Disclaimer: I don't own GW, Eirene is my own character. The song used in this chapter is "I'm still here" from Disney's "Treasure Planet" soundtrack.
Author's Note: I usually get a bit annoyed when reading fanfics intermingled with a song. But then i find myself doing this. I love this song. To me, it has personal feelings. I don't know if you'll like this or not so I set this apart as a separate chapter. If you skip over this chapter entirely, the story would still make sense. However, if you have access to the song, I recommend listening to it when reading this chapter cuz the lyrics mean little w/out the music.
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The Sixth Pilot
Part 11: I'm Still Here.
Eirene walked through the pouring rain. In the distance, a music store blasted a song into the empty street.
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be
And what do you think you'd understand
I'm a boy, no I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown
Yeah you stead here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
Eirene paused in front of the music store and listened, tears finding their way to her eyes.
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
While I keep on dreamin' for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe
Eirene wiped away her tears and walked away, her figure fading into the misty rain.
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong...
Author's Note: I usually get a bit annoyed when reading fanfics intermingled with a song. But then i find myself doing this. I love this song. To me, it has personal feelings. I don't know if you'll like this or not so I set this apart as a separate chapter. If you skip over this chapter entirely, the story would still make sense. However, if you have access to the song, I recommend listening to it when reading this chapter cuz the lyrics mean little w/out the music.
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The Sixth Pilot
Eirene walked through the pouring rain. In the distance, a music store blasted a song into the empty street.
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be
And what do you think you'd understand
I'm a boy, no I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown
Yeah you stead here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
Eirene paused in front of the music store and listened, tears finding their way to her eyes.
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
While I keep on dreamin' for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe
Eirene wiped away her tears and walked away, her figure fading into the misty rain.
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong...
