Sorry it's been ages. I didn't have a computer, here is the newest chapter!
This does contain sex.
If I was you I'd fucking hate me too.
Ginny woke up the next morning feeling wonderful. She hadn't remembered the last time she felt so wonderful. She straitened her hair and put on her school uniform and walked down to the great hall.
She sat down at the end of the table by herself while looking up at the Slytherin table and smiled at the one boy who she'd spend the rest of her life with.. Although she didn't know that then.
Harry and Ron walked in and looked down at her. She was getting rather annoyed of the both of them. They never left her alone these days. She acted as if she didn't see them but they sat down next to her anyway, she rolled her eyes.
"I've sent a letter home to mom informing her on your behavior" Ron said.
"WHAT!" she practically screamed.
"Ginny you act so different from how you used to its hard to even tell who you are anymore"
"Like how Ron, you never cared to notice how I was or who I was for that matter!"
"Guys calm down" Harry whispered.
"Oh shut up Harry why don't you tell Ron how you tried to get on me last night?" Ginny wailed.
"WHAT?" Ron bellowed.
Harry's face went red and he looked around at everyone who was looking.
"God you guys are annoying!" she snapped.
"Harry how could you do that she's my sister, remember what we talked about!" he nearly screamed.
"What did you guys talk about?" Ginny asked.
"Nothing" Harry quickly said trying to cover up.
"No I want to know what you guys talked about?" she crossed her arms and looked at Ron.
"I don't think that is any of your business!" Ron said in a snooty tone.
"Fine but don't think that were still on good terms because were not, I don't ever want to talk to you again" she said casually standing and walking out of the hall sort of expecting them to follow, but no one did.
Ginny went to her classes then to lunch and some more classes. After the day was almost over and it was about dinner time she found herself sitting on the window seal staring out over the land of Hogwarts. She wished for five minutes that things went back to normal. Including everything that happened with Draco, it wasn't a good time and she wished that she could just end. like that nothing would be heard from her anymore.
She didn't understand now why all of a sudden she were ready for death, maybe it was as if the world had changed around her or she herself had changed but change was something surreal, it was fake nothing changed. If nothing had changed then why does she feel an absolute power of wanting to end this life?
She looked down at her pale wrists just wanting to slash them red.
"No" she whispered and hugged her knees rocking back and forth, "no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no"
She continually whispered to herself making everything in her mind change to normal. A knock came to her door but she didn't care to even get up. The door opened and she presumed it to be Ron or Harry but it wasn't and surprised her when she heard the voice.
"Ginny" she said.
The redhead looked up at her friend who she had looked up to for so many years.
"What do you want?" she said harshly.
"I just came to say sorry it never crossed my mind how everything could fuck up, but it all changed from the moment we accepted to go to Draco's party whether we liked it or not"
Ginny stared blankly at Hermione trying to figure out what she was trying to say.
"I don't want this controversial fight between you and I, I actually would like us to help each other out"
Ginny nodded and watched the brunette smile and walk over to her slowly while sitting down and hugging her.
"We were young girls" Hermione whispered then walked out.
Ginny looked back out the window as if nothing happened not even thinking twice about the girls appearance. She leaned her head on her knee and continued to stare out of the window. The more she sat there the more everything seemed to fade away and she liked that. Well that was until an owl came flying up and pecking at her window and tied to its leg was a letter. She stared at it for a minute then finally opened the window.
It flew in and sat next to her holding out its leg. She untied it and watched as it waited for her.
"I don't have any food for you" she snapped as it cocked its head to the side and stared at her some more. She frowned whiled slowly opening the letter.
**
GW,
I saw what had happened today, I hope it had nothing to do with last night. I really would like to see you if you wouldn't mind? Meet me at the top of the stairs that lead down to the dungeons right at dinner time.
Yours truly,
DM
**
"Is that what you want a reply?" she said at the bird and walked over to her desk and grabbing a quill and ink. She wrote a reply at the bottom of the letter and tied it to the bird and watching it fly out.
Waiting down in the dungeons his bird came flying in and landing right by his side. He smiled and untied the letter quickly unfolding it.
