Sorry it took me so long. I've had it done for a while and just never got around to typing it. So here is the second chapter of What Would he Want With me. And again, I want to know if it's crap, or if you have any suggestions.

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            I just realized that I haven't introduced myself. You have no idea who I am, or what I am more importantly. I was lying in my bed and suddenly I sat up and said to myself (out loud cause I'm a loser) 'It doesn't know who I am?' I think Anna might have heard me, but she just rolled over.

            So, my name is Lily Evans and no matter what Anna, or anyone else for that matter, tells you, I do not like James Potter. As I've already complained about my appearance and how much I hate it, I won't go into that again. But the important thing I was talking about. Yeah, I'm a with. Well now you probably think I'm completely insane, and if you do, you might want to stop reading right now. Because it's only going to get weirder as my year goes on.

            Well now that you know the truth, I'll elaborate. It's my 5th year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, and I'm one of the Griffindor Prefects. At this moment in my life I have pretty much given up on guys, and have decided to focus on school and friends, and avoiding Potter as much as possible.

            I'm writing this in the common room because it's 1 o'clock in the  morning and I didn't want to wake up the rest of my room mates. It's so quiet here when no one else is around. And the fire makes it so cozy, maybe I'll sleep down here tonight, change of scenery.

            Oh, now I'm definitely staying, it started snowing. I love the snow. It's so peaceful and calming. It makes me want to sing, at the top of my lungs. Is that weird? Christmas songs! I want to sing Christmas songs, even though it's the end of January and I'm the only one who isn't annoyed with the suits of armor that are still sing 'Deck the Halls' and 'Have a Holly Jolly Christmas'. No one can ruin this night.

            Except for maybe him.

            Perfect timing, I should have expected it. I mean I'm having a peaceful calming night, he has to come ruin it.

            "Lily? What are you doing here?" He asked, as if he's the only one allowed in the common room at 1:00 am, or rather 1:14 am. I ignored him though, even he wasn't going to ruin my night, or morning I guess.

            He was silent for a moment. "It's snowing." he said. I couldn't tell if he was happy about it, or just stating a fact.

            And then complelty randomly, he asked. "Why do you hate me?"

            That shocked me, we were talking about the snow (okay he was talking) and then 'why do you hate me?' I sort of looked up at him, wondering if he really wanted an answer. I've only been telling him every time he asks me out but apparently he wasn't listening.

            "Really Lily, you've never gotten to know me." He sounded kind of sad and I almost felt sorry for him. Almost.

            "James," I answered slowly. "If you haven't understood the other 3 million reasons I've told you, then you really are hopeless."

            I started writing again and ignored him as he knelt in front of me.

            "You don't even know me."

            That's what he thinks, I'm not blind, and I'm not stupid.

            "James, I've seen how you act and how you treat people and I don't want anything to do with a person like that." And with that I stood up to leave. As I started to climb the stairs he said softly.

            "Just give me a chance." As if he hasn't already had enough, so I didn't even bother to answer him. Just walked up to my room leaving him looking confused.

            So now I'm I our bath room, because I was again without a place to write.

            Hold on a sec, there's someone at the door.

            It was Remus and he's talking right now and I'm probably supposed to be listening, but get this: He thinks I should give James a chance! Remus is supposed to be the smart one!

            Okay, I'm going to record what he's saying…

            "He really isn't so bad, you just have to get to know him. And h does like you a lot even though he can't show it and I know if you gave him a chance then you two could be friends." He could slow down, that would help. "blah, blah, blah. You two are very alike and he's nice at heart. Blah, blah, blah. Blah blah. Blah blah. Lily are you even listening to me?"

            I ignored his question and asked. "How'd you get up here? Guys aren't supposed to be able to get in our dorms."

            He shrugged, "Sirius found a way to get around the spell. But that's not important."

            Actually it's very important, I don't feel very safe if Sirius can get up here, which means James can probably get up her too. Now that's a scary thought. Note to self: never change without locking the door, although I doubt that would stop him.

            Oops, Remus is still talking and I think he expects me to listen. I don't know why. I did give James.

            Third year, back when I was completely naïve and didn't know how full of himself he was. We met at the Three Broomsticks and had a butter beer.

            Now this was the first time I'd ever talked to him. And maybe ten minutes into our "date" (I hate calling it that) he tried to start making out with me, and somehow his hand found it's way up my shirt. So I pulled away, and he acted horrified that I wouldn't let him molest me. Guys, I'll never understand what goes on in their heads.

            I told him that I never wanted to talk to him again. And since then it's been his goal to get me to willingly make out with him. Something that will never happen, so I honestly don't know why he's even trying.

            Okay, now that you all think I'm insane let me explain my reasoning.

            1. He was my first real boyfriend (if you could call him that) and he knew it and still tried to take advantage of me.

            2. If was the first time I had ever talked to him and there is no way he knew me, all he wanted was a pair of lips or maybe a nice body, something I don't have.

            3. He had to be an idiot if he thought that's what kind of girl I was, and I don't date idiots, you can tell him I said that too, who ever you are.

            I looked up to tell Remus that, but he had left. He left me! How could he just leave? Oh well, he's gone.

            I guess it's time for bed. I'm falling asleep. I can only get 5 hours of sleep that sucks. I'm going to be exhausted.

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A/N: Okay, that didn't turn out as well as I thought it would. I might end up re-writing it depending on what you guys think. I'll have more time to write now that midterms are finally over, so expect the next one sooner, but don't hold me to that. I really have no idea where this story is going, so it might actually take longer if I decide to figure out the plot first.

-Gretch