A Different Perspective
Disclaimer: J.K. Rowling owns this beautiful pairing, well, the people involved at least!
Notes: Ok, I need a beta! Please e-mail me at a_typical_snarry_fan@yahoo.com Who wants this to be an R rated fic? Eh? Well, voice your opinion in e-mails or reviews! Ok, I know that you all have been waiting for slash and this story won't be a pre-slash! I am not fond of them. How's my title?
By: A Typical Snarry Fan
Spoilers: None really, unless you haven't read any books. A BIG SPOILER FOR BOOK 5! Ok, now on with the story!
Rate: PG-13
Warnings: Slash, HP /SS: The Best!
Notes: Ok, don't kill me 'cos the characters are OOC! Yay, I uploaded~
Chapter 5: Harry's POV: Love or What?
************************* Weeks have passed and I still don't have the courage to tell him I love him or to ask him when we can meet. I have flirted with him at every Order meeting. He turns red and mutters for me to stop, but I am sure that he feels the same way. . "Severus? May I have a word?" I was nervous. I made up my mind to talk to him after an Order meeting.
"Okay, Harry. My rooms or yours?" I peer at his face from under my glasses. He looks a little pale.
"Better mine because it's closer."
He follows me in silence.
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I want to tell him that I love him, that I'll never leave him. I know he feels the same way. I can just tell, but the words never come out of my mouth.
"I want to-to know when we can meet you know, to see if you can-can fix my sickness."
He looks sad and hurt, but it goes away like a flash of the wind. Why? "Is- is that all?"
I nod.
"Oh well, we'll just see when I am free, Mr. Potter." He sneers rather coldly.
"What's wrong?"
"What? Actual working people don't have free time to go and fix the Golden Boy. Now, if you excuse me, I'm off to do something more important than listen to Dumbledore's pet cry about his worries." He storms out of my room, knocking down pictures as he goes.
"What was he expecting?" I shout angrily to myself. I don't understand. We were so close, but now he turns nasty! I kick a few more things around, trying to finger it out. Suddenly, it hits me. He may have thought hat I was just messing with him. Maybe he feels rejected. I just have to say something to him even if it kills me.
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"Se-Severus? May I have a word?" I am at his door, waiting for a reply. *
I wince when I hear glass shatter.
"POTTER! What do you want?" He sneers from inside the door. I gag from the alcohol scent reeking for the room.
"I-I want to take to you."
"Make it quick!" H sneers but opens the door a crack. "Well?"
"I have something to say. I-I love you." I choke on the words.
"W-what?" He seems shocked. Maybe I was wrong.
"I-I said, I l-love you." I wince, thinking the worst.
"H-Harry . . . You can't mean it." I am shocked. What does he mean? I am certain!
"I-I don't understand."
"Harry, we just can't do this. I mean, I am an old man. I have killed-"
I cut him off. "Severus, I don't care how old you are! I love you! You may be insecure, he I will love you no matter what." I can see him think this over.
"No, Harry, what would Black think?"
My stomach turns uneasily. If Sirius doesn't accept me, that is his loss. I don't want to loose Severus over Sirius. I can tell that this will be a long battle. "Severus, if Sirius does not accept me, then he is not a good godparent. Please, Severus, you need to be happy for once."
"Harry, look how I've treated you. You are too young. This is unjust." I still don't understand. Does he want me?
"D-do you want me?" I try not to show the rejection in my voice.
"Harry, I do but I-I, hell!" I saw sparks. He kissed me, but softly. It is queer that he looks like such a rough man and yet he is kissing like the wind gently blowing.
As soon as we break up, I cough. He looks at me. "Harry, we-we need to sit down and talk, Ok?" I nod. "Good, but now I think that we have to talk to Albus."
"Severus? May I call you 'Sev'?" I had thought this over.
He smiles. "As long as you keep those disturbed nicknames in private, it is fine."
"Now," he sticks out an arm, "I believe that we are off to see a wizard?"
I hook my arm with his. "Sev, please do not tell me that you watch Muggle movies!"
He smirks. "There are something that you don't know about me." He whispers in my ear.
As we walk toward the meeting room, I hear a sharp intake of breath. Severus looks around as do I. Sirius is sinking to the floor. "D-damn ! A- Albus was r-right!" he chokes out and faints.
Severus raises an eyebrow. "It seems that Black could not take it."
I laugh. "Severus? Were we being set up?"
"Yes, I believe so. Now, lets go."
A/N: Sorry if this is a bad chappie! I should have Severus' POV out soon.
Remember to review!