**
DM,
What choice do I have the people I loved most betrayed me, I suppose I will meet you. GW
**
He frowned immediately, did she not want to be with him the way he did her?
Ginny looked up at her watch it was time for dinner. She frowned while walking over to her dresser and putting on some black pajama bottoms and a white shirt with a drawing of two famous quidditch players on it. She threw her hair in a ponytail and sprayed herself to make sure she didn't smell then slipped on shoes and walked down stairs.
Ron, Harry, and Hermione were waiting for her.
"It's about bloody time" Ron hissed.
Ginny frowned and walked passed them out the portrait. The followed closely behind except for Hermione of course.
"What do you want I don't like any of you at the moment" she hissed.
"You locked yourself up in your room for three hours what were you doing?" Ron snapped back.
"Masturbating" she lazily said as Harry laughed.
"Virginia!" he raised his voice.
"Ron!" she mimicked.
"Stop it now!" he grabbed Ginny's arm forcefully.
"What are you going to do Ron hit me?"
"Ginny what is your problem?" he snapped.
"Just leave me alone for awhile there are things I need to work and figure out ok?" she looked sincere at him.
"Why should I believe you?"
"I just need to find myself Ron leave me be" she pushed his chest away from her and walked ahead.
"God wait till I" he was about to follow when Harry grabbed his collar.
"Just leave her alone until she is ready to talk about this" he almost whispered.
"Yeah Ron just leave her alone for awhile" Hermione finally spoke in.
"Why should I listen to either one of you because right now I don't have any friends, one lied to me while the other tried to get on my little sister after he swore to me he wouldn't" he pulled away from Harry.
"STOP RON" Harry grabbed him again this time Ron became quiet.
"Just leave her alone" he said in a fierce tone that made Ron nod his head. He let him go and the famous trio walked to the great hall.
As Ginny arrived to the top of the stairs she found no one there.
"Great" she muttered under her breath and leaned against the wall.
As classmates passed they all looked at her with suspicion and whispered immediately to their friends. Ginny looked down the stairs hoping for Draco to be walking up the stairs but he wasn't.
She let out a sigh and watched more students flood down the hall towards dinner. When everyone was gone she looked back down the stairs but yet there still wasn't anyone.
"Come on Draco I don't have all fucking day" she snapped to herself.
She looked down the hall ready to walk when a hand grabbed her arm. She turned and found herself looking into silver eyes.
"I didn't actually think you'd come" he whispered.
"I was going to leave, what exactly was it that you wanted at dinner time?"
He frowned "did last night mean nothing to you?" he asked.
She looked down she didn't forget but she was trying to "no"
"What?"
"Yes I mean no, I mean yes it meant something but life is fucked right now and I really don't,"
"What do you mean your life is fucked, you lose your virginity to someone and you and Hermione go fucking psycho and stop contact with everyone. To me that isn't how I would think your life is fucked, to me it just makes me think of you as weak."
"If I'm so weak then why am I standing next to you now?" she looked him straight in the eye.
"I don't get it" he said.
"What do you want to go have some raw footage somewhere so we can forget that Hermione or Blaise ever happened?" she crossed her arms.
He knitted his eyebrows together "you are"
"Come on I know this is what you want" she grabbed his hand and pulled him up the stairs.
"Ginny I"
"Shut up your going to ruin the moment"
She dragged him up to the Gryffindor tower. When they were in her room she shut the door behind them and locked it as well as putting a silencing charm. He stood watching her actions. She finally looked up at him and pushed him down on the bed.
She sat across his lap with one leg on each side. She slid off her shirt and grabbed his neck and began to kiss him. He was so shocked he didn't know what to do but go along with her.
He felt her hands come down to his sweater and pull it over his head. She kissed him again while unbuttoning his shirt. She slid his shirt off his shoulders and threw it on the floor. He stared at her as she untied his tie and slid that off too. She looked up at him and reached around and unhooking her bra. He began to hesitate as she slid the fabric off her body.
