AN: Before we start the chapter, we just want to say sorry about the lyrics in the previous chapter, the internet gave the wrong lyrics. The lyrics in the chapter were straight from the CD, no internet. We hope you enjoy this chapter and thanks for the great feedback.

Story Title~ Once and Again

Chapter Title~ What Is It?

Authors~ JamiesAngel2008 & Isabelle8888

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It was the day after Jamie took Landon to her lake. Jamie was in her room
listening to music thinking about what had happened the previous day. She
decided to write it in her journal.

Yesterday I decided to take Landon to ' My Lake'. I wanted to help him feel special, so bad it hurt me inside. When he took my hand some sort of… I don't know 'Magical emotion spread over me. I can't put my finger on it yet. And when he started stroking my cheek, I felt, I don't know what I felt. But I know I've never felt in before. I scares me.

Landon has became a close friend, I don't want to lose him, but I need to figure out what that kiss meant, what I'm feeling.


Landon was sitting at the kitchen table reading the news paper when Jamie
came in. "Hey," Landon said quietly.

"Hey Landon, I really need to talk to you," She said sitting across from
him.

"Okay, let's talk then." Landon said as he put the paper to the side.

~ I lie in bed and watch the shadows dancing across the wall.

Nothing to do but think of you and count the tears that fall.

Oh how I wish it was real.

I wish I could feel you holding me close.~



"Landon about yesterday I wanted--"

"Jamie I think we just got caught up in all the emotion," Landon said
interrupting her.

"That's what I was going to say," Jamie replied with a smile. "So we
shouldn't let this affect us."

"I totally agree," Landon said with a smile.

"Okay cool," Jamie said feeling satisfied but at the same time it still dint answer what she's feeling inside every time she looks at him.

"Well I'm going to go into town, I'll see you later," Landon said getting up.

"Bye!" Jamie called after him.


As Landon was walking he looked up at the sky. He saw not a cloud in it. He
was concentrating on it so hard he didn't see the girl exit from the store.
Landon ran right into her knocking her bags out of her hands.

"Oh, I'm sorry!" Landon said bending down to pick them up.

"It's fine," the girl replied.

Landon looked up at the girl. "Hey, Megan!" He exclaimed realizing who it
was.

It was Megan Brooks, she and Landon go to the same collage. She's lived most of her life in Beaufort. Her parents all ways had her in private school, so she doesn't really know anyone her age in Beaufort.


"Oh my gosh! Landon what's up!" She said pulling him into a hug.

"Just about everything under the sun," Landon said with a dry laugh.

"Wanna talk about it over coffee?" She asked with hope sparkling in her
eyes.

"Sure," Landon said with a smile.



Landon and Megan talked for hours. Landon finally looked at his watch. "Oh,
Megan I gotta go, Bet will have a fit if I don't at least stop by for a bit."

"Okay Landon, but hey, why don't you meet me across the street for dinner,"
Megan said with a flirty smile.

"Well. . ." Landon said with a weary smile.

"Please Landon," Megan said grabbing his arm.

"Oh what the hell, 7:30 sound good to you?"



Jamie was watching T.V when Landon came home. "Hey!" She said turning the
volume down.

"Guess what?" Landon asked grinning.

"What?" Jamie asked turning to look at him.

"I have a date tonight with Megan!" Landon exclaimed happily.

"Who is Megan," Jamie said feeling sick.


~The only thing I know for sure is I should've never let you go.

I would walk the world, I'd cross the sea.

I'd journey beyond the moon.

I'd try anything, go anywhere.

To find my way back to you.~


"I go to collage with her. She lives here but went to a private school so we never saw her around much." Landon said running a hand through his hair.

"Landon I'm really happy for you," Jamie said smiling a fake smile.

"Thanks Jamie but I'm going to get ready and stop by the church to talk to
your dad," Landon said going up stairs.


Jamie was alone at home. She was sitting on the couch waiting for her dad or
Landon to get home. She didn't think she'd see Landon and that made her mad.
But she didn't know why she was mad.

"This is making me so mad!!" She said aloud. "I wonder what he's doing."

Jamie shook her head as if to shake the thought. "No I don't care!!" She
said to herself. Jamie then got up and started walking back and forth.

~ I think I was afraid ( what can I say).

All I can do is face the truth and deal with the mess that I made.

Now all I want is a chance to take it back, can't go on like this.

Cause since we've said goodbye.

I have been lost in loneliness~



"Why is this happening? Why do I feel so confused?" She asked herself.
Jamie then walked into the kitchen, then to the dining room, then finally back to the front

room. She looked around the room and fell to her knees and
screamed in frustration.

SONG:// Faith Hill= Back to you.

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