Disclaimer: I do not own Yuyu Hakusho or any of the characters in it.
Kousei and Zoutou are my friend and I's characters, thus, they belong to
us.
Dedicated to: Zoutou.
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Hiei stared at Kurama for along time. The fox was sitting in his chair looking at the floor sorrowfully, as if he was begging for the answers to all his problems to leap out of the carpet. Hiei didn't understand why Kurama had been so cruel to Kousei, they were always very lovey dovey and affectionate. What happened to change that so quickly? It seemed Kousei didn't know either. He was surprised to discover he was mad at the fox for making Kousei cry. He was mad at him for hurting her. Finally Hiei could not take the silence anymore.
"Aren't you going to go after her?" Hiei demanded. Kurama continued to stare at the floor; tears were prickling at the side of his eyes.
"No. I will not go after her," Kurama replied, his sadness evident in his voice.
"Why the hell not?" Hiei's tone rose a degree with anger.
"Because she doesn't want me to come after her." This shocked Hiei. Why wouldn't Kousei want him to go after her? The damn kitsune was obsessed with Kurama.
"You're a brainless fool Kurama," Hiei hissed. Kurama sighed and smiled sadly. A tear rolled down the side of his cheek. He chuckled a little to himself. Hiei looked at his friend curiously. He must be going crazy.
"No Hiei, I think my problem is I'm to smart for my own good." Kurama looked up at his fiery friend. Hiei was even more confused. Why was Kurama so upset when he was being such a baka just a few minutes ago? Why? WHY!?
Kurama seemed to stare at Hiei for a moment, looking into the depths of his eyes. The kitsune could see all the anger and confusion in those red eyes directed toward him. Kurama smiled sadly again.
"You are mad at me and worried about her. You really care for her don't you?" Kurama asked, his voice only above a whisper. Hiei blinked. Care for her? What the hell was that suppose to mean? Hiei would never admit to Kurama he cared for Kousei, or to himself for that matter. Damn the dreams. They didn't mean he cared for her. He hated that damn kitsune. Kurama face looked slightly amused as Hiei fidgeted uneasily in his chair.
"I don't know what you're talking about kitsune," Hiei replied forcefully. Kurama looked away from him back to the floor. The amusement disappeared and the sorrowful look returned.
"Than perhaps this wasn't in vain after all. " Kurama whispered. He seemed to be talking to himself now, not even acknowledging the smaller demon. The fox rose, and walked to the doorway. He stopped suddenly.
"Take care of my kitsune, Hiei." Kurama said without turning. Than the redheaded fox was gone, leaving a very bewildered Hiei behind.
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Kurama sat in his garden watching over his flowers. The roses didn't give him the comfort they usually did. They looked wilted and dry. All he could think about has Kousei. The sad kitsune sighed. It was for the best though. All he ever would want for her is happiness. And he would do whatever he had to do to give her happiness, even if it meant breaking her heart. It had been awhile since Kurama knew he had to do this, but he dreaded it so much and kept putting it off.
Kurama smiled sadly. He remembered the night when his world come crashing down. He remembered it vividly.
~~ One month ago ~~
Kurama held Kousei lovingly in his arms. She felt so good against him; he didn't ever want to let her go. And he smiled at the fact that he wouldn't ever have too. Kousei was his, he had marked her. They had spent a beautiful night together and now she slept peacefully in his embrace. The fox brushed a strand of long black hair out of his mate's face. Kousei responded by smiling and cuddling closer in her sleep. Kurama kissed her forehead gently. The female fox shivered and mumbled something.
"Hi.ei."
Kurama froze, his breathing stopped. What.? Did. did she just say Hiei? The kitsune pried himself from her and looked down at his mate. She was sleeping still, smiling as always. Kurama shook his head. He must have just been drifting off to sleep and his mind playing games on him. Why would Kousei cry Hiei's name out in her sleep?
"Uhmm. Hiei."
Kurama frowned. That definitely wasn't his imagination. He stroked her face in disbelief. Kousei's smile widened and she started to purr slightly.
"Hiei."
He pulled his hand away as if her skin had burned him. The kitsune's eyes were wide with shock. When Kurama touched her she moaned Hiei's name. Did that mean she was dreaming about Hiei. touching her? He shuddered. No. NO. This can't be happening. It was just a dream. That's all. Probably just a stupid dream.
Kurama kept telling himself that over and over as he lay in bed. He made sure not to touch Kousei again that night.
~~Present~~
Kurama had tried to make himself forget that night. Tried to make himself trust Kousei. But he was full of suspicion and doubt. He was aware of every glance and comment between the two. He saw the hidden desire and love behind the hate in their eyes, especially in Hiei's. Kurama couldn't even bring himself to touch Kousei anymore. There was always a fear that deep down she was imagining it was Hiei touching her, like in the dream. He knew Kousei would be happy with Hiei. But could he make that sacrifice for her?
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Vocabulary:
Baka: idiot, stupid Kitsune: fox Ookami: wolf Ningen: human Gomen: I'm sorry
Now that Kurama and Kousei are officially over, will Hiei move in? Will Kousei be able to except Kurama's rejection and move on? Sorry for the short chapter and please review!!!
