Glass Scars
The second chapter! Ok. I really don't know where this chapter came from at all.or even where its going. But.I think there will be one more after this. I think. Actually this is the beginning of the next chapter, but it was very long, so I split it up into 2 chapter. Short chapters is what I'm good at anyway!
Summery: Just one of the possible things which could have happened if Shinji had refused to kill Kaworu.
Warnings: None that I can think of. I don't know if this fic is shonen ai, I suppose it depends how you look at it. I'm only taking from what I saw in episode 24.and we all know how many 100's of times this relationship as been debated! Take it how you want.
Disclaimer: Ah, how much would I like to own Kaworu? Well I don't! I don't own any of this, it all belongs to Gainax. Dammit.
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Chapter 2. Danger
A little while later they were back in the Geofront. Shinji remembered little of how he got back. How did they get the Eva's back up there? Maybe Shinji had passed out? He wasn't sure. He couldn't even remember seeing much, everything had been blurry, but Shinji was not sure if that was sue to the tears which had not stopped or due to the ever increasing emotions welling up inside him.
So many emotions, some so different to one another and some too similar. Love and hate. Shinji had not seen anything. Not Unit 2 or that huge creature on the red cross, or even Kaworu. Although he had seen a great deal of Kaworu in his mind.
The moment Shinji had climbed out of the Eva's entry plug and set foot on the ground Misato was upon him as was most of the recovery team. Behind them Shinji caught sight f a small group of men in dark uniform-Nerv security. Why are they here? Shinji wondered. In any other state of mind, the reason would have been obvious, but they just slipped from his mind. Misato grabbed Shinji by the shoulders and shook him roughly, her face was red with anger, her eyes huge and shiny.
"Shinji! What the hell is wrong with you? Do you know what you just did? You disobeyed an order!" Shinji shook out of her grip and looked up at his father. He couldn't see his eyes, for the mirrored glasses he always wore, but he knew his eyes would be burning holes through him.
He looked as passive as ever, his gloved hands clutched before his mouth, Vice Commander Fuyutsuki stood behind him, he looked on edge. Shinji turned his attention back to Misato. "Well??", she asked expectantly. "What was that all about? Protecting an angel?" she nearly shouted. Shinji was shaking, and took a deep breath before answering. "I.I don't want to pilot Eva anymore, you can't make me. I didn't do it on purpose to make anyone angry. I just couldn't do it, because he's my friend." Shinji could feel the tears again but tried to hold them down.
Misato stood back, looking at the ground. Shinji began to think she would not answer. But eventually she did look up, directly into Shinji's eyes. "I'm very disappointed, Shinji". Something white caught Shinji's attention behind Misato. He looked past her shoulder and noticed Kaworu for the first time. There he stood, back straight, hands in his pockets as if nothing had happened. Misato turned, following Shinji's gaze. "YOU!" she shouted, starting towards him. The security guards turned as well, drawing their guns immediately when they saw him. Kaworu's expression did not change with this new hostility.
Shinji pushed passed Misato and after a short struggle, past security as well. Now he stood in front of Kaworu , ignoring Kaworu's look of surprise and refusing to let Misato or anyone else near him. "Shinji, its ok." Kaworu began, his hand on Shinji's shoulder, before Misato interrupted him "No, its not ok! Don't touch him! I always knew there was something wrong with you. Your not even human!" Misato spat venomously at the angel. Kaworu flinched, but his hand didn't leave Shinji's shoulder.
"Stop it! He's coming with me, your not going to hurt him." Shinji sniffed, although now his anger was overcoming his fear. He took a step back towards Kaworu protectively. "its not up to you Shinji." A low confident voice spoke up. All eyes were raised to find Gendo Ikari had stepped forward, a smirk covered his face. "If you cannot follow orders Shinji, there are others who will". He eyed Kaworu. "You are indeed clever Tabris, but this ends now." He then looked back to Misato, "Major Katsuragi, destroy the angel." Misato's eyes widened but she nodded slowly. "Yes Sir."
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Gah, I'm tragic at cliffhangers! If it can even be called a cliffhanger. And it was far too short to be any good! Ah well, Next one will be up soon!
