My life in vignettes
By: A-kun
Seventh Part: Kioku III: Yomigaere (Memories III: Resurrection)
Back in our time, as we remembered, Ephram was arguing with Evan. Both of these guys wanted to go to somewhere, but one of them denied his past and the other came for the revival.
-You remember it, right? -said Evan
-No, I don't -Said Ephram.
-Bullshit! You remember all of these! All!
-I Hate you.
-And a moment ago you said other thing.
Ephram stopped. He was going to answer those sentences, but he fell that the last line of his was still pretty rough for the hearing of Evan. The other guy was almost breaking, in the verge of heartbreaking, and tears were going down to his face.
-Look, Eff. could you just hear me, as the friend you are?
-Well, I think I can do that.
-Let's forget for a moment that you're the other guy involved in the trouble. Let's pretend for this minute that you're my best friend but not Ephram, please.
-I don't think so.
-Then I don't have nothing to do in here.
Evan was going to the door when he felt that Ephram was holding his shirt. He felt his hand over his arm, and then he realized that Ephram-kun wanted to talk with him.
-Please -Said Ephram -I'll hear you.
-Ok, thanks.
-That's what friends are for!
Evan then turned out and embraced him.
It was sad and yet a happy moment. For a second, Evan forget the darkness in his heart and remembered the happiness that he was covering.
In a whisper slow to his ears, Ephram said something to him
-I wasn't drunk. I just drank two beers. Not enough, but I was dizzy.
Evan understood what meant that.
-I'm not a fool. I can realize what you feel, and It seems that we're both in the same, then, why shouldn't we give it a try? -Answered in the same way Evan.
-I have to tell you some things before you can get any idea.
-What is it?
Friday party. Again, in the night, just with the same moon as the one when Evan and Ephram met, happened something unusual, and it borrowed Evan's life, and never returned again.
It was still pretty the same, even when two years of friendship passed by, Ephram still being the popular guy in the H. S. and Evan seemed to be the non coolest guy ever. Both of them were in the party, and as usual, Evan will be watching over Eff's behavior. When he got drunk, he'll be taking him to his house, and in the morning, take Ephram with Dr. Brown. But that night wasn't good for doing this. Usually Ephram got drunk until the last twelve shots, but that night he was drunk at the two. What was drunk that night?.
Evan realized of this beause he was with him, talking in that party, and he was in this second shot, whtn suddenly, as he was trying to walk into a hallway, Ephram began to loose his balance, and when the gravity seemed to attract him to the ground, Evan's hand was there to hold him.
-Think you had enough beer tonight -Said Evan the preacher.
-C'mon Mom! We're having fun here! -Answered a sarcastic Ephram.
-No more shots! Let's go Junior, tomorrow is school day!
-I don't like school!
-Come on, Move! -Ordained Evan to the other, as he was holding him.
In the dorm of Ephram, Madisson was behind the door hearing just little sounds from within the room, like mumblings. And Madison was feeling strange. She felt a rush of blood to his head, even when she knew that Ephram was still from her own.
As the moon shined that night over them, Evan felt something strange 'bout that guy he was carrying to his home. He realized of it when they both were in the bedroom.
-That was amusing! Man! You should've seen it! -Was the green eyed guy saying.
-What? How you were falling or how your other friends were as drunk as donkeys??
-Both!
-Well, Next time I will.
He sat next to his friend, who now was lying over the bed.
-You know the rules right?
-yeah yeah
-Eff. uh, nothing. We'll talk tomorrow
-Tomorrow? Why not now?
-Tomorrow, ok?
-Now!
-You must feel pretty tired. You know, you better rest.
-I like you.
-So do I, but now please sleep. -said Evan as he was covering the other dude with his pillows and everything else.
-I like you, Evan, since the first day we met in that party
-Yeah, so do I
-I'm telling the truth.
-C'mon, sleep now or the tooth fairy will not come
-Don't believe me, right??
