I Wonder

Ch. 6

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He quietly folded up his letter and set it next to his cot; he peered over at his roommates who he knew were pretending to be asleep.

He laid back slowly and closed his eyes, trying to picture something pleasant before he fell into his slumber, something pleasant, meaning anything except the war of course. It was hard however, because even if he though of home, it meant he was still here. He couldn't win, but he tried anyhow…

I wonder if my baby girl will remember her daddy…

I wonder if Peg will stilllove me just as much as she did before I left

I wonder if she is struggling more than she says she is

I wonder if Erin will grow up and resent me for leaving her

I wonder if she will even care I left

I wonder if she'll be so happy to see me she'll forget all about it

I wonder if this freaking war will ever end

I wonder if Hawkeye thinks I actually believe he's asleep

I wonder if Frank ever actually went to medical school

I wonder if things will be normal when I get back home

I wonder if I should go for chief surgeon when I get back

I wonder if I'll think about the war after I leave…ah who am I kidding?

I wonder if I would have liked their old CO, they say he was a good man

I wonder if I'm as good a doctor as Trapper was

I wonder if Hawkeye likes me as much as he liked Trapper

I wonder if anything good could possibly come of this war

I wonder if I'll get killed on my next turn to go to the front

I wonder if I'll see Hawkeye ever again after this is over…of course I will

I wonder if more wounded are coming in soon

I wonder if the people back home really know the pain going on over here

I wonder if they can even fathom it…

I wonder how much longer I'll stay sane before I crack up…

Speaking of cracking up…

I wonder if Klinger is ever going to get that Section 8…

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End Ch. 6

AN: Okay there's Captain BJ Hunnicutt, I bet you can't guess who is up next? Hehe…big secret…