AN: Here's the next chapter, thanks for the reviews.

Story: Once and Again

Chapter: To my Angel

Authors: JamiesAngel2008 & Isabelle

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Jamie sat on the ground with her knees to her chest for about half hour. Her whole life came flying back, and she didn't know what to do.

After a couple of more minutes, Jamie goes inside.

" Sweetie, what's wrong?" Colleen asked from the kitchen table as Jamie walks up to her.

" I remember." Jamie said as she sits down.

" You had another flash back?" Colleen asked, trying to understand.

" No, I remember my whole life." Jamie said as she runs her fingers threw her hair.

" If you talk about it, it might help." Colleen said as she grabs Jamie's hand.

" Ok." Jamie said.

Jamie explained most of her life to Colleen, there was something about her that made Jamie open up to her.

" Sweetie what are you going to do?" Colleen asked.

" The right thing, what I need." Jamie said.

Landon decided to stay with Bert, and put school off for awhile.

Landon has tried to stop thinking of Jamie, but it isn't working. Every inch of the house, the town, reminds Landon of his lost love.

~ Where are you now?

Are you happy?

Can you see the pain I'm in?

I'm sorry for the pain I caused.

Can you forgive me?~

Bert spends all of his time at the church, he feels so much lose and pain, he doesn't know what else to do.

Landon sits on the edge of his bed, with nothing to do, nothing to think.

Images of Jamie is all he sees. A minute doesn't go by with out him blaming himself.

" I miss you so much." Landon said as he stares into a picture of him and Jamie, taken not to long ago.

" I'm gonna lose it, I need to get out of here." Landon said as he walks out of his room and leaves the house.

Landon ends up at Jamie's tombstone.

" I hope your happy, I know your in heaven." Landon said as he kneels in front of her stone.

~ I try so hard not to think of you.

I try so hard not to think I killed you.

Would it have made a difference,

I got left a little sooner?

Would you still be here with me,

If I had to guts to tell you how I feel?

What am I suppose to do now,

With you not by my side?~

" Every time I leave the house, this is where I end up. It's a way to feel close to you but it's not the same. Bert can't seem to bring him self here, he doesn't want to deal with the fact, that someone he loves died again, I don't blame him, I hope you don't.

I love you, I love you so much, I just wish I would have gotten the chance to tell you." Landon said as he tears run down his face, has his heart breaks, over and over again.

~ I do things to make it better, they never work.

I talk to this stone, hoping you hear.

I live in the past,

Because the future is only pain.

Your all I had lift,

And I let you down.~

His emotions are on over drive, he didn't realized there was someone far behind him, listening to every word.

To my angel By Isabelle.

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JamiesAngel2008

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Isabelle