Sebastian was walking the streets of New York. He had never really walked
before. Not like this. Not wandering around with no particular goal or
place. He remembered running out to go to Annette's.
What if he had gone to her that night? What if he hadn't seen through Kathryn's ice cold shield and had gone to plead Annette for forgivness instead. He wondered how his life would look now.
He wouldn't have been accused for cheating that was for sure. He winced as a horrible image of him and Annette walking around campus with matching sweaters, holding hands and laughing, appeared in his mind. But that was a fiction of his imagination, not necessary how it would've been.
'Do I regret it?'
He almost laughed. Absolutley not. He thought about all those wonderful moments in bed with Kathryn, nothing could compare to that. Naked she was a much sweeter person.
He made a turn and found himself standing in front of a night club. He looked in his wallet. It was loaded.
Carefree he strolled up to the usher standing by the door, looking grim, and gave him a wide grin.
"Hey." He nodded. Held out his hand with a nicely folded bill hidden inside it. The usher took it in his, gave it a quick glance, then smiled widely opening the door for Sebastian without as much as asking for an ID card.
"Welcome sir."
Sebastian gave him another nod before entering.
He looked around the dark club. Loud music pumping away and flashy neon lights circling the area. He went up to the bar, took a seat and ordered a Jack Daniels. Nobody asked him any questions.
Feeling like something was finally going his way Sebastian turned around looking out at the dance floor.
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Half past two that night he found himself banging on Blaine's door. Knowing his friends parents weren't home, he didn't care how much noise he made. It took quite some time for Blaine to get downstairs and open the door for him.
"What the hell Valmont?" He snapped grumpy as Sebastian stumbled into the hallway.
Ignoring any pleasantries he grabbed the collar of his friends silk kimono and pressed the other guy up against a wall. Blaine tried to resist but didn't manage.
"I just need to know ONE thing Blaine." Sebastian slurred, eyes half closed and completly dazed.
"What?"
"Did you help her? Did you help her making it look like I cheated on that test?"
Blaine shook his head. Waking up more himself and getting the strenghts to push Sebastian away. "I don't know what the hell you're talking about." He shook his head, closing the door that was still open.
"Yes you do. Who else would've done it? I don't need to cheat." His legs feeling wobbly Sebastian sunk down on the stairs that led up to Blaines room. His friend rolled his eyes and snorted.
"You don't need to but on numerous occasions you have. Or are you too drunk to remember that?"
"I'm not drunk."
Blaine rolled his eyes again. Drunk people were never fun to handle. "No, you're as peachy as a drop of sunshine." He leaned down putting Sebastians arm around his shoulder, pulling the other guy to his feet.
"Come on over here. I'll let you sleep on the couch. You can't go home like this. Your father will have you killed. Or you'll have yourself killed trying to drive." He dragged Sebastian over to a couch by a big fireplace. Carelessly he let the drunken one down on the soft cushions.
"I'll talk to you tomorrow. When you can make some sense... hopefully." Muttering something about beauty sleep, Blaine walked back upstairs to his own bedroom and closed the door.
"Bitch!" Sebastian screamed. "She's a bitch." Lying down he could feel how tired he was. Darkness started to come as his eyelids got heavier and heavier.
"She's a bitch." He mumbled again falling a sleep.
**
Finding himself at home, his head buzzing with a tiny pain, Sebastian walked the familiar way towards his room. But he wasn't headed there, his feet wanted to go into her room. Although he wasn't welcome.
Stopping by the door he decided to knock before letting himself in.
She was sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at him. She seemed to have known he was coming. He blinked as there was something familiar about her. Her hair and her outfit, he was sure he'd seen her look exactly like that before.
"Hello Sebastian." She had a glass of champagne in her hand. "Did you have a nice Friday?"
There was a hint of teasing in her voice he didn't find amusing.
"I know you did it. You made it look like I cheated." He shook his head. "Do you really think it matters? One test, nobody will care."
