A/N: Once again, I thank you all for your reviews. This is the next chapter, obviously, and this one also took me awhile to write. Mostly because I got strep throat and other illnesses as fever, stomach aches, etc. At any rate, I did manage to get better, and am now back. Also, for anyone who is actually kind enough to read my authors note, I was toying with the idea of doing another songfic after this one. Perhaps to 'Behind Blue Eyes' originally by The Who, but redone by Limb Bizkit. I would appreciate it if you would check out the lyrics and tell me what you think. I am aware that at least one fic was written about the song, but I have a rather different interpretation of the song. Not to take away from what that author wrote, but there can never be too many angst and uke Seto fics, now can there? Or, perhaps to 'Numb' by Linkin Park. Let me know what you think.
Dedications: First to Metallica for the inspiration and the song, they are truly gifted. To Youko Duet, I thank you greatly for your words, it is a goal of mine to write realistic Seto angst and uke fictions, I do not want him too OOC, and I am glad you think he is not, and the format too, that was a struggle at times, but I am glad you appreciate it. To Orenji No Joou, thank you for your review, Yami will always be there for Seto, and your---concern over the progress of my other fictions; well, I am updating this one now, 'Affections', the one with Bakura and Yami fighting over our favorite uke, should be updated at the latest, next weekend, and the thanksgiving one sometime after that. To Nenya85, I am glad you also enjoy the way I write for Seto, and my formatting, those two things are very important to me, thank you. To Angel_soul03, I am ecstatic that you enjoy the song too! I am very proud to have been able to show it to you, as it is my favorite song, it is odd how some of Metallica's songs aren't really that heavy, you should listen to 'Nothing Else Matters' if you like 'The Unforgiven' they are both on the same CD, and they are both incredibly excellent, thank you for the review. And finally to SecretSoul, I can't tell you how many times that has happened to me as well, but not to worry, I plan to finish all of my fictions, I am flattered you liked it so much. I thank you all.
Seto Kaiba relives parts of his past while listening to 'The Unforgiven'. Nonconsensual Gozaburo/Seto, nonconsensual Pegasus/Seto, and consensual Yami/Seto.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh. Nor do I own Metallica.
THE UNFORGIVEN
CHAPTER 4- Numb
***Begin Flashback***
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'Lord I've felt
Lord I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
Lord I've felt
Lord I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven'
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"Have you ever had a lover before?" Pegasus asked, still grinding into the body below him. "Have you Kaiba-boy? Have you ever been fucked?"
A light rosy color engulfed Seto's features, and he shut his eyes, moaning slightly at the pleasure. Yes, it was pleasure. He knew he would always hate Pegasus and how easily he manipulated others. But, what he was doing. Ra, it felt so good. As seeringly pleasant to the body as painful to the mind.
"Ah! Another delight! I would have thought that such a fetching young man as yourself would have already been claimed, but I can tell from your blush and your reactions to my touch that you have not. You are so delightfully vocal Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus exclaimed, lost in lust for the brunette.
"Iamnot---" Kaiba grunted, panting slightly from the now intense grinding.
Pegasus paused and leaned further over to look at him, "What's that?"
"I said, 'I am not blushing---'" Kaiba opened his eyes to glare at Pegasus.
Pegasus laughed slightly, "No? Well, I know something that will." He moved off of his prey and sat to the side of him. He swung his feet to the floor and took off his shoes, leaving him in his suit and socks. He then stood and turned to the boy still frozen on the bed. "Undress me."
Kaiba sat up straight, "What did you say?"
"I didn't say anything," Pegasus chuckled, "But I do believe I commanded you to undress me."
Kaiba continued to look at the man, doubting his sanity not for the first time. But he shook his head and rose from the bed. "Very well. We did have a deal."
"Yes, we do." Pegasus concurred. Kaiba came around and stood behind him. His hand reached for Pegasus's belt, with a mind to get this over with as soon as possible. Pegasus grabbed his hand and guided it slowly, "Don't do it too fast, here, I'll help you."
