Title: Milky Way

Author: NikiMeg

Disclaimer: Jack, Samantha and Martin do not belong to me. Transcripts are from webphilia.com site.

Spoiler: Season 1 and Season 2 (Until Moving On)

Rating: PG

Pairing: There's no pairing

Author's note: Sorry spelling and grammar errors. Hope you enjoy! Please R&R.

Summary: A piece of Samantha's feelings. Sam's POV.

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It's over

I could really use a drink

This job is all I have

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It is Saturday night. I am sat down on the couch, watching some crap TV show in my empty apartment. No life around. Just like last Saturday. Just like it will be in the next week and the next. It looks like it will be like that for the rest of my lifetime.

Is this my fault? Is it my parents' fault? Maybe it's fault those people that laughed, mocked when I said to them some day I would leave that town. That I would make difference in people's life. And I would live in New York.

I made this. Those people were wrong. I can prove to them how wrong they were about me. I can. But I won't. Because those people in that town don't bother me anymore. I gave up them a long time ago.

To live in New York. Alone. It supposes to make me fell happy. This was my dream after all. To move to New York, look for a nice job and fall in love with the right man. I got these. All of these. Included fall in love with the right man. Unfortunately he was not 'right' only for me. He has a wife and two daughters. I thought I could handle with it. I could. He couldn't.

Since the day he told me it is over in that bench in front of the courthouse a vacuum took possession of my heart. My dream since I was a little girl had been broken. I felt so lost in the world. I need to have my destiny back writing in big and clear letters.

Because this. I looked over around. When I saw Martin. He is gorgeous, cute, smart, has a wonderful smile. I really enjoyed when we went out to have some drinks. I found out he is so sweet and funny. Yes, Martin can make you smile.

But then he said no giving me an excuse to not go out with me. This made me fell sullen. Still, I think it was better after all he is not complicated and unavailable just the way I like them.

I miss him, tough. I miss Jack too.

As well as I miss my job when I have some days off. Because in the end of the day it is all I have. And it is all I care.

The End.

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