Title- Belief in Right
By- Kirstee
Description- A story on where Spike went after 'Chosen'. His trials aren't over yet.
Disclaimer- Sorry didn't put this on the first page, forgot. None of this is mine all belong to their respective owners! Except for Madison.
A/N- I am taking the Chris thing from 'Charmed' out. It just wouldn't fit, obviously. But everything from Buffy still remains intact.
A Reflexive Interlude
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------- ".I cant live without you in my life."
".Do you want me to watch you die?..."
".I've never felt safer in my whole life."
".I forgot what it was like to be human, to feel, to care. Then I met you."
".All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you."
Sun City, Florida, U.S.A-
For a place that was named a city it wasn't too big. It was hardly bigger than any town.
They lived on 1st street, right by the ocean. She always wanted to live on the beach.
A big white house with blue shutters. Three full floors too. When she had first saw the house she thought she was dreaming, it was perfect. And after a bit of her own touch it reminded her of what she was use too.
It was night and the waves crashing against the shore had lulled her to sleep. She now never suffered fitful sleeps like she had almost grown accustomed too.
But tonight was different.
Beneath her sheets she twisted from side to side. Her hair fell everywhere as she continued to squirm.
She could feel the darkness, the inability to see is what scared her.
Then she heard it the faint noises from far away. And she knew if she could just calm down they would become clearer.
So she let the darkness envelope her. She used her years of meditation to regulate her breathing. And as she thought the voices became clearer. One was feminine and the other was masculine but they were still indistinct.
She heard their words and it scared her and comforted her all in the same instant.
".All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you."
Her hazel eyes snapped open. She sat straight up and caught her breath, it was like she had just run a marathon.
Voices she remembered, Pain and love. Not to different from her own past. She looked around her room and all of the sudden it felt way to constricting.
She slipped from beneath the white sheets. She threw a white sweatshirt over her t-shirt and crumpled boxer shorts.
She tucked her hair behind her ear and looked back toward her bed where a man lay, shirtless with the sheet haphazardly across him.
She smiled and went over to him, his brown hair was in disarray, she leaned down and kissed him softly on his forehead. "I'll be right back" she whispered to him.
He grunted a little and rolled over. She smiled again at him and slipped out of the room.
She slipped on a pair of sandals that lay near the back door and climbed over the dunes. It was low tide so the waves hardly reached her. They washed over her feet and the cool water felt good against her warm skin.
She thought about her dream. She couldn't remember as much as she wanted to. Words stuck out in her mind, Live, Without, Die, Safer, Human, Feel, You.The last statement she clearly remembered. 'All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you'
She sighed and stared out to the endless ocean. She wrapped her arms around herself.
She heard something behind her. She whipped around to face whatever was lurking and came eye to eye with her sister.
"Buffy." Dawn said as she had watched her sister turn from the ocean.
"Dawn, what are you doing out here?" Buffy said.
"I could ask you the same thing" Dawn said as she went to stand by her sister.
Buffy sighed as she looked at Dawn, she was growing up so fast.
"Buffy are you okay?" Dawn asked her as she saw Buffy's weary eyes and the happiness that was there during the day wearing off.
"Yea.Just some bad dreams that's all"
Dawn put her head on her sister's shoulder and looked towards the ocean.
Buffy looked down at her little sister, her hair was long again and for the most part brown. Except for a streak of platinum on the right side.
Buffy had been furious when Dawn had come home with that. She told her to march right back to the salon and have it dyed back. Dawn had refused, Buffy had continued ranting at her for a week about it. That is until Dawn had had enough one day and yelled at Buffy that the only reason she had gotten it was to remember her past, and for Spike.
Buffy had shut up after that and had not said another word about it until now.
"You know I think this is quite stylish" Buffy said as she looked at the streak "Maybe I should get one" Dawn picked her head up and looked at her sister she then burst out laughing.
"What?!" Buffy said incredulously.
"You doing anything wild is just lost on me" Dawn said with another giggle.
"Oh you are so gonna pay for that" Buffy said with a smile. Dawn streaked down the beach with Buffy hot on her heels, they both laughed as they ran through the moonlight.
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A/N- Yes I know very short and I will get back to Faith and Robin very soon. And I'm not sure if Sun City Fl is an actual place, I just kind of made it up. (
By- Kirstee
Description- A story on where Spike went after 'Chosen'. His trials aren't over yet.