She grabbed his hands and put them over her breasts then grabbed his neck again and kissed him. There tongues massaged each others. He was in complete bliss, she didn't know if she liked this or not but kept going along with it.
She then pushed him down on the bed and stood over him sliding her pants off as well as her underwear. His eyes went wide as she layed back down on him and unbuckled his pants. She stood off the bed for a moment as she pulled off his pants and boxers. She again layed on him then slid to the side and kissed him again while massaging him.
When he was hard she pulled him over on top of him. He leaned above her holding his weight with one hand on each side of her.
"Are you sure?"
"Draco my god if I didn't want to I wouldn't have dragged you up here, it would be nice to get some help" she looked down while sliding her legs around his back and hooking them together.
He slowly entered her and with one thrust was all the way in. She sighed waiting for something to happen. He felt angry with the way she was acting so he decided to give it to her. He thrust again and again harder and faster trying to make it hurt her. But when he looked at her facial expression she was in complete bliss. She grabbed his neck and pulled him down for a kiss.
He responded and started to enjoy his surroundings. She began to moan his name and he liked the sound of it coming from her breath. She grinded into him enjoying herself more than she ever had. Sweat was rolling off their bodies. His hair fell in front of his eyes, she smiled and pushed it to the side so she could see him.
"I love you" she whispered.
He looked at her confused but continued to beat in and out.
She looked away sadly and closed her eyes. He leaned into her and started to kiss her salty neck. She couldn't help but smile as he reached up and played with her breast. Their breathing became harder and short. She started to tense as she was coming, he leaned up on his hands and looked down at her. He could tell she was going just as he was. They both let out one last moan as they came.
He fell on top of her as they both layed to regain breath. A half hour later after enough silence she pushed him up. He looked at her and pulled out.
"Dinner should be done soon. you should go" she said quietly.
"Yeah I guess I should" he stood and dressed.
She watched his every move, he didn't say a word. Maybe she made another bad decision but it felt right. When he was done he looked at her and raised his eyebrows.
"I'll walk you out" she quickly dressed and they walked down the stairs together.
But when they reached the portrait three very familiar faces walked in..
If I was you I'd fucking hate me too.
Ginny woke up the next morning feeling wonderful. She hadn't remembered the last time she felt so wonderful. She straitened her hair and put on her school uniform and walked down to the great hall.
She sat down at the end of the table by herself while looking up at the Slytherin table and smiled at the one boy who she'd spend the rest of her life with.. Although she didn't know that then.
Harry and Ron walked in and looked down at her. She was getting rather annoyed of the both of them. They never left her alone these days. She acted as if she didn't see them but they sat down next to her anyway, she rolled her eyes.
"I've sent a letter home to mom informing her on your behavior" Ron said.
"WHAT!" she practically screamed.
"Ginny you act so different from how you used to its hard to even tell who you are anymore"
"Like how Ron, you never cared to notice how I was or who I was for that matter!"
"Guys calm down" Harry whispered.
"Oh shut up Harry why don't you tell Ron how you tried to get on me last night?" Ginny wailed.
"WHAT?" Ron bellowed.
Harry's face went red and he looked around at everyone who was looking.
"God you guys are annoying!" she snapped.
"Harry how could you do that she's my sister, remember what we talked about!" he nearly screamed.
"What did you guys talk about?" Ginny asked.
"Nothing" Harry quickly said trying to cover up.
"No I want to know what you guys talked about?" she crossed her arms and looked at Ron.
"I don't think that is any of your business!" Ron said in a snooty tone.
"Fine but don't think that were still on good terms because were not, I don't ever want to talk to you again" she said casually standing and walking out of the hall sort of expecting them to follow, but no one did.
Ginny went to her classes then to lunch and some more classes. After the day was almost over and it was about dinner time she found herself sitting on the window seal staring out over the land of Hogwarts. She wished for five minutes that things went back to normal. Including everything that happened with Draco, it wasn't a good time and she wished that she could just end. like that nothing would be heard from her anymore.
