Story: Once and Again

Chapter: No Feelings

Authors: JamiesAngel2008 & Isabelle

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Landon felt a strong presence around him. He looked over his shoulder to
find no one there. 'Odd,' he thought to himself.

Jamie pulled herself behind the big tree not wanting Landon to see her, not
yet.

She poked her head out from behind the tree to see Landon driving off
in his car back to her house.

Jamie walked over to where Landon was standing just seconds before. "So this
is what it's like to stand at your tombstone," Jamie said to herself.

~Nothing seems right, I see your face, a face I know I love but,

Something isn't right.

I see your love for me but

Something isn't right.

Nothing seems in place

It's not how it should be

Something isn't right~

She sat down next to it and closed her eyes, as if she were trying to
remember something. "Something is wrong," Jamie said quietly to herself.

Indeed something was wrong, very wrong. Jamie had remembered everything, and
she even went through the emotions as she remembered.

But one special thing came to her attention. "I saw his face and I felt nothing!" She cried standing up.

Jamie had never felt so horrible in her life; she didn't even feel this bad when she couldn't remember anything. "What's wrong with me, I mean I feel
love for my dad, my mom, Cynthia . . . but not Landon," she said as tears
blurred her vision.

~There it is, feel

Love, pain, hurt, happiness, sadness

All of it, none I feel for you.

Why, what went wrong?

How do I make it right?

I knew something wasn't right.~



Jamie stood there a moment longer not knowing what to do. Then an idea
popped into her head. "I'll go talk to dad!" She said to herself and herself
alone.

Jamie started in a run to the church for she had no car. A million things went through her mind as she ran. All her thoughts jumbled together and she
couldn't think straight. "What's wrong with me?" She asked looking up at the
sky.

As an answer rain started falling lightly on her as she ran. "I don't want to hurt him, don't make me hurt him," She prayed aloud.

~ Feel, it seems so small and yet so bad.

I feel so lost. I feel so empty.

The only true thing I have ever had, the true thing I remember is now gone but something so small.

Being able to feel my love for him.~

When she looked ahead of her she saw the church coming into view. She hoped
her father was in there working or something, she ran into the church and to
the back office.

She opened the door. "Dad," she said softly.

Bert looked up and stared in awe. "Jamie?" He asked not believing his
daughter was standing there in front of him.

"It's me," Jamie replied.

"Oh thank you God," Bert praised raising a hand toward the heavens. "Thank
you God."



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