Dedicated to: Zoutou.
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Hiei stared at Kurama for along time. The fox was sitting in his chair looking at the floor sorrowfully, as if he was begging for the answers to all his problems to leap out of the carpet. Hiei didn't understand why Kurama had been so cruel to Kousei, they were always very lovey dovey and affectionate. What happened to change that so quickly? It seemed Kousei didn't know either. He was surprised to discover he was mad at the fox for making Kousei cry. He was mad at him for hurting her. Finally Hiei could not take the silence anymore.
"Aren't you going to go after her?" Hiei demanded. Kurama continued to stare at the floor; tears were prickling at the side of his eyes.
"No. I will not go after her," Kurama replied, his sadness evident in his voice.
"Why the hell not?" Hiei's tone rose a degree with anger.
"Because she doesn't want me to come after her." This shocked Hiei. Why wouldn't Kousei want him to go after her? The damn kitsune was obsessed with Kurama.
"You're a brainless fool Kurama," Hiei hissed. Kurama sighed and smiled sadly. A tear rolled down the side of his cheek. He chuckled a little to himself. Hiei looked at his friend curiously. He must be going crazy.
"No Hiei, I think my problem is I'm to smart for my own good." Kurama looked up at his fiery friend. Hiei was even more confused. Why was Kurama so upset when he was being such a baka just a few minutes ago? Why? WHY!?
Kurama seemed to stare at Hiei for a moment, looking into the depths of his eyes. The kitsune could see all the anger and confusion in those red eyes directed toward him. Kurama smiled sadly again.
"You are mad at me and worried about her. You really care for her don't you?" Kurama asked, his voice only above a whisper. Hiei blinked. Care for her? What the hell was that suppose to mean? Hiei would never admit to Kurama he cared for Kousei, or to himself for that matter. Damn the dreams. They didn't mean he cared for her. He hated that damn kitsune. Kurama face looked slightly amused as Hiei fidgeted uneasily in his chair.
"I don't know what you're talking about kitsune," Hiei replied forcefully. Kurama looked away from him back to the floor. The amusement disappeared and the sorrowful look returned.
"Than perhaps this wasn't in vain after all. " Kurama whispered. He seemed to be talking to himself now, not even acknowledging the smaller demon. The fox rose, and walked to the doorway. He stopped suddenly.
"Take care of my kitsune, Hiei." Kurama said without turning. Than the redheaded fox was gone, leaving a very bewildered Hiei behind.
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Kurama sat in his garden watching over his flowers. The roses didn't give him the comfort they usually did. They looked wilted and dry. All he could think about has Kousei. The sad kitsune sighed. It was for the best though. All he ever would want for her is happiness. And he would do whatever he had to do to give her happiness, even if it meant breaking her heart. It had been awhile since Kurama knew he had to do this, but he dreaded it so much and kept putting it off.
Kurama smiled sadly. He remembered the night when his world come crashing down. He remembered it vividly.
~~ One month ago ~~
Kurama held Kousei lovingly in his arms. She felt so good against him; he didn't ever want to let her go. And he smiled at the fact that he wouldn't ever have too. Kousei was his, he had marked her. They had spent a beautiful night together and now she slept peacefully in his embrace. The fox brushed a strand of long black hair out of his mate's face. Kousei responded by smiling and cuddling closer in her sleep. Kurama kissed her forehead gently. The female fox shivered and mumbled something.
"Hi.ei."
Kurama froze, his breathing stopped. What.? Did. did she just say Hiei? The kitsune pried himself from her and looked down at his mate. She was sleeping still, smiling as always. Kurama shook his head. He must have just been drifting off to sleep and his mind playing games on him. Why would Kousei cry Hiei's name out in her sleep?
"Uhmm. Hiei."
Kurama frowned. That definitely wasn't his imagination. He stroked her face in disbelief. Kousei's smile widened and she started to purr slightly.
"Hiei."
He pulled his hand away as if her skin had burned him. The kitsune's eyes were wide with shock. When Kurama touched her she moaned Hiei's name. Did that mean she was dreaming about Hiei. touching her? He shuddered. No. NO. This can't be happening. It was just a dream. That's all. Probably just a stupid dream.
Kurama kept telling himself that over and over as he lay in bed. He made sure not to touch Kousei again that night.
~~Present~~
Kurama had tried to make himself forget that night. Tried to make himself trust Kousei. But he was full of suspicion and doubt. He was aware of every glance and comment between the two. He saw the hidden desire and love behind the hate in their eyes, especially in Hiei's. Kurama couldn't even bring himself to touch Kousei anymore. There was always a fear that deep down she was imagining it was Hiei touching her, like in the dream. He knew Kousei would be happy with Hiei. But could he make that sacrifice for her?
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Vocabulary:
Baka: idiot, stupid Kitsune: fox Ookami: wolf Ningen: human Gomen: I'm sorry
Now that Kurama and Kousei are officially over, will Hiei move in? Will Kousei be able to except Kurama's rejection and move on? Sorry for the short chapter and please review!!!
