Poems

Smith sat alone on Angel's bed. It was so quiet, he could hear the rain hit the top of the old building. His copies lined up outside on the streets. Awaiting the arrival of Neo, The One.

But Smith sat with a book in his hand. He leaned against the wall on the bed. Reading his daughter's poems over and over again.

So much pain. . .

So many tears. . .

His poor little Angel. . .

These are only a few of her poems

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It's Okay-

There is no tragedy

In humanity

There is no pain

Without gain

There is no reason to have despises

For theses Viruses

Because only there love rises

I know this is new

Don't push away

Don't hate

It is only fate

I love you

You love me

Why can't you see?

It's okay

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Come Back To Me-

How could you leave me?

Please come back

Let the others be

Why won't you come back to me?

What's wrong?

Can't you see me cry?

All from your lie

Tears of fears

Our end nears

Please come back to me

Don't leave me

Can't you see?

Come back

We'll be together

Forever

We'll be free

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My Little Girl-

You can leave me

I'll let you go

I'll set you free

Then you can see

You'll always be my little girl

I can remember

Holding you in my arms

Giving my protection

Showing my affection

Holding you to my heart

Feeling you hair

Trying to share

My love for you

But life isn't fair

You left me today

And all I can say

Is I love you

You'll always be Daddy's little girl

Daddy's joy and pride

I love you

And I have nothing to hide

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There were even haikus. . .

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I Miss You-

Daddy, I miss you

Why won't you come back for me?

Where are you, Daddy?

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Don't-

Don't leave me, Daddy

Don't let go, don't leave, please stay!

Don't leave, don't go, don't!

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What Are You?-

What are you, good, bad?

You held me close, but you lied. . .

I don't understand

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Daddy, please-

Daddy please say you love me

tell me you were just afraid

take me in your arms

tell me I didn't fade

Daddy please say you thought of me

tell me you're sorry

ask my forgiveness

tell me you really didn't want me to leave

Daddy please say you're sorry you hurt me

tell me you didn't mean to

tell me you were afraid

tell me you didn't know what to do

Daddy please tell me you didn't want to hurt me

say you were afraid of me hating you

reassure me you thought of me

tell me I was in your thoughts; even if there were only one or two

Daddy please forgive me for being afraid

say you understand

listen when I say I need you

go along with my plan

Daddy please say you love me

tell me you were just afraid

take me into your arms

tell me I didn't fade

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Daddy's Girl-

Take me in your rapture, for I will not struggle,

For I am weak, and I gave up long ago.

I gave up running, and I gave up hiding,

from your painful blow.

I feel numb already, as you strike me I feel nothing,

all the blood you spill, I don't mind much.

I can't stop it anyways; I am too weak to resist it.

So tell me you hate me, hurt me and beat me,

I'm used to it already, for I've been dead to you for a while.

Aren't I just your little girl?

It was only days ago I was your princess,

I was your angel, I was your child.

You helped me in this world,

now you long for me to go.

So bruise me, reject me,

but don't worry. I'm dead already.

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Angel-

Do you know

what you made me do

Do you know

the pain u caused

Do you know

how hard it is to live this lie

I'm not your angel

I'm not your princess

I'm not that little girl you use to hold

I'm not your angel

Did you see

My fear

Did you see

my pain

Did you see

what lies have caused

I'm not your angel

I'm not your princess

I'm not your precious star

I'm not your angel

Can you understand

fear you caused

Can you understand

the pain I've felt

Can you understand

that lies still hurt

I'm not your angel

I'm not your princess

I'm not your prized possession

I'm not your angel

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His daughter's poems, his daughter's words, his daughter's pains. He hurt her. She hurt him. Would it ever end?

It rained, and green lighting struck the Matrix sky. The broken window let in a gust of wind. But Smith didn't notice. He never would. He only stared down at his daughter's poems.

He didn't know what to say, to think, to do.

He would have to fight Neo soon, but not now. Neo wasn't here now. He was alone. And so was Angel.

He fell on his back to the bed, suddenly feeling tired. He didn't resist this feeling. He was already enwrapped in Angel's poems. He could picture her in the rain, waiting for him to come. But he never would. . .

"Angel. . ."

He whispered, his eyes staring at the ceiling. His hand still held her book.

Angel needed him. . .

There was so much pain now. Too much. Why couldn't it just go away?

Smith closed his eyes. His grip on the book loosened.

Smith fell asleep, trying to escape his prison, his hell. Trying to find his Angel.

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Next Chapter: Tell Me

The three ending poems were not written by me, the true authors have been kind enough to allow me to use them in this story. So a special thanks to them, *applauds*

-Daddy, Please was by, Syko Punk if Fictionpress.com:

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- Daddy's Girl was written by, Antipop-Renegade of Fictionpress.com. Here is the copyright:

© Copyright 2003 Antipop-Renegade (Fiction Press ID: 131890). All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Antipop-Renegade.

- Angel was by, Kaye of Fictionpress.com and Fanfiction.net:

© Copyright 2003 Kaye (FictionPress ID:344482). All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Kaye.