Chapter II=======================card captor sakura
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It is good to have your love one by your side. You don't care of anything and any body else since you have found the person you want to be with forever. Sakura, Now that Syaoran's back, She didn't want to let him go. Syaoran was the only reason she needed to survive, but then, she still know that he will leave her and continue living life with his girlfriend in hongkong and life with out her. She couldn't trust Syaoran but telling her that he would stay with her. It's a part of being the new master of the clow cards. She could predict almost everything with the help of Clow.
'Syaoran always told me that he stays with me. He will, but... not for a long time. A love one will arrive and snatch my love one back to their hometown. He'll never stay here forever.' She muttered to herself. Meiling heard this.
'You knew all along that he won't be staying here with you forever then, Sakura?' she ask.
'... Yes... I knew it. since the day he left. He would met someone else.'
'you're not alarmed are you?'
'No. But I would gladly accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore, and, that I have no more chance to win his heart. I can only be in his arms for a matter of a rainy days, at sunny days and beyond. I wont be anymore in his heart.'
'That can make change, right?'
'Yes... they could be change... If he can... he can face the fact that I would die.'
'Sakura... you already have the antidote di-'
'I am physically and emotionally sick Meiling'
'What do you mean by that?'
'I have Luekemia.'
'You couldn't be-'
'I don't know how and when I got it. But then I don't mind. Life's so short for a person like me, let it be that way. I don't care anymore. I don't care if I live or die. As long as I saw syaoran happy, I would accept everything. So Meiling, please take care of Syaoran for me. You're my only hope.'
'You're joking. aren't you Sakura?'
She shake her head.
'You're perfect! You can't go on living him behind! just like that!! You can't live him to Mei-Mei!! She's poisoning his mind all the time!! She wanted him to forget you!!'
'He would be glad to stay with her than he's old Sakura.'
'Sakura... No!!' Meiling cried as Skura shut the door as she left the room. She remembered how Syaoran looked when she's with mei-mei, but Meiling don't want her, she wanted her old friend to be her cousin's wife.
'Sakura...' She continued crying.
On the other hand, sakura was crying too bout what she had told Meiling. Tomoyo knew what was happening to her coz' she had talk to her doctor. The doctor told her that she will die soon.
She found this two years ago. kero knew too but, He told her that even magic couldn't cure such disease. So, she had accept already everything bout life and live it normally. She walk out of the building and stay at the view close to the Sakura bridge. she sat there under the shade of the Sakura tree and watching the blue sky while crying.
' the Sky is endless as the time,
but life is as deep as the sea shores.
when I could no longer hold on.
Come on home hurry,
before you get to see,
the last piece of me.
Syaoran... Naze...? why does life had to be like this? I didn't love you for anything else. I love you for what you are. But, am I too mch that's why I end up like this? If this is the case... then I shouldn't have fallen in love with you then? Should I be the one to be blame for what's happening to me or is it you? I don't want to leave you at all. but, My life is too short. If I could only had another lifetime then I could... I could stay here with you and looking up to the endless stars above us...' She said crying.
'Oh! Syaoran! I want to be with you forever!!!!' She shouted. then she fell down on the ground.
Syaoran was now Finding Sakura. He had reach the spot where Sakura is. But she was lying on the ground. she look pretty white and her eye lashes are wet, He notice that she cried. He carried her directly to the nearest hospital. Sooner or Later. she was alright. But she was whispering bout the stars.
'Syaoran-kun... I want to see the stars with you.'
'We will, so you take care of yourself now... please...'
'Promise me you'll never leave me until the time of my death. You would never leave me...'
'No don't say that! You'll be fine! Sakura!'
'... I will... stay alive for Syaoran-kun.. i wanted to see him... to be with him...' then she fell asleep.
Syaoran waited for her to woke up. she woke up and they head to the roof top. And both sat and look up to the stars.
'The stars are endless. So as the time.
They can never be seen in the bluest sky above us but,
They are still there watching over.
You can find me there.'
'Sakura...'
'You know before I loose my conciuosness I made a poem.'
'Really? let me hear it.'
' The sky is endless as the time,
but life is as deep as the sea shores.
When I could no longer hold on.
Come on home hurry,
Before you get to see,
The last piece of me...'
'Sakura...' He put his arm across her shoulders.
' Remember me, the stars are endlessly scattered to the sky.
It may symbolise something pretty good and something bad.