She didn't understand now why all of a sudden she were ready for death, maybe it was as if the world had changed around her or she herself had changed but change was something surreal, it was fake nothing changed. If nothing had changed then why does she feel an absolute power of wanting to end this life?
She looked down at her pale wrists just wanting to slash them red.
"No" she whispered and hugged her knees rocking back and forth, "no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no"
She continually whispered to herself making everything in her mind change to normal. A knock came to her door but she didn't care to even get up. The door opened and she presumed it to be Ron or Harry but it wasn't and surprised her when she heard the voice.
"Ginny" she said.
The redhead looked up at her friend who she had looked up to for so many years.
"What do you want?" she said harshly.
"I just came to say sorry it never crossed my mind how everything could fuck up, but it all changed from the moment we accepted to go to Draco's party whether we liked it or not"
Ginny stared blankly at Hermione trying to figure out what she was trying to say.
"I don't want this controversial fight between you and I, I actually would like us to help each other out"
Ginny nodded and watched the brunette smile and walk over to her slowly while sitting down and hugging her.
"We were young girls" Hermione whispered then walked out.
Ginny looked back out the window as if nothing happened not even thinking twice about the girls appearance. She leaned her head on her knee and continued to stare out of the window. The more she sat there the more everything seemed to fade away and she liked that. Well that was until an owl came flying up and pecking at her window and tied to its leg was a letter. She stared at it for a minute then finally opened the window.
It flew in and sat next to her holding out its leg. She untied it and watched as it waited for her.
"I don't have any food for you" she snapped as it cocked its head to the side and stared at her some more. She frowned whiled slowly opening the letter.
**
GW,
I saw what had happened today, I hope it had nothing to do with last night. I really would like to see you if you wouldn't mind? Meet me at the top of the stairs that lead down to the dungeons right at dinner time.
Yours truly,
DM
**
"Is that what you want a reply?" she said at the bird and walked over to her desk and grabbing a quill and ink. She wrote a reply at the bottom of the letter and tied it to the bird and watching it fly out.
Waiting down in the dungeons his bird came flying in and landing right by his side. He smiled and untied the letter quickly unfolding it.
**
DM,
What choice do I have the people I loved most betrayed me, I suppose I will meet you. GW
**
He frowned immediately, did she not want to be with him the way he did her?
Ginny looked up at her watch it was time for dinner. She frowned while walking over to her dresser and putting on some black pajama bottoms and a white shirt with a drawing of two famous quidditch players on it. She threw her hair in a ponytail and sprayed herself to make sure she didn't smell then slipped on shoes and walked down stairs.
Ron, Harry, and Hermione were waiting for her.
"It's about bloody time" Ron hissed.
Ginny frowned and walked passed them out the portrait. The followed closely behind except for Hermione of course.
"What do you want I don't like any of you at the moment" she hissed.
"You locked yourself up in your room for three hours what were you doing?" Ron snapped back.
"Masturbating" she lazily said as Harry laughed.
"Virginia!" he raised his voice.
"Ron!" she mimicked.
"Stop it now!" he grabbed Ginny's arm forcefully.
"What are you going to do Ron hit me?"
"Ginny what is your problem?" he snapped.
"Just leave me alone for awhile there are things I need to work and figure out ok?" she looked sincere at him.
"Why should I believe you?"
"I just need to find myself Ron leave me be" she pushed his chest away from her and walked ahead.
"God wait till I" he was about to follow when Harry grabbed his collar.
"Just leave her alone until she is ready to talk about this" he almost whispered.
"Yeah Ron just leave her alone for awhile" Hermione finally spoke in.
"Why should I listen to either one of you because right now I don't have any friends, one lied to me while the other tried to get on my little sister after he swore to me he wouldn't" he pulled away from Harry.
"STOP RON" Harry grabbed him again this time Ron became quiet.
"Just leave her alone" he said in a fierce tone that made Ron nod his head. He let him go and the famous trio walked to the great hall.
As Ginny arrived to the top of the stairs she found no one there.
"Great" she muttered under her breath and leaned against the wall.
As classmates passed they all looked at her with suspicion and whispered immediately to their friends. Ginny looked down the stairs hoping for Draco to be walking up the stairs but he wasn't.
