A Change Of Heart (Pt. 4)
Marie turned the corner just in time to overhear Jeff telling Stephanie McMahon that he'd be by her office after his match. Paul came out of her office startling them.
"Hey Steph, we need to go cut this promo", Paul said getting into his Triple H character.
"Talk to you later Jeff" Steph said as she walked down the hall meeting up with Vince and Shane as they entered another dressing room to shoot the promo.
"Hey Jeff", Marie said as she walked around the corner greeting him with a hug.
"Hey girl, Tammy told me about the wild time you guys had this weekend" he said grinning like a Cheshire cat.
"What? Why are you laughing?", she asked starting to get annoyed.
"Well, I heard about the dance contest you guys had after the barbecue" he said laughing.
"What did you hear?" she asked.
"Just that you and Rikishi had a back that ass up contest until 3 in the morning. Neither one of you wanted to give up. Rikishi said he could still have gone for a few more hours" Jeff said teasingly just to piss Marie off.
"You tell that fat bastard that I'll challenge his ass to another dance contest anytime, anyplace. Ooooh, I can't stand his funky ass" she said walking off to her office only to walk by a poster that had the logo "Back that ass up" with Rikishi and Too Cool on it. She screamed and ripped it off the wall and kicked it to the side as Jay, Adam, and Chris walked up to Jeff.
"Dude, what's her problem?" asked Adam.
"Oh, I can tell you jackasses everything! Come with me" Jericho laughed as they entered an empty locker room.
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"Hey Angelface", Matt said sticking his head through Tammy's office door.
"Hey High Voltage", she laughed as his eyebrows raised in shock at her calling him by a name he used when he wrestled as a teenager.
"Funny", Matt said as he sat on the end of her desk.
"Yes, I thought it would be" she said smiling innocently as she turned and lowered the sound on the radio on her desk.
"What can I help you with?" she asked.
He knew what he had to do. Jeff was breaking it off with Stephanie tonight. He knew he needed to give them a chance to see where their relationship could go. He would have gone after her with everything he had if it hadn't been for Jeff mentioning marriage. His brother wanted to have kids with this woman. Could he see himself with her in the future with cute little kids running around with their brown eyes, his pointy nose, and her sexy full lips? He had to snap out of it. She was looking at him like he was crazy. He pulled himself together.
"Well, I just wanted to let you know that I'm backing off" Matt said hesitantly.
"Of what?" she asked scared.
"Of being with you. I think that if I back off it will give you and my brother a better chance of making it without me sneaking kisses from you" he smiled shyly as he said the last part.
"Matt, I care about you. I don't want to hurt Jeff either. Maybe I should walk away from you both," she said standing to look him in the eye. He took her hands in his and kissed them.
"Angelface, this is the best way for none of us to get hurt. I thought we could actually work out but every time I think you and Jeff are about to break up, you guys end up back together even stronger. I'm tired of waiting on the sidelines for something that isn't going to happen. I realized how selfish I was to be happy every time you guys had a fight. I absolutely hate, and I do mean hate hearing the two of you making love" he said looking her straight in the eye.
"I don't know what to say except that I'm sorry. I felt so bad after that night in the room when we woke you up. I just wanted to die. I stayed up watching you sleep", she said looking down at her hands.
"Yea, I swear I wanted to kill Jeff that night" he laughed then looked at her sincerely. "It should have been me with you that night. I tossed and turned all night. I stared at you all night until you went to sleep. You looked like an angel lying there. I wish that we atleast had one night together".
"Would it be wrong if I said that I felt the same way?" Tammy asked looking like she wanted to cry.
"No baby, never" Matt said as he reached over and turned the radio up, stood up and strolled over to the door locking it. He turned around looking at her as if he wanted to cry, "Can we have one last dance together?"
"Yes" she said as she took his hand and snuggled close to him and moved to the music.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star that somewhere you are Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
"I'm going away for the weekend. I need to get away. I can't be alone with you again anytime soon because I know I'd lose control. I can't be held accountable for what I'd do to you" Matt whispered against her ear.
"Matt, I'm sorry. I'll be honest with you. If I wasn't with Jeff, I wouldn't hesitate to be with you" she said finally letting go of the heavy burden that had been weighing heavily on her heart.
Wonder if you ever see me And I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day And the courage to say how much I love you Yes I do!
"I've dreamed of violating you in a hundred different ways" he said smiling. "I love you Tammy Littrell", Matt said as he stared into her eyes. They both were crying hard and clung to each other like their lives depended on it as they listened to the words of the music.
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Matt backed away slowly with tears in his eyes. His hand started to loosen from around hers. She looked down at their hands as they separated in slow motion.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe That you came up to me and said "I love you" I love you too!
He mouthed "I'll love you forever" as he opened the door and looked back at her one last time before closing the door behind him.
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight Till tomorrow and for all of my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
She sat back on her desk and cried for about 10 minutes. How could she go on without Matt in her life? She'd lost him. She may lose Jeff tonight as well if he was messing around with Stephanie. The Hardy Boyz had become a main part of her life these past 2 years. How could she go on without either one in her life?
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Matt stood in the shower for what seemed like hours. He cried. He barely ever cried. To him she no longer existed. She was a dream. She was unreachable for him.
"Matt, you okay?" Amy asked from outside the shower.
"Yea, I'll be right out!" he yelled over the sound of the shower.
As he walked back into the dressing room Jeff, Adam, and Jay were sitting around talking but stopped in mid sentence when they saw him.
"Fuck! Matt, are you okay?" Jeff jumped up and felt his forehead.
"Yea, I'm okay. I think I'm coming down with something. I may just head on to the hotel and get my own room. I don't want to give you and Tammy whatever it is I'm coming down with"
"Yea okay man, you need to get some sleep. You look like death," Jeff said with concern on his face.
"I'll check on you later," said Jay as he left to go get his bags.
"Adam, keep an eye on Matt while I go tend to some business" Jeff said as he headed out the door.
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"Thanks Kathy, you are a Godsend. I can't believe how good you covered the bruise I got from when Hunter fell on me" Stephanie gushed as she looked in the mirror.
"No problem girl, what do you have planned tonight?" Kathy said.
"Oh nothing but a little dinner and dancing with my fiancee" she said smiling to herself in the mirror. She looked at her watch and rose out of the chair. "I have to run, I'm supposed to be in a meeting right now. Thanks for the makeup job", she said hurrying off.
Dena eyed Kathy as she picked up her cell phone and dialed a number.
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"Hello?", Marie said as she put the phone to her ear.
"It's me. The slut is on her way to her office" Dena said from the other line.
"Thanks" Marie said hanging up the phone and heading to Tammy's office.
As she headed to Tammy's office she ran into Amy who told her that she was taking Matt to the hotel because he was sick. "Hmm" thought Marie, Matt was sick all right, lovesick. Why did all her friends have to actually fall in love? It just caused problems. Dena used to be strong until she went after Rikishi. Dena was infatuated with Goldberg back in WCW. We used to dog men out left and right together. Tammy was always into romance. So was Katharine. They always wanted a serious relationship. Now that Dena had her eyes on a new man Marie was left all on her own. Screw the man and move on was her motto. Matter of fact, don't even stay until the morning was one of her rules. As she passed by the glass door she stopped and looked at her reflection and frowned at herself. My ass cannot be that big she thought. Damn, she needed to start working out. Just then she saw Rikishi and Too Cool pass by in the reflection of the door.
"Hey baby!" Rikishi said as he made kissing sounds to her.
"Fuck off Rikishi, I'm busy" she said while shooting the finger at him. She started to walk towards Adam as he was signing autographs on some of his Edge merchandise for some fans who'd gotten backstage. He waved and she waved back. She started to walk towards him only to realize he wasn't talking to her. She turned to see Katharine walking up behind her with her suitcase full of makeup products.
"Hey, I know it's about to go down" Katharine said.
"Shh, I'm headed to get Tammy now" she answered.
"Well, Adam and I are going to go to dinner" Katharine said enthusiastically.
"Can I go and chill with you two?" Marie asked trying to be funny.
"Hell no heffa! See you just made me get ethnic on you there for a minute", Katharine said.
