"You what!" James said not believing what he had just heard and Lily widened her eyes with shock and covered her mouth with her hands.
"Nothing" Lily mumbled though her hands.
"No you just said…you said…well you know what you said!" James said not wanting to repeat what Lily had said to him.
"Whatever I said…I didn't mean it!" Lily said taking her hands away from her mouth.
"I don't think you mean that!" James said looking into her eyes, which made Lily turn away and burst into little sobs of tears again.
"Look James I…well I…I don't know!" Lily said sitting down on one of the chairs putting her face in her hands.
"What don't you know Lily?" James said, obviously trying to get her to say it again.
"James I…I don't know it's just lately since all this stuff started with us its just all of a sudden bringing back old feelings that you know…I USED to have!" Lily said and broke down in sobs again.
"Remus I'm starting to get worried about those to now!" Sirius said taking another sip of his fire whisky.
"Padfoot there's nothing we can do, it's between them and nobody else, they've got to sort this out for themselves, and they don't need us getting involved" Remus said convincingly.
"Remus, I don't give a flying cow in a meadow, they're both our friends and they need our help!" Sirius said taking a big gulp of his drink.
"They need us to stay out of it, so just leave them alone for a while and then we'll head back to the hotel or whatever ok" Remus said and Sirius nodded his head in agreement, clearly not happy with the plan.
"What do you mean USED to, you've never you know…well you know…before have you?" James said uncomfortably.
"Um, well you see…um, do you remember that time with Snape and the whopping willow?" Lily said looking down at the floor.
"Yeah" James said slowly looking at Lily, who was still looking at the floor.
"Well…um…since then" Lily said quietly.
"Sorry Lily…I didn't get that!" James said and walked over to Lily, who got up from the chair she was sitting on and walked along to the wall and sat down there, obviously not wanting to be to close to James.
"I said…since then!" Lily said a little louder so that James could hear.
"You mean you've…well you've liked me…since 6th year and you didn't say anything?" James said, anger starting to burn slowly inside of him.
"Well what did you want me to say, 'Oh hi James I just wanted to tell you that I fancy the bum off you, but lets be friends yeah' I don't think so James" Lily said.
"Well you could just have told me, I wouldn't have minded!" James said.
"IT'S NOT THE FACT THAT YOU WOULD MIND JAMES, IT'S THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO BE ANOTHER NOTCH IN YOUR BED POST!" Lily screamed at him as her anger level went to the top of the chart.
"WHAT! I WOULD HAVE NEVER DONE THAT TO YOU!" James replied.
"Yeah whatever, James In case you haven't noticed yet, I'm not one of those gullible Hufflepuffs that will believe anything you tell them!" Lily said.
"You know what this argument is all of your fault!" James said pointing at Lily.
"Ugh how is it my fault!" Lily said.
"It just is ok!" James said looking for an excuse.
"Ok James, go on, do what you used to do in Hogwarts, you know blaming everyone else instead of yourself because your so perfect you can't do anything wrong!" Lily shouted.
"That's got nothing to do with this!" James said.
"You know what, now I've figured my life was perfect before I met with you again, I didn't have to lie to keep my job and I didn't have all these emotional problems" Lily said sliding down the wall.
"Yeah well you had no right to tell me that you ever had feelings for me, let alone loved me!" James yelled.
"I had no choice, I had to think of your reputation and what everyone would think if they found out that I loved you!" Lily said.
"It wouldn't have mattered, all you had to do was get me in a quiet corner and tell me" James said now looking hurt.
"There just wasn't a right time to tell you!" Lily said crying still.
"Not a right time, Lily, we hung out together for a whole year, nearly every night, doing head business and stuff like that, and you still couldn't think to take one minute out of your schedule to tell me 'By the way James, I love you!" James said out of breath.
"It wasn't that easy!" Lily said putting her head in her hands, which seemed like the hundredth time that night.
"You know what, I don't need this right now, It's to late, you've had loads of years to come up to me and tell me how you feel but you didn't, I'm just gonna go, I'VE HAD ENOUGH!" James said going to the door.
"You know what James, do what you want, I'll just push my feelings aside like your doing." Lily said knowingly.
"What are you talking about?" James said turning round to face Lily, who had gotten up from the floor and looking him in the face.
"Well you telling me all these things about if I'd have told you how I'd felt you wouldn't have taken advantage of me and made fun of me, just makes me think one thing James!" Lily said.
"Ugh whatever!" James said and started to leave the room.
"Fine!" Lily replied
"Fine" James said and slammed the door behind him.
Lily sat on the floor and put her head in her hands and started to cry hysterically, she didn't care anymore, she just let the tears fall, the way they had been wanting to fall all night, all of a sudden she heard a bang and someone enter the room and put their hands on her shoulders, she looked up to see chocolate eyes bearing into hers, James was staring at her with such confusion and love in his eyes. Nothing needed to be said, both moved closer to each other really slowly until their lips met in the sweetest kiss they had ever thought possible.
A/N: Hi I know this chapter is a little weird but still, I tried to go for a Ross and Rachel type thing with the kiss, anyway I hope you like this chapter so please review and tell me what you think,
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Tom girl
