DISCLAIMER: don't own any one, yet. Maybe.

A/N: this is just an experiment. if things go well, I'll continue.

The first time is like taking drugs, I never did them, but my friends can testify to that. You spiral downwards onto a lowly path where only the fools land. How do I know? -I'm there. In the darkness of a valley is a rock bottom platform that I solemnly vowed to myself never to sink so low to. but I did. and now here I am. My life wont ever be the same, because that's what drinking does to a person.

It started a little after college. Nothing was making sense. It was either that or I didn't want it to. I stopped contacting with my mom and Stars Hollow when I 'fell'. No one knew the new or me. I changed my name, my appearance, hopes, dreams. my life.

I live alone, and in a way, I stand alone. You don't wanna know me, you don't wanna see me, you don't wanna be me! I gave everything away. -I gave up. I blew it, I messed up any chance I had for a good life. I go out every night, meet new people, do different things; it's a party life.

So in a sense, I'm on the 'Highway to Hell'.

REVIEW! I DON'T EXACTLY KNOW WHERE I'M GOING WITH THIS SO GIMME SOME IDEAS! PLEASE AND THANK YOU!