"I only know one thing; Severe Pain." I whisper to the shining stars above. "But, can I hide in their world, when I've caused nothing but Pain?" I run my finger along the stonewall of the dark vacant temple and tears begin to spill from my tired azure eyes.

I am of either kind. I am not human, but I have a human heart. I am not angel, but I have feather wings. I am not devil, but I hide in the dark of the night. What am I? I don't yet know, but I am disguised. You cannot see me for what I really am.

I am. A Lost Soul, who hides in the night, and fears to be seen for what I really am. A ruined experiment.

And yet, he took me in.

And what could I do, but fall in love?

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I sigh as I walk along the street in the middle of the night. If he's not deep in his sleep, he's probably worried about me. I don't mean to make him wallow in worry and fear that something may happen to me, but I can't keep away from the shine of the moon. But, why?

He's taken me from the pain and sorrow, or he's tried and still tries, and showed me why the world is a much better place than the confusing depths of hell.

But, tonight, it is different. I am not going to return. I can't. So many things have happened over these wandering times.

Still crying, I notice something. My tears are dyed a serious color.

Red.

The color of pain. Yet also the color of love.

Am I crying because I'm leaving because I love him? Or am I crying because I'm returning to my birthplace, and most likely my deathbed?

Suddenly, I hear his voice call out to me. My tears begin to pour out the corners of my eyes and I start running far from him. Though I'm leaving a trail from my blood-colored tears. I can't stay. I cannot stay here and torture him. He knows it and I know it. The longer I stay, the more torture that's placed upon his bright and cheerful soul.

I trip over something and I begin to tip over towards the cement ground, when his arms encase me and pull me close. I pull away and shout at him, my eyes shut tightly and my cheeks stained by my ruby-red tears. He replies in a soft voice and steps closer, again encasing me in his warm embrace.

Suddenly, the all too familiar red and black portal appears and he holds me tighter, begging me not to leave. I step just so close I barely keep from falling in. And then, I step back into the portal and I cry out at him when he jumps in after me and somehow takes me in his arms.

He's crying too. And I hold him tight, hoping that he really won't go away, but my dream is destroyed when I hear that all to recognizable voice that shouts at us and a force begins to pull him from me.

Bright pure white wings, vise-verse of my leather black ones, sprout from his back and a light shines down on him, burning me. His hand is stretched out to me. So close.So close.So close! My tears burst from my eyes as he is suddenly pulled up into the white clouds and blissful world of Heaven. My mouth opens and I cry as I swim in his violet seas the very last time.

I cry so loud I feel my body shake violently and I can barely breath. My heart is pounding loudly and I crawl into a ball.

And then, there's the laugh. The laugh of the devil. The bastard himself.

And I'm left to cry for all eternity. Never to see my angel again.

My only reason to die such a slow death.

"DUO!!!!!!!!!!" I cry to the empty space of darkness.