People liked the other one it seems, 2 reviews in less then a day…whoa lol.
So I wrote another, this is way less sappy lol…probably shows some of the worst of us, that tension that both are too proud to admit that they love each other. I assume he would write this after I slapped him again, when he feels so torn…it's his pride, or whatever pulls him back. Once again please tell me what you think, cause this one seems a lot more harsh then the last…
Callouts…
Happy, Smiling Phoenix- not really matrix Mouse, like it is sorta, oh gwauds it's confusing…
Sci-freak GrodySpork- haha, no it's not a character from the movie lol, I keep saying 'I' when I talk about her, in a way it's me…but I think it's cause I write the story in 1st person…if you read my other fanfic, it's the main character from 'Reset'
And thanks both, you got me to write another!
Mouse's point of view again, the song once again 311, it's called Champagne.
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I will never understand you
When, will I stop trying
Every
time…it seems I'm so close to getting her and she slaps me, damn, but I always
go back. Like a reset program, I try
again; I gotta understand she's real.
I mean cuz it's just not how
I planned to
Spend, my time 'til dying
I mean
It's like
she expects it, it's like she thinks it's a game. In a way it is; a game that I'm not in
control of.
Champagne
California on the brain
She's got an appetite
for no refrains
Just verses she curses
as blood vessels burst
in defiance
She's
pretty rebellious, unharnessed, she's spontaneous and blunt. She's totally unique, and I never understand
what she's thinking.
She made alliance
to the dark side of Hollywood
Where everything looks good
so I treat her as any other player would
Lightly, then she wants to fight me
Loki says
I treat her like a program, sure when I feel like playing I do, but then toss
her away like an old toy. I can't reset her,
and she's always there, she's not one who waits. If I really want her I have to keep her.
Too bad
That's just too bad
I can't be around to pick up
your bags
And your debts
Every
time she goes sour I'm the one who goes back, I hate myself for it, what
happened to my ego?
She wants to love me with threats
Not taking chances
I'm hedging my bets
With other girls
I'm not providing pearls
I'm free, free
Programs
are easy, they don't need anything, suspended them on 'pause' for days and go
back, they don't mind. She minds, she
can't 'pause'.
I will never understand you
When, will I stop trying
Every
time she stops me, I go back, I want to hit my head open, find what the hell is
making me do this.
I mean cuz it's just not how
I planned to
Spend, my time 'til dying
I mean
I tell
myself I have no time, stop chasing her, you'll never catch her, face it kid,
she's too proud.
I know loving me
isn't easy
It may
not be easy to love me, on a ship, saving the world. You don't want to get attached, and I admit
sometimes I'm a real jerk.
I'm home and next
thing I'm leaving
I don't
have time, not to be with her all the time; she won't take me without some kind
of commitment.
but when I look at you
it's like praying with
my eyes
I'm
tempted to try to start something serious every time I see her, but I can't
help myself to going to fast, she hates me for that.
I follow you to sleep so
I will find your dream place
She hates
it when she catches me watching her sleep.
She's just too damn beautiful when she's not glaring at me or slapping
me, she doesn't understand.
and hey I'm not an angel
but girl you make me feel
like I know one
Though
even though she frustrates me, she's a gift from heaven and I must admit very
forgiving.
Champagne
California on the brain
She's got an appetite
for no refrains
Just verses she curses
as blood vessels burst
in defiance
I told
her when she was freed 'live for the moment, cause the next you might be dead',
she followed my advice in being rash, but in no other way does she. She refuses to have me without a promise, I
won't allow it, cause I don't know if I can keep
it. The last thing I want is to hurt
her.
She made alliance
to the dark side of Hollywood
Where everything looks good
so I treat her as any other sucker would
Tightly, then she wants to fight me
Even if I
don't treat her as a program, even if I keep her close and protect her she's
still so distant.
Too bad
That's just too bad
I can't be around to pick up
your bags
And your debts
I may say
that, but as the months tick by I'm tempted to give her what she wants. Not quite though…
She wants to love me with threats
Not taking chances
I'm hedging my bets
With other girls
I'm not providing pearls
I'm free, free
Programs
aren't real, but they are easy. Maybe
when I'm older I'll make her mine, but for now I like having no one.
Never understand
But…