"Ooh girl, you have a good time then" she said as she stopped outside Tammy's office door and opened it only to see Tammy sprawled across the desk looking tore up from the floor up.
"Damn, did your ass even watch the show tonight?" Marie asked as she lifted Tammy's head off of the desk. "Hmm, looks like you and Matt have come down with the same thing".
"Why are you here Marie?" she asked.
"It's showtime! Get your ass in gear girl!" Marie yelled pulling her out of her chair.
"Already?" she said looking at her watch.
"Girl, get a move on before I put my foot in your ass" Marie threatened as they headed down the corridor leading to Stephanie's office.
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"The door is locked" Tammy whispered as she tried to quietly turn the doorknob.
Marie started fumbling with her keys on her keychain.
"What are you doing?" asked Tammy.
"Looking for the key" Marie replied matter of factly.
"How the hell did you get a key?" Tammy asked looking shocked.
"You don't think Vince hired me just from your recommendation only do you? They don't call me the Blowjob Queen for nothing," Marie said as she found the right key on the chain.
"Girl, after all of these years, you still amaze me," Tammy said as she watched Marie unlock the door and push it open.
"What the fuck!" Marie yelled as she stepped into the room with a surprised look on her face and let out a "Oh hell no, bitch!"
Tammy stepped in just in time to see Jeff trying to pull his pants up from around his ankles as Stephanie tried to pull her skirt down while sitting on her desk looking scared as hell.
"Baby, it's not what you think" Jeff said waddling towards her like a duck. She calmly put up her hand in a stop motion and palmed him in the face sending him falling back on the couch. Dwayne, Jay and Chris were walking by the door and stopped short to see what all the cussing was about. Marie was standing on top of the desk saying, "Beat that bitch ass! Fuck her up!"
Dwayne walked around the desk only to see Tammy on the floor on top of Stephanie applying a chokehold. "Tam let her go! You'll kill her!" Dwayne nodded for Chris to help him. By that time Jeff was up pulling up his pants and ran over trying to get Tammy off of Stephanie. As they pulled her off of her she let Stephanie stand up only to jump on her again from across the desk. Stephanie slapped her hard which only added fuel to the fire. She grabbed Stephanie and put her in a full nelson and forced her down onto the office floor.
"Get your daddy to fire me bitch! I have the card of a real good lawyer!" Tammy said as she flashed Stephanie's fiancee business card.
"You wouldn't dare!" Stephanie said spitting out blood.
"Try me bitch! You're a slut Stephanie! You smile in my face pretending to be my friend and fucking my boyfriend behind my back? Huh?" she said as she kicked her in the face.
"Calm down Tammy, it's over!" Dwayne said staring Jeff down.
Jeff stepped forward, "Baby can we go somewhere and talk alone?"
"Hell no! You can talk to that ho ass bitch I just caught you fucking!" she yelled as she slapped him across the face and pushed him into Chris knocking them both over onto the couch.
She stopped at the door and waved for Marie to come on. Marie jumped off the desk and kicked Stephanie in the stomach.
"Dirty ho!" she said and spat on Stephanie and walked out the door.
Dwayne turned and punched Jeff in the mouth before walking out to catch up with Tammy and Marie in her office.
"You okay, honey?" he asked.
"Can you take me to the airport" she asked Dwayne.
"I thought you wanted me to" Marie said confused.
"I have something else planned for you Marie she said as she dangled Stephanie's fiancee Robert's business card in front of Marie.
"You want me to take one for the team?" Marie asked excitedly.
"Would you mind?" Tammy asked.
"What does he look like?" Marie said as she grabbed her purse and briefcase.
"6'5, blond, about 260 pounds." Tammy said.
"I'm on it girl. I'll call you in the morning to let you know how it goes" she said as she sashayed out the office.
Dwayne watched her ass and said, "Damn she got a big ass!". "Can you imagine the ass on her kids if her and Kishi got together?" he laughed shaking his head.
"Dwayne! I'm ready to go," she said pushing past him.
"Okay but Chris is riding with us", Dwayne said.
"Fine, I just want to go home" she replied.
"You guys ready?" Adam said looking uncomfortable.
"Yes, I want to get home. Get me to the airport" Tammy said as she swung the doors of the arena open and headed to Dwayne's rental car.
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She entered the airport with one bag and her purse. She packed light on purpose in case this happened. She approached the desk.
"How may I help you?" the attendant asked.
"The next flight out to Houston, Texas please" Tammy said digging in her purse only to run into the keys to Jeff's house.
"That will be in 4 hours ma'am," the lady said.
Tammy thought for a second, "When is the next flight to North Carolina? I need to get to Cameron, North Carolina?"
"You just missed it. Wait. another flight leaves for Raleigh in an hour and 20 minutes" the lady said nicely.
"I'll take it" Tammy said handing her the credit card.
She sat there for about 40 minutes before they called for everyone to board the plane. She lay back and thought about everything of hers that she needed to get out of the Hardy household. She couldn't leave anything. On Monday, she'd pretend the Hardy's never existed. She'd lost Matt and Jeff within three hours. She smiled thinking maybe she should have told Matt to wait until after Raw for her to see if Jeff was a complete jackass. If he was then there was a chance for them. She leaned back and slept.
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The weather in Raleigh turned horrible, as the plane touched down. It was pouring down raining. She got a rental car and headed for Jeff and Matt's house in Cameron. She knew she had atleast until tomorrow afternoon to get her things and get out of there. She drove into the driveway and almost knocked Jeff's motorcycle over.
"Fuck!" she hit the steering wheel numerous times before getting out and putting it in the garage out of the rain. "You never thinks to put shit up, asshole!"
She entered the house and flicked the kitchen light switch on only to discover that the power was out.
"Dammit! This just isn't my night", she said as she touched the sore spot on her face where Stephanie had slapped the shit out of her. She dug through the kitchen drawers until she found candles. She lit one from the stove and finally saw the matches sitting on the counter. She kicked off her wet shoes and walked down the hall to Jeff's room. She entered the room that was once so familiar to her, but now it seemed cold and uninviting. She went to the dresser and sat her bag on it and pulled out a gown. She decided against the gown since the house would be hot throughout the night with the lights out. She lit 4 more candles and set one on each of the two nightstands and two on the dresser. The first candle she lit was fading out so she grabbed her little negligee out of the drawer and headed to the bathroom where she lit one of her big Plumeria scented candles. She turned the shower on and jumped in. The events of the night played over and over in her head. She could hear the phone ringing in the distance. Nobody's home she thought out loud and laughed. Fuck you Jeffrey Nero Hardy! I'll never take you back. You're a weak bastard! She cried harder than she ever cried over any man. Why didn't she choose Matt? He was way more mature and levelheaded than Jeff ever was. Love is blind. Oh Matt, I'm so sorry I didn't pick you. If I had a chance to relive tonight I'd pick you Matthew. She thought about his soft lips and that sexy twang he had to his voice. He had the prettiest eyelashes. She was brought back to reality by the ringing of the phone again. Someone answer the phone she thought. Oh, wait its just me here. She let the warm water soothe her skin while she grabbed the cucumber melon bodywash and scrubbed her body until the water felt like it was starting to get cold. She stepped out of the shower, turned it off and dried off. She put her little negligee on and lay across the bed. The rain was beating down pretty hard. She got up and grabbed her little portable CD player and checked for batteries before turning it on. She put it on a radio station that played slow music and laid back down. She felt so empty and drained. She started to doze off awakening a few minutes later by a hand caressing her cheek. Her eyes flew open to see Matt sitting on side of the bed in his boxers with no shirt on. She thought she was dreaming until he touched her face again. She sat up quickly trying to see where she was.
"M-M- Matt, what are you doing here?" she asked stuttering.
He smiled "I live here girl" he said as he climbed into the bed next to her.
"Oh yea, I just thought I'd have the place to myself," she said shyly.
"Why? Because you figured we'd be back sometime tomorrow?" he asked teasingly.
"Yes. I thought I'd be able to pack up my things and be out of here before the two of you arrived tomorrow," she said honestly.
