HI! Hello. I just got done watching spirited away! It's a good movie! I
also watched cowboy bebop!! I have the DVD with the last 4 episodes so I
watched spike die over and over and over! I like the first part of the song
Free that the play when he falls on the steps! It's really pretty!
I'm really glad there are people out there you hate Kikyou as much as I do! You know what I hate? Inuyasha thinks he is in debt to Kikyou and he has to go to hell with her right? Well, technically, that's not Kikyou; it's like a clone thingy! Hahaaha! In your face Kikyou! I HATE YOU! I'll stop my ramblings now and get on with the story! Woo-hoo! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Total slaughter, Total slaughter, I won't leave a single man alive, La de da de die, Genocide, La de da de dud, An ocean of blood, Let's begin, The killing time
Izumi's voice drifted into kagome's dreams. Her voice danced along the scales of the songs, becoming a mournful melody. The song ended.
"Kagome? Kagome? Where are you? Help me! Please, help me!"
Izumi's frightened voice pleaded softly. Kagome ran, stumbling through the darkness.
"Izumi!" kagome called, "Where are you? Answer me please!"
"H-here I am, k-kagome.."
Kagome turned, seeing Izumi sprawled out on the ground. Her stomach was split open and her intestines were spilling out. She was trying desperately to keep them within her cocoon of flesh.
"P-please, h-help me..." Blood oozed out the side of her mouth, "Please."
Kagome tried to move forward, but found herself chained to a wall.
'What is going on?'
A faint glow glimmered on behind Izumi. Inuyasha stood leering, his claws dripping with crimson blood. He chuckled menacing, advancing on Kagome.
"Too bad you couldn't kill me wench. Now it's my turn to kill you."
With that Inuyasha swung his claws at kagome, slicing a perfectly straight line across her throat. Her head tottered for a moment before rolling to the ground.
"Stupid wench, I had no intention of ever loving your pathetic human body."
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kagome woke up screaming, Inuyasha's last words ringing in her head. As kagome tried to sit up an excruciating pain ran through her entire body. She winced, gingerly touching her ribs. They were covered in bandages. She thought for a moment, trying to remember why she was hurt.
Suddenly the memories came whirling back. They hit her like a slap in the face. She moaned. She knew she had lost control, she knew she had gone too far.
"Damn." She whispered. "Inuyasha was right when he called me stupid."
"Kagome?" a soft voice called out, "are you awake?"
Sango entered the room, her feet making soft padding noises against the dirt floor.
"I've been so worried; you've been out for three days. How are your ribs feeling? Two are broken and one is fractured."
Kagome just sat and stared at Sango. She wasn't looking at Sango, but through her. She saw Izumi dieing, Kazuo falling to the ground, Nobu's bloody hand reaching out to her. Memories swirled around her, calling out and taunting.
Sango watched as Kagome's face melted into sorrow and fear.
'What have I done?' Kagome thought, tears forming.
"Kagome, what is wrong?! Tell me!"
Kagome rose slowly, ignoring the overwhelming pain that was ripping her from the inside out. She staggered towards the door. Sango immediately got up and moved forward to support Kagome.
"Kagome, what are you doing? You are not healed! You need to rest!"
Kagome just shook her head and pushed her away. Tears coursed down her cheeks. She looked at Sango, regret, warmth, and confusion churning in her eyes. She continued to shake her head.
"No Sango let me go. I-I just need to be alone for a while."
Sango nodded and stepped back. She started to cry as she watched Kagome stumble out of the room.
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'What have I done? What have I done?' kagome thought frantically.
'Why did I do that? What id wrong with me?' She began to think of the things she have done and what she had said in the past few days. A devastating urge to vomit overtook Kagome and she swayed to the bushes. She continued to heave until noting was left in her stomach. As she got up and continued to walk, she sobbed harder.
'I am a horrible person.' Thoughts came randomly. 'It's my entire fault most of my friends are dead.'
'No, it's not,' a bitter voice argued, 'you did it to survive, they would have died anyway after they had killed you. You did the right thing.'
'NO! It was wrong, I don't deserve to live. I am a bad person!'
'Killing people is not wrong. You played the game and came out on top, you showed you deserve to live in this world.'
'STOP! IT WAS WRONG!'
'I'm telling you, you didn't do anything wrong. You just did what you were told'
'SHUT UP! YOU'RE WRONG!'
Kagome fell to the ground sobbing. She wrapped her arms around her legs and buried her face in her knees as the internal battle waged.
'You made me do this! You made me kill all those people! Didn't you?!'
The icy voice laughed softly,
'I am a part of you; I have always been part of you. I am the part of everyone. I am the thoughts everyone pushes aside, everyone forgets, but I am always there. I just was tired of being pushed aside, so I came out.'
'No! Why did you do that?!'
'I saved us! You would be dead without me! You can't win in this world being a pathetic defenseless weakling! Don't you understand that?'
