'Du oder Ich'

He didn't know why but when he had driven back home directly. He opened the door and noticed how quiet it was. That was strange. Usually there was always someone home and making some sort of noise. A little irritated he started ascending the stairs when he noticed a bluish light flickering in the living room. Cautiously he stepped back down the few stairs he had already gone up and silently walked to the room. He noticed someone sitting on the floor in front of the couch, head down as if he was sleeping.

"Ken?...." Aya asked quietly but no response came from the Soccer player. He walked a little closer.

"Ken-kun? Come on get up that looks pretty uncomfortable..." he tried it again, but still no response came. He softly tipped against Kens shoulder which made him drop to the floor completely and Aya saw the floor in front of him. Shocked he turned and ran to the phone.

Only seconds later the door opened and a whistling Yohji walked by Aya who was talking hectically on the phone. Yohji walked by and caught a few words of the conversation that made him listen up.

'Kitten in the House.... up the stairs..... lying on floor..... not breathing right.... come quick....' the brackets of the conversation went through his mind, making him uneasy. The next moment Aya was running by him with a cold cloth.

"Hey Asshole! Watch where you run!" he called after him, but Aya didn't even turn around he just vanished into the living room. Yohji wasn't sure what to think. Suddenly he went pale. Ken! Something must have happened to him! Quickly he ran after Aya into the living room when he saw his worst fears come true. Ken was lying on the floor, his head bedded on Ayas lap with a cold towel on it. His breath was going unsteady and next to him were about 5 different boxes of pills with quite a few lying on the floor, but the majority of them missing.... and there was no doubt about where these pills were now....

"Ken!" he swept down next to the other two and took Kens hand, but got no reaction from him. Terrified he looked up and met Ayas eyes.

"What the hell happened?" his voice was trembling, about to give up.

"I have no idea.... go outside and tell the ambulance where to come.... they should be coming any minute." Aya whispered.

"No. You go wait for the ambulance I'll stay here with him....." Aya only got up. Put a pillow underneath Kens head and headed out the door to await the ambulance.

"Hang in there Ken-Ken..... don't you dare die on my..... don't...... never do that..... not if I can't protect you....." a tear ran down his face and dripped onto Kens, running down his face also, as if he was crying himself. Still Ken didn't move. The next thing Yohji knew the door flew open and he was pushed away from Ken.

"Don't worry Sir.... he'll surely be alright..." the paramedic smiled at Yohji, but the faces the doctors made told him something else.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Omi looked at his watch for the 10th time in the last 6 minutes. Why was this stupid bus driving so slowly? It was already 5.03 PM! He should have been meeting his Koi 3 whole minutes ago! Finally the bus stopped at the halt where he jumped off immediately and ran towards the fountain in the city central. He was almost there when he noticed someone standing at it and automatically dodged behind the next house wall.

'What the fuck is Prodigy doing here?' Omi thought angrily. He had no time to deal with the Schwarz! He wanted to see his Koi and spend a nice day with him.... not fight with the Telekinet. To his shock Nagi turned and looked right at him, his eyes narrowing, his lips forming the word *Bombay* as he got up and started walking towards Omi. He did the first thing that came to mind, as he had no weapon...... run! He turned into a side street with no one in it, when he felt himself pulled up and pressed into a wall violently as Nagi stepped nearer.

"So what are you doing here Bombay?" he sneered. There was something familiar about that voice! But the fact that his oxygen was cut short made him realize this but not actually think about it. The only thoughts he had right now were how to not die and get out of here to get some weapons before facing the Schwarz again.

"St-Stop!!!" Omi coughed. Nagi looked at him in a dazzled way, letting the telekinetic grip he had on him loosen. Omi saw the startled expression and decided that distraction was the best way of getting out of here.

"What are you doing here anyway Prodigy?" he asked frisky as ever which disturbed Nagis attempts to try to figure out from where he knew that voice so well.

"None of your business Bombay! What do you want here anyway?" he hissed back. Again making Omi wonder, but he caught himself almost immediately.

"I am going on a date! And you're not gonna keep me from my Koi!" Nagi almost dropped Omi.

"Oh and who might that be?" he asked, still trying to sound emotionless and cold.