-Sleep, please
When he was done, Evan was leaving the place, he'll be going to sleep in the couch, but before he might even think about it, Ephram took his head between his hands, and then kissed him. It was strange when your best friend kisses you.
-Tastes like beer. Were you drinking? -Said Ephram
-Stupid
And Evan then kissed him back. Minutes were passing, but seconds the clock marked. The breathing was being shared by those guys. A kiss, saliva also, and tongue contact, maybe. Sharing their breaths they were assuming that they were so close, more than friends.
-Sorry, I didn't mean to.-said Ephram
-No, you mean it, you really want it that way!
Evan embraced Ephram. He felt his warm breath over his hair, and understood what he really felt for him.
-First, I wasn't drunk and second. -whispered in almost silence
The dorm was still a mess and Ephram was holding Evan. A completely broken Evan was there, crying in silence, just the tears. Ephram stopped his sentence because he knew that Evan's heart was so close to torn in pieces, he thought the possibility over and over. And then released the truth.
-I cannot try it again because there's someone which I'm trying too. But yet, I appreciate what you're doing. Even so, I'll try just to stay like this because.
-Look, Eff, -said Evan spacing apart from him -I didn't came here in the middle of the night to know this. I came here because I wanted an answer.
-And now you have one, happy?
-Is not that. I wanted to know that you really love me
-And I'm still doing it, but please understand that remembering hurts me as well. You left me when I needed you the most. You weren't there.
-And I'm sorry for that. I whish I could've been there in the time, but wishing it doesn't change nothing at all
-Explain yourself. -Asked Ephram.
-After the scene, It felt like, I don't know, I was confused by my feelings. I messed up with you that night, and I tought that you loved me, but you used me as a sexual toy. Hello? I'm not a computer that you can turn off and down whenever you need. I thought that the night we spent together meant something.
-And It did. It really did. But I never wanted to mess my feeling with the "you-know" stuff. and I mess it up when we both tried.
-I didn't want that too. All what I wanted from you.
-You wanted me to be your prince -and closed his mouth.
Seventh Part: Kioku III: Yomigaere (Memories III: Resurrection)
Back in our time, as we remembered, Ephram was arguing with Evan. Both of these guys wanted to go to somewhere, but one of them denied his past and the other came for the revival.
-You remember it, right? -said Evan
-No, I don't -Said Ephram.
-Bullshit! You remember all of these! All!
-I Hate you.
-And a moment ago you said other thing.
Ephram stopped. He was going to answer those sentences, but he fell that the last line of his was still pretty rough for the hearing of Evan. The other guy was almost breaking, in the verge of heartbreaking, and tears were going down to his face.
-Look, Eff. could you just hear me, as the friend you are?
-Well, I think I can do that.
-Let's forget for a moment that you're the other guy involved in the trouble. Let's pretend for this minute that you're my best friend but not Ephram, please.
-I don't think so.
-Then I don't have nothing to do in here.
Evan was going to the door when he felt that Ephram was holding his shirt. He felt his hand over his arm, and then he realized that Ephram-kun wanted to talk with him.
-Please -Said Ephram -I'll hear you.
-Ok, thanks.
-That's what friends are for!
Evan then turned out and embraced him.
It was sad and yet a happy moment. For a second, Evan forget the darkness in his heart and remembered the happiness that he was covering.
In a whisper slow to his ears, Ephram said something to him
-I wasn't drunk. I just drank two beers. Not enough, but I was dizzy.
Evan understood what meant that.
-I'm not a fool. I can realize what you feel, and It seems that we're both in the same, then, why shouldn't we give it a try? -Answered in the same way Evan.
-I have to tell you some things before you can get any idea.
-What is it?
Friday party. Again, in the night, just with the same moon as the one when Evan and Ephram met, happened something unusual, and it borrowed Evan's life, and never returned again.