"I kind of figured that when Adam called and told me what happened after I left for the airport" Matt said.
"You were on the plane right before mine," she said out loud to nobody in particular.
"I heard about the fight too," he said eyeing her with a smile on his face. "You and Marie went gangsta on Steph huh?" he said as she covered her face from embarrassment and he pulled her hands away from her face.
"I can't look at you," she said starting to cry.
"Don't cry. I didn't come in here to make you cry. I just wanted to let you know I was here for you", he said in a sweet caring voice.
"How did you know it was me in here?" she asked.
"Well, let's see? Chris said he and Dwayne dropped you off at the airport. There's a rental car in my driveway. It couldn't have been Jeff because he should be landing in Houston right about now according to Jay. And of course there was your wet ass shoes I tripped over and almost broke my fucking neck coming back into the house through the kitchen"
She gasped and covered her mouth. "I'm sorry Matt. I wasn't thinking", she said laughing at the idea of him falling on his ass in the kitchen.
"No you weren't thinking. So, you caught Jeff looking like a deer caught in headlights huh?" he asked.
"Oh yea, he was definitely busted" she replied.
"So, after time I'm sure you guys will work things out" he said staring at the candle on the dresser.
"Hell no!" she said causing Matt to snap out of his trance. "I'll never take him back. He fucked up big this time. It will never be the same Matt".
He looked at her and said, "So, this is really it, the end of you and Jeff? I never thought I'd see the day when this would come".
"Well, it has. It's really over," she said staring at the side of his face as the candlelight flickered off of his cheek. He looked so sexy. She reached out and caressed his cheek. He turned slowly and looked her in the eye.
"Are you sure? There won't be any turning back once we do this" Matt said in a cautious voice.
"Matt, I won't be sorry in the morning trust me", Tammy said as she got up on her knees on the bed and straddled him in one swift movement.
"Damn! You're moving pretty fast", he said as her mouth came down gently on his.
The radio started playing a slow song that was so appropriate:
I could lose my heart tonight If you don't turn and walk away 'Cause the way I feel I might Lose control and let you stay 'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go
I could fall in love with you
I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel But if I take that chance right now Tomorrow will you want me still So I should keep this to myself And never let you know
I could fall in love with you
They kissed deep and hard. The passion that they'd been denied rose to the surface. He rolled over on top of her and kissed her pausing to remove her negligee and his boxers. She looked down surprised at what she'd soon be getting. He looked down and smiled.
"You always saw me fresh out the shower. It's called shrinkage sweetheart. By the look on your face I take it you're surprised by my dick size" he laughed.
"Umm, yea, pretty much. I did get a glimpse of it that day in your room also. It was nothing like this!" she said looking down.
He laughed and took her hand and put it around his hard penis only to feel it jerk from her touch. He groaned and kissed her so deep that it almost took her breath away. He started to move his hips so that her hands jerked his penis in a back and forth motion. All of a sudden her hands were sticky from his pre-cum.
"See what you do to me baby?' he said as he devoured her lips and trailed kisses down her neck only stopping to grab her nipple in his mouth and suck on it while looking up into her eyes. "Do you want me to stop?" he asked. She shook her head no while biting her lower lip. He started to lick all the way down her stomach causing her to quiver from the slightest touch. He got up and pulled her all the way to the end of the bed. He got down on his knees at the foot of the bed and stuck his index finger into his mouth to get it wet then caressed her in her most intimate place. Circling her clit getting it wet before gently licking it causing her to gasp and try to rise up. He pushed her back down and kissed her. "Relax baby, I'm about to devour this pussy", he said between breaths. He went back down and started sucking on her clit. He took his tongue and parted her pussy lips causing her to moan loudly. He licked gently at first, applying a little more pressure as he heard the groans escape her mouth. He took his finger and gently pushed it halfway in her pussy as he felt her accept him. He gently started to move his finger back and forth just as her pussy tightened around his finger. "Oh yes baby, you like that don't you" he said through half closed eyes as he started to finger fuck her faster. She started to move against his finger searching for release. With every stroke of his finger he flicked his tongue against her clit. He took his tongue and pushed it into her pussy so that he could taste her better. She started to tighten around his tongue and began to convulse as her cum flowed from her pussy into his mouth.
"Oh my God! That was.." She paused having a loss of words. "Come here" she said pulling him up onto the bed. She started to lick him all over his body focusing on his nipples, stomach, and thighs. She looked at him lazily as she stuck her tongue into his navel causing him to jerk.
"Should I stop?" she said as she noticed him trembling and dripping with sweat.
"Hell, no. I've waited too long for this to stop now. I don't ever want you to st-o-o-op!" he stuttered as she placed his swollen cock in her mouth and sucked gently while staring him straight in the eye. She took it out of her mouth and licked his cock up and down as if it was a lollipop and put it back in her mouth sucking harder all while never taking her eyes off of him. "Damn baby! I can't hold back any longer," Matt said trying to sit up. She released him from her mouth only to give him a diabolical smile and stuck her tongue out and let his juices roll out of her mouth onto his dick all the way down to his nuts. "Ooh shit, baby you so nasty!" he said as she licked the juices up paying special attention to his nuts. "Come here angel", he said as he laid her down on her back. He entered her halfway trying to be gentle. She tensed up. "It's okay baby, accept me. I won't hurt you". She relaxed and let him enter her all the way gasping and looking up at him as she felt him enter a zone she didn't know she had. "Oh yes baby fuck me!" she whispered as she grabbed him on both sides of his face and licked him across his mouth. "I want to make you cum" he said as he started to stroke her faster only to pull out and caress her clit with the head of his dick. She looked up into his face to see what was wrong. He had an evil look on his face. "Stop teasing me Matt" she laughed. He entered her again getting her juices all over his hands. He looked at her and started to lick her juices from his fingers and then offered them to her to suck as he pumped harder. She started to cry out, "I'm cumming" as she jerked underneath him and her pussy started to contract around him driving him crazy. He started to pull out until she stopped him. "Don't! I want to feel you cum inside me, please" she begged. He pulled on her bottom lip forcing his tongue into her mouth as he came in waves.
"Oh my God, baby. I'm drained"; he laughed as he collapsed on top of her kissing her shoulder.
"I don't know about you but I'm ready for round 2", she said causing him to look at her like she was crazy.
"Baby, can I rest for about 20 minutes," he said as he tried to catch his breath.
"Okay, I guess I just never thought it would be like this with you" she said honestly.
"What, you thought I was a lousy lay or something?" he raised up looking at her in shock. "Damn, thanks a lot Tam".
"Hey, Marie said it!" she laughed.
"Remind me to introduce her to a man that can tame her wild ass" he said as he started to suck on her finger and looking at her sexy.
"Oh no" she groaned. "Already?"
"You said you were ready for round 2. Just so you know, I usually don't cum for hours after the first nut. Scared?" he laughed.
"A little, but I'm willing to go toe to toe with you" she said as she straddled him and slid down on his hard cock. She started to slide up and down his pole until it was slick from her juices while licking on his nipples. She was driving him crazy. She loved being in control of him as she grinded her pussy on his dick until his eyes started rolling in the back of his head. "Is it good to you baby?" she asked. He couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed her ass and started pounding into her hot tight pussyhole until she started to scream to the top of her lungs, "Oh yes, yes, my God your going to make me cum all over your fucking dick!". He sat up and grabbed her right breast guiding it into his mouth and sucked her right nipple and then her left one. He felt himself losing control. He felt cum rolling down to his nuts. God she had the juiciest pussy he'd ever had. "Baby I'm about to cum", Matt panted. She looked him straight in the eye and said, "Cum in my mouth baby, I want to taste you." He pulled out as she slid down between his legs in time for him to shoot his hot sticky cum in her mouth. For a minute he thought she'd choke on his cum as he unloaded into her mouth. A little bit of cum was on her chin so he took his dick and pushed it into he mouth. "That's it, drink it all baby. A good protein shake for you. You like the way that tastes?" he asked as she shook her head in agreement.
