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AN: Am I tardy or what? I got this thing out a day late -_-; Sorry, but I've
been a little out of it lately, since reports cards have come home. Grr, I can't
believe my dad had the nerve to compare me to my older brother, and my cousins
I could practically blow! Anyways, I know I screw up sometimes when I write,
but please try to ignore that. I sometimes rush, and don't have the time to
check things over. I rely mostly on the spellchecker, and if I had a beta, that
would make things take a little bit longer. Secondly, you finally get to see
what's happening between Inuyasha and Kagome!! Psycho King's probably about to
strangle me ^^. Kidding, just kidding. Well, enjoy the chapter!
Icari
Chapter 17
"Kagome, why is it that you took what he
said so seriously, anyways?" Shippo, who
was in her lap, swiveled around to face her. She sighed slightly, fingering the
tips of her school skirt while trying to keep it down. The wind on Kirara's
back was a bit unsettling when it came to these skirts. Those, jeans or pants
were sometimes uncomfortable.
"I don't know… I guess, I was already
pretty sensitive about the whole Kikyo thing. It's difficult to try and see
what he's really thinking when he won't let me," her face broke into a small
smile, "I guess it was pretty childish of me to do that."
"I wonder what Inuyasha is doing right
now…" She wanted to lie down, or something, to try and relieve some of her
stress, but she couldn't as riding on Kirara was crowded enough.
"Yeah… me too."
*~*~*~*~*
"I'm beating you!" Icari, as excited as
ever, jumped every few feet, making it hard enough to keep up with her, but
there was also the fact that Inuyasha was following her half-heartedly. He felt
lousy, and wanted to find Kagome as quickly as possible, but the truth was…
they were searching blindly. Who knew where she was? Her scent was still there,
or course, but the scent of her in his haori was even more powerful, sidetracking
the two siblings every now and then.
"Inuyasha, come on!" She stopped, and
held her hand out to stop him as well. He ran right into it, letting her catch
his face in her hand. Once Inuyasha knew what was happening, he growled up at
his sister.
"What the fuck was that for? We still
have to find Kagome!" She looked at him blankly as he said that, and with a
sighed she lowered her arm.
"Inuyasha, I know who much you care
about her, but I can't help but feel you're trying to convince yourself that
more than me. Kagome doesn't hate you, I promise, she was just upset. You two
are making the same mistake, you know that?" Growling, he sat himself next
against a tree, looking anywhere but his sister.
"The scent's faint enough as it is, we
have to go." She looked indignant at his words.
"I know that. What I want to know, is
why you are giving up?" He looked at her, acting as innocent as he could.
"I am not giving up! Look who's talking!
You're the one standing there, and I'm the one who's urging you to go!" Still
not convinced. As he studied her face, he began to wonder what had happened to
that careful mask he had built up all those years ago, and why was it failing
him now.
"I'm standing here because I can sense
it, Inuyasha. I can tell you are about to give up. If I weren't here, you would've
turned your back on her already. I know that, you know that, but I don't know
why." She squinted, as if she could burrow deeper into him that way.
"You're moping, aren't you?" She said
with a tone the sounded so accusing. "What the hell are you moping for? You
know she loves you. If she didn't she wouldn't of had been so hurt by your
comment. You know she doesn't hate you, because you both made the same mistake."
"How would you know?" she glared,
silently reminding him of the man she had once fallen for so long ago. "I know,
you say that you've been in love too, but I have no proof, or anything of the
kind. You haven't even told me anything about it yet." He face hardened, and
she turned away, sniffing the air for the smell of Kagome, or the others.
"Let's just go. You're old enough to
handle your own problems."
"It's about time you realized that." He
gratefully turned, but as they started up again, both solemn, a thought hit
him. "Hey Icari?"
"Hm?"
"You know everything about Sesshomaru
and me, but you haven't said anything about yourself yet. Why not? I mean, we've
been estranged for how many years, and you come out of nowhere, knowing
everything about us, but you don't say anything about yourself. What's the
deal?" He saw her strides falter, but only for a second.
"There isn't much to talk about. I never
had the big groups you traveled in. Never got to know that many people…"
"Yeah, but Sesshomaru and me both have
guardians. You know, Jaken and Myouga, but who was yours?" he was about to stop, but
a warning was appropriate. "And remember, I'll find out if you were lying."
Silence. Icari didn't make any snappy
comeback, or anything. She didn't reply. But she was still there, beside him,
though not saying anything. With a brief glance, he could tell that his sister
was deep in thought (she had nearly hit a tree just seconds ago), but he wanted
to know what she was thinking about.
