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02- Forbidden Features

Some life that god gave to me. It's just a saying that you should be thankful to be given life, but no. I'm not. Life contains, hurt, love, pain, suffer, kind of like a disease, only you can't cure it ,not now, not ever..I hate life, it's cruelty. Why should I continue, there's not purpose . To pretend to be happy for everyone when truly it hurts and kills to even show a true smile to someone.

Sakura hug her knees in the bathroom as she was shaking from overload of emotions running down her emerald eyes, " I hate it all...hatard...it's worthless." Sakura thought bitterly as she hug her knees closer to her chest, burying her head into her knees.

Small crispy noise floated in the air, hearing the creaky sound of the plastic door opening. Sakura gave no reaction, she didn't care if someone saw her crying at such an age, this was her. And her life, no one would understand the pain she's been going through, even if they tried.

"S-Sakura-chan?" a soft whisper through out the female's washroom.

Sakura ignored, feeling isolated by herself. Walls of ice surrounding her, She couldn't hear any voices through the thick ice that surrounded her everywhere. She continued to sobbed deeply to herself. =Why do I have to be so weak...=

"Sakura-chan!!Sakura-chan!!" the whispers increased with each word.

"Doushiite..." Sakura spoke weakly as she looked at a piece of ice looking at a reflection of herself. Her ugly self. she placed one of her pale hands onto the refreshing ice."Is it because Yumiko is prettier than me..." Sakura's eye's started to blur again,"Is it because she's better than me..." talking breathlessly,"Is it because...she can love you..better than me?" Sakura asked as she let another tear slipped down her rosy cheeks.

"SAKURA-CHAN!!!" The owner of the voice shook Sakura by the shoulders lightly to snapped her back to reality.

Sakura hearing the worried voice that echo through her head looked up to the person,"T-Tomoyo-chan..." she whispered through her salmon lips.

"S-Sakura-chan!! Don't scare me like that, what's wrong?" Tomoyo asked her cousin/best friend who was by herself in the washroom crying, with a faint scar on her cheek,"Sakura-chan, what happen here." Tomoyo pointed at her cousin's lumps of pain on her cheeks.

"TOMOYO-CHAN...." Sakura threw her arms around her cousin's waist for comfort, as she continue to sobbed through her shirt. It was too much, everything. Kami-sama is she every thankful to have a friend like Tomoyo-chan who didn't mind her childish ways.

Tomoyo was startled a little when Sakura wrapped her arms tightly around her waist, but recovered her surprised. Responding she patted Sakura's back smoothily,"It's okay....you can tell me later." Feeling a small nod, Tomoyo-chan smiled at her best friend.

Both girls pulled each other, getting out of the washroom and out the hallways.

"Are you sure you don't want to take about it?" Tomoyo asked again as she helped Sakura-chan walked her way to their next classed.

Sakura was very tired from overload emotionally feelings that she spilled, her cheeks felt like sharp pins stuffed down to the skin, probably from the cotton of sleeves . She was wiping her tears with her sleeves she didn't really care if she had infection, she never really care what happened to her. Soon a headache bounced it's way to her head, and command her to sleep, but she couldn't since she was in school. She could last it was just the last period. She can bare it.

Tomoyo and Sakura reached to a class door with the bold Kaniji letters written with the English word below ART

Tomoyo slide the door, revealing a classroom full of students working hard on random posters that were display around the school. Naming it the ' Just one last dance ' It's a very big event in the school year, it was only a couple months away and many people were excited about the news.

Sakura was seated in her chair, as she gotten out her materials for her making poster she had planned over the weekend, and she wanted to get a pretty good grade on this. Sighing breathlessly, as she twirled her pencil around between her fingers and rested her bruised cheek at the palm of her hand.

Recalling how she waited, many years for her true love, she seem to call it. She kept the promise he made with her. He confessed to her. She never reply. Over the years that flowed, she started to regret the time, she wished she could've just burst out her feelings towards him too, except she was a bit confuse at that time, but she realized she had missed him. a lot. He came back, he doesn't feel the same way he used too, it just all vanish into thin air. She would start all over form scratch if she want him to love her, however you cannot force someone to love another, therefore she wouldn't do it. She's already happy that Syaoran is happy, even if she doesn't show it much, but deeply; yes.

