[FIC]  My Dream – 1/1

TITLE:  My Dream

AUTHOR:  purkle dragon goddess

DISCLAIMER:  don't own anything, except a couple of kids and lots of bills...you want 'em?

WARNINGS:  none

RATING:  G as nothing is happening...

PAIRING(S):  none really just a thought process

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS:  as if!

SPOILERS:  please...

SUMMARY:  someone asked for a story...I'm almost willing to write one.    Short thought process from one of the brothers...you know I have no idea who I was writing this as so don't kill me.

He sits there watching me, not realizing I've noticed.   I don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to take this.  It's not as if I don't enjoy the attention, when he's paying attention to me that is.  The times he's home now are shorter than ever, he's always gone out somewhere without me. 

I told him once how I felt but I don't think he believed me.  After all it's not exactly the normal thing now is it?  But then again since when have we ever been normal? 

I dream at night of his caress, longing for his sweet mouth on mine.  He stopped kissing me good night too long ago, but that was before I told him.  Maybe he already knew.  Or maybe he felt the same way?  That's an interesting thought.

I wonder what he dreams of?  Does he wake up at night covered in sweat, body soaked wanting to walk to my room?  Does he wonder if that happened how I'd react?  I know I do.

I went to his room one night after just such a dream.  My pulse was pounding throughout my body, I felt as if on fire.  I had to see him lying there convince myself it had only been a dream.

Hell, I even kissed him once while he was asleep.  He was sick, hot from fever and all I could think of was how easy it would be at that time.  He wouldn't be able refuse me, and later he wouldn't have to be ashamed, I would have taken advantage of him.  Does that make me evil?  Or cruel?

Maybe tonight, I'll visit him again...while he's asleep...he can dream of whomever it is he thinks of at night...and I can fulfill mine.