oh look, i've gone this far already.. yey! anywayz, is our li really fallin for sakura??? btw, THANKS A LOT for the reviewz u guyz hav givn me... it really means much... i know i've sed that fo lyk a million times but hey, i barely get enuff of d same thing.. wahahaha! u guyz juz keep readin on... i've been so crazy lately. hehe, u guyz juz enjoy, k?

Disclaimer: ccs is clamp's. anywayz, there are songs in this chap of the story. the first song is "when i'm wit u". it's by simple plan. the second is "naked" by avril lavigne! hehe... so, if u want tah listen tah wut the songz r lyk, get the mp3 and listen to it while ur readin...

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CHAPTER TWELVE

Unexpected Accident

Syaoran stared at the girl seated beside him. Slowly, he was being enticed by her. 'Sakura... Am I... Am I falling for you?' he thought. Syaoran shook his head and refused to believe what he just said. How could he be in love with... Sakura? No way, that was way too impossible. He must've have been drunk somehow. Yeah, that must've been the sole reason of his absurd thoughts. "Sakura," he accidentally muttered. She turned to face him and Syaoran felt himself flash a tad red. "You wanna have another drink?" he covered up his embarrassment with an offer.

Sakura shook her head and softly replied, "No, I think I've had enough for one night. Actually, I was thinking that I'd be on my way home soon. I might not wait until Eriol gets back anymore. That's okay with you, right?"

"Yeah, sure, if that's what you want then go ahead. But... could you have a last dance with me?" Syaoran asked. He expected her to get angry, perhaps thinking that he was just teasing her.

"Sure, I guess," Sakura answered. Syaoran couldn't believe it. Why wasn't she pissed off? She was supposed to be pissed off. Syaoran stood up on his feet and took Sakura's hand in his. They headed towards the dance floor nearly crowded by couples having a great time. The song being played was downright fanciful. This made Syaoran even more nervous than he had ever been. The fact that he felt so weird really got him annoyed.

The two held on to each other and let their bodies dance at their own will. Things were going smooth until...

"Sakura, I love you," Syaoran suddenly whispered to Sakura. Her eyes slightly widened in surprise.

The girl pulled away and said, "What did you just say?"

"Sakura, I think I'm in love with you..." Syaoran repeated himself. He didn't know why but even if someone told him he had gone crazy, he wouldn't care. It's as long as he told Sakura what his true feelings were. It's enough that she actually knew.

"Have you gone mad or something?" Sakura beamed out, her voice going against the music.

"No, I feel like I do love you. I don't know why but I just know that's what I really feel about you," Syaoran talked back. Sakura started to walk away but barely keeping him behind. He hastily went after her until they were already outside.

"Syaoran, there's a difference between liking and loving someone. When you think you have feelings for someone, you ought to have realized that there are certain risks in every step you take," Sakura told him.

"If you love someone, you wouldn't care about those risks," Syaoran said, causing Sakura to go silent for a short while.

"You do not know what you're talking about," she replied, putting emphasis on the words "do not".

"What if I proved to you that I do?" Syaoran told her when he suddenly took Sakura in his arms and planted a kiss on her soft lips. Sakura didn't respond to this as he had expected her to. She pulled back and turned away. Syaoran had no choice but to release her from his firm hold. Sakura said nothing but instead, climbed in her car and left the area. 'How crazy can you get Syaoran? What the fuck did you just do?!' Syaoran mentally slapped himself back to reality.

He kicked a stray can from the ground as he walked to his car. It had started to rain. He got in and turned the radio on. The music that was playing was on such bad timing.

"WHEN I'M WITH YOU"

TAKING MY TIME

'Dammit, Sakura... Why am I suddenly acting like this just because you're near me?'

I'M TRYING TO LEAVE THE MEMORIES BEHIND

Syaoran tried to keep himself from bursting out in anger. Was it really because of anger?

I'M GONNA BE FINE.. AS SOON AS I GET YOU PICTURE OUT OF MY MIND

'Sakura, I can't believe how I feel about you... It's just not right.'

[CHORUS] I WANNA FEEL THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN I'M WITH YOU

I WANNA BE THE ONLY HAND YOU NEED TO HOLD ON

'How could have I thought things could work out between us? I'm really stupid for simply falling for you...'

