'Kleine Schwester'

"Good morning Sir!" the lady smiled at Schuldig. "What may I do for you?" "I want to visit Aya Fujimiya." he replied coldly. He didn't actually want to see her but he had to do something. He knew what Ken felt for Ran, and it was only thanks to him that the Weiß didn't tell Ran what he felt. But he wouldn't be able to watch over Ken 24/7 for the rest of his life. He needed to do something that would pull Rans attention away from everything else and on to himself.

'It's always good to know how someone will react..... and this will make you so angry that you will only have eyes for me.... even if it's with hatred but still you need me so you'll stay mine that's all I want.'

He was walking down one of the endless seeming corridors of the hospital when he looked to the left, more out of reflex than anything else, he noticed that he had almost walked by room 110. He stopped and looked at the sign next to the door.

"Aya Fujimiya." he read quietly to himself. A grin spread across his face when he heard thoughts coming from inside the room. He opened the door and entered, closing it after himself. There was no one in the sterile white room except for the young girl with the blue/purple hair. It was totally silent, the only noise in the room was the sound of the machine controlling her heartbeat. That is for normal people it was silent. Not for Schuldig though. He took a seat next to the bed, listening to Aya-chans thoughts for a little while.

'Where am I? What am I doing here? Why is it so dark around me?'

He had wondered how it would feel to be in a room with her. If he would feel hatred towards her, or maybe pity? But now he felt nothing. Nothing at all. He listened up when he heard a thought that startled him.

'Ran-kun aishiteru..... tasukete..... dozo.....(1)'

At first Schuldig didn't know what to think, then his jealousy rose and he did what came into mind first.

/I'm here, but I'm not going to help you..../

'But o-nisan! I thought you loved me?' a tear ran down Aya's cheek. Schuldig just grinned. Somehow it was making him feel satisfied.

/No I don't love you! Never did, never will.... you were always a burden to me! You hung on me and I couldn't go out with anyone cause of you! And then you made fun of me behind my back!/ Schuldig grinned as a few more tears ran down Aya-chans face.

'But it was just so hard! You don't understand how they made fun of me! But I really loved you!'

/Now it's too late..... I've got a lover and you are history..... I don't think I'll be visiting you anymore!/

'But o-nisan! Please..... this is my birthday..... don't be so mean..... please....'

/Oh really? Your birthday? I totally forgot..... and I don't really care anyway...../ suddenly Schuldig listened up. He heard footsteps and mentally looked who was walking towards the room. It was only a doctor who was coming to check.

"Excuse me. I need to do a little check on Fujimiya-san. Ohm.... are you family?" he asked a little held back as he stepped up to Aya-chan.

"Sort of..... I'm a good friend of the family." Schuldig had never lied in his life. He had always just bent the facts so they would fit better. The doctor looked up and smiled at him.

"That's good.... the only one who ever comes to see her is her brother and he hasn't been here for a long time too. But I expect he'll come today to see her on her birthday."

"Yes I think so too....." Schuldig grinned.

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The TV was running but none of the Weiß members were actually watching. Yohji had gotten up about an hour ago and gone to a club to look around for a new chick. Omi had his laptop on his lap and was in some kind of a chat room, training his hacking skills. Aya was reading *Red Dragon*. And Ken was watching him. Somehow he always wanted to tell the Weiß leader what he felt towards him, but he never found the courage to do so. And every time when he had thought about telling him somehow a voice in his head kept him from doing so.

The TV had started flickering and was now only snowy, but no one noticed.

The phone rang and Omi jumped up to get it, his laptop under his arm. At first Ken heard a happy "Hello Koi!" then the Omi walked up the stairs to his room and the door fell closed behind him. He looked at Aya again. He was alone in the room with him. If he was going to tell him this was the time to do it. He straightened up as he cleared his throat.

"Aya.... I have to tell you something...." Aya glanced over the top of the book.

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+Hey Omi-chan! How are you doing?+ Nagi was happy to finally be able to talk to his Koi again. They had been chatting for a while and at some point Omi had asked him if he would like to be together with him. Of course he had answered yes and now they were a couple.

