Part Two (feel free to back out now)

She's making me go to work today. After everything that happened this weekend. She expects me to go into work and pretend that nothing happened. Then I'm supposed to come back home tonight. Everything hurts. What am I going to tell them at work? They will all know that something happened. I can't let them know. It they know, then she'll know. I can't let that happen. Too many bad things have already happened to this presidency. I can't let anything else happen. Anyway who would believe me? I spent the weekend tied up and blindfolded while some woman had her way with me. I know what it's called but that doesn't mean I'll say it. Someone bumps into me and I wince in pain. Everything hurts. I don't know exactly what she did, but I felt it and saw some of the marks this morning. It was also the only time she allowed me to come all weekend. I was aroused and sustained an erection for over 48hrs. She got off plenty.

A hand touches my shoulder and I jump. "Josh you ok?" Donna asks me.
I look around. Huh? I made it to the office with out realizing it. "Earth to Josh." She calls again, and reaches out to me. I quickly move out of the way. "I'm fine Donna." I don't want anyone to touch me.
"Okay. I got your phone for you." She hands it to me and I walk into
my office. Great, Donna knows something up. I hang my over coat up and wince. I leave the suit jacket on. It's less painful if I don't move too much. Also it's easier to hide the brusies this way. And I want as much between my skin and the outside world as possible. A knock on my door and Donna walks in. "Senior staff in five." "Okay. Thanks again for holding my phone." "You sure you ok?" "Yes, Donna. Can you print out my schedual for today?" "Sure." "Thanks." I better start making my way up to leo's office. It's going to take me that long to get there.

"Look who made it back." Sam slaps me on the back. I jump away and squeal in pain. Not very manly I know. "Josh?" "Sorry Sam. Sunburn." It seems like a good lie. "Fell asleep on your stomach again?" One beach party in college and they never let you live it down. "Uh huh." "So did you have a good time?" "Yeah, it was fine." I try and sound enthused. I don't even buy it. There are more well wishers though out the day. New of my sunburn quickly spreads, so people are being kind. Asking me to let them know if I need anything. Donna has even asked me if I need help getting my suit jacket off. I have two meetings today and I spend the rest of my day in my office prepareing. We are all pretty busy, so no one thinks me hiding in my office unusual. Some how I'm able to hide my panic during my meetings. The pain dulls through out the day. 6pm comes and there is nothing more for me to do. My phone rings. "Josh I'm waiting." "Yes Ma'am." I reply automatically. "You coming home soon?" "Yes, ma'am." And she disconnects "Josh you ok?" I spin at toby's voice. "Yeah, what's up?" Please let it be something that will keep me here. "I'm heading home. You want me to give you a lift? You still seem to be in a bit of pain." If you only knew how much, Toby. "Thanks." "You want to grab some pizza and watch the game?" Shit. "Naw, I'm just gonna go home, strip and lather myself in aloe." "Now there's a mental image." We make more small talk on the way home. I'm not really listening. Home is getting closer and closer. "You sure you are ok?" "Yeah Toby. Thanks for the lift." I really don't want to go home.