BUT EVERYTHIME I CALL, YOU DON'T HAVE TIME

I GUESS I'LL NEVER GET TO CALL YOU MINE

'You will never consider me as someone other than an ordinary guy.'

FOR NOTHING AT ALL, I KNOW THERE'S A MILLION REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T CALL

WITH NOTHING TO SAY, COULD EASILY MAKE THIS CONVERSATION LAST ALL DAY

'So was that it? Will you never learn to return my feelings for you? To you, I am nothing but a fool. Maybe I am...'

[CHORUS]

'Stupid feelings. Kinimoto Sakura, I'm in love with you but I'm not so sure if things will ever click between us.'

ANOTHER LESSON I DIDN'T GET TO LEARN

YOU'RE MY OBSESSION

I'VE GOT NOWHERE TO TURN...

'Fuck this shit,' Syaoran thought as he hit the seat opposite to him. 'Kinimoto will NEVER love me back... not even after a thousand years have passed.'

[CHORUS X2]

Syaoran made his way to the crazy traffic. It was such a hassle but by threatening the other drivers, he was able to get through anyway. He was in a not so good mood, being irritated and all. Another song came in the radio.

"NAKED"

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, PUT ON MY FACE

THE ONE THAT'S GONNA GET ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY

DOESN'T REALLY MATTER... HOW I FEEL INSIDE

THIS LIFE IS LIKE A GAME SOMETIMES..

THEN YOU CAME AROUND ME, THE WALLS JUST DISAPPEARED

NOTHING TO SURROUND ME.. KEEP ME FROM MY FEARS..

'Sakura, how could I have been so blind not to notice who you really are to me?'

I'M UNPROTECTED

SEE HOW I'VE OPENED UP.. OH

YOU'VE MADE ME TRUST...

'No one in school has ever known me longer than you have.'

[CHORUS] COZ I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE

I'M NAKED AROUND YOU.. DOES IT SHOW?

YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME AND I CAN'T HIDE..

I'M NAKED AROUND YOU.. AND IT FEELS SO RIGHT..

'Sakura, you are truly one in a million. It sounds corny, but it's true.'

I'M TRYING TO REMEMBER.. WHY I WAS AFRAID..

TO BE MYSELF AND LET THE COVERS FALL AWAY..

GUESS I'VE NEVER HAD SOMEONE LIKE YOU...

TO HELP ME FIT.. IN MY SKIN..

[CHORUS]

*I'M NAKED AROUND YOU

AND I CAN'T HIDE

YOU'RE GONNA SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME (X2)

{REPEAT *} BABY..

Syaoran arrived home and got out of his car. The rain was getting stronger by the minute. The moment he entered his house, Meilin came to him wearing an expression he couldn't quite explain. "What do you want, Meilin?" he asked her in an angry tone. When he saw that Meilin was serious, the anger on his face faltered into a curious but worried look. "What's wrong with you?" he asked differently.

"It's about Kinimoto," Meilin replied. The look imprinted on her face was almost dreadful in a sense that what she was about to say wouldn't be good to hear at all.

"What is it? What about Sakura?" Syaoran promptly demanded for an answer from Meilin.

"Eriol called a few minutes ago... And..." she answered but suddenly paused.

"Meilin! Dammit! Just tell me what the hell happened!" Syaoran's patience was going on the edge.

"Kinimoto was... she was involved in a car accident. She was badly injured and is in Kawasaki Hospital right now. Eriol didn't mention anything about her being okay. I could hardly make out his words. He was in panic," Meilin explained. Syaoran was shocked when he heard this and he didn't have a moment to spare. He had to see Sakura. He had to make sure she would live through this.

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i think this chap has the least words yet... it's only long coz the songs are like split in lines. oh yea.......... SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!! SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO DUZN'T LIKE WA HAPPENED!!!!

anywayz, mah first time puttin songs actually. it was mah idea of puttin it in this "episode" but the songs aren't mine, as said so on the disclaimer... oh and f ya hav a better idea for songs, u could tell me anythin, k? there are tons of songs out there... i'm juz not so sure which ones would spark the readerz' interests. anywayz, as usual... REVIEWZzzz... that's all... lol! ^_^