"You wouldn't know him anyway!" Omis brain was still working, trying to figure out from where he knew that voice when he did the first thing that came to mind. Later not knowing why he had done it.

"Nagi-chan?" he asked a quietly and unsure. Nagi's jaw dropped. He had known it the whole time, but his brain just wasn't about to accept it that easily. With his heart it was a different thing.....

"Omi-chan?" he whispered back, just as quietly, slowly taking away the pressure that was still pinning Omi to the wall. A sudden look of horror crept onto the Schwarzes face.

"Why you?"

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

The ambulance had left, Yohji insisting on going along. Aya stayed back and went to his room, at first not knowing if he should just throw himself on his bed and try to sleep, but then deciding on writing. He got out an empty peace of paper and a pen and started writing without even thinking directly about the words that were now being written down. He only saw images of his sister crying and Schuldigs face.

Only 36 minutes later he held the finished letter in his hand. Without even looking at it he folded it and put it into an envelope.

Only minutes later he was in his Porsche, driving to Schuldigs mansion. The letter still clutched in his hand.

As he arrived he knocked at the door and a servant answered. He asked if Schuldig was in, but the young girl only said that he hadn't been in all day and she would deliver the letter to him when he arrived. She took the letter out of Ayas hand and shut the door while whishing him a good day. He found himself in front of a closed door that had no chance of opening for him right now anymore, so he turned and started driving back.

"Isabelle! Let me see the letter!" Schuldig smiled down at the girl who came scurrying up the stairs to him immediately.

"Thank you.... you may go now...." he told her while turning and leaving for the bedroom where he could read the letter without being disturbed.

He looked at the envelope. *An den Teufel* - To the devil....

He smiled as he ripped open the letter and started reading, the moment he hit the silky sheets of his bed.

*Mastermind, (1)

Es kann nur einen geben

Einer geht in die Knie

Einer bleibt auf dem Weg

Der Teufel führt Regie

Nur einer bleibt am Leben

Zu wenig Platz für zwei

Nur noch ein Augenblick

Dann ist der Tanz vorbei

Es kann nur einen geben

Nur einer bleibt im Licht

Dein Leichtsinn macht mir mut

Verleiht mir Zuversicht

Du order ich, du oder ich

Es kann nur einen geben

Du order ich, du oder ich

Nur einer kann es sein

Es kann nur einen geben

Einer geht in die Knie

Wer auf der Strecke bleibt

Bestimmt die Ironie

Nur einer bleibt am Leben

Nur einer Triumphiert

Es gibt nur einen Sieger

Den Cäsars Lorbeer ziert

Es kann nur einen geben

Sag du bereust es nicht

So will es das Prinzip

Dass dir das Auge bricht

Du oder ich, du oder ich

Es kann nur einen geben

Du oder ich, du oder ich

Nur einer kann es sein

Es kann nur einen geben

Einer muß untergehn

Schon bald wirst du die Welt

Nur noch von unten sehn

Nur einer bleibt am Leben

Nur einer bleibt im Spiel

Vielleicht hast du ja Glück

Und du erreichst zuerst das Ziel

Nur einer bleibt am Leben

Nur einer bleibt allein

Denn außer dir oder mir

Wird da keiner mehr sein

Wird da keiner mehr sein...

Du oder ich..

-Abyssinian-

Komm und Kämpfe gegen mich damit ich dich ein für alle mal beseitigen kann!!!* (2)

He grinned even more as he put the letter aside to the first one. Mentally he searched for Aya and found him almost immediately.

/So you want to fight then?/ he asked sounding amused.

'No I want to get rid of you once and for all.....' Aya hissed back.

/Well then I'll come visit you later today..... oh and I do hope Ken isn't doing better..... pesty brat..../

'It was you!' Aya was really angry now, which made Schuldig grin.

/Nope again a great plan and again it wasn't mine..... Oh well..... that's life! Anyway see you later my toy!/

He still heard Aya starting to curse, but he just decided to ignore it and turned on the musik as he lay down on his bed, closing his eyes and resting a little before he would see his kitten again.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Finally, after what seemed hours of waiting, the doctor came out of the operating room and told Yohji that he could go and see Ken in about 30 minutes.