She pulled him close to her face so that they both were staring into each others brown eyes and said, "I want you to taste yourself" as she stuck her tongue out showing that it still had some of his cum on it. "Damn, I love you girl" he said as he pulled her tongue into his mouth in a deep kiss and swallowed some of his cum from her mouth. She smiled shyly lying against his chest. "Round three" she said out loud causing him once again to look at her like she'd lost her mind.
A few hours later.
Matt nibbling on her ear awakened Tammy to find him fully aroused. She smiled lazily and stretched grazing his dick as she stuck her butt out.
"Sorry" she said as he groaned in her ear. She grabbed his arm and draped it over her pulling him closer to her.
"This feels so right", Matt said. "A connection like this can't be wrong".
"I know. I feel the same way", she said.
"What do you feel right now?" he asked her teasingly.
"Like you are trying to slide your dick in me from behind you freak!" she laughed and tried to pull away from him as he was trying to enter her from the back. He grabbed her across her chest and hugged her to him tightly where she could barely move and entered her. She let out a whimper as her body accepted him. She winced from the pain of him going too fast. "I'm sorry baby, I'll take it slow" he whispered. He turned her head towards him and started kissing her as if his life depended on it. He noticed the more they kissed the more she accepted him by getting wetter and wetter. They made love for 30 minutes before Matt turned her over. "Baby, I want to hit it from the back" Matt told her as she lay on her stomach and obliged him.
A few more hours later.
She was lying in his bed tangled up in the covers, when Jeff walked into his bedroom a little after 2 p.m. He backed up and went to check to see if Matt was in his room. Empty. Well, atleast he knew she was okay. He went back into the room and noticed her negligee on the floor. Was she in his bed naked? He smiled. Had she forgiven him? Then he noticed the boxers on the floor. Matt's? They definitely weren't his. Hold up, Matt wouldn't would he? He climbed across the bed and shook her awake only to hear her call out Matt's name. No! She wouldn't do this after he'd been praying to fix things with her. Just then he heard the back door close. He climbed off the bed and ran towards the kitchen. Matt was just sitting a bag of groceries on the counter when he turned around and was shocked to see Jeff standing there looking as if he wanted to kill somebody.
"Jeff, when did you get home?" Matt asked nervously throwing his cars keys on the kitchen table.
"It seems as if I didn't make it back soon enough," he said.
Matt walked around the table slowly. "Jeff are you okay?"
"Would you be if your brother was fucking your girl in his bed?" Jeff shouted to the top of his lungs before charging at Matt and slamming him against the kitchen cabinets knocking all of the glass canisters onto the floor. They fought all over the kitchen breaking a chair as Jeff crashed it across Matt's back.
"Jeff stop it!" Matt yelled as he stood up and put his little brother in a front face lock.
"Fuck you! How could you man? How could you do this to me?" he yelled in between sobs and fell to his knees in the middle of the kitchen floor. Tammy walked into the kitchen to see them in the middle of the floor covered in flour.
"Is everything okay?" she asked as Matt shook his head sadly.
"He knows", Matt said looking down at Jeff.
"How long has this been going on?" Jeff asked looking at Tammy through blurred eyes.
"It just happened last night" she answered.
"Was this a revenge thing to hurt me? It worked! We're even! You cheated on me to let me know what it feels like" he said as he walked up to her and taking her hands in his.
She looked down at the black nail polish she'd helped him put on his fingernails the day before. Everything was different yesterday. She looked into his green eyes seeing the hurt there. Matt walked up behind him looking worried that she'd change her mind about being with him.
"Jeff. ", Matt spoke up quickly. "She doesn't want to be with you anymore".
Jeff swung around staring Matt up and down. "You think she wants you after one night of fucking? Is that what you think?" he said as he constantly slapped Matt upside the head as if to knock some sense into him.
"Jeff all those weeks you pushed us away, we started to get to know each other better. We started having feelings for one another. I fought my feelings for Matt up until last night when I knew it was over between us" Tammy added.
"So basically, you've been waiting for me to fuck up so you two could be together" he asked Matt accusingly.
"It wasn't like that at all. I'll admit I've been in love with her since the day we first saw her but you kept throwing in my face that I was with Amy", Matt said angrily.
"I thought you loved Amy! Is this why you've been such a bitch lately? Oh shit, the night we fucked in the same room with you. You were angry with me for days. It wasn't that we were all lovey dovey in your face. It was the fact that it wasn't you! Ain't this a fucking bitch. So, which one of us is better?" he asked Tammy sarcastically.
"Who was better out of Stephanie and me?" she challenged him as she stood right in his face.
"What you saw last night was me breaking up with Steph" Jeff said angrily.
"You were fucking her on the desk Jeff! Tammy shouted.
"It was a goodbye fuck, okay? It wasn't going to happen again", he said.
"Well, what I had with Matt was a hello fuck" she said and stormed out of the kitchen heading to the room to pack up her stuff.
Matt walked into the room a few minutes later and grabbed her into a tight hug. "He left. You can take your time on the packing too".
"Matt, he doesn't want me here and I can't blame him."
"But I do. You can move into my room. I want you here with me," he said as she pulled him close and gave him the softest kiss just as the lights flickered back on. "I think your purse is ringing" laughed Matt.
She ran to her purse and answered her cellphone. "Hello? Marie? Yes, I'm fine. You did? No way? Ha ha. She caught you in bed with him? You are unmerciful. Do you think we'll still have a job after last night? No, I'm not at home" Tammy said as she eyed Matt.
"She's with me and she's safe!" Matt yelled into the phone.
"Who the fuck is that!" Marie yelled so loud that Tammy moved the phone from her ear and Matt heard the question.
"She's with me! Matt Hardy! If that's okay with you Miss Marie!" Matt yelled as Tammy tried to cover his mouth.
"Ooh! You little ho! Did you hit it?" Marie asked. After not getting a response she asked to speak to Matt. He took the phone.
"Yes ma'am", Matt said into the phone.
"Just answer yes or no, so she won't know what I'm asking okay?" Marie asked.
"Okay, no problem" Matt replied.
"Does she have the "I hit it" look on her face?" Marie asked while laughing.
Matt looked at her standing there looking at him. She did appear to have a glow about her. He thought about it and said out loud, "Oh yes. She definitely has the "I hit it" look on her face" he said before Tammy hung up the phone and pushed him playfully.
"What?" he said innocently.
"Don't tell everyone yet! Jeff barely knows about us."
"I'm sorry baby. I'm just excited. I want the whole world to know about us," he said dragging her into his room.
"We definitely have to talk to Jeff again. I don't want to leave things the way they are now," Tammy said.
"I know. We have a lot to discuss", Matt said heading to his bathroom. He leaned out the door looking at her with that sexy smile on his face. "Want to join me for a shower? I believe in conserving water".
"Most definitely "she said as she locked the bedroom door before heading to the bathroom to join him.
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Tammy woke up in the middle of the night and noticed Matt wasn't in bed. She went all over the house until she heard music playing faintly and followed the sound until she saw a light on in the attic. She went up the stairs and there was Matt listening to Pearl Jam and he appeared to be sewing. She touched him on the shoulder causing him to jump.
"Baby, what are you doing?" she asked as she sat in the chair next to him.
"Sewing" he said.
"Matthew, I didn't know you knew how to sew!" she said with surprise.
"Yea, I used to sew all of the costumes for Jeff and I" he said.
"Wow baby, that's great. My sweetie is multi-talented," she said proudly kissing him on the cheek.
"Yea, I taught myself how to sew here on my Mom's sewing machine," he said looking so innocent.
"Maybe you can sew me something one day," she said reaching over to see some of the costumes he'd sewn.
"Maybe I'll sew you something like a pillow for your bed" he laughed.
"What?" she said wondering why he was laughing.
"I was thinking of making a huge pillow with my picture on it so you won't miss me much when you're in Houston" he said smiling.
As he smiled her heart jumped as she realized just how beautiful he really was. "I love your eyes," she said rubbing around his eyes. "You have the sexiest lips," she said as she ran her fingers across his lips.
"Stop, you're making me blush," he said pulling her onto his lap. "You have nice full lips too. They are so soft," he said hugging her tightly." You want to learn how to sew?" he asked.
"I'd love to learn how to sew," she said kissing him.