It was still pretty the same, even when two years of friendship passed by, Ephram still being the popular guy in the H. S. and Evan seemed to be the non coolest guy ever. Both of them were in the party, and as usual, Evan will be watching over Eff's behavior. When he got drunk, he'll be taking him to his house, and in the morning, take Ephram with Dr. Brown. But that night wasn't good for doing this. Usually Ephram got drunk until the last twelve shots, but that night he was drunk at the two. What was drunk that night?.
Evan realized of this beause he was with him, talking in that party, and he was in this second shot, whtn suddenly, as he was trying to walk into a hallway, Ephram began to loose his balance, and when the gravity seemed to attract him to the ground, Evan's hand was there to hold him.
-Think you had enough beer tonight -Said Evan the preacher.
-C'mon Mom! We're having fun here! -Answered a sarcastic Ephram.
-No more shots! Let's go Junior, tomorrow is school day!
-I don't like school!
-Come on, Move! -Ordained Evan to the other, as he was holding him.
In the dorm of Ephram, Madisson was behind the door hearing just little sounds from within the room, like mumblings. And Madison was feeling strange. She felt a rush of blood to his head, even when she knew that Ephram was still from her own.
As the moon shined that night over them, Evan felt something strange 'bout that guy he was carrying to his home. He realized of it when they both were in the bedroom.
-That was amusing! Man! You should've seen it! -Was the green eyed guy saying.
-What? How you were falling or how your other friends were as drunk as donkeys??
-Both!
-Well, Next time I will.
He sat next to his friend, who now was lying over the bed.
-You know the rules right?
-yeah yeah
-Eff. uh, nothing. We'll talk tomorrow
-Tomorrow? Why not now?
-Tomorrow, ok?
-Now!
-You must feel pretty tired. You know, you better rest.
-I like you.
-So do I, but now please sleep. -said Evan as he was covering the other dude with his pillows and everything else.
-I like you, Evan, since the first day we met in that party
-Yeah, so do I
-I'm telling the truth.
-C'mon, sleep now or the tooth fairy will not come
-Don't believe me, right??
-Sleep, please
When he was done, Evan was leaving the place, he'll be going to sleep in the couch, but before he might even think about it, Ephram took his head between his hands, and then kissed him. It was strange when your best friend kisses you.
-Tastes like beer. Were you drinking? -Said Ephram
-Stupid
And Evan then kissed him back. Minutes were passing, but seconds the clock marked. The breathing was being shared by those guys. A kiss, saliva also, and tongue contact, maybe. Sharing their breaths they were assuming that they were so close, more than friends.
-Sorry, I didn't mean to.-said Ephram
-No, you mean it, you really want it that way!
Evan embraced Ephram. He felt his warm breath over his hair, and understood what he really felt for him.
-First, I wasn't drunk and second. -whispered in almost silence
The dorm was still a mess and Ephram was holding Evan. A completely broken Evan was there, crying in silence, just the tears. Ephram stopped his sentence because he knew that Evan's heart was so close to torn in pieces, he thought the possibility over and over. And then released the truth.
-I cannot try it again because there's someone which I'm trying too. But yet, I appreciate what you're doing. Even so, I'll try just to stay like this because.
-Look, Eff, -said Evan spacing apart from him -I didn't came here in the middle of the night to know this. I came here because I wanted an answer.
-And now you have one, happy?
-Is not that. I wanted to know that you really love me
-And I'm still doing it, but please understand that remembering hurts me as well. You left me when I needed you the most. You weren't there.
-And I'm sorry for that. I whish I could've been there in the time, but wishing it doesn't change nothing at all
-Explain yourself. -Asked Ephram.
-After the scene, It felt like, I don't know, I was confused by my feelings. I messed up with you that night, and I tought that you loved me, but you used me as a sexual toy. Hello? I'm not a computer that you can turn off and down whenever you need. I thought that the night we spent together meant something.
-And It did. It really did. But I never wanted to mess my feeling with the "you-know" stuff. and I mess it up when we both tried.
-I didn't want that too. All what I wanted from you.
-You wanted me to be your prince -and closed his mouth.