"Is he doing ok?" Yohjis nerves weren't used to this kind of stress and the cigarette wasn't really making it any better.

"I don't want to lie to you sir.. Right now things are looking good, but we'll have to wait at least 12 hours to see. If he is stable then he'll probably make it." the doctor looked at Yohji in a way as if he expected him to fall over any minute, but to his surprise Yohji smiled at him as he sat down.

"Thanks." he whispered as the doctor walked away.

After waiting for another half an hour a nurse looked into the waiting room and smiled as she saw Yohji.

"Yohji-kun! How are you doing? Remember me?" she asked joyfully.

"Hello Christy! How are you doing?" he smiled back. 'Shit I hope I got the name right... oh good she's still smiling..'

"Fine, how bout you?" she asked politely.

"A good friend of mine just got brought in and I want to see how he's doing." suddenly another nurse stepped out.

"Hidaka-kun can have visitors now." she said and the door shut behind her again.

"Well I've got to go.. see you!" he pushed the girl to the side as he went after the nurse to get to Kens room.

He pulled up a chair to take a seat next to him and took Kens hand into his.

"Ken-kun.. why the hell did you do that?" he hadn't expected an answer and none came so he kept talking.

"I don't understand you! Aya isn't worth you doing stupid stuff like that... Why don't you understand that?" he paused a second, taking a deep breath. He thought he saw Ken's eyelids twitch, but put it off as fantasy.

"Why do you want his love... when you could have.. could have.. mine?...." he closed his eyes and looked to the floor when he felt Ken's fingers slide softly over his cheek and brush away the tear that was running down.

"Ken?" Yohji asked, unsure of what to do next. It would have been worth a laugh actually. He, Mr. Womanizer, had no idea what to do. He was pulled out of his thoughts and suddenly his eyes widened.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Aya was in the shower when he felt Schuldigs presents in his thoughts.

'Get lost!' Ayas voice was cold as ice.

/Oh but didn't you call for me my kitten? You wanted me to come and fight you, wasn't that the way it was?/

'So you're finally ready to fight me...'

/Kitten.. I was born ready and now come down so you can fight!/ Schuldig snickered.

Aya grabbed a towel as he got out of the shower. He quickly dried off, put on his clothes, ignoring a /You don't have to do that.. You can come down the way you are now!/ from Schuldig and grabbed his Katana as he went down towards the Courtyard. At first he looked around, but the fact that the sun was blinding him, as it was starting to vanish behind the tall houses, made it unable for him to see Schuldig.

"What's the matter kitten? Can't you smell the rat?" Schuldig chuckled as he stepped out of the shadows of the flower shop.

Aya turned to face him, his Katana in front of his chest, ready to kill. The look in his eyes showed nothing but the will to let his sword taste Schuldigs blood.

"Yes kitten.. You are mine and mine alone.. The fact that you look at me like that shows it clearly." he laughed quietly as he saw the hatred in Ayas eyes flame up once more.

"I hate you that's all.." Aya looked him straight in the eyes.

"If you hate me so much come and kill me!" Schuldig laughed.

"With delight!" he ran towards Schuldig, jumped and let his Katana hit down hard, but only got the floor. The German had jumped aside seconds earlier and was now standing behind him.

"What are you so angry about kitten? Your sister or the stupid Soccer player?" Schuldig was talking quietly, keeping Aya from turning around by putting his head next to Ayas and holding his shoulders.

"It was your fault! You made him do it.." Aya answered just as quiet.

"Even if it was me, which to my regret isn't so, why would you care?" he softly bit into Ayas ear. "It's not as if you love him or anything.."

"And how would you know?" Aya started grinning. "Maybe I do love him!"

"No you don't!" Schuldig was talking louder.

"You don't know that as a fact, do you? I love him! Not you, but him!" a sudden pain seemed to explode in Ayas head and made him drop to the floor, unable to see correctly, due to the fact that lights seemed to be dancing all around him. The only thing that he could make out was Schuldigs voice bellowing at him.

"YOU DO NOT LOVE HIM! YOU LOVE ME AND NO ONE ELSE AND IF YOU EVER SHOULD LOVE SOMEONE ELSE THAT PERSON WILL DIE!!!" Schuldig was out of himself of rage.

