Alyssa's world was falling apart, she felt different, she was heavily depressed and both Matt and Jeff knew it but weren't sure how to help her. They tried getting her to talk to a counselor but that fell apart after one session.

Both Jeff and Matt had told her repeatedly that they loved her and promised they weren't going to leave like their parents did.

Finally one day Alyssa did the only thing she could think of to end her pain, she slit her wrists.

Jeff found her before it was too late and called for an ambulance while pressing onto both wrists to try and stop the bleeding.

At the hospital the doctors' worked non stop to save her, finally she was breathing regularly and her pulse was steady.

Matt and Jeff sat in the waiting room, their expressions blank. Shane Helms and Shannon raced to the hospital and asked Jeff and Matt a million questions.

Finally the doctor came out and let Matt know she was stable. "Thank god." He said and started to cry, he and Jeff hugged both crying.

Alyssa woke up in the hospital, "Noooooooo!" She yelled when she realized where she was. Matt, who was sitting next to her jumped at her yell. "Why didn't you let me die!" She yelled at him. "Lyssie, we can't lose you too." Matt said still crying. "Damn you Matt, I don't wanna be in pain anymore!" She yelled crying.

"Baby, we can help with the pain, it gets easier, I promise." Matt said trying to stay calm.

She refused to listen, telling him she'd only do it again, this time somewhere they wouldn't find her until it was too late.

Finally Matt had to do the one thing he didn't want to do, he had to hospitalize her.

"I hate you Matt Hardy! I hate you!" She screamed at him as they gave her a sedative.

Two Days Later:

Alyssa's POV.

Lyssa was roomed with a girl named Amber, who had also tried to kill herself. "What's your name?" Amber asked her.

"Alyssa Hardy, but call me Lyssa or Lyssie." I told her. "I'm Amber Thompson, welcome to the nut ward." She said with a slight smile. "Call me Ambie, or Skittles, it's my nickname." Amber told her. "I can't call you skittles, that's my brother's nickname." I told her. "How many brothers' and sisters' do you have?" Amber asked. "Just Matt and Jeff." I told her. "Wait a minute, Jeff Hardy, as in the Jeff Hardy?" She asked. "Wrestling fan?" I asked. "The biggest." Amber said. "Doubt that, cause I am, and I was there when Matt and Jeff won the belts last summer." I told her. "Yeah right, I'm sure they're your brothers'." She said not believing me. "Go ahead, don't believe me, but when they come to visit don't let your eyes pop out of your sockets." I told her. Then I took out the pictures I was allowed to bring. Mama, Daddy, Matt, and Jeff, and Liger, Mason, and my cat Friskie. Last was the latest Hardy family picture, with me, Jeff, and Matt.

"They really are your brothers'!" She said seeing the picture of me on Daddy's lap, Jeff on his right and Matt on his lap in our last family picture with daddy in it.

"Unfortunately, although I don't mind Jeffy, I just hate Matt right now." I told her. "He's the one that sent you here." Amber said. "How'd you know?" I asked. "I read about your dad's death, and also that Matt was your legal guardian." She told me.

"So you knew who I was?" I asked. "Yeah, just messing with ya a bit." She said smiling. "What about you, any siblings?" I asked. "My brother Robbie and my sister Teri." She answered.

Three weeks later:

"Hardy, you have visitors." "Thompson, so do you." One of the guards said. "You wanna meet Matt and Jeff?" I asked. "Sure." She said. I walked into the visitation room and broke into a run when I saw Matt and Jeff. I hugged them both, "I'm sorry for what I said Matty, I don't hate you." I told him. "I know you don't baby, I know you were hurt and upset." He said and hugged me tightly. "Ahem." Amber cleared her throat. "Matt, Jeff, this is my roommate Amber, who is Jeff's number one fan." I said smiling. "Well, pleased to meet you Amber, glad to know someone is keeping our Lyssie company." Jeff said in his goofy voice. "Jeffrey!" I said blushing. "See you later Lys!" She called as she went to greet what I assumed was her family.

"How you hanging on?" Jeff asked becoming serious. "I'm doing much better, and I want to come home." I said. "Honey." Matt started. "Listen ok, please," I said.

"Ok, I'm listening." Matt said. "I know now that what I did was stupid and meaningless, it didn't solve anything, it only added more problems." I told him. "Matt, please let me come home, I'll do outpatient therapy, I'll go to counseling, but please, I can't take it in here." I told him my eyes brimming with tears.

"Ok, ok Lyssie, I'll sign you out tomorrow, just stay one more night ok." He said. "Ok." I told him. I'm free tomorrow! I was so happy I hugged them both and kissed Matt right on the lips and I haven't done that since I was like eight. He blushed and I laughed, he's so cute when he blushes.

When visiting was over Amber and I linked arms and walked back to our room. I told her then that I was leaving. "So am I." She said happily. We'd become close and I was worried we'd lose touch.

The next day we both packed and right before we left we slipped our phone numbers into each other's pockets hugging. "Next show we have close by I'll have Jeff bring you as his guest so you can meet the rest of the fed." I told her. "Deal." She said and we got into separate cars.