"Ok I guess.... but I miss you! I'd really like to see you again!" Omi sounded sad. It made Nagi depressed to see his Koi like that.

+Don't be sad Omi-chan! How about we meet tomorrow?+ he asked, hoping that Omi would go back to his cheerful self again. And exactly that was what he did. Nagi sighed in relieve.

"Really Nagi-chan?" he sounded overjoyed.

+Of course! I'm really looking forward to see you again.+

"Me too.... you know..... Nagi-chan I love you...." he whispered into the phone.

+I love you too Koi.... more than anything.....+ Nagi whispered back.

"Where are we going to meet anyway?" Omi asked, sounding as cheerful as ever.

+Well.... actually I don't know..... I don't go out much....+ Nagi added shyly, not knowing if Omi may think he was strange and dump him or something. But all Omi did was chuckle.

"Ok.... well then I'll choose a place, ok?" he asked.

+Of course.+

"Ok..... hmmm.... how about the café in the city at the fountain?" Omi suggested.

+Yea that would be great! And what time?+

"Hmm how about 5?"

+Yea that's ok.... Anyway what have you been doing?+

"Well actually I've been chatting a little.... hacking a little..... that's about it. How bout you?" he grinned to himself. 'Yea really a great day for an assassin.... doing nothing!'

+Well I've been home alone all day.... everybody seems to have gone somewhere. Well except for me.+

"Oh poor Nagi-chan!" Omi would have liked to cuddle up with him, but he would have to wait till the next day.

+Oh I think someone just came in..... Oh boy got to go..... my dad is back.... love you and see you tomorrow!+

"Yea.... see you tomorrow.... love you too!" the next minute Omi only heard a clicking sound as the phone was hung up on the other end.

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Aya looked at the other Weiß, unsure what to say. He had not known what he had expected when Ken had said that he had to tell him something, but he had defiantly not thought that the assassin was going to tell him that he loved him! At first he just tried to ignore it. If he hadn't heard him then maybe Ken would forget about it..... but of course that didn't work.

"Aya..... at least say something....." Ken wasn't watching him anymore, but instead he was looking at the floor.

"Well.... Ken.... I'm sorry...." he had gotten up and was already walking to the door when Ken looked up.

"Wait." Aya stopped. Ken got up and walked towards him. Aya didn't turn around. Ken stepped up behind him, letting his head fall against Aya's back and holding on to his shirt.

"Even if you don't feel the same way for me..... please be kind to me....." he whispered so quiet, even if there would have been someone else in the room, he wouldn't have heard it.

"Hai...." Aya answered and Ken let go of him. Without looking back he left the room.

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"Hey Nagi! With whom have you been on the phone again?" Schuldig asked as he threw himself onto the couch.

"None of your business Schuldig...." Nagi was just letting a drink fly towards himself.

"Your boyfriend maybe?" the German grinned as he looked at the shocked expression on Nagis face and heard the glass with the lemonade, he was just getting himself, brake.

"Eh Crawford! I was right! He does have a boyfriend!" Schuldig called. And Crawford looked up from his newspaper.

"So?" he asked unmoved, ignoring Nagis blush and the Germans grin.

"So you owe me $100!" Schuldig grinned.

"I'll let you skip a payment that's about the same...." he vanished behind his paper again.

"Hmm...." Schuldig played as if he was thinking about it, but he only did that for show he was happy about the fact that he could skip a payment that easy. "Ok good deal!"

Nagi had gotten himself a new glass and was now sipping his lemonade, sitting down next to Schuldig.

"So who's your boyfriend anyway?" Schuldig grinned at him.

"None of your business....." Nagi answered, grinning back.

"So you're not telling me then?" Schuldig sneered.

"Nope."

"Well ok.... I gotta go now any way.... have a nice day Crawford, Nagi...." he bowed to both of them. "Oh and do greet Farfi from me when you see him!" he grinned and left out of the Schwarz-Apartment.