"I.. I.. lo.. love K..en no.. not y...ou!" he stumbled as the pain made it impossible for him to speak normally. He was sure this would make Schuldig go ballistic and be uncareful. But it only brought him more pain. 'At least he's too brought up to read my thoughts.' went through Ayas mind and sure enough the German didn't answer to any of the thoughts going round in his brain.

"STOP!!! STOP SAYING THAT!" Schuldig shouted at him.

Again Aya made himself stumble these words.

"NO!" he felt the pain increase to a point that made him go unconscious. The last thing he felt before everything went blank was Schuldig kissing him hard and then striking him across the face.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Nagi and Omi were walking out of the cinema.

"Want anything to eat Nagi-kun?" Omi asked. At first they had not wanted to trust each other, but then they agreed on still spending the day together. Still it was hard on either one of them. Dating the enemy wasn't something they usually did!

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Flashback *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Why you?!" Nagi looked at him in horror. "Of all the people why did it have to be YOU?" he was sounding hysteric.

"Don't think that I'm so happy to know the guy I love is my enemy!" Omi responded.

"But you're Weiß and I'm Schwarz! I should be killing you here and now, but I can't!" anyone could see how Nagi was suffering under that fact. He had never not been able to kill someone, but here every time he thought about ripping Omi apart in the air he couldn't make himself do it. His body just refused to work for him. He let himself fall against the wall and sacked down.

"I don't know why but I can't kill you Bombay...." he held his head in his hands, looking at the floor. Suddenly he felt a hand pull up his chin, making him look into Omis eyes.

"Omi, not Bombay." he smiled at him. Nagi was unsure about what to do. He saw Omi in front of himself, smiling at him. He remembered all the times they had chatted and talked to each other over the phone. Also he remembered the first time they had met and how he had been looking forward to seeing him again. He couldn't help it, and didn't really realize it either, when his lips formed a small smile as he took the hand Omi was now holding out to him and let the older boy help him up.

"What do you say we see this as a date where were neither Schwarz nor Weiß, but simply two normal boys?!" Omi asked cheerfully. He wasn't really that sure it would work out, but, even though he didn't know why, he was ready to give it a try.

"Ok...." Nagi answered quietly as Omi took his hand and started dragging him to the next cinema.

"Ok then let's go watch a movie Nagi-kun!" he turned around and smiled at him.

"If you want to...." Nagi answered and let Omi pull him into the overcrowded cinema.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* End of Flashback *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Yea, where do you want to go eat Omi-chan?" the cinema had been fun. The film Omi chose wasn't bad, but the best thing about it was that after coming out they really had the feeling they were just normal kids! Nagi had never had that feeling before and he was enjoying it.

"How bout..... over...." Omi looked around and suddenly pointed to a nice looking restaurant where you could sit outside as well as inside. "there!"

"Sure why not!" Nagi answered and suddenly Omi leaned over and gave him a quick kiss. Nagi was too startled to do anything, which made Omi laugh quietly at the way Nagi was looking at him.

"Come quick or we won't get a good table anymore, lots of people eat here after movies!" Again Omi grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the restaurant.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Ken? Why do you love Aya?" Yohji asked quietly. His thoughts were a mess. He had not thought that Ken would ever do it, but he had done it! Ken had kissed him. He looked back down at Ken, who was now sleeping. At first he had thought that Ken had heard what he had said only moments earlier, but after ending the kiss, Yohjis hopes were shattered.

"I love you Aya." was all that Ken had said, before sacking onto the bed again and falling asleep.

It wasn't that he had kissed Yohji. Of course physically he did, but mentally he was not seeing Yohji as himself, but as Aya.

'To think of it.... all the girls I've had and I've loved none of them, but instead I've loved you! And all you think about it that jerk! Oh well..... I guess it's hopeless, but still I'll stay with you when HE won't even show up....' he picked Kens hand up again hand held it between his. Kens fingers were looking out of his hands and he kissed them softly.

"Yes Ken I love you..... so don't you dare die on my cause of that bastard!" he whispered.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Omi came back late. The sun had completely vanished, but the full moon was shining bright.