The second chapter! Ok. I really don't know where this chapter came from at all.or even where its going. But.I think there will be one more after this. I think. Actually this is the beginning of the next chapter, but it was very long, so I split it up into 2 chapter. Short chapters is what I'm good at anyway!
Summery: Just one of the possible things which could have happened if Shinji had refused to kill Kaworu.
Warnings: None that I can think of. I don't know if this fic is shonen ai, I suppose it depends how you look at it. I'm only taking from what I saw in episode 24.and we all know how many 100's of times this relationship as been debated! Take it how you want.
Disclaimer: Ah, how much would I like to own Kaworu? Well I don't! I don't own any of this, it all belongs to Gainax. Dammit.
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Chapter 2. Danger
A little while later they were back in the Geofront. Shinji remembered little of how he got back. How did they get the Eva's back up there? Maybe Shinji had passed out? He wasn't sure. He couldn't even remember seeing much, everything had been blurry, but Shinji was not sure if that was sue to the tears which had not stopped or due to the ever increasing emotions welling up inside him.
So many emotions, some so different to one another and some too similar. Love and hate. Shinji had not seen anything. Not Unit 2 or that huge creature on the red cross, or even Kaworu. Although he had seen a great deal of Kaworu in his mind.
The moment Shinji had climbed out of the Eva's entry plug and set foot on the ground Misato was upon him as was most of the recovery team. Behind them Shinji caught sight f a small group of men in dark uniform-Nerv security. Why are they here? Shinji wondered. In any other state of mind, the reason would have been obvious, but they just slipped from his mind. Misato grabbed Shinji by the shoulders and shook him roughly, her face was red with anger, her eyes huge and shiny.
"Shinji! What the hell is wrong with you? Do you know what you just did? You disobeyed an order!" Shinji shook out of her grip and looked up at his father. He couldn't see his eyes, for the mirrored glasses he always wore, but he knew his eyes would be burning holes through him.
He looked as passive as ever, his gloved hands clutched before his mouth, Vice Commander Fuyutsuki stood behind him, he looked on edge. Shinji turned his attention back to Misato. "Well??", she asked expectantly. "What was that all about? Protecting an angel?" she nearly shouted. Shinji was shaking, and took a deep breath before answering. "I.I don't want to pilot Eva anymore, you can't make me. I didn't do it on purpose to make anyone angry. I just couldn't do it, because he's my friend." Shinji could feel the tears again but tried to hold them down.
Misato stood back, looking at the ground. Shinji began to think she would not answer. But eventually she did look up, directly into Shinji's eyes. "I'm very disappointed, Shinji". Something white caught Shinji's attention behind Misato. He looked past her shoulder and noticed Kaworu for the first time. There he stood, back straight, hands in his pockets as if nothing had happened. Misato turned, following Shinji's gaze. "YOU!" she shouted, starting towards him. The security guards turned as well, drawing their guns immediately when they saw him. Kaworu's expression did not change with this new hostility.
Shinji pushed passed Misato and after a short struggle, past security as well. Now he stood in front of Kaworu , ignoring Kaworu's look of surprise and refusing to let Misato or anyone else near him. "Shinji, its ok." Kaworu began, his hand on Shinji's shoulder, before Misato interrupted him "No, its not ok! Don't touch him! I always knew there was something wrong with you. Your not even human!" Misato spat venomously at the angel. Kaworu flinched, but his hand didn't leave Shinji's shoulder.
"Stop it! He's coming with me, your not going to hurt him." Shinji sniffed, although now his anger was overcoming his fear. He took a step back towards Kaworu protectively. "its not up to you Shinji." A low confident voice spoke up. All eyes were raised to find Gendo Ikari had stepped forward, a smirk covered his face. "If you cannot follow orders Shinji, there are others who will". He eyed Kaworu. "You are indeed clever Tabris, but this ends now." He then looked back to Misato, "Major Katsuragi, destroy the angel." Misato's eyes widened but she nodded slowly. "Yes Sir."
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Gah, I'm tragic at cliffhangers! If it can even be called a cliffhanger. And it was far too short to be any good! Ah well, Next one will be up soon!