She shook her head, grinning with a sinister glare. "Oh but they will sweet, dear Sebastian. They will and you'll go away. My problems solved." She stood up, swaying her hips deliciously moving over to her sofa.
She sat down and crossed her legs. One arm crossed over her stomach and the other one, elegantly holding the glass in front of her. She sipped the almost clear fluid.
"Mm...tastes good."
He shook his head. Why did he have a feeling of déja vu. Why wasn't he screaming at her. He could feel from the very core of himself that he wanted to. His hands were rolled up in fists and his breathing was strained. What was holding him back.
A laugh filled his head. Kathryns wide mouth followed him around and everywhere.
"You're just a toy Sebastian. A little toy I like to play with." Her eyebrow was raised. She looked evil.
"No." He mumbled but she nodded. Suddenly Annette walked in through the door and folded her arms across her chest with a glance at Kathryn.
"You were right Kathryn. He's a pathetic wimp. He'd never be man enough for me." She said throwing Sebastian a nasty glare. He was about to throw some nasty reply back to her but got distracted as another pretty girl entered, he weakly recognized her.
"He's not even that good in bed." She said looking superior. This time she hardly had time to finish her sentence before another girl came in, and another. They filled up the room. All of them screaming insults at him.
Sebastian knelt down on the floor, covering his ears with his hands, trying to hide. He couldn't take it. It was too much at the same time.
"SHUT UP!"
Kathryn had stood up and walked over to him. She was glaring down at him.
"See Sebastian, you mean nothing to me. Nothing."
*
With a flinch Sebastian woke up on Blaines couch. He looked around. No girls in sight.
Breathing hard he lay down on his back again. His head pounding after the Jack Daniels. He rubbed his forehead gently and closed his eyes again.
Maybe if he slept some more, he'd wake up and find out it had all been a very bad dream.
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A/N: Thanks for hanging on. I know it takes me some time between the updates but with a school and all I just don't get as much time as I wished I had to write. Keep reading and thanks for the reviews!! =)
What if he had gone to her that night? What if he hadn't seen through Kathryn's ice cold shield and had gone to plead Annette for forgivness instead. He wondered how his life would look now.
He wouldn't have been accused for cheating that was for sure. He winced as a horrible image of him and Annette walking around campus with matching sweaters, holding hands and laughing, appeared in his mind. But that was a fiction of his imagination, not necessary how it would've been.
'Do I regret it?'
He almost laughed. Absolutley not. He thought about all those wonderful moments in bed with Kathryn, nothing could compare to that. Naked she was a much sweeter person.
He made a turn and found himself standing in front of a night club. He looked in his wallet. It was loaded.
Carefree he strolled up to the usher standing by the door, looking grim, and gave him a wide grin.
"Hey." He nodded. Held out his hand with a nicely folded bill hidden inside it. The usher took it in his, gave it a quick glance, then smiled widely opening the door for Sebastian without as much as asking for an ID card.
"Welcome sir."
Sebastian gave him another nod before entering.
He looked around the dark club. Loud music pumping away and flashy neon lights circling the area. He went up to the bar, took a seat and ordered a Jack Daniels. Nobody asked him any questions.
Feeling like something was finally going his way Sebastian turned around looking out at the dance floor.
****
Half past two that night he found himself banging on Blaine's door. Knowing his friends parents weren't home, he didn't care how much noise he made. It took quite some time for Blaine to get downstairs and open the door for him.
"What the hell Valmont?" He snapped grumpy as Sebastian stumbled into the hallway.
Ignoring any pleasantries he grabbed the collar of his friends silk kimono and pressed the other guy up against a wall. Blaine tried to resist but didn't manage.
"I just need to know ONE thing Blaine." Sebastian slurred, eyes half closed and completly dazed.
"What?"
"Did you help her? Did you help her making it look like I cheated on that test?"