Marie turned the corner just in time to overhear Jeff telling Stephanie McMahon that he'd be by her office after his match. Paul came out of her office startling them.
"Hey Steph, we need to go cut this promo", Paul said getting into his Triple H character.
"Talk to you later Jeff" Steph said as she walked down the hall meeting up with Vince and Shane as they entered another dressing room to shoot the promo.
"Hey Jeff", Marie said as she walked around the corner greeting him with a hug.
"Hey girl, Tammy told me about the wild time you guys had this weekend" he said grinning like a Cheshire cat.
"What? Why are you laughing?", she asked starting to get annoyed.
"Well, I heard about the dance contest you guys had after the barbecue" he said laughing.
"What did you hear?" she asked.
"Just that you and Rikishi had a back that ass up contest until 3 in the morning. Neither one of you wanted to give up. Rikishi said he could still have gone for a few more hours" Jeff said teasingly just to piss Marie off.
"You tell that fat bastard that I'll challenge his ass to another dance contest anytime, anyplace. Ooooh, I can't stand his funky ass" she said walking off to her office only to walk by a poster that had the logo "Back that ass up" with Rikishi and Too Cool on it. She screamed and ripped it off the wall and kicked it to the side as Jay, Adam, and Chris walked up to Jeff.
"Dude, what's her problem?" asked Adam.
"Oh, I can tell you jackasses everything! Come with me" Jericho laughed as they entered an empty locker room.
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"Hey Angelface", Matt said sticking his head through Tammy's office door.
"Hey High Voltage", she laughed as his eyebrows raised in shock at her calling him by a name he used when he wrestled as a teenager.
"Funny", Matt said as he sat on the end of her desk.
"Yes, I thought it would be" she said smiling innocently as she turned and lowered the sound on the radio on her desk.
"What can I help you with?" she asked.
He knew what he had to do. Jeff was breaking it off with Stephanie tonight. He knew he needed to give them a chance to see where their relationship could go. He would have gone after her with everything he had if it hadn't been for Jeff mentioning marriage. His brother wanted to have kids with this woman. Could he see himself with her in the future with cute little kids running around with their brown eyes, his pointy nose, and her sexy full lips? He had to snap out of it. She was looking at him like he was crazy. He pulled himself together.
"Well, I just wanted to let you know that I'm backing off" Matt said hesitantly.
"Of what?" she asked scared.
"Of being with you. I think that if I back off it will give you and my brother a better chance of making it without me sneaking kisses from you" he smiled shyly as he said the last part.
"Matt, I care about you. I don't want to hurt Jeff either. Maybe I should walk away from you both," she said standing to look him in the eye. He took her hands in his and kissed them.
"Angelface, this is the best way for none of us to get hurt. I thought we could actually work out but every time I think you and Jeff are about to break up, you guys end up back together even stronger. I'm tired of waiting on the sidelines for something that isn't going to happen. I realized how selfish I was to be happy every time you guys had a fight. I absolutely hate, and I do mean hate hearing the two of you making love" he said looking her straight in the eye.
"I don't know what to say except that I'm sorry. I felt so bad after that night in the room when we woke you up. I just wanted to die. I stayed up watching you sleep", she said looking down at her hands.
"Yea, I swear I wanted to kill Jeff that night" he laughed then looked at her sincerely. "It should have been me with you that night. I tossed and turned all night. I stared at you all night until you went to sleep. You looked like an angel lying there. I wish that we atleast had one night together".
"Would it be wrong if I said that I felt the same way?" Tammy asked looking like she wanted to cry.
"No baby, never" Matt said as he reached over and turned the radio up, stood up and strolled over to the door locking it. He turned around looking at her as if he wanted to cry, "Can we have one last dance together?"
"Yes" she said as she took his hand and snuggled close to him and moved to the music.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star that somewhere you are Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
"I'm going away for the weekend. I need to get away. I can't be alone with you again anytime soon because I know I'd lose control. I can't be held accountable for what I'd do to you" Matt whispered against her ear.
"Matt, I'm sorry. I'll be honest with you. If I wasn't with Jeff, I wouldn't hesitate to be with you" she said finally letting go of the heavy burden that had been weighing heavily on her heart.
Wonder if you ever see me And I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day And the courage to say how much I love you Yes I do!
"I've dreamed of violating you in a hundred different ways" he said smiling. "I love you Tammy Littrell", Matt said as he stared into her eyes. They both were crying hard and clung to each other like their lives depended on it as they listened to the words of the music.
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Matt backed away slowly with tears in his eyes. His hand started to loosen from around hers. She looked down at their hands as they separated in slow motion.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe That you came up to me and said "I love you" I love you too!
He mouthed "I'll love you forever" as he opened the door and looked back at her one last time before closing the door behind him.
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight Till tomorrow and for all of my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
She sat back on her desk and cried for about 10 minutes. How could she go on without Matt in her life? She'd lost him. She may lose Jeff tonight as well if he was messing around with Stephanie. The Hardy Boyz had become a main part of her life these past 2 years. How could she go on without either one in her life?
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Matt stood in the shower for what seemed like hours. He cried. He barely ever cried. To him she no longer existed. She was a dream. She was unreachable for him.
"Matt, you okay?" Amy asked from outside the shower.
"Yea, I'll be right out!" he yelled over the sound of the shower.
As he walked back into the dressing room Jeff, Adam, and Jay were sitting around talking but stopped in mid sentence when they saw him.
"Fuck! Matt, are you okay?" Jeff jumped up and felt his forehead.
"Yea, I'm okay. I think I'm coming down with something. I may just head on to the hotel and get my own room. I don't want to give you and Tammy whatever it is I'm coming down with"
"Yea okay man, you need to get some sleep. You look like death," Jeff said with concern on his face.
"I'll check on you later," said Jay as he left to go get his bags.
"Adam, keep an eye on Matt while I go tend to some business" Jeff said as he headed out the door.
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"Thanks Kathy, you are a Godsend. I can't believe how good you covered the bruise I got from when Hunter fell on me" Stephanie gushed as she looked in the mirror.
"No problem girl, what do you have planned tonight?" Kathy said.
"Oh nothing but a little dinner and dancing with my fiancee" she said smiling to herself in the mirror. She looked at her watch and rose out of the chair. "I have to run, I'm supposed to be in a meeting right now. Thanks for the makeup job", she said hurrying off.
Dena eyed Kathy as she picked up her cell phone and dialed a number.
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"Hello?", Marie said as she put the phone to her ear.
"It's me. The slut is on her way to her office" Dena said from the other line.
"Thanks" Marie said hanging up the phone and heading to Tammy's office.
As she headed to Tammy's office she ran into Amy who told her that she was taking Matt to the hotel because he was sick. "Hmm" thought Marie, Matt was sick all right, lovesick. Why did all her friends have to actually fall in love? It just caused problems. Dena used to be strong until she went after Rikishi. Dena was infatuated with Goldberg back in WCW. We used to dog men out left and right together. Tammy was always into romance. So was Katharine. They always wanted a serious relationship. Now that Dena had her eyes on a new man Marie was left all on her own. Screw the man and move on was her motto. Matter of fact, don't even stay until the morning was one of her rules. As she passed by the glass door she stopped and looked at her reflection and frowned at herself. My ass cannot be that big she thought. Damn, she needed to start working out. Just then she saw Rikishi and Too Cool pass by in the reflection of the door.
"Hey baby!" Rikishi said as he made kissing sounds to her.
"Fuck off Rikishi, I'm busy" she said while shooting the finger at him. She started to walk towards Adam as he was signing autographs on some of his Edge merchandise for some fans who'd gotten backstage. He waved and she waved back. She started to walk towards him only to realize he wasn't talking to her. She turned to see Katharine walking up behind her with her suitcase full of makeup products.
"Hey, I know it's about to go down" Katharine said.
"Shh, I'm headed to get Tammy now" she answered.
"Well, Adam and I are going to go to dinner" Katharine said enthusiastically.
"Can I go and chill with you two?" Marie asked trying to be funny.
"Hell no heffa! See you just made me get ethnic on you there for a minute", Katharine said.