Pegasus guided Kaiba's hand and grabbed his other so Seto had his arms around him. He guided it gently to his pants, letting the belt go and unbuckling the pants. Pegasus allowed them to simply drop, and brought Kaiba's hands in front of him to rest on his navel. He slowly guided Seto's hands down to his fully erected length. He moaned loudly as he ran Kaiba's hands over his flesh.
Seto, meanwhile was trying not to look at what he was forced to touch. It didn't surprise him the creator went commando. *He seems like that sort of person. Though,* he thought with a frown, *I was very wrong in my other assumptions about him. Such as thinking he was decent. I guess I really don't know anything about judging character.*
Pegasus ran their hands faster over his erection, close to the edge. Seto blanched, *How could I be doing this with him?* He shook his head, *Mokuba. Just always remember, Mokuba.* As Pegasus came closer to the edge, Seto just wished he could go home, where it was safe.
*Safe from what Seto?* A voice in the back of the mind asked him, *Life? You think you can hide from life? You wish that if you had never been adopted by Gozaburo, or better yet, never been born? You really are pathetic. You crush so many all for yourself, and what are you? Nothing! You mean nothing to anyone but Mokuba, and he deserves better then you.*
At that moment, Pegasus reached his climax and squirted onto himself and onto Seto's hands. Seto barely noticed, as a single gray tear traveled down his face. *I am nothing*
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"I can't believe what happened today! I didn't think that Pegasus would actually take Kaiba-kun himself!" Yugi said, speaking to his Yami who was currently out of his soul room, and in shadow form. Yugi was sitting on his bed with his legs folded while Yami stood leaning against a nearby wall with his arms folded, scowling.
"Yes, well, I do not think that we can really trust Pegasus nor his intentions." Yami said narrowing his eyes.
Yugi turned his head to the side in innocent confusion, "We already know he isn't trustworthy, but what do you mean 'his intentions'. Do you think he wants to take over Kaiba Corp?"
Yami turned his head to his hikari, "Well, perhaps that too, but I think what he really wants is to take over Kaiba."
"What do you me- Oh---" Yugi's eyes became very round, "Ra Yami! Do you really think so!?"
"Without a doubt." He said and added with a lowered emotion filled voice, "I think that I should know what lust looks like, especially directed at Kaiba."
Yugi nodded slowly, he knew all too well about Yami's love for the CEO. He knew about it, and he rejoiced in it. Seto Kaiba was indeed very handsome, and smart, and he could be kind---when he wanted to. Yugi himself had had a small crush on him, but that was before he had met one Ryou Bakura. Yugi had been hoping Yami would have gotten the nerve to speak to Seto before now. Before it was too late--
Yugi jumped off the bed so suddenly he nearly scared Yami. "If that really is what you believe then we have to help him. We cannot just leave him there to be---to let Pegasus---well, you know---" He trailed off, but his eyes burned brightly with determination.
Yami unfolded his arms and look at Yugi with hope. "Are you sure Abiou? I would never want to put you in harms way, and confronting Pegasus in his own castle may be very dangerous. And, we don't even know if Seto has his soul, and we don't even know for sure if Pegasus has tried anything." As he spoke he began to loose courage himself.
"Don't worry about me Yami, I have complete faith in you and your powers. I know that you can do this, and we have to save Kaiba-kun and Grandpa and Mokuba too." Yugi said determinedly.
Yami's eyes shined with gratitude, "Thank you Yugi." He hugged his light as they became one.
Yami then rose his eyes to the door, passion and anger burning brightly, "I'll get you Pegasus. You will pay!"
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'Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven'
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"That was delightful Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus crooned at Seto. Seto, who was still standing behind him didn't move, he didn't even blink. "Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus became impatient quickly. He had come a few minutes ago and was now back to normal. In fact---he was starting to become extremely aroused again. Just being around the sensual CEO, able to smell his scent and watch him breathe and his beautiful blue eyes, was enough to make him come in his pants.