She let out a sigh and watched more students flood down the hall towards dinner. When everyone was gone she looked back down the stairs but yet there still wasn't anyone.
"Come on Draco I don't have all fucking day" she snapped to herself.
She looked down the hall ready to walk when a hand grabbed her arm. She turned and found herself looking into silver eyes.
"I didn't actually think you'd come" he whispered.
"I was going to leave, what exactly was it that you wanted at dinner time?"
He frowned "did last night mean nothing to you?" he asked.
She looked down she didn't forget but she was trying to "no"
"What?"
"Yes I mean no, I mean yes it meant something but life is fucked right now and I really don't,"
"What do you mean your life is fucked, you lose your virginity to someone and you and Hermione go fucking psycho and stop contact with everyone. To me that isn't how I would think your life is fucked, to me it just makes me think of you as weak."
"If I'm so weak then why am I standing next to you now?" she looked him straight in the eye.
"I don't get it" he said.
"What do you want to go have some raw footage somewhere so we can forget that Hermione or Blaise ever happened?" she crossed her arms.
He knitted his eyebrows together "you are"
"Come on I know this is what you want" she grabbed his hand and pulled him up the stairs.
"Ginny I"
"Shut up your going to ruin the moment"
She dragged him up to the Gryffindor tower. When they were in her room she shut the door behind them and locked it as well as putting a silencing charm. He stood watching her actions. She finally looked up at him and pushed him down on the bed.
She sat across his lap with one leg on each side. She slid off her shirt and grabbed his neck and began to kiss him. He was so shocked he didn't know what to do but go along with her.
He felt her hands come down to his sweater and pull it over his head. She kissed him again while unbuttoning his shirt. She slid his shirt off his shoulders and threw it on the floor. He stared at her as she untied his tie and slid that off too. She looked up at him and reached around and unhooking her bra. He began to hesitate as she slid the fabric off her body.
She grabbed his hands and put them over her breasts then grabbed his neck again and kissed him. There tongues massaged each others. He was in complete bliss, she didn't know if she liked this or not but kept going along with it.
She then pushed him down on the bed and stood over him sliding her pants off as well as her underwear. His eyes went wide as she layed back down on him and unbuckled his pants. She stood off the bed for a moment as she pulled off his pants and boxers. She again layed on him then slid to the side and kissed him again while massaging him.
When he was hard she pulled him over on top of him. He leaned above her holding his weight with one hand on each side of her.
"Are you sure?"
"Draco my god if I didn't want to I wouldn't have dragged you up here, it would be nice to get some help" she looked down while sliding her legs around his back and hooking them together.
He slowly entered her and with one thrust was all the way in. She sighed waiting for something to happen. He felt angry with the way she was acting so he decided to give it to her. He thrust again and again harder and faster trying to make it hurt her. But when he looked at her facial expression she was in complete bliss. She grabbed his neck and pulled him down for a kiss.
He responded and started to enjoy his surroundings. She began to moan his name and he liked the sound of it coming from her breath. She grinded into him enjoying herself more than she ever had. Sweat was rolling off their bodies. His hair fell in front of his eyes, she smiled and pushed it to the side so she could see him.
"I love you" she whispered.
He looked at her confused but continued to beat in and out.
She looked away sadly and closed her eyes. He leaned into her and started to kiss her salty neck. She couldn't help but smile as he reached up and played with her breast. Their breathing became harder and short. She started to tense as she was coming, he leaned up on his hands and looked down at her. He could tell she was going just as he was. They both let out one last moan as they came.
He fell on top of her as they both layed to regain breath. A half hour later after enough silence she pushed him up. He looked at her and pulled out.
"Dinner should be done soon. you should go" she said quietly.
"Yeah I guess I should" he stood and dressed.
She watched his every move, he didn't say a word. Maybe she made another bad decision but it felt right. When he was done he looked at her and raised his eyebrows.
"I'll walk you out" she quickly dressed and they walked down the stairs together.
But when they reached the portrait three very familiar faces walked in..