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Aya was walking down the street, suddenly stopping at a jewelers shop. He looked into the window and noticed a ring that he liked especially well. It was a small and inconspicuously, still elegant. He walked in and bought it.

As he came out again he bumped into someone.

"Sorry...." he mumbled while looking up.

"Oh hello kitten.... where you buying a gift for your sister?...." the German grinned.

"Schuldig!" Aya hissed.

"That's my name, don't wear it out!" it seemed as if nothing could wipe that grin off his face.

"What the fuck are you doing here anyway?" Aya panicked as he saw how many eyes were facing the two of them.

"Hm you know what.... lets take a stroll in the park and I'll tell you."

"I haven't got time...." Aya answered harsh.

"Oh have you ever heard of the people vanishing from hospitals? Wouldn't it be too horrible if something like that happened?"

"You wouldn't dare...."

"Want to bet on it?" Schuldig knew that he had won. When it came to his sister Aya wasn't gonna let any chances open.

"Ok.... I'll go to the park with you.... what ever...." he muttered under his breath, which was fine for Schuldig. If his kitten was coming it was ok. It didn't matter how as long as he was coming with him.

"Want an ice cream, kitten?" Schuldig asked as they were walking through the park.

"No. I just want to go see my sister..." Aya was looking at the hospital. You could see it when you were walking by the lake.

"Just a little longer and you can go. But I still want to spend some time with you....... I'd like vanilla and chocolate." The man gave Schuldig his ice and the German just turned and left.

"Don't you want to pay the man?" Aya hissed at him.

"Why should I.... if he forgets to ask me for money it isn't my problem after all....." he smiled at him from over his ice. "You sure you don't want any? This is pretty good....."

"No.... but I want to know why you won't let me go and are keeping me here...."

"That's a simple one.... I want you to spend time with me that's all..... and if you won't do it freely then I'll just have to force you..... oh and one thing.... did Ken tell you?" Schuldig was looking at the grass, ripping out a few blades of grass and tossing them at the other people who were sitting in front of them by the lake.

"Yes...." Aya wasn't sure to say. He couldn't make out anything the German was thinking or feeling at the moment so he decided it was best to just say the truth.

"And how do you feel about him?" Schuldig was speaking in a monotone voice.

"Well I don't know.... maybe I feel a little attracted to him...." Schuldigs cutting tone of voice interrupted him.

"You don't love him! Do you understand? You love no one but me! Remember that my kitten!" he had pushed him onto the grass and had hissed the words into his ear, angry as Aya had never seen him before. Aya had closed his eyes, so he didn't have to look in the furious emerald eyes that seemed to be seeing through him as if they were able to see his soul.

When he opened his eyes again Schuldig had gone. He got up and slowly went to the hospital to finally visit his sister.

As he entered the room he looked over to the bed, where his sister was lying. Pulling up a chair he sat down next to her, taking out the ring he had bought.

"Happy birthday Aya-chan!" he whispered.

"I got you something.... I hope you like it...." he added as he slid the ring onto Aya-chans finger.

"I wish you would finally wake up so we could spend your birthday together and go celebrate somewhere...." he brushed over her face and noticed that tears were rolling down her cheeks.

"Why are you crying Aya-chan? Please stop.... this is your birthday..... you shouldn't cry on your birthday....." he looked over to the night table next to the bed when he noticed a letter lying on it. When he looked at the envelope anger rose in him.

*Für die Schwester meines Spielzeugs* - For the sister of my toy.

"How dare you address my sister like that.... German bastard!" Aya was mad, really mad.

He ripped open the letter, wanting to see what the German had dared to write to his sister.

*Liebste Aya-chan (2)

Woher kommst du, kleine Schwester,

mit der Last auf deinen Schultern,

mit so angestrengtem Lachen,

in den Augen so viel Grau?

Woher kommst du, kleine Schwester,

mit so dünnen kalten Fingern

und dem Zittern in der Stimme,

wie bei einer alten Frau?

Komm zu mir ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Ich bringe dich ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Komm her zu mir ins Licht. Es verbrennt dich nicht

Was verbirgst du, kleine Schwester?

