This is a repost, I'm reposting it for two reasons; 1) It sucked. I didn't have italics so the lyrics looked wrong. 2) I got a really nasty flame, and it was signed so the only way to get rid of it was to remove the whole story.
The song is November
Rain by Guns 'n' Roses.
~*~November
Rain~*~
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darling when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
All I could see was darkness, the black void to which I was confined. It tore
at my mind, turning me insane. So when I first glimpsed your light I couldn't
believe it was real.
I kept hidden, not wanting to taint your pure soul with my darkness. But I was
always there, watching over you, and helping you whenever you needed me.
I was always there if you needed me.
'Cause nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
But in time you were alerted to my presence, and finally we met in the corridor
of our mind. I have to admit it wasn't in the circumstances I would have liked.
I betrayed your trust, and that hurt. I sat outside your locked soulroom,
hearing you cry, knowing I was the cause of your distress. Every tear cut like
a knife through my soul.
I never wanted you to feel such pain again so I promised that I would never go
against your wishes...and you listened. You listened and gave me a second
chance.
I never thanked you aibou.
We've been through this
such a long long time
Just trying to kill the pain
It was then that I realised I was in love, with you and your soul. I began
crying from the corridor, and you came out to see if I was okay. I had just
almost killed Kaiba and you were worried about me.
You had heard my outburst, you knew I loved you. I was about to go to my
soulroom, convinced you would never wish to speak with me again, when I felt a
tug at my hand.
/Onegai don't go. Ai shiteru/
I'll never leave you aibou, you know that.
But lovers always come and lovers always
go
And no one's really sure who's letting go today
Walking away
Then, after we defeated Pegasus I was granted my own body, and we could see and
touch each other outside the confines of our soulrooms.
We spent that entire night in each others arms, just enjoying each others company.
You fell asleep on top of me, shivering slightly, so I covered us in a blanket
and held you close. In your sleep you whispered "Ai shiteru, Yami."
I love you too, Yugi.
If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowing you were mine
All mine
The cinema, our first real date. You were so excited, jumping around with a
smile on your face. You were always so adorable when you were happy.
You always said I should smile more, that I never looked happy. Yugi I was
happy, whenever you were there. Happier than I had been in 5000 years.
Halfway through the movie I felt you falling asleep in my arms. I looked down
to see your beautiful amethyst eyes closing. I can't even remember the name of
the film we went to see, all I watched was you, my little angel.
I carried you home, the moonlight making your pale skin glow silver. So pure
and innocent.
My little angel.
So if you want to love me
Then darling don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walking
In the cold November rain
Several dates later and I'd made up my mind, I'd taken you to a romantic
restaurant, we were back home, lights dimmed. I gave you some of your favourite
flowers, red roses, and while you were admiring them I knelt on one knee and
watched as your violet eyes widened.
"Yugi, I love you with all my heart, will you do me the honour of marrying me?"
You just burst into tears and threw yourself onto me.
/Yes...of course/
I was crying myself as I fitted the ring over your finger, silver with an
amethyst, the shade of your eyes.
I was so happy, because you were.
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
But with romance, comes angst. You started getting a lot of headaches, and on
the day of our wedding you came down with a fever. You said you were okay, that
nothing was going to spoil our big day.
We had the wedding at Seto's mansion. Everything went well, Jou and Honda
cried, Anzu looked a bit upset that I was getting married and Seto's security
guards had to 'escort' her home after she got a bit drunk.
You were perfect, you looked so beautiful, but very pale. Everyone mentioned
that you didn't look well. Then you passed out.
By the time you woke up we had taken you to hospital, along with what seemed
like half the guests at the wedding.
The doctors had done their tests and we were waiting for the results. You just
kept apologising to me for 'ruining' our wedding. You didn't aibou, it was a
perfect day.
To make you feel better I told you that if you wanted a perfect wedding we
could renew our vows when we get older, and have more money. You smiled and
nodded.
I didn't know.
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
You were only 16, how could this happen to such a sweet little angel?
As the days wore on you ate less and so got thinner and paler. You were dying in
front of me and I could do nothing but offer my tears.
You just smiled, bright amethyst eyes shining telling me not to be sad, to
cherish the time we had.
I did Yugi, every moment was priceless.
Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
Everyday we would walk to the park, you'd sit on my lap on the bench and we'd
watch the rain, not caring how wet we got.
When you were wet you looked even cuter, your golden bangs would stick to your
face and your spikes fell out revealing shoulder length hair that was so silky
and smooth.
As it neared the end of the second week, your final week on earth, you got so
weak I had to carry you. You insisted we still went even though the doctors
said it wasn't a good idea.
You just wanted to see the rain
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
By the fourteenth day you couldn't get out of bed. You were too weak even to
talk. But you could still use our mind link. We could be together until the
end.
Your breath became shallow, and I felt a surge of fear through our link. This
was it.
/Yami, could I see the rain, one last time?/
//Of course aibou//
I easily carried your thin form to the window, the day was grey and dreary, but
you were smiling. Your head leant against my chest as I held you rubbing your
back.
/My mum used to take me to watch the rain, in November. Before she died. Jiisan
told me that it always cheered her up when she was little./
//It is very relaxing//
/Hai...ai shiteru Yami. Always, please remember.../
//Of course, I love you too//
But you were already asleep.
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothing lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Jou and everyone cried and were saying what a great person you were. I just sat
in silence throughout the service. I already knew what a great person you were.
As your coffin was lowered I threw in a single red rose, your favourite. They
reminded me of the day I proposed, and suddenly I could clearly hear your
voice. My mind replayed our wedding vows and I just wanted to scream.
After the service everyone left except me. How could I leave? I promised never
to leave you alone. I will never leave you, aibou, never. I've made sure of
that.
Taking out a silver knife I position the knife in front of my chest, thoughts
of you running through my mind.
Don't you think that you need somebody
Don't you think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You are my only one...this is for you aibou
You're not the only one
~*~Owari~*~
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