"It's nothing, really. No one, never,
just one, but he was gone soon enough."
"Liar." She looked over at him, dodging
the tress and branches by only a bit, but she still looked at him, confused.
"How can you tell?" Now it was his turn
to look indignant as he turned away.
"I may be only a half demon, but my nose
is still pretty good. I could smell the change in your scent when you lie, even
though it's not as obvious. I can still smell it, and it just changed."
"How do you know that my scent changed
because I was lying?" She was testing him, still, even after all this. But he
was uncomfortable talking about this, as it had really affected him over the
years.
"I've had enough people lie to me by now
so that I can pick out what's going on, you know." She looked pitiful, for the
first time for a while, and she looked away as if his words as burned her.
"I'm sorry." There was another moment of
silence, before Inuyasha realized something else.
"Hey! There you go! You did it again!
You dragged something else out of me, but you didn't tell me anything about
you! I want to know something!" Now,
she looked annoyed.
"Just shut up and keep going."
"Fine."
*~*~*~*~*
"Kagome-chan?" Sango looked down at the
weight on her back; she had turned around to converse with Miroku a bit easier.
Kagome's raven head was all that she could see, and, very carefully, she turned
around, making sure that the younger girl didn't fall off.
"It looks like their exhausted." Miroku
leaned over her, surprisingly not trying anything. He draped an arm around her
neck, causing her to blush. "Shippo's asleep too."
"Yes, the day's been something." With
his thumb, Miroku turned Sango's head to face his.
"A moment's peace, now is it?" Her blush
reddened, and she was sure the monk was about to lean in and kiss her, but he
pulled back quickly. Wondering about what had stopped him, Sango looked down,
and saw a red dot jump out of the forest. It fell back down again, and a bit of
silver hair was visible.
"Inuyasha! Kirara, land." The big demon
fell to the ground at an alarming speed, but it slowed down. Landing on all
fours, softly, Kirara waited for them to get off, but it was difficult with the
two sleeping on her.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha's frantic figure
could be seen as he ran about, followed by Icari. Her green cape seemed to flow
around her, and Sango was never happier to see a demon. "Kagome! Is she okay?" He
was up close now, staring at the miko as he caressed her face in his hand. For
a moment, it looked as though he would begin to rub his face up against hers…
She groaned, shocking Inuyasha for a
moment. Then, a dark, cloudy look flooded his eyes, and he jumped back. Even
after everything Icari had said, he was still nervous. He now knew how Kagome
had felt, before, when she had loved him, and he had loved Kikyo.
"Sango? Why did we stop?"
"We're here Kagome." Kagome watched her
friend's smile turn into a grin, and she slowly recollected what was going on.
She sat up straight, then, nearly knocking Shippo off of Kirara.
"Inuyasha?" She looked around, before
spotting his red haori, and waited for Shippo to wake up. It wasn't long,
because the weight on her hips soon were gone. Her eyes were fixed on the
hanyou only, though.
"Kagome…" Her name, he had whispered her
name. Tears of joy ran down her cheeks as she flung herself off of Kirara, and
watched as Inuyasha ran to catch her. His waiting arms wrapped themselves
around her, so tightly that she was afraid he would squeeze the life out of
her. But then again… he could never have the will to hurt her, physically…
"I'm sorry, so sorry, please, forgive me…"
He began to chant apologies, which was very unnatural to him. She gave him a
reassuring squeeze, making the chant die on his lips.
Icari's voice cam from behind him. "I
told you, but you never do listen…" She gave a small laugh, and they ignored
everything after that.
In the foliage, Kikyo watched with a
rising heart as the couple embraced in the trees. The souls were beginning to detach
themselves, and her soul stealers were pulling the free ones away, to the
afterlife. With her last ounce of strength, she launched the sword of spirits
into the air, letting it glow a soft purple. Blue orbs began to rise out of her
body, weakening her.
"Inuyasha, I'll accept your decision,
and wish you and Kagome the best of luck in your life…" she fell to her knees
before her body melted into the soil below as the original herbs that created
her body.
A faint orb of blue, the part of Kagome's
soul that hated Inuyasha, flew away and into her body, so small and faint it
wasn't noticeable. No one noticed the soft thud of the sword as it hit the
ground.
A figure dressed in blue picked it up, brushing his stray purple hair out of
his face. His great, green eyes rested on Icari before he disappeared into the
trees. He would meet with her later…
*~*~*~*~*
Hee hee, you can't hurt me
for making Inuyasha and Kagome hate each other anymore!! And you get to hear a
bit about Icari next chapter ^^. Wait
until then!!
