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The next morning as Desiree was taking a shower she thought back on the previous nights events. `He is so perfect.' she thought as the warm water cascaded down her bare body. `Yeah perfect for your downfall.' `Oh God here we go again. What do you want?' she thought irritably back at the voice.
`Your powers are getting stronger Nadina, you must stay away from distractions like him.' `I happen to like distractions like him thank you.' `Now you do, but what's going to happen when he leaves you?' `I don't have to worry about that because he loves me and wouldn't do that to me.' `Sure he loves you, didn't your mom say she loved you too?'
`Don't go there cuz she wasn't my mom and you need to shut up because I'm going to have a good day.' `Just warning you Nadina, boys like that are only good for one thing....sex and that's it. That's all he looks at you for and you know it.' `Whatever.' Desiree snapped at the voice.
Finished with her shower she got dressed in her school uniform to go check out the Quidditch cut list and to go see Harry.
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Reaching Madam Hootch's office door she ran her finger down the list of new house players. When she reached Gryiffindor she let out a shriek of joy to see her name posted as the new beater.
Running to the Great Hall, Desiree leaped on Harry screaming "I made it, I made it!" Laughing at her excessive happiness he looked her in the eyes and said "I love you." "I love you too." she said back kissing his lips sweetly.
"Oh, get a room!" shouted Neville. Harry looked back at Neville, grinned and started to pull Desiree out of the Great Hall. "Harry where are we going?" "Too get a room." "All right! Let's get it on!" yelled Desiree as she pulled Harry out of the Hall.
`I wouldn't do that if I were you.' the voice taunted in her head `And why not?' `Because the only thing he wants you for is SEX sex SEX!' `No he doesn't' She thought back with some slight doubt.
From all of her past experiences she remembered the guy telling her that the loved her and then used her for a good lay for awhile then dropped her. `He wouldn't do that.' `Or would he? What makes him different from all the other guys?' the voice reminded.
Immediately dropping her once playful attitude she stares at Harry with searching eyes. He turned to look at her but was startled to find her looking at him like he had done something wrong.
"Dez, what's wrong?" Desiree didn't reply, she only shook her head. "Baby, what's wrong?' Harry asked more urgently trying to hold her but she yanked herself out of his reach. "Just leave me alone a little while." she said softly before turning on her heel to flee out the doors.
"What'd I do?" Harry asked out loud to nobody in particular. He glanced at the table to find that all of his friends had the same expression he had and was asking the same questions.
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"Leave me alone." Desiree thought desperately to herself as she ran up to her dorm room. `Why, so you can weaken yourself to a nothing like Potter.' `Don't call him that.' `Hey, I'm just stating the truth honey.'
Feeling her temperature starting to rise Desiree began to hit the wall beside her bed repeatedly until after only a few punches a hole was visible. Looking down at her bloody knuckles Desiree felt her body shake with fear and disappointment in herself since she knew that she had come so far in the past months.
She sat down on the floor and hugged herself, boring her nails into her arms until she drew warm red blood out of them. Taking in a shaky breath she swore out loud "I will not be weak, I will not fall, I will NOT be Nadina!'
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"Today we are going to brew a reflexious potion which can make one move with great speed. The ingredients and instructions are on the board so get to work." Snape spat in his usual soft manner.
Harry glanced around the dungeon classroom hoping to see Desiree come in late. Since her strange behavior at breakfast he hasn't seen her or heard from her.
"I hope Desiree's Ok." whispered Hermione. "Yeah, me too." replied Harry. As the two of them began to work on the potion the classroom door squeaked open to reveal Desiree looking slightly out of order. Her hair was not in sleek strands as it was at breakfast but in a messy ponytail at the top of her head and her hand was swollen and busted up.
"You better have a good excuse for being ten minutes late for class Black." said Snape positively giddy he got to take away Gryffindor points this early in the period. "I don't." She replied in a smart tone.
"Well I want you to go get me an excuse right now or face detention." "Well I want a black winged pony named Sunshine but you don't see me gettin it." she replied in her same smart attitude. "Detention Black and twenty points from Gryffindor for your tardiness and cheek."
Going back to his work Snape distinctly heard her say "Big woo.", not bothering to lower her voice. "Do you have something else you would like to add to our conversation Black?" Snape snapped, his voice getting louder.
"Yep sure do! I don't see why you guys think that just because you have a dick that you can just run over girls and torment their hearts and feelings, but lemme tell ya somethin hun, you can't. If it weren't for us you'd be nothing. All you do is think we're your bitches here for your wildest dream fuck, but you better watch out now, I ain't nobody's ho and you need to keep your big, fat, in desperate need of plastic surgery nose out of my business because it is none of your fucking damn business where I've been and it never will be. Whatcha gotta say da that?"
With each syllable Desiree's voice shook more and got louder. Harry noticed the cauldrons on the tables begin to shake slightly in complete sync with the tremors in her voice.
