Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ or the Our Lady Peace song 'Do You Like It?'
AN: Trunks has seduced Pan and has been using her off and on since she was 15. Three years later she has finally had enough and decides to go away to college and start life anew. I am considering writing more chapters but that depends on the reviews i get. I do hope you like it. All criticism welcome.
Now enjoy the prologue(?)
~I crawled out from the
pain of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you said to say
Have I said enough
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah~
"Tell me the truth!
Why are you doing this? why are you really leaving?" Trunks angry and
confused shook Pan again. He could tell she was crying even through this awlful
storm. He knew he was hurting her, but his friend, his fuck buddy in between
girls, his easily manipulated toy was walking out on him. "B-because I love
you alright! Because i love you and you don't give a damn!" He stood there
not surprised by this. He knew she loved him already. That was why she was so
easy. He could break her heart a million times and she would still come back to
him or so he thought...he had to do something drastic to get her to stay...
~I know why you're playin' these dirty games
They're killing me and
I know how you love to watch me beg
Well here I am
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah~
"I love you too Pan." He said it so casually and that is what killed her the most. She knew he didn't mean it. She knew this was just a desperate move to keep her in his game. A part of her wanted to believe, but she had to be strong she had to do this. "Please Trunks just let me go...Please you know you don't mean it." Tears still flowing freely she tried to turn away.
~I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, oh yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to,
You, you, you, you, you~
In a more desperate move he sweeps her clinging wet hair away from her face and grabs her chin kissing her hard. Her mouth is compliant and his tongue slips through. Though she doesn't fight him she doesn't do anything else either. She was like a beautiful human doll. He finally pulled away frustrated. "Dammit Pan....Why are you doing this to me...I have done worse and you have always stayed...in fact you would beg me to come back...everytime i told you i needed you you were there...you can't just walk away and leave me!"
~It's too little too late
Well I can't escape
So beggin' you please
I changed all the things that you told me to change
I'm on my knees
Do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah
And do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah~
"Trunks that is
just it i have been there for you time and time again but you were never there
for me. I am not a dog to come to her masters call! I am tired of this you don't
care about me! It's over! Please let me go. Let me live my life!" She
watches him drop to his knees knowing this routine all too well for she has
tried this before and he has always done this dropped to his knees saying he was
sorry and would change and he would for a little while. Then some pretty young
thing would cross his path and he would be his old self again. She puts her
hands over her ears and says "Save it Trunks you have cried wolf to many
times its too late" and with that she flew off leaving him on his knees in
the mud and rain.
~I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you~
He knew his puppet was
gone. No more begging him to stay. No more listening to his problems. No more...
He was amazed at how much that thought pained him. She was just a thing to him
right?...No that wasn't true...Something about her always stuck with him....Her
love and devotion...Now that was gone...She was right he had never once been
there for her...Never once listened to her problems or held her without sex
involved. He knew nothing about her really. Not even her favorite color. He was
a total ass...No, words could not even to describe what he was. As he knelt in
the mud and rain listening to the pain that echoed in her voice as she left he
vowed to change all that. He will prove himself to her. So he would give her
these four years of college abroad to forget about him and the pain he caused
her and then he would win her back. She was his after all...
~I just wanna get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help from what I missed, I missed, I
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah
Do you like it yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah, yeah e yeah~
She landed in her bedroom wet and shivering. She threw off all her clothes naked and cleansed ready to start anew. Still there were doubts, but she knew she had to get out. She knew she had to do what she did. But why did it hurt so much? She knew if she stayed stuck with him it would have killed her. Better this pain than dying so miserable. She was nothing to him. Nothing and she would no longer stay around waiting to exist in his world. NO! she would create her own world. Cause she was Son Pan and she was stronger than that. Now all she had to do was get on that plane tomorrow and get a fresh start and catch up on all the life she missed....
~I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, ah yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh I
For listening to you oh ~