Disclaimer- Sorry didn't put this on the first page, forgot. None of this is mine all belong to their respective owners! Except for Madison.
A/N- I am taking the Chris thing from 'Charmed' out. It just wouldn't fit, obviously. But everything from Buffy still remains intact.
A Reflexive Interlude
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------- ".I cant live without you in my life."
".Do you want me to watch you die?..."
".I've never felt safer in my whole life."
".I forgot what it was like to be human, to feel, to care. Then I met you."
".All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you."
Sun City, Florida, U.S.A-
For a place that was named a city it wasn't too big. It was hardly bigger than any town.
They lived on 1st street, right by the ocean. She always wanted to live on the beach.
A big white house with blue shutters. Three full floors too. When she had first saw the house she thought she was dreaming, it was perfect. And after a bit of her own touch it reminded her of what she was use too.
It was night and the waves crashing against the shore had lulled her to sleep. She now never suffered fitful sleeps like she had almost grown accustomed too.
But tonight was different.
Beneath her sheets she twisted from side to side. Her hair fell everywhere as she continued to squirm.
She could feel the darkness, the inability to see is what scared her.
Then she heard it the faint noises from far away. And she knew if she could just calm down they would become clearer.
So she let the darkness envelope her. She used her years of meditation to regulate her breathing. And as she thought the voices became clearer. One was feminine and the other was masculine but they were still indistinct.
She heard their words and it scared her and comforted her all in the same instant.
".All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you."
Her hazel eyes snapped open. She sat straight up and caught her breath, it was like she had just run a marathon.
Voices she remembered, Pain and love. Not to different from her own past. She looked around her room and all of the sudden it felt way to constricting.
She slipped from beneath the white sheets. She threw a white sweatshirt over her t-shirt and crumpled boxer shorts.
She tucked her hair behind her ear and looked back toward her bed where a man lay, shirtless with the sheet haphazardly across him.
She smiled and went over to him, his brown hair was in disarray, she leaned down and kissed him softly on his forehead. "I'll be right back" she whispered to him.
He grunted a little and rolled over. She smiled again at him and slipped out of the room.
She slipped on a pair of sandals that lay near the back door and climbed over the dunes. It was low tide so the waves hardly reached her. They washed over her feet and the cool water felt good against her warm skin.
She thought about her dream. She couldn't remember as much as she wanted to. Words stuck out in her mind, Live, Without, Die, Safer, Human, Feel, You.The last statement she clearly remembered. 'All I had to do was finish the job. But I couldn't, because I realized I loved you'
She sighed and stared out to the endless ocean. She wrapped her arms around herself.
She heard something behind her. She whipped around to face whatever was lurking and came eye to eye with her sister.
"Buffy." Dawn said as she had watched her sister turn from the ocean.
"Dawn, what are you doing out here?" Buffy said.
"I could ask you the same thing" Dawn said as she went to stand by her sister.
Buffy sighed as she looked at Dawn, she was growing up so fast.
"Buffy are you okay?" Dawn asked her as she saw Buffy's weary eyes and the happiness that was there during the day wearing off.
"Yea.Just some bad dreams that's all"
Dawn put her head on her sister's shoulder and looked towards the ocean.
Buffy looked down at her little sister, her hair was long again and for the most part brown. Except for a streak of platinum on the right side.
Buffy had been furious when Dawn had come home with that. She told her to march right back to the salon and have it dyed back. Dawn had refused, Buffy had continued ranting at her for a week about it. That is until Dawn had had enough one day and yelled at Buffy that the only reason she had gotten it was to remember her past, and for Spike.
Buffy had shut up after that and had not said another word about it until now.
"You know I think this is quite stylish" Buffy said as she looked at the streak "Maybe I should get one" Dawn picked her head up and looked at her sister she then burst out laughing.
"What?!" Buffy said incredulously.
"You doing anything wild is just lost on me" Dawn said with another giggle.
"Oh you are so gonna pay for that" Buffy said with a smile. Dawn streaked down the beach with Buffy hot on her heels, they both laughed as they ran through the moonlight.
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A/N- Yes I know very short and I will get back to Faith and Robin very soon. And I'm not sure if Sun City Fl is an actual place, I just kind of made it up. (
