Hours after they arrived home, Starfire and Beast Boy( now a cat resting on
Starfire's lap) watched a little television. Cyborg was in his bedroom,
recharging his low battery. Robin was in the rec room, playing with the new
pool table. Raven was in her room, sitting on her desk surfing the web and
listening to the radio.
She was on this website called Dollsmania.com. There you could make online dolls. Raven was in the Goth section, choosing some cloths for her pale white doll with long, violet hair resembling her own. She browsed the different outfits on display, her eyes stopping on a pair of black jeans with a white dragon sown on the left pant leg. She clicked on the pair and dragged it onto the doll. Now a shirt is needed. Raven chose a simple black sleeveless shirt with green flames and dragged it over. The top section of the page had different wings on display. Raven chose black demon-like wings and dragged it onto the doll. With a satisfied smile, she saved the doll onto a file. For about 10 more minutes she made a couple more dolls, while listening to the current song on the radio. The lyrics flooded into her ears, her foot lightly tapping to the beat.
'I'm not sorry-(I'm not sorry)
It's Human Nature-(It's Human Nature)
And I'm not sorry-(I'm not sorry)
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me-
(It's Human Nature)
You punished me for telling you
my fantasies
I'm breakin' all the rules I didn't make
You took my words and made a trap
for silly fools
You held me down and tried to make me break'
Raven enjoyed the light beat to the song 'Human Nature'. She grew weary and decided to log off the internet. 'Goodbye'(it's AOL). She turned off the radio, rose from the chair, and flopped onto her bed. Raven turned onto her back and stared up at the pale blue ceiling.
'I'm not going to that ridiculous event tomorrow night. It's pointless. All you do is move around like a fool, listen to loud music, and eat unhealthy food. What is so fun about that?' she thought. 'I can just stay home by myself, I'll be fine. . .Though, it does seem important to Robin. He did ask me to be there. He actually cared about what I was going to do. He cared. . .' Raven signed deeply, placing her hand on her heart, her face turning slightly pink.
"Why do I have these feelings?" she asked out loud.
Obviously no one responded. She looked towards the red velvet jewelery box that contained Azar's ring.
"I know I'm not suppose to have these emotions Azar," she said," but these feelings keep coming to me stronger and stronger. I don't know what they are."
Her eyes teared up slightly. She wanted Azar there with her, to tell her what she's feeling.
"I can't help it. I don't want my father to take control of me!"
She softly cried as she slammed a pillow at the wall. She buried her head into her pillow, the material soaking up her warm tears. She blocked everything from her mind and tried to relax. She took another pillow and hugged it tightly for comfort. She took deep breaths and finally began to relax. Slowly, she drifted off to sleep, still in her navy blue costume and cape.
A/N: Hey guys. I'm happy you are enjoying my fic. Sorry this one chapter is short. I've been busy packing for a cruise and haven't had much time to type. I'm leaving this Saturday and coming back a week later so it'll be a while until I update. I might type another chapter tonight or tomorrow I'm not sure. Again, thanks to all the people who reviewed and enjoyed the fic :)
She was on this website called Dollsmania.com. There you could make online dolls. Raven was in the Goth section, choosing some cloths for her pale white doll with long, violet hair resembling her own. She browsed the different outfits on display, her eyes stopping on a pair of black jeans with a white dragon sown on the left pant leg. She clicked on the pair and dragged it onto the doll. Now a shirt is needed. Raven chose a simple black sleeveless shirt with green flames and dragged it over. The top section of the page had different wings on display. Raven chose black demon-like wings and dragged it onto the doll. With a satisfied smile, she saved the doll onto a file. For about 10 more minutes she made a couple more dolls, while listening to the current song on the radio. The lyrics flooded into her ears, her foot lightly tapping to the beat.
'I'm not sorry-(I'm not sorry)
It's Human Nature-(It's Human Nature)
And I'm not sorry-(I'm not sorry)
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me-
(It's Human Nature)
You punished me for telling you
my fantasies
I'm breakin' all the rules I didn't make
You took my words and made a trap
for silly fools
You held me down and tried to make me break'
Raven enjoyed the light beat to the song 'Human Nature'. She grew weary and decided to log off the internet. 'Goodbye'(it's AOL). She turned off the radio, rose from the chair, and flopped onto her bed. Raven turned onto her back and stared up at the pale blue ceiling.
'I'm not going to that ridiculous event tomorrow night. It's pointless. All you do is move around like a fool, listen to loud music, and eat unhealthy food. What is so fun about that?' she thought. 'I can just stay home by myself, I'll be fine. . .Though, it does seem important to Robin. He did ask me to be there. He actually cared about what I was going to do. He cared. . .' Raven signed deeply, placing her hand on her heart, her face turning slightly pink.
"Why do I have these feelings?" she asked out loud.
Obviously no one responded. She looked towards the red velvet jewelery box that contained Azar's ring.
"I know I'm not suppose to have these emotions Azar," she said," but these feelings keep coming to me stronger and stronger. I don't know what they are."
Her eyes teared up slightly. She wanted Azar there with her, to tell her what she's feeling.
"I can't help it. I don't want my father to take control of me!"
She softly cried as she slammed a pillow at the wall. She buried her head into her pillow, the material soaking up her warm tears. She blocked everything from her mind and tried to relax. She took another pillow and hugged it tightly for comfort. She took deep breaths and finally began to relax. Slowly, she drifted off to sleep, still in her navy blue costume and cape.
A/N: Hey guys. I'm happy you are enjoying my fic. Sorry this one chapter is short. I've been busy packing for a cruise and haven't had much time to type. I'm leaving this Saturday and coming back a week later so it'll be a while until I update. I might type another chapter tonight or tomorrow I'm not sure. Again, thanks to all the people who reviewed and enjoyed the fic :)