"Ooh girl, you have a good time then" she said as she stopped outside Tammy's office door and opened it only to see Tammy sprawled across the desk looking tore up from the floor up.
"Damn, did your ass even watch the show tonight?" Marie asked as she lifted Tammy's head off of the desk. "Hmm, looks like you and Matt have come down with the same thing".
"Why are you here Marie?" she asked.
"It's showtime! Get your ass in gear girl!" Marie yelled pulling her out of her chair.
"Already?" she said looking at her watch.
"Girl, get a move on before I put my foot in your ass" Marie threatened as they headed down the corridor leading to Stephanie's office.
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"The door is locked" Tammy whispered as she tried to quietly turn the doorknob.
Marie started fumbling with her keys on her keychain.
"What are you doing?" asked Tammy.
"Looking for the key" Marie replied matter of factly.
"How the hell did you get a key?" Tammy asked looking shocked.
"You don't think Vince hired me just from your recommendation only do you? They don't call me the Blowjob Queen for nothing," Marie said as she found the right key on the chain.
"Girl, after all of these years, you still amaze me," Tammy said as she watched Marie unlock the door and push it open.
"What the fuck!" Marie yelled as she stepped into the room with a surprised look on her face and let out a "Oh hell no, bitch!"
Tammy stepped in just in time to see Jeff trying to pull his pants up from around his ankles as Stephanie tried to pull her skirt down while sitting on her desk looking scared as hell.
"Baby, it's not what you think" Jeff said waddling towards her like a duck. She calmly put up her hand in a stop motion and palmed him in the face sending him falling back on the couch. Dwayne, Jay and Chris were walking by the door and stopped short to see what all the cussing was about. Marie was standing on top of the desk saying, "Beat that bitch ass! Fuck her up!"
Dwayne walked around the desk only to see Tammy on the floor on top of Stephanie applying a chokehold. "Tam let her go! You'll kill her!" Dwayne nodded for Chris to help him. By that time Jeff was up pulling up his pants and ran over trying to get Tammy off of Stephanie. As they pulled her off of her she let Stephanie stand up only to jump on her again from across the desk. Stephanie slapped her hard which only added fuel to the fire. She grabbed Stephanie and put her in a full nelson and forced her down onto the office floor.
"Get your daddy to fire me bitch! I have the card of a real good lawyer!" Tammy said as she flashed Stephanie's fiancee business card.
"You wouldn't dare!" Stephanie said spitting out blood.
"Try me bitch! You're a slut Stephanie! You smile in my face pretending to be my friend and fucking my boyfriend behind my back? Huh?" she said as she kicked her in the face.
"Calm down Tammy, it's over!" Dwayne said staring Jeff down.
Jeff stepped forward, "Baby can we go somewhere and talk alone?"
"Hell no! You can talk to that ho ass bitch I just caught you fucking!" she yelled as she slapped him across the face and pushed him into Chris knocking them both over onto the couch.
She stopped at the door and waved for Marie to come on. Marie jumped off the desk and kicked Stephanie in the stomach.
"Dirty ho!" she said and spat on Stephanie and walked out the door.
Dwayne turned and punched Jeff in the mouth before walking out to catch up with Tammy and Marie in her office.
"You okay, honey?" he asked.
"Can you take me to the airport" she asked Dwayne.
"I thought you wanted me to" Marie said confused.
"I have something else planned for you Marie she said as she dangled Stephanie's fiancee Robert's business card in front of Marie.
"You want me to take one for the team?" Marie asked excitedly.
"Would you mind?" Tammy asked.
"What does he look like?" Marie said as she grabbed her purse and briefcase.
"6'5, blond, about 260 pounds." Tammy said.
"I'm on it girl. I'll call you in the morning to let you know how it goes" she said as she sashayed out the office.
Dwayne watched her ass and said, "Damn she got a big ass!". "Can you imagine the ass on her kids if her and Kishi got together?" he laughed shaking his head.
"Dwayne! I'm ready to go," she said pushing past him.
"Okay but Chris is riding with us", Dwayne said.
"Fine, I just want to go home" she replied.
"You guys ready?" Adam said looking uncomfortable.
"Yes, I want to get home. Get me to the airport" Tammy said as she swung the doors of the arena open and headed to Dwayne's rental car.
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She entered the airport with one bag and her purse. She packed light on purpose in case this happened. She approached the desk.
"How may I help you?" the attendant asked.
"The next flight out to Houston, Texas please" Tammy said digging in her purse only to run into the keys to Jeff's house.
"That will be in 4 hours ma'am," the lady said.
Tammy thought for a second, "When is the next flight to North Carolina? I need to get to Cameron, North Carolina?"
"You just missed it. Wait. another flight leaves for Raleigh in an hour and 20 minutes" the lady said nicely.
"I'll take it" Tammy said handing her the credit card.
She sat there for about 40 minutes before they called for everyone to board the plane. She lay back and thought about everything of hers that she needed to get out of the Hardy household. She couldn't leave anything. On Monday, she'd pretend the Hardy's never existed. She'd lost Matt and Jeff within three hours. She smiled thinking maybe she should have told Matt to wait until after Raw for her to see if Jeff was a complete jackass. If he was then there was a chance for them. She leaned back and slept.
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The weather in Raleigh turned horrible, as the plane touched down. It was pouring down raining. She got a rental car and headed for Jeff and Matt's house in Cameron. She knew she had atleast until tomorrow afternoon to get her things and get out of there. She drove into the driveway and almost knocked Jeff's motorcycle over.
"Fuck!" she hit the steering wheel numerous times before getting out and putting it in the garage out of the rain. "You never thinks to put shit up, asshole!"
She entered the house and flicked the kitchen light switch on only to discover that the power was out.
"Dammit! This just isn't my night", she said as she touched the sore spot on her face where Stephanie had slapped the shit out of her. She dug through the kitchen drawers until she found candles. She lit one from the stove and finally saw the matches sitting on the counter. She kicked off her wet shoes and walked down the hall to Jeff's room. She entered the room that was once so familiar to her, but now it seemed cold and uninviting. She went to the dresser and sat her bag on it and pulled out a gown. She decided against the gown since the house would be hot throughout the night with the lights out. She lit 4 more candles and set one on each of the two nightstands and two on the dresser. The first candle she lit was fading out so she grabbed her little negligee out of the drawer and headed to the bathroom where she lit one of her big Plumeria scented candles. She turned the shower on and jumped in. The events of the night played over and over in her head. She could hear the phone ringing in the distance. Nobody's home she thought out loud and laughed. Fuck you Jeffrey Nero Hardy! I'll never take you back. You're a weak bastard! She cried harder than she ever cried over any man. Why didn't she choose Matt? He was way more mature and levelheaded than Jeff ever was. Love is blind. Oh Matt, I'm so sorry I didn't pick you. If I had a chance to relive tonight I'd pick you Matthew. She thought about his soft lips and that sexy twang he had to his voice. He had the prettiest eyelashes. She was brought back to reality by the ringing of the phone again. Someone answer the phone she thought. Oh, wait its just me here. She let the warm water soothe her skin while she grabbed the cucumber melon bodywash and scrubbed her body until the water felt like it was starting to get cold. She stepped out of the shower, turned it off and dried off. She put her little negligee on and lay across the bed. The rain was beating down pretty hard. She got up and grabbed her little portable CD player and checked for batteries before turning it on. She put it on a radio station that played slow music and laid back down. She felt so empty and drained. She started to doze off awakening a few minutes later by a hand caressing her cheek. Her eyes flew open to see Matt sitting on side of the bed in his boxers with no shirt on. She thought she was dreaming until he touched her face again. She sat up quickly trying to see where she was.
"M-M- Matt, what are you doing here?" she asked stuttering.
He smiled "I live here girl" he said as he climbed into the bed next to her.
"Oh yea, I just thought I'd have the place to myself," she said shyly.
"Why? Because you figured we'd be back sometime tomorrow?" he asked teasingly.
"Yes. I thought I'd be able to pack up my things and be out of here before the two of you arrived tomorrow," she said honestly.
"I kind of figured that when Adam called and told me what happened after I left for the airport" Matt said.
