last time I was happy, sadly enough. I can't remember how ling I sat there, thinking once again to myself. I wanted to quit. I wanted all the pain and sorrow to go away. I was falling apart. For the first time in six months, I cried. I cried until I didn't have any strength left in my body. I crawled out of the shower trying off the water then wrapped a towel around my thin waist. I felt sick; I laid myself into my bed, raveling myself in the nice silk sheets leaving my head out. What's wrong with me? Why do I feel this way.?
I huddle to myself. I don't know how long I was there.I remember getting up than getting dressed slowly. To my further notice I made my way to the cafeteria, I hadn't eaten in a good 2 days. I walked down the halls after locking my door, and started to make my way to the lunch room. I shoved my hands in my pockets and walked slowly. I wonder where Seifer is? Or where was Quisty even? I sulk my head down as I keep walking. I can fell people and their stares as they pierced onto my body. I don't look at them nor do I acknowledge their existence. I was too used to that to care anymore.its been like that since 2 months ago. I shake my head. He's gone, I don't need him.I never did.nor did I need anyone else. I raised my head as I got to the sign of the cafeteria. I shake my head yet again. I wasn't hungry; thinking too much had my appetite lost. My gaze traveled around Balamb. I wasn't sure why I was here.why am I even alive? I don't see a purpose; it's as if I'm a ghost reflecting on sights of my old life, sulking in the fear of what I should have done. I sigh. This needs to stop...but how?
Long after that I finally wandered around Balamb I don't know how many times. It was like I was searching for something. But what? Clearly not answers top why all of mankind has to suffer in its own pathetic way, I've already tried that.I laughed at myself. By the time I stopped I winded up back where I started.my dorm. But I had to double glance at the door.it...it was open?!? Who the hell was in there? Or maybe who was there in there?!? I didn't know what to do, but curiosity had hit me. That didn't hit me often, but hey, so let me take the chance3 for once.
At first, I only peeked into my doorway, then I heard a thud, I thought about it and decided it was from my bed. I smirked; I had seen a blonde flash. I smirked again as I finally had figured out who it was. It was Quistis.I knew it..
I swung my door open, with an intension of seeing my imposture. But I stopped dead in my tracks, my hands still holding the door knob, my feet planted firmly onto the ground. I felt my heart race, even my temples and the palms of my hands started to sweat. My gaze was frozen. I analyzed the object that sat ion my bed, a person, yes, with blonde hair. But a man...my gaze pierces into his, I couldn't move..That man was non other than Seifer Almassy.
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Thanx again for all you all that commented on my story. ^-^ I really like it and I promise more characters will be in it but the 3 main ones in it now, the story is going to revolve around them so yeah ^-^;; Anyway thanx for your time and Chapter 4 will be updated ASAP. Reviews are always appreciated!!!