'Just go away, just go away and don't come back, I don't care of I die. I don't deserve to live anyway.'
'I can't leave, for now though, I will go back into the depths of your mind, but I will be back. You can count on that.'
-Silence-
Kagome lay exhausted on the ground. The ground began to become soggy with her endless flow of tears. The stars twinkled merrily in the sky.
'The stars, they are the only things that haven't changed. Even if the world comes to an end, they will still be there.'
Finally, Kagome's tears ceased and she lay staring up at the stars. And, for an instant, laying and into the eternal starlight, she could of sworn she felt happy.
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There's something inside me
It's, it's coming out
I feel like killing you
Let loose the anger, held back too long
My blood runs cold Through my anatomy, dwells another being
Rooted in my cortex, a servant to its bidding Brutality now becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead Eyes bulging from their sockets
With every swing of my mallet
I smash your fucking head in, until brains seep in
through the cracks, blood does leak
distorted beauty, catastrophe
Steaming slop, splattered all over me Lifeless body, slouching dead lecherous absence, where you once had a head Avoiding the prophecy of my new found lust
You will never live again, soon your life will end
I'll see you die at my feet, eternally I smash your face
facial bones collapse as I crack your skull in half Crushing, cranial, contents Draining the snot, I rip out the eyes
squeezing them in my hands nerves are incised
Peeling the flesh off the bottom of my weapon
Involuntarily pulpifying facial regions Suffer, and then you die Torture, pulverized At one with my sixth sense, I feel free
To kill as I please, no one can stop me Created to kill, the carnage continues
Violently reshaping human facial tissue Brutality becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead
(This song is called HAMMER SMASHED FACE by cannibal corpse from their album TOMB OF THE MUTILATED isn't it great?)
Kagome turned the volume up on her CD player as she listened to the song over and over. She had found her CD player with the supplies she had left for Kaede. The sound seemed to calm Kagome as she sat high up on the edge of a cliff.
She had gotten in an argument with Sango for the first time in a long time. They had been arguing about Kagome's condition. Sango wanted Kagome to stay and rest, but Kagome had other plans. She needed time to think. Kagome began to get up to move to a more comfortable position when a sharp pain tore at her ribs. A small gasp escaped her lips as she began to fall from her perched position. She tripped and fell, almost flying in the open air as she plummeted towards the earth.
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Authors note! I was going to make this even longer, but I want to go play in the snow! Ya! School was cancelled again! Woo-hoo! Praise the squirrels! Please review (I know this isn't my best chapter so don't get on my case about it k?) PLEASE REVIEW!
I'm really glad there are people out there you hate Kikyou as much as I do! You know what I hate? Inuyasha thinks he is in debt to Kikyou and he has to go to hell with her right? Well, technically, that's not Kikyou; it's like a clone thingy! Hahaaha! In your face Kikyou! I HATE YOU! I'll stop my ramblings now and get on with the story! Woo-hoo! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Total slaughter, Total slaughter, I won't leave a single man alive, La de da de die, Genocide, La de da de dud, An ocean of blood, Let's begin, The killing time
Izumi's voice drifted into kagome's dreams. Her voice danced along the scales of the songs, becoming a mournful melody. The song ended.
"Kagome? Kagome? Where are you? Help me! Please, help me!"
Izumi's frightened voice pleaded softly. Kagome ran, stumbling through the darkness.
"Izumi!" kagome called, "Where are you? Answer me please!"
"H-here I am, k-kagome.."
Kagome turned, seeing Izumi sprawled out on the ground. Her stomach was split open and her intestines were spilling out. She was trying desperately to keep them within her cocoon of flesh.
"P-please, h-help me..." Blood oozed out the side of her mouth, "Please."
Kagome tried to move forward, but found herself chained to a wall.
'What is going on?'
A faint glow glimmered on behind Izumi. Inuyasha stood leering, his claws dripping with crimson blood. He chuckled menacing, advancing on Kagome.
"Too bad you couldn't kill me wench. Now it's my turn to kill you."
With that Inuyasha swung his claws at kagome, slicing a perfectly straight line across her throat. Her head tottered for a moment before rolling to the ground.
"Stupid wench, I had no intention of ever loving your pathetic human body."
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kagome woke up screaming, Inuyasha's last words ringing in her head. As kagome tried to sit up an excruciating pain ran through her entire body. She winced, gingerly touching her ribs. They were covered in bandages. She thought for a moment, trying to remember why she was hurt.
Suddenly the memories came whirling back. They hit her like a slap in the face. She moaned. She knew she had lost control, she knew she had gone too far.
"Damn." She whispered. "Inuyasha was right when he called me stupid."
"Kagome?" a soft voice called out, "are you awake?"
Sango entered the room, her feet making soft padding noises against the dirt floor.
"I've been so worried; you've been out for three days. How are your ribs feeling? Two are broken and one is fractured."