"Hold your tongue Black. Just because your father is Sirius Black does not give you the right to talk to an authority figure like that!" Snape said vendictivley as the entire class gasped at the name of Sirius Black
"Well, just so you know, I have a really huge problem with authority figures! And another thing, just cause my dad was the total pimpin balla of the school with all the pimp juice and you couldn't get shit to lay ya doesn't mean you gotta take it out on me and if I hear one more damn word out of your damn mouth about my damn mouth or my damn tardiness, I think I will scream so damn loud that I will bust every single one of ya'lls damn eardrums!"
Before she could get the last damn out of her mouth, every single cauldron turned over and half done potions spewed everywhere. Students squealed and ran for cover away from the unsafe brew.
Pushing Snape violently out of the way, Desiree ran out of the dungeon into the hallway. While Snape was trying to obtain order in the room, Harry snuck out to find Desiree and to clam her down.
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`Where could she have gone?' Harry thought to himself as he looked up and down the deserted hallway. Harry began to run up the hallway and turned right at the statue of Ernie the Earnest. He opened the door next to the figure slowly and with extreme caution, slightly afraid of what he would see on the other side.
Glancing through the small crack he had made between the door and the frame he gasped in horror at the sight that was before him. Controlled Desiree seemed to have lost her cool and then some. She was slamming books against the wall, scratching herself, and turning over tables.
Staring open mouthed at the brutal sight before him he grabbed his wand and performed to first spell that came to mind "Petrificus Totalus!". With the crazed female in a total body bind Harry stepped over to her. What he did not expect to find was Desiree still managing to thrash around on the floor like a fish out of water.
Positioning himself over her he quickly reversed the spell and pinned her down with his body. "Get the fuck off of me!" she screamed at the top of her lungs at the person behind all of her anger at this moment.
"Listen to me! Stop it Desiree, I don't know what's gotten into you but you need to stop it right now damnit!" Seeing an internal battle being fought in her eyes he relaxed his features to pull her up, with some difficulty due to her twisting in attempts to either get away or hit him, to cradle her in his arms.
Her gasps of struggle soon became sobs of inconspicuous phrases and words that Harry did not understand. "Make it go away." he heard her sob into his chest. "Make what go away?" "The voice, that mean voice in my head that makes me do all of these stupid things."
Within Harry's mind something clicked and he quickly but gently pulled her up to her feet, still supporting her he told her. "We need to go talk to Dumbledore."
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The next morning as Desiree was taking a shower she thought back on the previous nights events. `He is so perfect.' she thought as the warm water cascaded down her bare body. `Yeah perfect for your downfall.' `Oh God here we go again. What do you want?' she thought irritably back at the voice.
`Your powers are getting stronger Nadina, you must stay away from distractions like him.' `I happen to like distractions like him thank you.' `Now you do, but what's going to happen when he leaves you?' `I don't have to worry about that because he loves me and wouldn't do that to me.' `Sure he loves you, didn't your mom say she loved you too?'
`Don't go there cuz she wasn't my mom and you need to shut up because I'm going to have a good day.' `Just warning you Nadina, boys like that are only good for one thing....sex and that's it. That's all he looks at you for and you know it.' `Whatever.' Desiree snapped at the voice.
Finished with her shower she got dressed in her school uniform to go check out the Quidditch cut list and to go see Harry.
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Reaching Madam Hootch's office door she ran her finger down the list of new house players. When she reached Gryiffindor she let out a shriek of joy to see her name posted as the new beater.
Running to the Great Hall, Desiree leaped on Harry screaming "I made it, I made it!" Laughing at her excessive happiness he looked her in the eyes and said "I love you." "I love you too." she said back kissing his lips sweetly.
"Oh, get a room!" shouted Neville. Harry looked back at Neville, grinned and started to pull Desiree out of the Great Hall. "Harry where are we going?" "Too get a room." "All right! Let's get it on!" yelled Desiree as she pulled Harry out of the Hall.
`I wouldn't do that if I were you.' the voice taunted in her head `And why not?' `Because the only thing he wants you for is SEX sex SEX!' `No he doesn't' She thought back with some slight doubt.
From all of her past experiences she remembered the guy telling her that the loved her and then used her for a good lay for awhile then dropped her. `He wouldn't do that.' `Or would he? What makes him different from all the other guys?' the voice reminded.
Immediately dropping her once playful attitude she stares at Harry with searching eyes. He turned to look at her but was startled to find her looking at him like he had done something wrong.
"Dez, what's wrong?" Desiree didn't reply, she only shook her head. "Baby, what's wrong?' Harry asked more urgently trying to hold her but she yanked herself out of his reach. "Just leave me alone a little while." she said softly before turning on her heel to flee out the doors.
"What'd I do?" Harry asked out loud to nobody in particular. He glanced at the table to find that all of his friends had the same expression he had and was asking the same questions.
