Author's Notes
Alright, even though I should be doing my Pre-Algebra homework, I decided to write this. This is the sequel to Drown, and will be the last one for the installment. I read it over once it was posted and found a lot of mistakes on my part. The three dots becoming one, and the way the lyrics were screwed up... u.u;
The rating will still be R, for basically the same things. While writing this, I think I may have portrayed Seto as being OOC. Hell, he probably is. No one can get a character perfect I suppose. This will involve character death, so this is not a happy ending kind of story. In Drown, it was from Kat's POV. This time around, I've got Seto thinking about it. ^-^ I'm so sorry for being an angst whore.-Cackles.-
Disclaimer: Dun own it. :P Wish I did though...The show would probably end up being way past Adult Swim, and be on some porno channel. XD Just joking minna-san.
Warnings: Let's see...yaoi, character death, swearing, yaoi, angst, drug abuse, and did I mention yaoi?
][ Lyrics ][ "Speech" Thoughts
Taking Over Me
][ You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you ][
I know this is totally wrong. I know I shouldn't be doing it. Yami says that it was our destiny to be together. We were lovers in the past, and I wasn't aware of it. Destiny...I scoff at hearing such a thing. Since when did I listen to the Pharaoh, or believe in that destiny bullshit anyway? Yami's hands were running down my body, sending shivers up my spine. Why am I doing this, when I should be in the arms of my lover Katsuya Jounouchi? Simple. He doesn't need me. I'm not a person who should be loved at all. Seto Kaiba, boy genius and ex-regional champion of Duel Monsters. I don't deserve love. Yet even now, in the heat of passion I still think of him. Damn it, I'm supposed to let go of him! He doesn't need me, he needs someone who can love him unconditionally!
][ But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you ][
When I dream, do you know he still surrounds my every thought? I see his loving honey-filled eyes, shimmering like beautiful amber jewels and his soft as silk blonde hair. He hates when people tell him he's beautiful, yet he always let me. He gave me his heart, and look what I'm doing now? I could've laughed. I really was a heartless bastard, wasn't I? Jounouchi was one of the only people I let into my heart, and here I am, cheating on him. I'm sick, not worthy of his love, his arms, or his love. He'd be happier with anyone but me...No matter how much it hurts he doesn't need me.
The cell phone began to ring, and for a second I thought of letting it just ring until the annoying sound died away. However, I picked up the phone much to the dismay of the Pharaoh. He pouted, reaching around when I had my back to him and trying to get me back into it. Rubbing himself against me, moaning like a bitch in heat and I heard only silence for a few seconds. "Kaiba."
That name...Kaiba. Is it who I am? Mokouba once told me that he likes Seto better. I believe I understood what he meant. Kaiba, the unfeeling bastard who was power-hungry and cared for no one. Then there was Seto, the one who had given his heart to Katsuya and Mokouba.
][ I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know ][
"Oh, I'm so sorry to bug you Mr. Kaiba. You must be so busy with whoever you're fucking over there, aren't you?!" He yelled into the receiver. Yami gasped, and the phone was immediately disconnected. I ran my free hand through my hair, trying to hold back the rush of emotion that began to spread over his entire being. Consuming him, and bringing tears to his eyes. Is this how it feels to have a knife cut into your heart and soul? I couldn't stop the tears, couldn't stop the pain...
Yami tried to comfort me, but I pushed him away and off the bed. "Don't touch me, damn you!" I yelled, and got up to grab my clothes. I was dressed and out of there faster than a speeding bullet. I knew that I shouldn't be forgiven for what I had done. I had to find him though...Though I doubt he'd even look at me after what I've done.
][ And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then ][
As I drove into the early morning(did I mention in Drown that it was past three in the morning? :D), my thoughts were drifting to the past. I can still remember our first kiss together. At work, coincidentally. You had come in, smiling and cheery as always. You wanted nothing more than to see me, to make me smile. That was probably the only time I ever told you I loved you. We made love in my office, and we held each other afterwards just feeling content knowing that the other was there. I admit Jounouchi, I have always loved you. I never knew how to show it, so I made fun of you and almost demolished any chance of us being together. I know I wasn't the greatest lover, was I? Always working, ever hardly having time to spend with you and Mokouba...I did regret it. I still do, but maybe you'll understand that we shouldn't be together, you need someone who will be with you always and never ignore you, not like me Jounouchi.
][ I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me ][
I was soon passing the park, going over the speed limit. I knew I had to find you...And there you were. Running around like a carefree child, a smile on your face. It made me wonder what happened to you, because it seemed like you'd be breaking down. You began to run out towards the road, and I slammed on my brake but it wasn't enough. As I felt the collision of the car against you, I felt myself being thrown and was met with never- ending darkness.