"You were on the plane right before mine," she said out loud to nobody in particular.
"I heard about the fight too," he said eyeing her with a smile on his face. "You and Marie went gangsta on Steph huh?" he said as she covered her face from embarrassment and he pulled her hands away from her face.
"I can't look at you," she said starting to cry.
"Don't cry. I didn't come in here to make you cry. I just wanted to let you know I was here for you", he said in a sweet caring voice.
"How did you know it was me in here?" she asked.
"Well, let's see? Chris said he and Dwayne dropped you off at the airport. There's a rental car in my driveway. It couldn't have been Jeff because he should be landing in Houston right about now according to Jay. And of course there was your wet ass shoes I tripped over and almost broke my fucking neck coming back into the house through the kitchen"
She gasped and covered her mouth. "I'm sorry Matt. I wasn't thinking", she said laughing at the idea of him falling on his ass in the kitchen.
"No you weren't thinking. So, you caught Jeff looking like a deer caught in headlights huh?" he asked.
"Oh yea, he was definitely busted" she replied.
"So, after time I'm sure you guys will work things out" he said staring at the candle on the dresser.
"Hell no!" she said causing Matt to snap out of his trance. "I'll never take him back. He fucked up big this time. It will never be the same Matt".
He looked at her and said, "So, this is really it, the end of you and Jeff? I never thought I'd see the day when this would come".
"Well, it has. It's really over," she said staring at the side of his face as the candlelight flickered off of his cheek. He looked so sexy. She reached out and caressed his cheek. He turned slowly and looked her in the eye.
"Are you sure? There won't be any turning back once we do this" Matt said in a cautious voice.
"Matt, I won't be sorry in the morning trust me", Tammy said as she got up on her knees on the bed and straddled him in one swift movement.
"Damn! You're moving pretty fast", he said as her mouth came down gently on his.
The radio started playing a slow song that was so appropriate:
I could lose my heart tonight If you don't turn and walk away 'Cause the way I feel I might Lose control and let you stay 'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go
I could fall in love with you
I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel But if I take that chance right now Tomorrow will you want me still So I should keep this to myself And never let you know
I could fall in love with you
They kissed deep and hard. The passion that they'd been denied rose to the surface. He rolled over on top of her and kissed her pausing to remove her negligee and his boxers. She looked down surprised at what she'd soon be getting. He looked down and smiled.
"You always saw me fresh out the shower. It's called shrinkage sweetheart. By the look on your face I take it you're surprised by my dick size" he laughed.
"Umm, yea, pretty much. I did get a glimpse of it that day in your room also. It was nothing like this!" she said looking down.
He laughed and took her hand and put it around his hard penis only to feel it jerk from her touch. He groaned and kissed her so deep that it almost took her breath away. He started to move his hips so that her hands jerked his penis in a back and forth motion. All of a sudden her hands were sticky from his pre-cum.
"See what you do to me baby?' he said as he devoured her lips and trailed kisses down her neck only stopping to grab her nipple in his mouth and suck on it while looking up into her eyes. "Do you want me to stop?" he asked. She shook her head no while biting her lower lip. He started to lick all the way down her stomach causing her to quiver from the slightest touch. He got up and pulled her all the way to the end of the bed. He got down on his knees at the foot of the bed and stuck his index finger into his mouth to get it wet then caressed her in her most intimate place. Circling her clit getting it wet before gently licking it causing her to gasp and try to rise up. He pushed her back down and kissed her. "Relax baby, I'm about to devour this pussy", he said between breaths. He went back down and started sucking on her clit. He took his tongue and parted her pussy lips causing her to moan loudly. He licked gently at first, applying a little more pressure as he heard the groans escape her mouth. He took his finger and gently pushed it halfway in her pussy as he felt her accept him. He gently started to move his finger back and forth just as her pussy tightened around his finger. "Oh yes baby, you like that don't you" he said through half closed eyes as he started to finger fuck her faster. She started to move against his finger searching for release. With every stroke of his finger he flicked his tongue against her clit. He took his tongue and pushed it into her pussy so that he could taste her better. She started to tighten around his tongue and began to convulse as her cum flowed from her pussy into his mouth.
"Oh my God! That was.." She paused having a loss of words. "Come here" she said pulling him up onto the bed. She started to lick him all over his body focusing on his nipples, stomach, and thighs. She looked at him lazily as she stuck her tongue into his navel causing him to jerk.
"Should I stop?" she said as she noticed him trembling and dripping with sweat.
"Hell, no. I've waited too long for this to stop now. I don't ever want you to st-o-o-op!" he stuttered as she placed his swollen cock in her mouth and sucked gently while staring him straight in the eye. She took it out of her mouth and licked his cock up and down as if it was a lollipop and put it back in her mouth sucking harder all while never taking her eyes off of him. "Damn baby! I can't hold back any longer," Matt said trying to sit up. She released him from her mouth only to give him a diabolical smile and stuck her tongue out and let his juices roll out of her mouth onto his dick all the way down to his nuts. "Ooh shit, baby you so nasty!" he said as she licked the juices up paying special attention to his nuts. "Come here angel", he said as he laid her down on her back. He entered her halfway trying to be gentle. She tensed up. "It's okay baby, accept me. I won't hurt you". She relaxed and let him enter her all the way gasping and looking up at him as she felt him enter a zone she didn't know she had. "Oh yes baby fuck me!" she whispered as she grabbed him on both sides of his face and licked him across his mouth. "I want to make you cum" he said as he started to stroke her faster only to pull out and caress her clit with the head of his dick. She looked up into his face to see what was wrong. He had an evil look on his face. "Stop teasing me Matt" she laughed. He entered her again getting her juices all over his hands. He looked at her and started to lick her juices from his fingers and then offered them to her to suck as he pumped harder. She started to cry out, "I'm cumming" as she jerked underneath him and her pussy started to contract around him driving him crazy. He started to pull out until she stopped him. "Don't! I want to feel you cum inside me, please" she begged. He pulled on her bottom lip forcing his tongue into her mouth as he came in waves.
"Oh my God, baby. I'm drained"; he laughed as he collapsed on top of her kissing her shoulder.
"I don't know about you but I'm ready for round 2", she said causing him to look at her like she was crazy.
"Baby, can I rest for about 20 minutes," he said as he tried to catch his breath.
"Okay, I guess I just never thought it would be like this with you" she said honestly.
"What, you thought I was a lousy lay or something?" he raised up looking at her in shock. "Damn, thanks a lot Tam".
"Hey, Marie said it!" she laughed.
"Remind me to introduce her to a man that can tame her wild ass" he said as he started to suck on her finger and looking at her sexy.
"Oh no" she groaned. "Already?"
"You said you were ready for round 2. Just so you know, I usually don't cum for hours after the first nut. Scared?" he laughed.
"A little, but I'm willing to go toe to toe with you" she said as she straddled him and slid down on his hard cock. She started to slide up and down his pole until it was slick from her juices while licking on his nipples. She was driving him crazy. She loved being in control of him as she grinded her pussy on his dick until his eyes started rolling in the back of his head. "Is it good to you baby?" she asked. He couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed her ass and started pounding into her hot tight pussyhole until she started to scream to the top of her lungs, "Oh yes, yes, my God your going to make me cum all over your fucking dick!". He sat up and grabbed her right breast guiding it into his mouth and sucked her right nipple and then her left one. He felt himself losing control. He felt cum rolling down to his nuts. God she had the juiciest pussy he'd ever had. "Baby I'm about to cum", Matt panted. She looked him straight in the eye and said, "Cum in my mouth baby, I want to taste you." He pulled out as she slid down between his legs in time for him to shoot his hot sticky cum in her mouth. For a minute he thought she'd choke on his cum as he unloaded into her mouth. A little bit of cum was on her chin so he took his dick and pushed it into he mouth. "That's it, drink it all baby. A good protein shake for you. You like the way that tastes?" he asked as she shook her head in agreement.
