Title- Belief in Right

By- Kirstee

Description- A story on where Spike went after 'Chosen'. His trials aren't over yet.

Disclaimer- Sorry didn't put this on the first page, forgot. None of this is mine all belong to their respective owners! Except for Madison.

A/N- I am taking the Chris thing from 'Charmed' out. It just wouldn't fit, obviously. But everything from Buffy still remains intact.

Emotional

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"I-If your n-not a vampire then w-what are y-you?" Faith said, her voice registering shock, fear, and curiosity all in one.

Robin looked equally shocked as he stood up. He moved closer to Spike, but then as if remembering something, took a cautionary step back.

Maybe I should have thought this out more, Spike thought. He had no idea how to explain what he was.

"There's no reason to be scared" Piper said. She must have heard the fear in Faith's voice as well. Piper went to stand by Spike.

"Spike's our whitelighter" Phoebe said and went to stand by her sister and whitelighter.

Faiths eyes squinted in confusion. "A what?"

"An angel" Paige said and joined Phoebe, Piper, and Spike.

Faith's eyes widened and she started falling backwards. She was fainting Spike immediately registered. Without thinking he orbed and was in a spot where he could catch Faith.

She fell back into his arms, her eyes still wide.

"You just.with blue.and light." Faith said before she did faint.

Spike picked her up and layed her on the couch. He then turned to look at Robin. His eyes were almost as wide as Faiths had been.

"An a-angel? How can that be?" he said to Spike. Spike thought of what must have been running through Robin's mind, 'How could someone like him, who murdered his mother, be an angel?'

"I'm still fuzzy with the details myself but what I know is that it is part of my redemption, to continue helping" Spike said as clearly as he could manage.

Robin opened his mouth a few times but no sound came out. He eventually settled for sitting in a chair and staring straight forward.

Paige looked at the picture in front of her. An unconscious girl on the couch, a freaked out man in the chair, a forlorn whitelighter and two equally confused sisters.

"Kitchen, Meeting, Sisters, Whitelighter, Now!" Paige said, an air of authority in her voice. She went into the kitchen, her head held high.

Piper and Phoebe followed. Which left Spike with Faith and Robin, they weren't going anywhere so he followed the girls.

The three were behind the counter looking expectantly at him. He felt like he was on trial and they were the jury.

"I know this may be hard Spike" Phoebe said, a little unsure herself about what she was saying "But we can't be kept in the dark any longer, we need to know what is going on" her voice growing louder as her confidence increased.

Spike shifted from foot to foot and avoided the girls gaze. He was never good with verbal confrontation. Ever since the days of Cecily.

"Well if you're not going to talk then I will" Phoebe said as she left her place beside her sisters and advanced on Spike.

She looked into the Sunroom where Faith and Robin were still in the exact same positions.

She gestured to them "Those people are from your past, the past you refuse to tell us about" her voice raised an octave or two.

Spike looked down at the ground, refusing to meet Phoebe's eyes.

"Don't ask me how, but I know more about your past then I let on" Phoebe continued.

Spike's head shot up and he looked directly at Piper. She shook her head, as if to say "Not me!"

If Phoebe noticed this she didn't let on, only continued her rant against Spike.

"I don't like secrets Spike especially with people who have become close to me, So I want you to tell me, why.Why won't you tell us?!"

Phoebe was suddenly hit with an impact of guilt that almost knocked her off her feet.

"Whoa!" Phoebe breathed out. She was then hit with concern in all directions.

"Ah!" Black circles flashed in front of her eyes.

"Stop it!" she cried. "Stop.feeling!"

Phoebe knelt to all fours on the kitchen floor, her breathing was ragged as she felt the onslaught of emotions.

She tried to block them out and just concentrate on controlling herself.

Her breathing became normal again and the black spots disappeared from her vision.

She felt cool hands grip against her skin and she was being helped to stand up.

She looked over to Paige and Piper and thanked them for helping her. She then looked at the three wide eyes that stared back at her.

Then Spike lifted his hand and swatted the air above him.

Phoebe felt a small trickle of annoyance coming from him.