][ I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you taking over me ][
A/N: The song doesn't fit this that well, does it? -Shrug.- Oh well. This was written kinda quickly. I had a bit of help from my buddy IceDragon3, we're friends from school. Isn't this a great way to end a story? :D Seto went through the windshield so his skull had to split open and well, Jounouchi got hit by a car! Seto's car no less...What? Don't look at me like that! I can't help if I'm an angst-whore! Anyway, please review!! ^-^
Alright, even though I should be doing my Pre-Algebra homework, I decided to write this. This is the sequel to Drown, and will be the last one for the installment. I read it over once it was posted and found a lot of mistakes on my part. The three dots becoming one, and the way the lyrics were screwed up... u.u;
The rating will still be R, for basically the same things. While writing this, I think I may have portrayed Seto as being OOC. Hell, he probably is. No one can get a character perfect I suppose. This will involve character death, so this is not a happy ending kind of story. In Drown, it was from Kat's POV. This time around, I've got Seto thinking about it. ^-^ I'm so sorry for being an angst whore.-Cackles.-
Disclaimer: Dun own it. :P Wish I did though...The show would probably end up being way past Adult Swim, and be on some porno channel. XD Just joking minna-san.
Warnings: Let's see...yaoi, character death, swearing, yaoi, angst, drug abuse, and did I mention yaoi?
][ Lyrics ][ "Speech" Thoughts
Taking Over Me
][ You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you ][
I know this is totally wrong. I know I shouldn't be doing it. Yami says that it was our destiny to be together. We were lovers in the past, and I wasn't aware of it. Destiny...I scoff at hearing such a thing. Since when did I listen to the Pharaoh, or believe in that destiny bullshit anyway? Yami's hands were running down my body, sending shivers up my spine. Why am I doing this, when I should be in the arms of my lover Katsuya Jounouchi? Simple. He doesn't need me. I'm not a person who should be loved at all. Seto Kaiba, boy genius and ex-regional champion of Duel Monsters. I don't deserve love. Yet even now, in the heat of passion I still think of him. Damn it, I'm supposed to let go of him! He doesn't need me, he needs someone who can love him unconditionally!
][ But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you ][
When I dream, do you know he still surrounds my every thought? I see his loving honey-filled eyes, shimmering like beautiful amber jewels and his soft as silk blonde hair. He hates when people tell him he's beautiful, yet he always let me. He gave me his heart, and look what I'm doing now? I could've laughed. I really was a heartless bastard, wasn't I? Jounouchi was one of the only people I let into my heart, and here I am, cheating on him. I'm sick, not worthy of his love, his arms, or his love. He'd be happier with anyone but me...No matter how much it hurts he doesn't need me.
The cell phone began to ring, and for a second I thought of letting it just ring until the annoying sound died away. However, I picked up the phone much to the dismay of the Pharaoh. He pouted, reaching around when I had my back to him and trying to get me back into it. Rubbing himself against me, moaning like a bitch in heat and I heard only silence for a few seconds. "Kaiba."
That name...Kaiba. Is it who I am? Mokouba once told me that he likes Seto better. I believe I understood what he meant. Kaiba, the unfeeling bastard who was power-hungry and cared for no one. Then there was Seto, the one who had given his heart to Katsuya and Mokouba.
][ I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know ][
"Oh, I'm so sorry to bug you Mr. Kaiba. You must be so busy with whoever you're fucking over there, aren't you?!" He yelled into the receiver. Yami gasped, and the phone was immediately disconnected. I ran my free hand through my hair, trying to hold back the rush of emotion that began to spread over his entire being. Consuming him, and bringing tears to his eyes. Is this how it feels to have a knife cut into your heart and soul? I couldn't stop the tears, couldn't stop the pain...
Yami tried to comfort me, but I pushed him away and off the bed. "Don't touch me, damn you!" I yelled, and got up to grab my clothes. I was dressed and out of there faster than a speeding bullet. I knew that I shouldn't be forgiven for what I had done. I had to find him though...Though I doubt he'd even look at me after what I've done.
][ And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then ][
As I drove into the early morning(did I mention in Drown that it was past three in the morning? :D), my thoughts were drifting to the past. I can still remember our first kiss together. At work, coincidentally. You had come in, smiling and cheery as always. You wanted nothing more than to see me, to make me smile. That was probably the only time I ever told you I loved you. We made love in my office, and we held each other afterwards just feeling content knowing that the other was there. I admit Jounouchi, I have always loved you. I never knew how to show it, so I made fun of you and almost demolished any chance of us being together. I know I wasn't the greatest lover, was I? Always working, ever hardly having time to spend with you and Mokouba...I did regret it. I still do, but maybe you'll understand that we shouldn't be together, you need someone who will be with you always and never ignore you, not like me Jounouchi.
][ I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me ][
I was soon passing the park, going over the speed limit. I knew I had to find you...And there you were. Running around like a carefree child, a smile on your face. It made me wonder what happened to you, because it seemed like you'd be breaking down. You began to run out towards the road, and I slammed on my brake but it wasn't enough. As I felt the collision of the car against you, I felt myself being thrown and was met with never- ending darkness.
][ I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you taking over me ][
A/N: The song doesn't fit this that well, does it? -Shrug.- Oh well. This was written kinda quickly. I had a bit of help from my buddy IceDragon3, we're friends from school. Isn't this a great way to end a story? :D Seto went through the windshield so his skull had to split open and well, Jounouchi got hit by a car! Seto's car no less...What? Don't look at me like that! I can't help if I'm an angst-whore! Anyway, please review!! ^-^