She pulled him close to her face so that they both were staring into each others brown eyes and said, "I want you to taste yourself" as she stuck her tongue out showing that it still had some of his cum on it. "Damn, I love you girl" he said as he pulled her tongue into his mouth in a deep kiss and swallowed some of his cum from her mouth. She smiled shyly lying against his chest. "Round three" she said out loud causing him once again to look at her like she'd lost her mind.
A few hours later.
Matt nibbling on her ear awakened Tammy to find him fully aroused. She smiled lazily and stretched grazing his dick as she stuck her butt out.
"Sorry" she said as he groaned in her ear. She grabbed his arm and draped it over her pulling him closer to her.
"This feels so right", Matt said. "A connection like this can't be wrong".
"I know. I feel the same way", she said.
"What do you feel right now?" he asked her teasingly.
"Like you are trying to slide your dick in me from behind you freak!" she laughed and tried to pull away from him as he was trying to enter her from the back. He grabbed her across her chest and hugged her to him tightly where she could barely move and entered her. She let out a whimper as her body accepted him. She winced from the pain of him going too fast. "I'm sorry baby, I'll take it slow" he whispered. He turned her head towards him and started kissing her as if his life depended on it. He noticed the more they kissed the more she accepted him by getting wetter and wetter. They made love for 30 minutes before Matt turned her over. "Baby, I want to hit it from the back" Matt told her as she lay on her stomach and obliged him.
A few more hours later.
She was lying in his bed tangled up in the covers, when Jeff walked into his bedroom a little after 2 p.m. He backed up and went to check to see if Matt was in his room. Empty. Well, atleast he knew she was okay. He went back into the room and noticed her negligee on the floor. Was she in his bed naked? He smiled. Had she forgiven him? Then he noticed the boxers on the floor. Matt's? They definitely weren't his. Hold up, Matt wouldn't would he? He climbed across the bed and shook her awake only to hear her call out Matt's name. No! She wouldn't do this after he'd been praying to fix things with her. Just then he heard the back door close. He climbed off the bed and ran towards the kitchen. Matt was just sitting a bag of groceries on the counter when he turned around and was shocked to see Jeff standing there looking as if he wanted to kill somebody.
"Jeff, when did you get home?" Matt asked nervously throwing his cars keys on the kitchen table.
"It seems as if I didn't make it back soon enough," he said.
Matt walked around the table slowly. "Jeff are you okay?"
"Would you be if your brother was fucking your girl in his bed?" Jeff shouted to the top of his lungs before charging at Matt and slamming him against the kitchen cabinets knocking all of the glass canisters onto the floor. They fought all over the kitchen breaking a chair as Jeff crashed it across Matt's back.
"Jeff stop it!" Matt yelled as he stood up and put his little brother in a front face lock.
"Fuck you! How could you man? How could you do this to me?" he yelled in between sobs and fell to his knees in the middle of the kitchen floor. Tammy walked into the kitchen to see them in the middle of the floor covered in flour.
"Is everything okay?" she asked as Matt shook his head sadly.
"He knows", Matt said looking down at Jeff.
"How long has this been going on?" Jeff asked looking at Tammy through blurred eyes.
"It just happened last night" she answered.
"Was this a revenge thing to hurt me? It worked! We're even! You cheated on me to let me know what it feels like" he said as he walked up to her and taking her hands in his.
She looked down at the black nail polish she'd helped him put on his fingernails the day before. Everything was different yesterday. She looked into his green eyes seeing the hurt there. Matt walked up behind him looking worried that she'd change her mind about being with him.
"Jeff. ", Matt spoke up quickly. "She doesn't want to be with you anymore".
Jeff swung around staring Matt up and down. "You think she wants you after one night of fucking? Is that what you think?" he said as he constantly slapped Matt upside the head as if to knock some sense into him.
"Jeff all those weeks you pushed us away, we started to get to know each other better. We started having feelings for one another. I fought my feelings for Matt up until last night when I knew it was over between us" Tammy added.
"So basically, you've been waiting for me to fuck up so you two could be together" he asked Matt accusingly.
"It wasn't like that at all. I'll admit I've been in love with her since the day we first saw her but you kept throwing in my face that I was with Amy", Matt said angrily.
"I thought you loved Amy! Is this why you've been such a bitch lately? Oh shit, the night we fucked in the same room with you. You were angry with me for days. It wasn't that we were all lovey dovey in your face. It was the fact that it wasn't you! Ain't this a fucking bitch. So, which one of us is better?" he asked Tammy sarcastically.
"Who was better out of Stephanie and me?" she challenged him as she stood right in his face.
"What you saw last night was me breaking up with Steph" Jeff said angrily.
"You were fucking her on the desk Jeff! Tammy shouted.
"It was a goodbye fuck, okay? It wasn't going to happen again", he said.
"Well, what I had with Matt was a hello fuck" she said and stormed out of the kitchen heading to the room to pack up her stuff.
Matt walked into the room a few minutes later and grabbed her into a tight hug. "He left. You can take your time on the packing too".
"Matt, he doesn't want me here and I can't blame him."
"But I do. You can move into my room. I want you here with me," he said as she pulled him close and gave him the softest kiss just as the lights flickered back on. "I think your purse is ringing" laughed Matt.
She ran to her purse and answered her cellphone. "Hello? Marie? Yes, I'm fine. You did? No way? Ha ha. She caught you in bed with him? You are unmerciful. Do you think we'll still have a job after last night? No, I'm not at home" Tammy said as she eyed Matt.
"She's with me and she's safe!" Matt yelled into the phone.
"Who the fuck is that!" Marie yelled so loud that Tammy moved the phone from her ear and Matt heard the question.
"She's with me! Matt Hardy! If that's okay with you Miss Marie!" Matt yelled as Tammy tried to cover his mouth.
"Ooh! You little ho! Did you hit it?" Marie asked. After not getting a response she asked to speak to Matt. He took the phone.
"Yes ma'am", Matt said into the phone.
"Just answer yes or no, so she won't know what I'm asking okay?" Marie asked.
"Okay, no problem" Matt replied.
"Does she have the "I hit it" look on her face?" Marie asked while laughing.
Matt looked at her standing there looking at him. She did appear to have a glow about her. He thought about it and said out loud, "Oh yes. She definitely has the "I hit it" look on her face" he said before Tammy hung up the phone and pushed him playfully.
"What?" he said innocently.
"Don't tell everyone yet! Jeff barely knows about us."
"I'm sorry baby. I'm just excited. I want the whole world to know about us," he said dragging her into his room.
"We definitely have to talk to Jeff again. I don't want to leave things the way they are now," Tammy said.
"I know. We have a lot to discuss", Matt said heading to his bathroom. He leaned out the door looking at her with that sexy smile on his face. "Want to join me for a shower? I believe in conserving water".
"Most definitely "she said as she locked the bedroom door before heading to the bathroom to join him.
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Tammy woke up in the middle of the night and noticed Matt wasn't in bed. She went all over the house until she heard music playing faintly and followed the sound until she saw a light on in the attic. She went up the stairs and there was Matt listening to Pearl Jam and he appeared to be sewing. She touched him on the shoulder causing him to jump.
"Baby, what are you doing?" she asked as she sat in the chair next to him.
"Sewing" he said.
"Matthew, I didn't know you knew how to sew!" she said with surprise.
"Yea, I used to sew all of the costumes for Jeff and I" he said.
"Wow baby, that's great. My sweetie is multi-talented," she said proudly kissing him on the cheek.
"Yea, I taught myself how to sew here on my Mom's sewing machine," he said looking so innocent.
"Maybe you can sew me something one day," she said reaching over to see some of the costumes he'd sewn.
"Maybe I'll sew you something like a pillow for your bed" he laughed.
"What?" she said wondering why he was laughing.
"I was thinking of making a huge pillow with my picture on it so you won't miss me much when you're in Houston" he said smiling.
As he smiled her heart jumped as she realized just how beautiful he really was. "I love your eyes," she said rubbing around his eyes. "You have the sexiest lips," she said as she ran her fingers across his lips.
"Stop, you're making me blush," he said pulling her onto his lap. "You have nice full lips too. They are so soft," he said hugging her tightly." You want to learn how to sew?" he asked.
"I'd love to learn how to sew," she said kissing him.