He stood closer to Kaiba and saw, with slight annoyance, that his eyes were unfocused. "Wake up! You must enjoy this too, love." When Kaiba still gave no response, he grabbed him by the shoulders and pushed him back on the bed, lying on top of him. He mumbled to himself, "So responsive before, and now lifeless." His eyes narrowed slightly, "If this is a trick to try and get away from my grasp, it won't work. I will have you Seto, even like this." He suddenly smirked nastily, thinking of the perfect way to awaken his reluctant lover, "Well, there is always Mokuba. He a little young now, but if he looks half as good as you when he is older, maybe it shall be he I fuck to free you."
That got the expected result as Seto jerked up, nearly hitting Pegasus in the face with his head, "NO!!" he shouted vehemently.
Pegasus brought a finger to Kaiba's lips, amazed at just how soft they are, "Shush love, I need you here with me, Kaiba-boy. For the first time, I need you here."
Kaiba inclined his head, careful to keep eye contact so Pegasus would know that he was not catatonic. *There you fail. This is not me. There is no me. I don't matter anymore. I do not exist. Just the empty shell to protect my brother and pleasure my enemy.*
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*Where in Ra is his damn chamber anyway!?* Yami thought, frustrated. He had been opening random doors, looking for the devil incarnate and his love for what felt like an hour, but he couldn't find them anywhere.
Just as he was about to start down a different hallway, he heard a sound that stilled his heart. "NO!!"
Yami felt the pain and the helplessness in the voice, but what truly broke his heart was the fact he recognized it. "Seto---" He whispered to himself in horror. His horror quickly turned to rage, "Pegasus" he whispered dangerously.
Yami then set off down the hall, running as fast as possible towards the room that he was positive the voice had come from. *I just hope I'm not too late*
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'You label me
I label you
So I dub thee unforgiven
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
You label me
I label you
So I dub thee unforgiven
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven'
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A/N: Well I was going to finish this whole scene in this chapter, but I unfortunately ran out of time. There will most definitely be at least one more chapter, and perhaps an epilogue. Let me know about what I stated in my first 'A/N' and if you would like one or two more chapters. I thank you all.
Dedications: First to Metallica for the inspiration and the song, they are truly gifted. To Youko Duet, I thank you greatly for your words, it is a goal of mine to write realistic Seto angst and uke fictions, I do not want him too OOC, and I am glad you think he is not, and the format too, that was a struggle at times, but I am glad you appreciate it. To Orenji No Joou, thank you for your review, Yami will always be there for Seto, and your---concern over the progress of my other fictions; well, I am updating this one now, 'Affections', the one with Bakura and Yami fighting over our favorite uke, should be updated at the latest, next weekend, and the thanksgiving one sometime after that. To Nenya85, I am glad you also enjoy the way I write for Seto, and my formatting, those two things are very important to me, thank you. To Angel_soul03, I am ecstatic that you enjoy the song too! I am very proud to have been able to show it to you, as it is my favorite song, it is odd how some of Metallica's songs aren't really that heavy, you should listen to 'Nothing Else Matters' if you like 'The Unforgiven' they are both on the same CD, and they are both incredibly excellent, thank you for the review. And finally to SecretSoul, I can't tell you how many times that has happened to me as well, but not to worry, I plan to finish all of my fictions, I am flattered you liked it so much. I thank you all.
Seto Kaiba relives parts of his past while listening to 'The Unforgiven'. Nonconsensual Gozaburo/Seto, nonconsensual Pegasus/Seto, and consensual Yami/Seto.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh. Nor do I own Metallica.
THE UNFORGIVEN
CHAPTER 4- Numb
***Begin Flashback***
--------------------------------------
'Lord I've felt
Lord I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
Lord I've felt
Lord I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven'
--------------------------------------
"Have you ever had a lover before?" Pegasus asked, still grinding into the body below him. "Have you Kaiba-boy? Have you ever been fucked?"
