MIND'S EYE
A Weiss Kreuz fic by Hannah Torney, AKA Allegra Monet.
Pairing/s: BradxSchu
Rating: PG-13
Characters (c) Koyasu Takehito and Project WeiB
Coherent thought is just a dream. Unattainable, but alluring. Teasing. Always seems to be saying, "Come get me!"
But I cant.
I'm not meant to be able to. It's like an unwritten law for telepaths. Somedays, it's a curse. Somedays, it's a godsend. And somedays, I'm just confused.
Like now.
Trying to get Brad's attention is like trying to get blood out of a stone.
Impossible.
He's like a father to Nagi, a carer to Farfarello. But he doesn't seen to want anything to do with me. He just puts up with me because I'm integral to the group. I feel pushed out of the "pseudo"-family unit. If Brad was Jewish, I could kinda understand the animosity, but he's not, and I don't.
Maybe I should get Farf's perspective on this.
To the world, he's insane, but to me, he's very intelligent. People don't give him enough credit. He's the first person I told of my "crush" on Brad. I didn't expect any advice from him. I didn't get any, either. That was fine. But now I'm at my wit's end about this whole thing, I couldn't care less who knew.
Not even Weiss.
That Kudou is fun, but he's just not Brad.
Yeah, I know what you're thinking: "Fooling around with the enemy? Isn't that dangerous?"
My answer? Yes. Yes it is. But danger is something I cant live without. That's probably my reason for pursuing Brad like I have been. If Esset were to find out, it would possibly be the end for me.
But I don't care...
Well, maybe a little. But I'm not afraid. Fear is what would get me killed on missions.
So what do I fear then?
Rejection. I have since I was a young boy. They say, "That which doesn't kill us, makes us stronger." Rejection doesn't make you stronger. It lowers your self-esteem, makes you more vulnerable to depression.
But I'm getting off-track. See what I mean about the confusion?
I suppose that what I'm trying to say is that perhaps I'm a crazy man for going after Brad. But I can't help how I feel. I don't know if I love him; it's too soon to tell.
But I know that I want him.
His deep coffee brown eyes, that way his hair flops into his eyes when he wakes up, his well-toned body, his confidence... Everything about him.
Could he be avoiding me because he feels the same way?
Hope you like the first installment!!!
Please leave your review as you leave~ 3
I love you people!
~ Allegra Monet
A Weiss Kreuz fic by Hannah Torney, AKA Allegra Monet.
Pairing/s: BradxSchu
Rating: PG-13
Characters (c) Koyasu Takehito and Project WeiB
Coherent thought is just a dream. Unattainable, but alluring. Teasing. Always seems to be saying, "Come get me!"
But I cant.
I'm not meant to be able to. It's like an unwritten law for telepaths. Somedays, it's a curse. Somedays, it's a godsend. And somedays, I'm just confused.
Like now.
Trying to get Brad's attention is like trying to get blood out of a stone.
Impossible.
He's like a father to Nagi, a carer to Farfarello. But he doesn't seen to want anything to do with me. He just puts up with me because I'm integral to the group. I feel pushed out of the "pseudo"-family unit. If Brad was Jewish, I could kinda understand the animosity, but he's not, and I don't.
Maybe I should get Farf's perspective on this.
To the world, he's insane, but to me, he's very intelligent. People don't give him enough credit. He's the first person I told of my "crush" on Brad. I didn't expect any advice from him. I didn't get any, either. That was fine. But now I'm at my wit's end about this whole thing, I couldn't care less who knew.
Not even Weiss.
That Kudou is fun, but he's just not Brad.
Yeah, I know what you're thinking: "Fooling around with the enemy? Isn't that dangerous?"
My answer? Yes. Yes it is. But danger is something I cant live without. That's probably my reason for pursuing Brad like I have been. If Esset were to find out, it would possibly be the end for me.
But I don't care...
Well, maybe a little. But I'm not afraid. Fear is what would get me killed on missions.
So what do I fear then?
Rejection. I have since I was a young boy. They say, "That which doesn't kill us, makes us stronger." Rejection doesn't make you stronger. It lowers your self-esteem, makes you more vulnerable to depression.
But I'm getting off-track. See what I mean about the confusion?
I suppose that what I'm trying to say is that perhaps I'm a crazy man for going after Brad. But I can't help how I feel. I don't know if I love him; it's too soon to tell.
But I know that I want him.
His deep coffee brown eyes, that way his hair flops into his eyes when he wakes up, his well-toned body, his confidence... Everything about him.
Could he be avoiding me because he feels the same way?
Hope you like the first installment!!!
Please leave your review as you leave~ 3
I love you people!
~ Allegra Monet