As long as I'm stepping on this earth.
Hold on to me as soon as I slept,
Away from you...
I love you very much syaoran. I love you more than anyone else.' she said as she became suddenly heavy. Syaoran notice this and shake her body. but she doesn't open her eyes.
'Hoy! Sakura!! open your eyes!! you'll be fine!! Please open your eyes!! OPen it!!' He cried but she doesn't open her eyes.
'You're pulse!! you're alive!!' But there's no pulse.
'Sakura! don't go!!! Please!! don't go!!! you still have me right?!! So don't die!!! Sakura!!!!' but it's no use. She already passed away.
after a week after sakura's death. Syaoran Recieved a letter from tomoyo.
'She wanted me to give you this a week after she pass away when she was still alive.'
'Tomoyo... How did she die...?'
'... She didn't want to tell you coz' she don't want you to bother... she was sick. she had luekemia. We told her to transport blood but she keeps on refusing it. She doesn't want to have the perrsonality of other people. she wanted to stay the way she was born. She really doesn't want you to be hurt. that's why she tried to leave for more few years until then.'
'What's the cause of it...?'
'Waiting for you. Waiting and dreaming for you to come along the line. she was dreaming bout this visions then, bout you having Mei-mei and her death as well.'
'... Sakura... I'm the reason then... I don't want to go back because of a wrong decision. I'm so stupid to let her believe me that I would come back when I didn't'
'You did, Syaoran, and she was thankful to that. I know Sakura's happy to that. even for the very last minute of her life you showed up. She was really glad. She really love you then. "I wanted to stay here and to be with everyone forever. I don't want to see all of you crying. I never wanted that. But, My life is no longer needed in this world, I'll die soon Tomoyo-chan. And I want to die in the arms of Syaoran. cause I wanted to be with him. I love him so much..." she told me the day before she died in your arms.'
'Sakura...'
'You can still save her, she's still alive but doesn't want to be found.'
'I can still be with her?'
'Yes. She's somewhere here in tomoeda.'
'Then I'll find her! Now I won't let her go!' Syaoran left his apartment and started looking at the letter.
Thaz The end of it! Drama... I'm lonely thaz why I'm putting things up as a drama play for me.
Gomene.
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It is good to have your love one by your side. You don't care of anything and any body else since you have found the person you want to be with forever. Sakura, Now that Syaoran's back, She didn't want to let him go. Syaoran was the only reason she needed to survive, but then, she still know that he will leave her and continue living life with his girlfriend in hongkong and life with out her. She couldn't trust Syaoran but telling her that he would stay with her. It's a part of being the new master of the clow cards. She could predict almost everything with the help of Clow.
'Syaoran always told me that he stays with me. He will, but... not for a long time. A love one will arrive and snatch my love one back to their hometown. He'll never stay here forever.' She muttered to herself. Meiling heard this.
'You knew all along that he won't be staying here with you forever then, Sakura?' she ask.
'... Yes... I knew it. since the day he left. He would met someone else.'
'you're not alarmed are you?'
'No. But I would gladly accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore, and, that I have no more chance to win his heart. I can only be in his arms for a matter of a rainy days, at sunny days and beyond. I wont be anymore in his heart.'
'That can make change, right?'
'Yes... they could be change... If he can... he can face the fact that I would die.'
'Sakura... you already have the antidote di-'
'I am physically and emotionally sick Meiling'
'What do you mean by that?'
'I have Luekemia.'
'You couldn't be-'
'I don't know how and when I got it. But then I don't mind. Life's so short for a person like me, let it be that way. I don't care anymore. I don't care if I live or die. As long as I saw syaoran happy, I would accept everything. So Meiling, please take care of Syaoran for me. You're my only hope.'
'You're joking. aren't you Sakura?'
She shake her head.
'You're perfect! You can't go on living him behind! just like that!! You can't live him to Mei-Mei!! She's poisoning his mind all the time!! She wanted him to forget you!!'
'He would be glad to stay with her than he's old Sakura.'
'Sakura... No!!' Meiling cried as Skura shut the door as she left the room. She remembered how Syaoran looked when she's with mei-mei, but Meiling don't want her, she wanted her old friend to be her cousin's wife.
'Sakura...' She continued crying.
On the other hand, sakura was crying too bout what she had told Meiling. Tomoyo knew what was happening to her coz' she had talk to her doctor. The doctor told her that she will die soon.