{Key: *--- Everyone in the Order has a room 'cos it is summer and Severus has no school to teach.}
Disclaimer: J.K. Rowling owns this beautiful pairing, well, the people involved at least!
Notes: Ok, I need a beta! Please e-mail me at a_typical_snarry_fan@yahoo.com Who wants this to be an R rated fic? Eh? Well, voice your opinion in e-mails or reviews! Ok, I know that you all have been waiting for slash and this story won't be a pre-slash! I am not fond of them. How's my title?
By: A Typical Snarry Fan
Spoilers: None really, unless you haven't read any books. A BIG SPOILER FOR BOOK 5! Ok, now on with the story!
Rate: PG-13
Warnings: Slash, HP /SS: The Best!
Notes: Ok, don't kill me 'cos the characters are OOC! Yay, I uploaded~
Chapter 5: Harry's POV: Love or What?
************************* Weeks have passed and I still don't have the courage to tell him I love him or to ask him when we can meet. I have flirted with him at every Order meeting. He turns red and mutters for me to stop, but I am sure that he feels the same way. . "Severus? May I have a word?" I was nervous. I made up my mind to talk to him after an Order meeting.
"Okay, Harry. My rooms or yours?" I peer at his face from under my glasses. He looks a little pale.
"Better mine because it's closer."
He follows me in silence.
********
I want to tell him that I love him, that I'll never leave him. I know he feels the same way. I can just tell, but the words never come out of my mouth.
"I want to-to know when we can meet you know, to see if you can-can fix my sickness."
He looks sad and hurt, but it goes away like a flash of the wind. Why? "Is- is that all?"
I nod.
"Oh well, we'll just see when I am free, Mr. Potter." He sneers rather coldly.
"What's wrong?"
"What? Actual working people don't have free time to go and fix the Golden Boy. Now, if you excuse me, I'm off to do something more important than listen to Dumbledore's pet cry about his worries." He storms out of my room, knocking down pictures as he goes.
"What was he expecting?" I shout angrily to myself. I don't understand. We were so close, but now he turns nasty! I kick a few more things around, trying to finger it out. Suddenly, it hits me. He may have thought hat I was just messing with him. Maybe he feels rejected. I just have to say something to him even if it kills me.
**************
"Se-Severus? May I have a word?" I am at his door, waiting for a reply. *
I wince when I hear glass shatter.
"POTTER! What do you want?" He sneers from inside the door. I gag from the alcohol scent reeking for the room.
"I-I want to take to you."
"Make it quick!" H sneers but opens the door a crack. "Well?"
"I have something to say. I-I love you." I choke on the words.
"W-what?" He seems shocked. Maybe I was wrong.
"I-I said, I l-love you." I wince, thinking the worst.
"H-Harry . . . You can't mean it." I am shocked. What does he mean? I am certain!
"I-I don't understand."
"Harry, we just can't do this. I mean, I am an old man. I have killed-"
I cut him off. "Severus, I don't care how old you are! I love you! You may be insecure, he I will love you no matter what." I can see him think this over.
"No, Harry, what would Black think?"
My stomach turns uneasily. If Sirius doesn't accept me, that is his loss. I don't want to loose Severus over Sirius. I can tell that this will be a long battle. "Severus, if Sirius does not accept me, then he is not a good godparent. Please, Severus, you need to be happy for once."
"Harry, look how I've treated you. You are too young. This is unjust." I still don't understand. Does he want me?
"D-do you want me?" I try not to show the rejection in my voice.
"Harry, I do but I-I, hell!" I saw sparks. He kissed me, but softly. It is queer that he looks like such a rough man and yet he is kissing like the wind gently blowing.
As soon as we break up, I cough. He looks at me. "Harry, we-we need to sit down and talk, Ok?" I nod. "Good, but now I think that we have to talk to Albus."
"Severus? May I call you 'Sev'?" I had thought this over.
He smiles. "As long as you keep those disturbed nicknames in private, it is fine."
"Now," he sticks out an arm, "I believe that we are off to see a wizard?"
I hook my arm with his. "Sev, please do not tell me that you watch Muggle movies!"
He smirks. "There are something that you don't know about me." He whispers in my ear.
As we walk toward the meeting room, I hear a sharp intake of breath. Severus looks around as do I. Sirius is sinking to the floor. "D-damn ! A- Albus was r-right!" he chokes out and faints.
Severus raises an eyebrow. "It seems that Black could not take it."
I laugh. "Severus? Were we being set up?"
"Yes, I believe so. Now, lets go."
A/N: Sorry if this is a bad chappie! I should have Severus' POV out soon.
Remember to review!
{Key: *--- Everyone in the Order has a room 'cos it is summer and Severus has no school to teach.}
