Well, I did it. I went home and took my stuff. I'm glad I managed to do it without crying.
Daddy came home before we could leave and I thought for sure he'd hit me. He'd never hit me before, never yelled at me like he did after I turned green. It was like he wasn't even the same man. If Christy hadn't been there I think he would have hit me. I really do.
Christy was so… I don't know. It was like she was larger than life even though she was so small compared to my dad. She would have hit him. She wouldn't have let him hurt me, I just know it. I'm so glad she was with me. I couldn't do this alone. She even said I could stay with her as long as I want and gave me a job.
She also gave me this inducer thing so that I look normal, but she acts like I'm prettier without it, but not in a sleazy way. She's never hit on me or anything.
I'm gonna go get something to eat. I wasn't hungry earlier, but I feel a little better now. Then maybe I'll set up my computer.