"What's your problem?" Phoebe said, more anger in it then she intended.

He ignored her bitterness.

"I know this sounds weird but I keep getting this weird buzzing sound, like someone is calling me or something"

The sisters exchanged looks while Spike continued swatting above his head at an invisible fly. He looked like a deranged idiot.

Piper was trying her hardest to suppress a giggle.

"I think that's the Elders calling" she finally was able to say with a straight face.

"Well then how to answer?" he asked them.

"You orb there" Paige said. "Orb where?"

"That white place you came from?" Paige half asked him.

"Oh you mean the Color Challenged place? How exactly do I get there?"

"Well I guess like any other place, Leo's never really explained it to us before just kinda..went" Phoebe answered

"Well I'll try but if I end up in the middle of the Pacific I'm blaming you three" he turned around.

"Wait" he said "What about.?" he nodded towards the Sun room.

Paige looked over his shoulder "I don't think there going anywhere"

Spike shrugged and orbed out.

The three sisters looked at each other. It seemed like each night was getting longer then the last.

Piper looked again at Phoebe's turned back. She couldn't help feeling concerned for her sister. "Piper" Phoebe said without turning around "Don't worry about me, I'm sure that's why Spike was called and if we just wait for him things will be solved until then we can look in the book and take care of our guests"

Phoebe knew the only way to make Piper stop worrying would be to keep her busy.

"No" Piper said.

Phoebe turned around and looked at her.

Piper looked her in the eye "You need rest, me and Paige will do everything"

"But Piper." Phoebe said, but Piper held up her finger to silence her.

"No" Piper said again.

Phoebe held Piper's stare, waves of determination came off her sister.

Phoebe then nodded and went towards the doorway "Don't stay up too late" she said as she headed up the stairs.

"We won't" Paige said with a smile.

They watched as Phoebe headed up the stairs. They then turned to each other.

"So what to first?" Paige asked her elder sister.

"You take the book, see if there is anything written about spells or curses affection emotions. I'll take care of Spike's..people"

Paige nodded and headed for the stairs while Piper took in a deep breath and headed for the Sun Room.

Phoebe closed the door behind her, she quickly slipped into a pair of wrinkled boxer shorts and a long T-shirt.

She didn't realize how tired she was until her head hit the pillow. She mustered just enough energy to turn the light off.

Phoebe was in a black abyss. She couldn't see anything. She couldn't feel her body, she was nothing just floating in infinite darkness.

She started to panic and looked wildly around but all was black.

'Wait' she thought. She calmed down and that's when she heard it. She could hear faint voices, it sounded as if they were yards away and getting closer until they were in full surround sound. But still she could not see anything.

".You're all covered with her."

".I did it for you, Pet."

".Who are you?..."

".Until you pop like warm champagne."

"...The only chance you had with me was when I was unconscious."

".You always end up in the dark with me."

".If you're wildly curios, Yea it hurts."

".Give her what she deserves."

".They put the spark in me, and all it does it Burn."

Phoebe sat straight up, sweat trickling down her face. Her breath was again for the second time that night, ragged. It was much darker out now then when she had went to bed. She looked at the clock. 2:30.

She tiptoed to the bathroom and drank some water. She still shook a little. The dream had been so vivid, even without any picture. All the voices were unfamiliar, all sounded the same but in there own way different.

She went back to her room and turned her light on. She riffled through her desk drawers and found what she was looking for. A blank notebook. She grabbed a pen off of the top her desk and sat down on her bed. She tapped absently on the paper and tried to remember the dream, she wanted to remember it but now she wasn't sure exactly what had been said.

She wrote down a few words that came to mind.Covered, Pet, Champagne, Unconscious, Dark, Curios, Deserves.

And then she remembered the last statement clearly as if someone had just whispered it in her ear.

She said it aloud as she wrote it down

"They put the spark in me, and all it does is Burn" ----------------------------------------------------

A/N- Hoped you liked it! Sorry its been taking so long to update I've been really busy, Anyways I want to try and keep everything that is happening on Charmed aligned with this fic. So I think you can guess about what is happening to Phoebe. And there might even be a trip to Val Hollow in the near future!