A light rosy color engulfed Seto's features, and he shut his eyes, moaning slightly at the pleasure. Yes, it was pleasure. He knew he would always hate Pegasus and how easily he manipulated others. But, what he was doing. Ra, it felt so good. As seeringly pleasant to the body as painful to the mind.
"Ah! Another delight! I would have thought that such a fetching young man as yourself would have already been claimed, but I can tell from your blush and your reactions to my touch that you have not. You are so delightfully vocal Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus exclaimed, lost in lust for the brunette.
"Iamnot---" Kaiba grunted, panting slightly from the now intense grinding.
Pegasus paused and leaned further over to look at him, "What's that?"
"I said, 'I am not blushing---'" Kaiba opened his eyes to glare at Pegasus.
Pegasus laughed slightly, "No? Well, I know something that will." He moved off of his prey and sat to the side of him. He swung his feet to the floor and took off his shoes, leaving him in his suit and socks. He then stood and turned to the boy still frozen on the bed. "Undress me."
Kaiba sat up straight, "What did you say?"
"I didn't say anything," Pegasus chuckled, "But I do believe I commanded you to undress me."
Kaiba continued to look at the man, doubting his sanity not for the first time. But he shook his head and rose from the bed. "Very well. We did have a deal."
"Yes, we do." Pegasus concurred. Kaiba came around and stood behind him. His hand reached for Pegasus's belt, with a mind to get this over with as soon as possible. Pegasus grabbed his hand and guided it slowly, "Don't do it too fast, here, I'll help you."
Pegasus guided Kaiba's hand and grabbed his other so Seto had his arms around him. He guided it gently to his pants, letting the belt go and unbuckling the pants. Pegasus allowed them to simply drop, and brought Kaiba's hands in front of him to rest on his navel. He slowly guided Seto's hands down to his fully erected length. He moaned loudly as he ran Kaiba's hands over his flesh.
Seto, meanwhile was trying not to look at what he was forced to touch. It didn't surprise him the creator went commando. *He seems like that sort of person. Though,* he thought with a frown, *I was very wrong in my other assumptions about him. Such as thinking he was decent. I guess I really don't know anything about judging character.*
Pegasus ran their hands faster over his erection, close to the edge. Seto blanched, *How could I be doing this with him?* He shook his head, *Mokuba. Just always remember, Mokuba.* As Pegasus came closer to the edge, Seto just wished he could go home, where it was safe.
*Safe from what Seto?* A voice in the back of the mind asked him, *Life? You think you can hide from life? You wish that if you had never been adopted by Gozaburo, or better yet, never been born? You really are pathetic. You crush so many all for yourself, and what are you? Nothing! You mean nothing to anyone but Mokuba, and he deserves better then you.*
At that moment, Pegasus reached his climax and squirted onto himself and onto Seto's hands. Seto barely noticed, as a single gray tear traveled down his face. *I am nothing*
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"I can't believe what happened today! I didn't think that Pegasus would actually take Kaiba-kun himself!" Yugi said, speaking to his Yami who was currently out of his soul room, and in shadow form. Yugi was sitting on his bed with his legs folded while Yami stood leaning against a nearby wall with his arms folded, scowling.
"Yes, well, I do not think that we can really trust Pegasus nor his intentions." Yami said narrowing his eyes.
Yugi turned his head to the side in innocent confusion, "We already know he isn't trustworthy, but what do you mean 'his intentions'. Do you think he wants to take over Kaiba Corp?"
Yami turned his head to his hikari, "Well, perhaps that too, but I think what he really wants is to take over Kaiba."
"What do you me- Oh---" Yugi's eyes became very round, "Ra Yami! Do you really think so!?"
