Title: "Haunted"
Author: Cat Lea Ravensgurl41@aol.com
Disclaimer: Don't own either wrestler though I would love too. Also don't even own anything else so please don't sue. Also don't own the song used it is Haunted by Evanescence.
Rating: R for implied Slash/ and Suicide. Angst
Pairing: Raven or Scott Levy (After all he is my obsession right now) and Scott Hall which you already know if you have read the first part of this story to the end. I might do a Jeff and Raven fic if anyone think I should.
Author Notes: All right this is another one for Hearts Desire, RavensEnigma and one hopefully Sweet-Steffie won't kill me for the pairing. Plus I wouldn't have been able to do this if not for Lizard who got me hooked on this music. Please everyone be nice because this is my first attempt at a dark fic and suicide. If it sucks though feel free to tell me. Oh this is also a song fic too and is part to and the final part.
Haunted
To late... All ways to damn late. As I slowly watch as the last of life drain from your body. Too late or too slow or both to do any thing about you leaving me. But to all ways be haunted by you. As you slowly sense that I was there above you, you almost smile as if you knew that I would be there. Forever now I am locked in your final gaze. But once again too late to tell you that I loved you. Too late to tell you that you haunted me since I left you. To slow to even admit it to myself so that I come back just in time to watch you die. To die in my arms though I am sure that you don't even realize that I am holding you. To late to hear you ever say that you love me. And in many ways I too must have haunted you.
Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
(I know you're still there)
Damn it Raven or maybe I should call you Scott? You Haunt me so how will I live with out you? I slowly lower you so that I can pace around the room but once more ends up back on the bed so that I can hold your now cold body. And now here I lay back here once more to this place that will forever haunt me. Where I watched you leave me for good. Too late to stop you from leaving me here alone and on my own but still you are haunting me. Too late to stop the blood from flowing out of you. Blood your blood, which covers me. All ways too late to do what I should have from the beginning. I can still feel you while I lay here. Haunted by the feelings of you as I slowly start to lose all to the hollowness inside of me. Haunted by being too late to tell you I loved you. Feeling you gone.
Watching me Wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you Loving you
I won't let you pull me down
I have to move on and yet I can not because you haunt me. I need you to be here with me. Right where you left me. I want you, as I now know that you wanted me. Too late for either of us. To late I have to pull away before picking up the razor that is still here in your hand even after you are gone.
Hunting you I can smell you - Alive
Your heart pounding in my head
So what else can I do but to pick up the blade that took you from me. Too late to stop what is in my head? Too late to stop what is in my heart? I hear you and feel you all around me want me to join you. To late to do anything but to lie down next to you holding you as I too run the blade across my skin feeling the same burn that you did. Too late as I watch, as you must have the red flowing. My red that is now all over you.
Watching me Wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me Raping me
Watching me
I feel the cold as it seeps into my body but as I slowly look up from your body I see you. Floating about me looking down. Locked in your final gaze as you are locked in mine. Too late to stop this from happening. Too late to share another night of you in me or me in you. To late to watch you sleep but once more. Too late to hold you in my arms alive once more.
Watching me Haunting me
I can fear you pull me down
Fearing you Holding you
I won't let you pull me down
To late for so many things. But not too late not this time. Because before I die I will get to tell you Raven, No Scott Levy I love you. And I see you smile so that now I Scott Hall will now let my eyes close for that final time to be forever Haunted by you as you are forever Haunted with me.
Author Notes: Please read and review because this is the first one that I have done like this and need to know how I did. So let me know what you think. Even if it is to tell me as to: Quoth the Raven "Nevermore". And RavenEnigma this is hopefully what you want when you asked me to do one for Scott Hall about Scott Levy suicide.
Thanks, Cat Lea Ravensgurl41@aol.com