Niemand hört die stummen Schreie.

Niemand sieht dich leise weinen.

Du hast keine Tränen mehr.

Was verbirgst du, kleine Schwester?

Welches Werkzeug riss die Wunden?

Was ist in dich eingedrungen?

Du bist so hilflos, still und leer.

Komm zu mir ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Ich bringe dich ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Komm her zu mir ins Licht. Es verbrennt dich nicht

Wohin willst du, kleine Schwester?

Wonach hungert deine Seele?

Nach Vergessen oder Rache?

Nach Vergeltung ohne Plan?

Komm zu mir ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Ich bringe dich ins Licht kleine Schwester.

Komm her zu mir ins Licht. Es verbrennt dich nicht

- Mastermind -*

Aya ripped the letter into shreds and threw it into the trashcan.

"What ever you do with me I don't care, but you'll pay for messing with my sister and making her cry......"

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(1) Ran-kun..... I love you..... help me...... please.

(2) Dear Aya-chan

From where are you, little sister, With the weight on your shoulders, With a so exerted laugh, In your eyes so much gray?

From where are you, little sister, With so thin, cold fingers And the shaking in your voice, Like an old lady?

Come to me, into the light, little sister. I'll bring you into the light, little sister. Come here to me into the light. It won't burn you.

What are you hiding, little sister? No one hears the mute screams. No one sees you cry silently. You have no more tears.

What are you hiding, little sister? Which tool tore the wounds? What has penetrated into you? You are so helpless, still and empty.

Come to me, into the light, little sister. I'll bring you into the light, little sister. Come here to me into the light. It won't burn you.

Where do you want to go, little sister? What does your soul hunger for? For forgetting or revenge? For Pay-off without plan?

Come to me, into the light, little sister. I'll bring you into the light, little sister. Come here to me into the light. It won't burn you.

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Chi: Oki sorry this Chappie turned out a bit shorter than I wanted it to, but I really couldn't think of any more to put into it..... next letter is gonna be from Aya again and Nagi is gonna go on a date with Omi! I'll try to have that Chappie finished before the end of the week! Thanks for reading and do review, please?! *smile* Thanks!

Bye!!!

Reviews:

skrya - Yea Aya knows what he's got himself into, but he doesn't care *smile* Well next Chappie Omi and Nagi are meeting again so you'll just have to see for yourself. By the way.... what exactly does TLC mean? *blush* sorry but I really have no idea.... if I knew what it was I'd probably be able to do that *smile* anyway I hope you enjoyed the Chappie!! ----^--@

Minamino Hikaru - Thanks for the compliment! ----^--@

Toni - Yea that's true! Schuldig/Ran is the best pairing (at least in my opinion *smile*) how come your account got stolen? (If that was too personal just ignore it *smile*) Anyway I hope you liked the Chappie! About Ken and Ran *smile* well I'm not a big fan of the pairing either (unless it's Weiß Kreuz Glühen), but I sort of felt sorry for him too. ----^--@

Koji-chan - Yay! I finally was able to make it hot and sadistic enough *is happy now* Thanks for the compliment and I'll try to make the next Chappie longer again! Well I used to travel around with my dad and my mom, but when I got into school that didn't turn out to be very good cause my dad would change the country like every half a year.... so my mom decided on going back to Germany and going back to work again. And I was dragged along *smile* Well you'll see the threesome pretty soon now *smile* Oh and one more thing *grins* did you ever read 'Ran und die Feiertage' on Yaoiger? *grins Schuldig grin* I noticed your name there *smile* Do you have any idea when the next Chappies gonna be out???? If you do, please tell me! ----^--@

sheero - Well the thing with Omi and Nagi is they only saw each other once till now and they had masks on and hats so the only thing they really knew exactly about the other was the voice! And neater of them said anything when they were in the mansion.... he'll find out in a little while but he did tell him that he loved him! *smile* and congrats on being freed from the family vacation *smile* so what are you and Farfi gonna do next *winks* ----^--@