Sakura felt tears stinging her eyes again, = Why must I be so emotional about these stuff .= Sakura folded her arms and rested her head on them, she didn't want anyone to know she was crying.

Tomoyo observed that her cousin was crying. Strolling her way towards her, she placed a hand on her shoulder, "Are you all right?"

Sakura looked up to Tomoyo's amethyst eyes,"Hai, I'm fine." Sakura weakly wiped a tear away and flash a smile to Tomoyo.

Tomoyo wasn't really convinced she was all right, but if she said she is, then she is, she wouldn't bother her further.

Twenty minutes passed quickly at the boring school's clock. Everyone was colouring, painting and sketching their artwork.

Xiaolang was two desks from the left away from her. He was admiring Sakura. Sakura Kinomoto. The way she was talking to some friends making him feel like he would want to be her friend as well. Xiaolang looked down at his rough artwork of a teenage girl and boy in a dancing position. Daydreaming briefly that he would dance with Sakura Kinomoto. But the only thing stopping him was his fiancee whom would be totally furious if she known he develop an infatuation towards another teen. His fiancee was very protective, seems like she doesn't want anyone in close contact with Xiaolang.

Syaoran-kun...

Syaoran-kun...I promise I'll give you an answer....

Syaoran-kun...will you remember me when you come back....

Will you..?

Xiaolang shook his head left to right rapidly, =What was that? Who's Syaoran-kun...and who's the owner of that angelic voice.= Feeling memorized by the warming voice.

"Rika-chan!!" someone called out in the busy art room,"Rika-chan!!! come here!!"

Xiaolang look for the voice that seems to belong to Sakura, =So idendicatal...but it would never happen in a million years, god forbid it, that it would be too true if they are the same= Xiaolang frowned at the thought,= my head hurts a lot = Xiaolang began clutching at his brown hair.

Yumiko walked over to Xiaolang, she wrapped her arms around his neck and nuzzled his cheek softly with her,"What you thinking about little wolf.." she teased with the small name.

"Nothing." Xiaolang lied perfectly.

"Umm..wo hun ai ne." Yumiko stated

"Yeah, I do too." Xiaolang responded not the exact same words though.

Sakura was watching Syaoran and Yukimo being lovebirds from a distant, she couldn't handle it, but she had to face the facts, = Yumiko is going to marry him. He's going to marry her. No point of stopping them. They'll live happily like a fairy tale. There goes my chances burning into ashes. Maybe I should move on with life, like everyone says. =

Suddenly like on cue, the door slide and stepped in was a handsome boy with navy blue hair and midnight sky's eyes, dressing up in a neat appropriate uniform. A crowd was form when he entered the room.

"Sakura-chan!! let's go check out what's going on?" Rika exclaimed as she saw the crowd.

"Hai." Sakura agreed as she followed Rika.

"Xiaolanggg!! let's go see what's he fuss about!!" Yumiko demand as she drag Syaoran towards the crowd that people was surrounding.

Sakura was trying to get a better look to see who the person was, and had accidentally tripped over someone. In results landing into a gentleman's warm arms."Sakura-chan? Are you all right?" the person look at her with concern in his navy eyes.

Sakura slowly looked up to the person who stopped her from making a unpleasant contact to the ground, "ERIOL-SAN!!!" Sakura burst out loud as she wrapped her arms around his neck giving him the biggest, warmest, welcome hug in all of history.

"We missed you very much." Sakura whispered as she felt like cry out happiness.

Eriol respond by hugging her waist, "Me too...Sakura-chan..me too.."

"Tomoyo misses you the most." Sakura whispered timdy as they stayed in the same position she couldn't help but let a small fit of giggles danced between her lips.

Eriol flushed faintly.

Somewhere in the crowd lay a boy who was mentally cursing chinese words at the new comer. Jealously ran into his vein, as his eyes felt like they were on fire.

--Tsu zu ku--

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