She found this two years ago. kero knew too but, He told her that even magic couldn't cure such disease. So, she had accept already everything bout life and live it normally. She walk out of the building and stay at the view close to the Sakura bridge. she sat there under the shade of the Sakura tree and watching the blue sky while crying.
' the Sky is endless as the time,
but life is as deep as the sea shores.
when I could no longer hold on.
Come on home hurry,
before you get to see,
the last piece of me.
Syaoran... Naze...? why does life had to be like this? I didn't love you for anything else. I love you for what you are. But, am I too mch that's why I end up like this? If this is the case... then I shouldn't have fallen in love with you then? Should I be the one to be blame for what's happening to me or is it you? I don't want to leave you at all. but, My life is too short. If I could only had another lifetime then I could... I could stay here with you and looking up to the endless stars above us...' She said crying.
'Oh! Syaoran! I want to be with you forever!!!!' She shouted. then she fell down on the ground.
Syaoran was now Finding Sakura. He had reach the spot where Sakura is. But she was lying on the ground. she look pretty white and her eye lashes are wet, He notice that she cried. He carried her directly to the nearest hospital. Sooner or Later. she was alright. But she was whispering bout the stars.
'Syaoran-kun... I want to see the stars with you.'
'We will, so you take care of yourself now... please...'
'Promise me you'll never leave me until the time of my death. You would never leave me...'
'No don't say that! You'll be fine! Sakura!'
'... I will... stay alive for Syaoran-kun.. i wanted to see him... to be with him...' then she fell asleep.
Syaoran waited for her to woke up. she woke up and they head to the roof top. And both sat and look up to the stars.
'The stars are endless. So as the time.
They can never be seen in the bluest sky above us but,
They are still there watching over.
You can find me there.'
'Sakura...'
'You know before I loose my conciuosness I made a poem.'
'Really? let me hear it.'
' The sky is endless as the time,
but life is as deep as the sea shores.
When I could no longer hold on.
Come on home hurry,
Before you get to see,
The last piece of me...'
'Sakura...' He put his arm across her shoulders.
' Remember me, the stars are endlessly scattered to the sky.
It may symbolise something pretty good and something bad.
As long as I'm stepping on this earth.
Hold on to me as soon as I slept,
Away from you...
I love you very much syaoran. I love you more than anyone else.' she said as she became suddenly heavy. Syaoran notice this and shake her body. but she doesn't open her eyes.
'Hoy! Sakura!! open your eyes!! you'll be fine!! Please open your eyes!! OPen it!!' He cried but she doesn't open her eyes.
'You're pulse!! you're alive!!' But there's no pulse.
'Sakura! don't go!!! Please!! don't go!!! you still have me right?!! So don't die!!! Sakura!!!!' but it's no use. She already passed away.
after a week after sakura's death. Syaoran Recieved a letter from tomoyo.
'She wanted me to give you this a week after she pass away when she was still alive.'
'Tomoyo... How did she die...?'
'... She didn't want to tell you coz' she don't want you to bother... she was sick. she had luekemia. We told her to transport blood but she keeps on refusing it. She doesn't want to have the perrsonality of other people. she wanted to stay the way she was born. She really doesn't want you to be hurt. that's why she tried to leave for more few years until then.'
'What's the cause of it...?'
'Waiting for you. Waiting and dreaming for you to come along the line. she was dreaming bout this visions then, bout you having Mei-mei and her death as well.'
'... Sakura... I'm the reason then... I don't want to go back because of a wrong decision. I'm so stupid to let her believe me that I would come back when I didn't'
'You did, Syaoran, and she was thankful to that. I know Sakura's happy to that. even for the very last minute of her life you showed up. She was really glad. She really love you then. "I wanted to stay here and to be with everyone forever. I don't want to see all of you crying. I never wanted that. But, My life is no longer needed in this world, I'll die soon Tomoyo-chan. And I want to die in the arms of Syaoran. cause I wanted to be with him. I love him so much..." she told me the day before she died in your arms.'
'Sakura...'
'You can still save her, she's still alive but doesn't want to be found.'
'I can still be with her?'
'Yes. She's somewhere here in tomoeda.'
'Then I'll find her! Now I won't let her go!' Syaoran left his apartment and started looking at the letter.
Thaz The end of it! Drama... I'm lonely thaz why I'm putting things up as a drama play for me.
Gomene.