"Without a doubt." He said and added with a lowered emotion filled voice, "I think that I should know what lust looks like, especially directed at Kaiba."
Yugi nodded slowly, he knew all too well about Yami's love for the CEO. He knew about it, and he rejoiced in it. Seto Kaiba was indeed very handsome, and smart, and he could be kind---when he wanted to. Yugi himself had had a small crush on him, but that was before he had met one Ryou Bakura. Yugi had been hoping Yami would have gotten the nerve to speak to Seto before now. Before it was too late--
Yugi jumped off the bed so suddenly he nearly scared Yami. "If that really is what you believe then we have to help him. We cannot just leave him there to be---to let Pegasus---well, you know---" He trailed off, but his eyes burned brightly with determination.
Yami unfolded his arms and look at Yugi with hope. "Are you sure Abiou? I would never want to put you in harms way, and confronting Pegasus in his own castle may be very dangerous. And, we don't even know if Seto has his soul, and we don't even know for sure if Pegasus has tried anything." As he spoke he began to loose courage himself.
"Don't worry about me Yami, I have complete faith in you and your powers. I know that you can do this, and we have to save Kaiba-kun and Grandpa and Mokuba too." Yugi said determinedly.
Yami's eyes shined with gratitude, "Thank you Yugi." He hugged his light as they became one.
Yami then rose his eyes to the door, passion and anger burning brightly, "I'll get you Pegasus. You will pay!"
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'Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven'
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"That was delightful Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus crooned at Seto. Seto, who was still standing behind him didn't move, he didn't even blink. "Kaiba-boy!" Pegasus became impatient quickly. He had come a few minutes ago and was now back to normal. In fact---he was starting to become extremely aroused again. Just being around the sensual CEO, able to smell his scent and watch him breathe and his beautiful blue eyes, was enough to make him come in his pants.
He stood closer to Kaiba and saw, with slight annoyance, that his eyes were unfocused. "Wake up! You must enjoy this too, love." When Kaiba still gave no response, he grabbed him by the shoulders and pushed him back on the bed, lying on top of him. He mumbled to himself, "So responsive before, and now lifeless." His eyes narrowed slightly, "If this is a trick to try and get away from my grasp, it won't work. I will have you Seto, even like this." He suddenly smirked nastily, thinking of the perfect way to awaken his reluctant lover, "Well, there is always Mokuba. He a little young now, but if he looks half as good as you when he is older, maybe it shall be he I fuck to free you."
That got the expected result as Seto jerked up, nearly hitting Pegasus in the face with his head, "NO!!" he shouted vehemently.
Pegasus brought a finger to Kaiba's lips, amazed at just how soft they are, "Shush love, I need you here with me, Kaiba-boy. For the first time, I need you here."
Kaiba inclined his head, careful to keep eye contact so Pegasus would know that he was not catatonic. *There you fail. This is not me. There is no me. I don't matter anymore. I do not exist. Just the empty shell to protect my brother and pleasure my enemy.*
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*Where in Ra is his damn chamber anyway!?* Yami thought, frustrated. He had been opening random doors, looking for the devil incarnate and his love for what felt like an hour, but he couldn't find them anywhere.
Just as he was about to start down a different hallway, he heard a sound that stilled his heart. "NO!!"
Yami felt the pain and the helplessness in the voice, but what truly broke his heart was the fact he recognized it. "Seto---" He whispered to himself in horror. His horror quickly turned to rage, "Pegasus" he whispered dangerously.
Yami then set off down the hall, running as fast as possible towards the room that he was positive the voice had come from. *I just hope I'm not too late*
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'You label me
I label you
So I dub thee unforgiven
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
You label me
I label you
So I dub thee unforgiven
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven'
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A/N: Well I was going to finish this whole scene in this chapter, but I unfortunately ran out of time. There will most definitely be at least one more chapter, and perhaps an epilogue. Let me know about what I stated in my first 'A/N' and if you would like one or two more chapters. I thank you all.