Kagome just sat and stared at Sango. She wasn't looking at Sango, but through her. She saw Izumi dieing, Kazuo falling to the ground, Nobu's bloody hand reaching out to her. Memories swirled around her, calling out and taunting.
Sango watched as Kagome's face melted into sorrow and fear.
'What have I done?' Kagome thought, tears forming.
"Kagome, what is wrong?! Tell me!"
Kagome rose slowly, ignoring the overwhelming pain that was ripping her from the inside out. She staggered towards the door. Sango immediately got up and moved forward to support Kagome.
"Kagome, what are you doing? You are not healed! You need to rest!"
Kagome just shook her head and pushed her away. Tears coursed down her cheeks. She looked at Sango, regret, warmth, and confusion churning in her eyes. She continued to shake her head.
"No Sango let me go. I-I just need to be alone for a while."
Sango nodded and stepped back. She started to cry as she watched Kagome stumble out of the room.
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'What have I done? What have I done?' kagome thought frantically.
'Why did I do that? What id wrong with me?' She began to think of the things she have done and what she had said in the past few days. A devastating urge to vomit overtook Kagome and she swayed to the bushes. She continued to heave until noting was left in her stomach. As she got up and continued to walk, she sobbed harder.
'I am a horrible person.' Thoughts came randomly. 'It's my entire fault most of my friends are dead.'
'No, it's not,' a bitter voice argued, 'you did it to survive, they would have died anyway after they had killed you. You did the right thing.'
'NO! It was wrong, I don't deserve to live. I am a bad person!'
'Killing people is not wrong. You played the game and came out on top, you showed you deserve to live in this world.'
'STOP! IT WAS WRONG!'
'I'm telling you, you didn't do anything wrong. You just did what you were told'
'SHUT UP! YOU'RE WRONG!'
Kagome fell to the ground sobbing. She wrapped her arms around her legs and buried her face in her knees as the internal battle waged.
'You made me do this! You made me kill all those people! Didn't you?!'
The icy voice laughed softly,
'I am a part of you; I have always been part of you. I am the part of everyone. I am the thoughts everyone pushes aside, everyone forgets, but I am always there. I just was tired of being pushed aside, so I came out.'
'No! Why did you do that?!'
'I saved us! You would be dead without me! You can't win in this world being a pathetic defenseless weakling! Don't you understand that?'
'Just go away, just go away and don't come back, I don't care of I die. I don't deserve to live anyway.'
'I can't leave, for now though, I will go back into the depths of your mind, but I will be back. You can count on that.'
-Silence-
Kagome lay exhausted on the ground. The ground began to become soggy with her endless flow of tears. The stars twinkled merrily in the sky.
'The stars, they are the only things that haven't changed. Even if the world comes to an end, they will still be there.'
Finally, Kagome's tears ceased and she lay staring up at the stars. And, for an instant, laying and into the eternal starlight, she could of sworn she felt happy.
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There's something inside me
It's, it's coming out
I feel like killing you
Let loose the anger, held back too long
My blood runs cold Through my anatomy, dwells another being
Rooted in my cortex, a servant to its bidding Brutality now becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead Eyes bulging from their sockets
With every swing of my mallet
I smash your fucking head in, until brains seep in
through the cracks, blood does leak
distorted beauty, catastrophe
Steaming slop, splattered all over me Lifeless body, slouching dead lecherous absence, where you once had a head Avoiding the prophecy of my new found lust
You will never live again, soon your life will end
I'll see you die at my feet, eternally I smash your face
facial bones collapse as I crack your skull in half Crushing, cranial, contents Draining the snot, I rip out the eyes
squeezing them in my hands nerves are incised
Peeling the flesh off the bottom of my weapon
Involuntarily pulpifying facial regions Suffer, and then you die Torture, pulverized At one with my sixth sense, I feel free
To kill as I please, no one can stop me Created to kill, the carnage continues
Violently reshaping human facial tissue Brutality becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead
(This song is called HAMMER SMASHED FACE by cannibal corpse from their album TOMB OF THE MUTILATED isn't it great?)
Kagome turned the volume up on her CD player as she listened to the song over and over. She had found her CD player with the supplies she had left for Kaede. The sound seemed to calm Kagome as she sat high up on the edge of a cliff.
She had gotten in an argument with Sango for the first time in a long time. They had been arguing about Kagome's condition. Sango wanted Kagome to stay and rest, but Kagome had other plans. She needed time to think. Kagome began to get up to move to a more comfortable position when a sharp pain tore at her ribs. A small gasp escaped her lips as she began to fall from her perched position. She tripped and fell, almost flying in the open air as she plummeted towards the earth.
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Authors note! I was going to make this even longer, but I want to go play in the snow! Ya! School was cancelled again! Woo-hoo! Praise the squirrels! Please review (I know this isn't my best chapter so don't get on my case about it k?) PLEASE REVIEW!