Omi quietly opened the door, not wanting to disturb anyone. Of course he didn't know that neither Ken nor Yohji were there. He went into the kitchen to get something to eat out of the fridge. As he came back, happily munching on his toast, he noticed that the trash in the garbage bin was about to fall out since it was so overfilled.

'Ok I better bring that out before Aya notices it cause he's gonna flip again....' he grabbed the sack of garbage and opened the door to the courtyard. He looked towards the trashcans and froze, dropping the sack of garbage. The bottles that were lying on the bottom broke, but he didn't notice. Terrified he looked at the floor, not believing his eyes.

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(1) Mastermind,

There can be only one

One will drop to his knees

One will remain on the path

The Devil is in charge

Only one will remain alive

Too little space for two

Just one blink

then the dance is over

There can be only one

Only one will remain in the light

Your thoughtlessness gives me courage

gives me confidence

You or me, you or me

There can be only one

You or me, you or me

There can be only one

There can be only one

One will drop to his knees

Whoever remains in the race

is decided by irony

Only one will remain alive

Only one will triumph

There will be only one winner

who adorns Caesar's laurels

There can be only one

Say you don't regret it

That is how the principle wants it

that kills you

You or me, you or me

There can be only one

You or me, you or me

There can be only one

There can be only one

One must go down

Soon you'll only see

the world from below

Only one will remain alive

Only one will remain in the game

Maybe you will have luck

and you'll make it to the goal

Only one will remain alive

Only one will remain alone

For aside from you or me

there will be no one left

You or me..

(2) Come and fight against me so I can get rid of you once and for all!

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Chi: Ok first of all GOMEN that it took so long! But I've had a lot of problems lately! I wanted to finish it Sunday, but then I almost fell asleep cause I was so tired so I decided on doing it Monday, but then I was almost finished and my PC breaks down on me and I was back to about the middle and had to write that new! That would have been no problem, but my PC wouldn't react anymore when I clicked at something! Anyway it seems as if the thing managed to fix itself, which is good cause I wouldn't be able to fix it! And now I finally got it all finished and can put it online!

Ok now to my question: Should I let Ken and Yohji come closer or not?! Please tell me! (@ Koji-chan: Don't worry you'll get your threesome, I just want to know in general!)

Anyway thanks for reading and do review! Thanks!!!

Bye!!!

Reviews:

sheero - Lol honestly I didn't either! It's just I never know what I'm gonna write when I sit down and start the next Chappie! I think of a storyline of course, but that always looks something like this: "Ok..... so something happens with Ken..... Nagi and Omi date..... Aya writes a letter.... then fights with Schuldig.... Yohji likes Ken." And then I go from there and just write what comes to mind *smile* About Farfi.... *holds thumbs up* You go boy!!!! Hehe I hope he had fun *smile* I wonder where you'll be going next *winks* ----^--@

Koji-chan - Well I did give it my best *smile* still I think it sucks..... ok I think that about practically everything I write..... I guess I'm just a miserable writer, but who cares *grins* Yea I know the signs really were confusing. But that was a problem that Fanfiction.net had! But I think I got that fixed! Of course Schu wouldn't be Schu if he wasn't at least a little evil, sadistic and scary *smile* Anyone agree with me on that one? *looks around* Yea well it will get better for him, but that won't last..... but maybe it will last with Yohji and Ken???? You decide! Yea I know what you're talking about! I don't usually like humor fics much either, but that one's just sooo good I can't resist reading it! Thanks for the link!!! *hugs* Oh and the little Chibis are sooooooo adorable!!!!!! *grabs the Schu and Aya chibis and cuddles them* Oh and you can never talk too much! *smile * ----^--@

skrya - Yea, but I sort of like that about him *smile* Of course he knew that Aya would know it was him, but like you said he just didn't care in that moment. He only wanted Aya to completely concentrate on him! And thanks for the Song!!! I'll be sure to use it!! Yea I'll let Omi and Nagi have some TLC, but not immediately. They still have to get over the fact that their enemies so I got to start it slow *smile* Well their love did survive and it'll start growing..... only very slow in the beginning *smile* it's like they say: "Aller Anfang ist schwer!" *smile* ----^--@ ----^--@