Blaine shook his head. Waking up more himself and getting the strenghts to push Sebastian away. "I don't know what the hell you're talking about." He shook his head, closing the door that was still open.
"Yes you do. Who else would've done it? I don't need to cheat." His legs feeling wobbly Sebastian sunk down on the stairs that led up to Blaines room. His friend rolled his eyes and snorted.
"You don't need to but on numerous occasions you have. Or are you too drunk to remember that?"
"I'm not drunk."
Blaine rolled his eyes again. Drunk people were never fun to handle. "No, you're as peachy as a drop of sunshine." He leaned down putting Sebastians arm around his shoulder, pulling the other guy to his feet.
"Come on over here. I'll let you sleep on the couch. You can't go home like this. Your father will have you killed. Or you'll have yourself killed trying to drive." He dragged Sebastian over to a couch by a big fireplace. Carelessly he let the drunken one down on the soft cushions.
"I'll talk to you tomorrow. When you can make some sense... hopefully." Muttering something about beauty sleep, Blaine walked back upstairs to his own bedroom and closed the door.
"Bitch!" Sebastian screamed. "She's a bitch." Lying down he could feel how tired he was. Darkness started to come as his eyelids got heavier and heavier.
"She's a bitch." He mumbled again falling a sleep.
**
Finding himself at home, his head buzzing with a tiny pain, Sebastian walked the familiar way towards his room. But he wasn't headed there, his feet wanted to go into her room. Although he wasn't welcome.
Stopping by the door he decided to knock before letting himself in.
She was sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at him. She seemed to have known he was coming. He blinked as there was something familiar about her. Her hair and her outfit, he was sure he'd seen her look exactly like that before.
"Hello Sebastian." She had a glass of champagne in her hand. "Did you have a nice Friday?"
There was a hint of teasing in her voice he didn't find amusing.
"I know you did it. You made it look like I cheated." He shook his head. "Do you really think it matters? One test, nobody will care."
She shook her head, grinning with a sinister glare. "Oh but they will sweet, dear Sebastian. They will and you'll go away. My problems solved." She stood up, swaying her hips deliciously moving over to her sofa.
She sat down and crossed her legs. One arm crossed over her stomach and the other one, elegantly holding the glass in front of her. She sipped the almost clear fluid.
"Mm...tastes good."
He shook his head. Why did he have a feeling of déja vu. Why wasn't he screaming at her. He could feel from the very core of himself that he wanted to. His hands were rolled up in fists and his breathing was strained. What was holding him back.
A laugh filled his head. Kathryns wide mouth followed him around and everywhere.
"You're just a toy Sebastian. A little toy I like to play with." Her eyebrow was raised. She looked evil.
"No." He mumbled but she nodded. Suddenly Annette walked in through the door and folded her arms across her chest with a glance at Kathryn.
"You were right Kathryn. He's a pathetic wimp. He'd never be man enough for me." She said throwing Sebastian a nasty glare. He was about to throw some nasty reply back to her but got distracted as another pretty girl entered, he weakly recognized her.
"He's not even that good in bed." She said looking superior. This time she hardly had time to finish her sentence before another girl came in, and another. They filled up the room. All of them screaming insults at him.
Sebastian knelt down on the floor, covering his ears with his hands, trying to hide. He couldn't take it. It was too much at the same time.
"SHUT UP!"
Kathryn had stood up and walked over to him. She was glaring down at him.
"See Sebastian, you mean nothing to me. Nothing."
*
With a flinch Sebastian woke up on Blaines couch. He looked around. No girls in sight.
Breathing hard he lay down on his back again. His head pounding after the Jack Daniels. He rubbed his forehead gently and closed his eyes again.
Maybe if he slept some more, he'd wake up and find out it had all been a very bad dream.
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A/N: Thanks for hanging on. I know it takes me some time between the updates but with a school and all I just don't get as much time as I wished I had to write. Keep reading and thanks for the reviews!! =)