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"Leave me alone." Desiree thought desperately to herself as she ran up to her dorm room. `Why, so you can weaken yourself to a nothing like Potter.' `Don't call him that.' `Hey, I'm just stating the truth honey.'
Feeling her temperature starting to rise Desiree began to hit the wall beside her bed repeatedly until after only a few punches a hole was visible. Looking down at her bloody knuckles Desiree felt her body shake with fear and disappointment in herself since she knew that she had come so far in the past months.
She sat down on the floor and hugged herself, boring her nails into her arms until she drew warm red blood out of them. Taking in a shaky breath she swore out loud "I will not be weak, I will not fall, I will NOT be Nadina!'
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"Today we are going to brew a reflexious potion which can make one move with great speed. The ingredients and instructions are on the board so get to work." Snape spat in his usual soft manner.
Harry glanced around the dungeon classroom hoping to see Desiree come in late. Since her strange behavior at breakfast he hasn't seen her or heard from her.
"I hope Desiree's Ok." whispered Hermione. "Yeah, me too." replied Harry. As the two of them began to work on the potion the classroom door squeaked open to reveal Desiree looking slightly out of order. Her hair was not in sleek strands as it was at breakfast but in a messy ponytail at the top of her head and her hand was swollen and busted up.
"You better have a good excuse for being ten minutes late for class Black." said Snape positively giddy he got to take away Gryffindor points this early in the period. "I don't." She replied in a smart tone.
"Well I want you to go get me an excuse right now or face detention." "Well I want a black winged pony named Sunshine but you don't see me gettin it." she replied in her same smart attitude. "Detention Black and twenty points from Gryffindor for your tardiness and cheek."
Going back to his work Snape distinctly heard her say "Big woo.", not bothering to lower her voice. "Do you have something else you would like to add to our conversation Black?" Snape snapped, his voice getting louder.
"Yep sure do! I don't see why you guys think that just because you have a dick that you can just run over girls and torment their hearts and feelings, but lemme tell ya somethin hun, you can't. If it weren't for us you'd be nothing. All you do is think we're your bitches here for your wildest dream fuck, but you better watch out now, I ain't nobody's ho and you need to keep your big, fat, in desperate need of plastic surgery nose out of my business because it is none of your fucking damn business where I've been and it never will be. Whatcha gotta say da that?"
With each syllable Desiree's voice shook more and got louder. Harry noticed the cauldrons on the tables begin to shake slightly in complete sync with the tremors in her voice.
"Hold your tongue Black. Just because your father is Sirius Black does not give you the right to talk to an authority figure like that!" Snape said vendictivley as the entire class gasped at the name of Sirius Black
"Well, just so you know, I have a really huge problem with authority figures! And another thing, just cause my dad was the total pimpin balla of the school with all the pimp juice and you couldn't get shit to lay ya doesn't mean you gotta take it out on me and if I hear one more damn word out of your damn mouth about my damn mouth or my damn tardiness, I think I will scream so damn loud that I will bust every single one of ya'lls damn eardrums!"
Before she could get the last damn out of her mouth, every single cauldron turned over and half done potions spewed everywhere. Students squealed and ran for cover away from the unsafe brew.
Pushing Snape violently out of the way, Desiree ran out of the dungeon into the hallway. While Snape was trying to obtain order in the room, Harry snuck out to find Desiree and to clam her down.
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`Where could she have gone?' Harry thought to himself as he looked up and down the deserted hallway. Harry began to run up the hallway and turned right at the statue of Ernie the Earnest. He opened the door next to the figure slowly and with extreme caution, slightly afraid of what he would see on the other side.
Glancing through the small crack he had made between the door and the frame he gasped in horror at the sight that was before him. Controlled Desiree seemed to have lost her cool and then some. She was slamming books against the wall, scratching herself, and turning over tables.
Staring open mouthed at the brutal sight before him he grabbed his wand and performed to first spell that came to mind "Petrificus Totalus!". With the crazed female in a total body bind Harry stepped over to her. What he did not expect to find was Desiree still managing to thrash around on the floor like a fish out of water.
Positioning himself over her he quickly reversed the spell and pinned her down with his body. "Get the fuck off of me!" she screamed at the top of her lungs at the person behind all of her anger at this moment.
"Listen to me! Stop it Desiree, I don't know what's gotten into you but you need to stop it right now damnit!" Seeing an internal battle being fought in her eyes he relaxed his features to pull her up, with some difficulty due to her twisting in attempts to either get away or hit him, to cradle her in his arms.
Her gasps of struggle soon became sobs of inconspicuous phrases and words that Harry did not understand. "Make it go away." he heard her sob into his chest. "Make what go away?" "The voice, that mean voice in my head that makes me do all of these stupid things."
Within Harry's mind something clicked and he quickly but gently pulled her up to her feet, still supporting her he told her. "We need to go talk to Dumbledore."
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